A/N: NOT DISCONTINUED!

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Let me first start by expressing HOW FUCKING SORRY I AM!

Okay, so first off here's why I left the story untouched:
I had this authors note written long ago (after I had 'disappeared') and had posted it to this story. The issue was that I was on holiday at the time (which is half the reason I've stopped writing for so long, for the other half keep reading), and when I had posted this A/N I was using this particular shitty second rate villa wi-fi. I know from experience (because this isn't the first time I've been there) that sometimes that shit is dodgy (or maybe it's just for my tablet that I write my stories on, because it never seems to happen to my phone). Sometimes it would disconnect itself, which is so annoying, and sometimes it would give me bullshit. What I mean by 'bullshit' is for example when I would load my Gmail account to check if I have any mail, it would show that there aren't any new mails. However, if I were to check that on my phone or reload the page (sometimes), it would show that in fact I had a bunch of mail that I had missed out on. I don't know why/how that happens, but it always seems to happen to my tablet. A similar thing happened with FanFiction as I had posted this A/N (now I've written a different A/N) saying that I would leave the story for quite a while. (The reason is in the next paragraph). It had told me that the A/N was posted, I had even double checked, and I was satisfied thinking that the authors note was out there letting people know why the story will be stopped temporarily. The same damn thing happened and it gave me the 'bullshit' that I had double checked to try avoiding. I was shocked to come back to my story (yesterday) to find that the A/N had disappeared. Except not disappeared, it hadn't been posted at all. I think the reason this had happened is that it showed the A/N posted but was still in the middle of actually posting it, and I took the tab off thinking it finished posting. I think I've seen something like this before but I could be wrong, in fact I'm pretty sure I am wrong. SOOOOOO, long story short, I'm a stupid idiot and didn't post the damn A/N to tell you guys why I haven't been posting :( I'm so sorry!

Okay, so now why I've temporarily discontinued the story:
As you already know if you've read the first paragraph, half the reason was because I was on holiday. Now straight to the other reason, it's because I'm starting to plan the future of the story and rewriting most chapters. I'm sorry for this, I really am because I know how it feels and I hate to do it to others, but I first started this story intending it to not be longer than 30,000 words. As you can tell, it's a lot longer than that with double that amount. That means I've rambled on without much of a plan for where the story would go and how long it would be. So I'm taking responsibility and starting to plan how the story would go and end, while also patching up the chapters to keep them neat and organised.

Quick side note! – I'm writing a new one-shot story. Its genre is romance and it's a yaoi. Big surprise. Long story short, I lost a bet. But anyway, I've almost completed it none the less. It will be out by today, and if you read it I hope you like it because it's the first time I've written anything at all like that so sorry if it's bad (I tried my best). If it's popular, I will take requests for different parings and maybe start a mini-series? I don't know. Anyway there is nothing certain but the uncertain so back to the main purpose of this A/N:

Sorry for the mess that I am, I'm so unorganized! I still have school and I'm trying to shove this story in my school schedule which is really hard, I hope you understand. I'll try to speed up the re-writing and all that but I can't promise it will be quick, because honestly I don't even know there the story will go. Maybe it won't have an ending and I'll just write endlessly. But I'll still need to plan 'archs' ahead of time. Again, I'm sooo sorry! But what I can promise is that this story isn't done, that's for sure!

Thank you for taking the time to read my sorry excuses, and I'll try my hardest to speed things up. Thanks again!

-TiltedNidalee