I burst out laughing. I covered my face with my hands to cover up the tears running down my face. This went on for a good two minutes until I looked at Jacob. His face looked so upset, it was a sobering look and it brought me up short from laughing.

"You cannot be serious! Jake what makes you think this is a good idea?!" I looked at him, bewildered that he would even think about having sex together. He shrugged his shoulders and looked away.

"Well why not? You don't want some random guy that could give you god knows what. We've know each other for god knows how long-

"Exactly! Jake you're like my brother!"

"But I'm not though am I? Look Bells, this could potentially be a big mistake. Or it could be the best thing ever. Or we could easily both look at it for a means to an end. You need some help to get your mojo back. And let's face it, I could use any tips you could give me. Well anymore, you know I haven't had complaints yet," he smirked and wiggled his eyebrows at me. I made me giggle and shove his shoulder.

Could we really do this? If I really thought about it, what could be so bad? Jake and I already had a good relationship. I wouldn't be as comfortable around anyone else. And this is such a strange list, could I really just let myself go with anyone else? I took a deep breath and looked into Jacobs hopeful face. Maybe he was right.

"Ok."

"Ok? Is that a yes?" Jacobs face lit up. I nodded my head and looked down. He let out a woop of joy and slapped his own leg.

"Wow Bella, I never thought that I, Jacob Black, would get to have sex with little miss Bella Swan!" he fist pumped and I rolled my eyes.

"Keep talking like that Jake and my ovaries will shrivel up and will not be in use. To anyone," he guffawed and leapt up from the sofa. My eyes followed him as he shoved the list in his pocket.

"Hey that's mine!"

"Don't sweat it hon, I need to do my research to get some of this stuff right. Even I haven't done some off this stuff!" he chuckled at my bright red face as he dodged the pillow I threw at him. He leaned down to give me a swift kiss on the cheek before he walked out the door.

"Get some sleep my little sex monkey, tomorrow we start on the list," he threw over his shoulder as the door slammed behind him.

I groaned as flopped back on the sofa. Maybe this was all the alcohol in my system helping me not to make a big deal out of this. Or maybe this could be the most convenient way for me to get away from all thoughts of Edward. I just hope things won't get too complicated with Jake.

The next day, Jacob text me to say he'd be over tonight. Knowing full well what it could lead to I shaved from head to foot, put on my best underwear and fidgeted on the couch waiting for him. I felt like I was back in high school, waiting for Edward to come round whilst my dad was out so we could lose our virginities together. Don't think about that slime ball now I thought to myself. A knock at the door made me jump out of my skin. I staggered over to it, my legs had turned to jelly. I still could not believe that I was doing this. All I could hope that if things went wrong, Jacob would still be around for me.

I swung open the door and before I could say a word Jacob grabbed me by the waist and flung me against the wall as his lips hungrily attacked mine. His arms wrapped around me and held me closer and I could already feel his erection through our clothes. I moaned as I felt wetness already starting between my legs as Jacob grabbed them and lifted them around his waist. He broke our lips apart and looked me in the eyes.

"Are you ready?" he asked me breathlessly. I just nodded and bit my lip. His tongue plunged into my mouth as he walked without looking to the bedroom, he knew the way like the back of his hand.

He threw me down on the bed, both of our laboured breathing filled the silence. He grabbed my legs and pulled them apart so he could settle between them on his knees. He reached down to pull off my shirt and I reached behind to unclasp my bra. Jacob stopped for a second and just looked at my body. I felt myself go red and pull myself up, but Jacob gently push my shoulders back down.

"Don't worry bells, you're beautiful." He said it like he was commenting on the weather but it made me feel a lot better anyway.

He kissed down my neck a sucked the in between and I groaned. His hands moved up my body, his fingertips gently skimming my body, making me shiver. He cupped my breasts and rolled them, tweaking my nipples. The shock went straight downstairs and my legs spread further in response. His mouth met his fingers as the sucked roughly on my nipples making me arch my back in response.

"Hmm, maybe I can make you cum this way Bella. Or would you rather I kept exploring?" his eyes met mine, their heat burning into mine. I've never felt so turned on. I nodded my head and threw it back, losing myself in the moment.

He kissed further down my stomach, reaching the waistband of my skirt.

"Can I?" before I could answer, he sat up and ripped it off of me. He leant back and kissed my ankles. Then he slowly ran his tongue down my left leg and then my right, just stopping before the crucial place. I knew that I was so wet at this point, he must have seen my drenched panties. He ran his nose up my slit, his tongue felt my clit through the material.

He slowly moved them to the side and he blew on my slit.

"You're so wet Bella. And it's all for me," his amazement leaked into his voice. Before I could respond, he plunged his tongue inside me. I let out a loud groan as his tongue swirled around my clit, he moved his head quickly from side to side tickling it mercilessly, as he entered two fingers inside me.

He curled them in on themselves, rubbing me in the most delicious way. I looked down and he was watching my reactions and it only made it more intense. He swapped his fingers for his tongue and it darted in and out tasting me. I started to move my hips in a circle, I was practically humping his face. I could feel my pleasure building, my inner walls were pulsing. Jacob quickly slipped his fingers back in and pumped them in and out faster and faster as my breathing picked up.

"Come on baby, cum for me," Jacob demanded from me huskily. A few seconds later my body responded to him and I shook as I orgasmed loudly. Jacob kept pumping his fingers into me as I came down, the effect left me feeling shocks through my body. I had to reach out my hand to stop him.

Jacob smirked at me, as he kissed his way back up my body.

"Take of your shirt," I mumbled. Jacob paused and whipped his shirt of. I flipped him onto his back and straddled his waist.

"What do you want Jacob?" I asked him as I ground myself on top of him, judging from what I could feel through his jeans, I could only hop that I was wet enough to accommodate him.

"I want you Bella."

"How do you want me?"

"I want you on top, your pussy riding my cock." I sat a bit further back and released the top button of his jeans, I slowly pulled down his zipper as I looked him in the eye. He smouldered at me as I released him. I looked down.

"Holy shit Jake!" he chuckled as I stared wide eyed down at his cock. It was huge.

"Don't worry Bella we can take it slow," I looked up at him and he smiled.

"Maybe you should go on top today?" I whispered at him. He just nodded as I laid back down on the bed. He reached over to the bedside table where I had left some condoms on the side, and he slowly pulled it down his length, the sight alone was so erotic. He nudged my legs further apart a put his cock at my entrance.

"Well here's to a good partnership Bella," he chuckled as he slowly slid into me. He stretched me and made me feel so full but it was an amazing sensation. We both groaned at the feeling of each other.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah Jake," I answered, lifting my hips to meet his. He took that as chance to move. He slowly moved in and out, the burning sensation left from his size created a pleasure that I hadn't felt in a long time. I grabbed round his back; one hand digging my nails into his back, the other digging into his but cheek. He started to move faster, almost bringing our bodies up off the bed. I could help moaning into his ear, it spurred him on to move faster.

"Shit Bella I'm going to cum soon," he whispered as he kept up his pace. I could feel the familiar sensation of cumming myself.

"Then do it Jake," I gripped his cock tighter with my inner walls as I crumbled into an orgasm again. Jacob groaned and came, I could feel him pulsing inside of me. He collapsed on top of me.

"Erm, Jake?" I struggled to breathe underneath him. He laughed and rolled over, his cock making me sting a little as he pulled out.

"Well, I don't know about you but I think this could be a very beautiful thing here." He turned to looked at me as he heavily breathed in and out.

"Yeah. I mean…yeah." My head was swimming. Not only had that been a great fuck, it had been with someone I already trusted. I just hope that this was a good idea.