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Days and weeks have been passed, to be honest with my self, I didn't even know which timeline I am on except for the fact that Gaara is actually the Kazekage.

Yes, you heard me right, I am constantly having a fucking affair with the Big boss.

No pun intended.

And most of the day, sadly, we didn't really actually continually and regularly fucking with each other. We too, spend time as a normal couple would actually do.

Or so I hope, to be honest with myself.

Why do you think I'm thinking like this?

Because there has been a day where I was just trying to enjoy a really good date with Gaara by just eating this one delicious and well known steakhouse at Suna, but ended up as a fail as Gaara have to kill 4 to 9 assassinations tries that has been hiding in every single corner.

Which led him into a bloodlust monster that we all know,

Oh.

And once he becomes like that, it'll be hard to make him hard and lustful once again.

Believe me, I try.

Multiple and countless times.

The result? bruises, lashing, wounds and more screaming.

Which I just deadpan at him and give him some space on his own little playground of bloody puddle that contain blood and guts.

"Sigh,"

I then let out another sigh, putting up a robe and fixing my cloth that covers half of my face and only shows up my eyes, I then stand up to ready myself.

After all, this is our 56th Date.

Also, I need to shield my face once more because I don't want to be killed the 17th times by some stranger that have a grudge against Gaara.

"Then again, I hope that this date will not be shitty once again. For fuck sake." I let out a grumble, Then suddenly I feel a touch on my waist.

"Hm?" Hearing a deep hum next to my right ear,

From the roughness of the hand texture, I know it was Gaara.

"Nothing," I then answer with a smile,

Gaara's pale green eyes then stare at my boring black color of an eyes. "Hn," At that, he then let out a scoff and forcefully grab my hand.

I then show a tight smile.

"So, where are we going today?" I then ask, trying to make a conversation.

To be quite honest, Our relationship is slowly dying. Yes, the first day to the fifth was great, but the after that, it seems that we both getting too tired of just simply either fucking or being fucked.

So then I create an idea of a Date.

Which we, or I, decided will be happening on each Friday night. And considering on how busy his schedule was, He still agreed!

Causing my heart to be warmed up back then.

Maybe that's how a relationship works?

But weeks and months has passed, it seems now we are tired of it.

I want to end it,

End the relationship,

But knowing that if I die in here, I die for real. No second chances, or third chances!

At first, I actually thought about it really hard, and even already have a grand scheme and plan for it. Why? This body, or me in this world is an Orphan that doesn't have anyone nor any friends whatsoever that keep me going in life, or a reason to live.

And the only person that I talk to is only Gaara.

Sometimes his brother and sister, but they all just an acquaintance.

'I see you, you see me' type.

Oh, and did I mentions that Gaara pay for my house, bills, and my groceries?

Why?

Well, it happened once Gaara found out that I was working as a Bartender.

Just a normal Bartender that casually get flirted by those drunk female, I am quite a looker as a male to be honest, and just clean the glasses and serve the drink.

And Gaara didn't like it, That over jealous man, and force me to leave my job. Which I did, and then after that he start to provide for me, so I really don't need to work to do anything.

Beside, the money he give me as a 'weekly offering' is actually tons!

"Hm, Dango?" Gaara then answers, still gripping on my hand tightly, and look at me dead in my eyes once again.

Maybe he knows my suicidal thought?

Oh well.

But then again, why am I so pathetic.

Even though I remember I was a female on my first life, And the plot, I don't remember anything except that. No memories about my unknown families, no memories if whether on how old I am or did I even finishing high school or not? Nothing.

Only that I know I was once a female and now reborn in a body of a Male inside of nonexistent world.

So maybe, If I die, I can just leave the world in peace.

Or something like that.

After all, I can feel that he's getting bored of me. It's only time till he leaves me and finds a new one.

The thought of it hurts, so maybe- Just maybe. Killing myself is better.

The date went as we expected, More assassins that are ready to kill him.

But this time only 7 of them.

Yes, I count them, It was just that boring.

He didn't want to talk, as usual, and I'm always the one that tries to make any conversations between those awkward silence that we usually have.

But after time, it was too tiring for me to create any more conversation with a person who never actually answer to any of my questions.

And after the 'date' was finished, like a gentleman Gaara is, He walks me home.

Kissing me on the lip, my eyes were still open. Which I accidentally stare at his dead fish green eyes. I then remember why I didn't try to kill myself more often.

It was because of his eyes.

His lost and lonely eyes that have been starving for some love,

And the only one that could give him the love that he starved for is me. Which actually making me having at least one purpose to live once again.

"Goodbye," I then whisper, hugging him.

Placing my head on his chest, I then can feel his heartbeat. Then I feel a kiss on top of my head, "Goodbye love, I'll see you next Friday?" He then whispers back, making me smile under my face.

"Yup! You better be! Or I'll drag you down myself!" I then smile widely at him,

"And with what? The body of yours?" Gaara then growl, As his breath can be felt on my neck,

"You bet-" Then my word was cut, His lip then met mine. We both the have a surprisingly passionate kiss, with me try to win, but his Dominant side just too oppressive. His tongue shoved into my throat, my body couldn't just stop moans, and hearing my moans, I then can see Gaara's eyes grew darker.

"You keep teasing me all the time we were on a date, You shouldn't do that kitten." He then growls after he finishes our make out, with me panting for breath, He then forcefully grab the cloth that cover half of my face and open my Hakama.

Seeing me without my underwear, he then smirk. Putting me on the sofa, he then proceeds to spread my leg once more. Touching my ass hole, He then shoves his middle finger into my mouth.

"Lick it good," He then said, Which I nod at him and lick it seductively. And casually taking a glance at the tent that has been growing bigger on the other side of the party.

"Mhmm, *Slurp* MMmm" All the slurping and the moaning, he then pull the finger out. "Seems that you want more on your lip," He then said as he casually opens his pants and pulls out his dick.

The same dimensions that I remember, The vines and the thick looking dick that has been inside of me for so many months.

"Open your mouth," At that, I know what he will do next. I then gladly open my slutty mouth for him, even though he didn't even say please.

He then shoved his dick inside of my mouth as soon I let my mouth open, "MHFFT" Rude.

Feeling his dick inside of me, I then felt lustier for him.

If that's even possible.

"Fuck," Then Gaara let out a growl, gripping on my hair much more forceful, then shove my head on his dick more and faster than before. I can just feel that my throat will be hurting after this sex finished.

"Mffhtt!" I try to tell him to slow down, but from the glimpse of it, It seems he will not slow the pace but will make it harder for my throat and faster.

RIP Throat.

"Gaara, Ahn... I- I want you inside... Please?" I then beg as Gaara keep teasing me with his middle finger and his index finger. "Hmm, no," Letting out a smirk, he then continuously press on my weak spot. "Ahn! Gaara, Gaara! Please!" I then scream out, as I can then feel his third finger entering me.

It's been more than half an hour that he has been teasing my hole. I don't know what's his problem is, but I just need his dick inside of me.

Pronto.

It seems that I was left to no more choices, and I shall use my one and only changes.

The cringy one.

"Please, Ahn~ Da- Daddy?" I then said, with much seductive as I can be, or I tried. at least. Then the fingers stop, Finally I can open my eyes. But then I can feel a massive huge thing entering my hole.

Finally!

The plan never fails me!

"You," He then growl, Pushing his dick inside of me more and faster, where I can feel that if he keeps hitting it, he will rip my walls once again. And causing me to not be able walking for about 2 or 3 days.

"Ahn! More, please Daddy!" I then scream out as I can feel a saliva come out from my mouth as I scream, Then suddenly a thumb was shoved into my mouth. "Suck it," He then whispered into my ear, Which I nod and suck it more seductively as I can be. Which is hard, as I can barely multitask. Enjoying the fantastical fucking he gives and sucking his finger is really a difficult task.

Back then, I notice that if I call him 'Daddy' when we are on a sex, or just talking, it turn him on to the MAX.

But I barely used it, as it was too cringe on me.

Gaara the let his other free hand play with my nipple who actually has been sucked till it's red and ready to be plucked. "I like this scene," He then said.

"Mfhht," Of course you are.

"Hush, let me fuck you," He then whispered to my ear once more, causing me to shudder from the heat. Then he continued to bite my ear, "Wai- Ahn!" I then arched my back as I can feel Gaara hitting my wall and doing what's my number one kinky places.

"Ga- Gaara," I then called out his name, causing him to hum and biting my ear harder. Which basically makes me harder than usual.

He then suddenly stop the biting, which cause me to let out a whine. But then the pace getting harder and harder. This seems familiar.

Oh shit!

"Wai- Wait! Gaara! Yo- You will break-" Then suddenly I can feel my wall ripped again. "Fuck," Gaara then let out a moan mix with a growl.

"Fuck, This-" He then stops what he's saying and move my hips into his pace.

"So close! Gaara! Gaara!" I then scream out, as I can feel that I'm gonna cum. Then his finger closes the tip of my dick.

"Together," He then said. Causing me to let out a moan after the uncountable feeling of your dick getting stuffed.

"O- Okke, Ahn! the- There!" I then scream out once again. Causing him to hum at my screaming. But his pace seems to be faster at that place. Smiling brightly, I then look at his face, "I love you," I then said.

At that his hand then free my dick so I can freely cum. My cum then sprouts out into my face and body, but at the same time, Gaara then cum inside of me as well.

Which I can feel the Niagara falls on my ass.

"I love you as well," He then kisses me on the top of my left eyebrow.