Devolution of The human girl

Chapter one : Haze

They left.

Her vampire family had left her as if she was a toy for their pleasure and it fucking hurt to be discarded so easily, she was left staring at the abandoned house with a hollow feeling growing in her heart, her family,her life, they abandoned er so easily,HE...He belittled her and called her nothing compared to him, but THEY...THEY did not even acknowledge her as THEY disappeared without a world, not even a sign to show her they they cared, NOTHING.

The house was left in a sinister state, the windows were covered with boards to prevent the snowstorms and the burglars from breaking in and wreaking havoc with the expensive looking house. but even the house was joining her in it's silent misery, the floors that Esme spent so much time on were dusty, the cobwebs were already appearing in the corners of the house,Bella who found herself returning to the deserted house when the hole in her heart threatened to swallow her into it's abyss made a habit of exploring all the rooms and made sure to keep everything almost untouched.

She was fond of a cupboard under the stars that was wide enough to hold her full body and long enough for her to stand hunched in it, it became a kind of den for her to retreat in when she was too tired to do anything.

She was confronted by her Father who grew curious of her repeated absences and feared the worst, after all, her boyfriend and his family had left her behind so coldly, where would she go then?

"Is everything alright? You're becoming distant with your friends and I barely see you around" he asked as he eyed her thin and tired body, she was eating less, sleeping less and drowning in a sea of numbness and frightening emptiness that trapped her in its claws as she found herself living in odd routine which consisted of waking up, making breakfast, making breakfast for her father and driving to school where she would doze off or just stare at the windows blankly, her friends and teachers had given up on trying to gain her attention and left to her lethargic state of mind till the bell rang, she would then drive to the Cullen's house and haul herself in the cupboard she had claimed as hers where she would lay there for hours till her phone rang to notify her of the time, she would sneak back in her house then repeat the routine for months.

Bella yawned and uncurled herself from the position she was 'sleeping' in,checked the time and cursed loudly.

"Damn it i'm late! I hope charlie doesn't notice my absence!" she cursed as she stumbled out of the house using a small opening in a part of the house.

She jumped in her red dusty truck and tried to turn it on, the poor truck tried to come to life but gave up after a few tries, Bella huffed in exasperation and fought the urge to call her father knowing that calling him will bring her more trouble and decided to walk through the forest,disregarding the dangers of the thick and dark woodland that seemed to pull her in deeper and messed her already frazzled senses till she was utterly lost.

"D...aad?...E...Edward?...J...acob?..A..anyone?" she suttred as she stumbled around the viny forest unaware of the large Shadowy mass that stalked her in the dark.

The young woman wandared aimlessly in the middle of the night, sleepy, confused,tired and broken,the beast on the other hand was exited and the trill of the hunt drove him to stall his attack,

He waited till she tired of walking and pounced on her when she was about to collapse, driving her into a haze of prey like running till he reached her and sank his maw in her soft and vulnerable side and belly, drawing a shriek and thrashing.

"Plesase stop...i..it hurts please ahhhh" she pleaded between her heart breaking shrieks, the beast dropped her and was about to lunge on her but for some reasons he stopped, he sniffed the air and left her spasming body on the viny floor.