I just needed to know, why I felt the way I did. Damon did not care, Bonnie did not care, either did Stefan. I felt completly alone again. I felt like I wasnt Elena anymore.

People dont really change. Even if it looks like it on the outside. Even if you really want them to change. They never really do. But some People.. They do, they do change, they change for their dreams. Some times, their dreams involve careers, prizes, pride.. or other people.

Thats what I hoped Damon would do, change for me. That anyone would change for me. And thats where my story beigns.

Elenas POV

"Seriosly Damon!?" I said

"Please Elena, you cant blame Damon for this!" Bonnie said

"No, Bonnie. She has every right to be mad at me.." Damon said while he looked Bonnie deep in the eyes. Almost like he was trying to seduce her.

I couldent watch. Today was the day of happines. It was the day of Alaric and Jo's wedding. Everybody was supposed to be happy. But instead, he broke up with me, after saying he would love me forever. And the reason.. The reason was because he wanted to be with Bonnie. And Bonnie accepted it like it was nothing.

She is supposed to be my best friend. But now, she is standing in front of me yelling to me that everything isnt about me. Stefan was gone, like he had disappered from earth. With Valorie of course. Caroline was with The Mikaelsons. The Originals and Caroline. We still talk but she is not here.

She wasnt been here in a long time. Stefan didnt even bother to call when he left, I found out by Damon, but Damon and Stefan are not still talking.

"Cant you hear me?! If you really were my friend you would want ME happines!" Bonnie screamed in my face

"Fine! You want your goddamn happines? TAKE IT, IT ALL YOURS BONNIE!" I said and then I went out of the room

I went into the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror, I didnt want to cry. I didnt want to waste my tears on them. But it was to late, the tears where flowing out of my eyes. I tried to clean myself up after a couple of minutes just crying, in lonelyness. But my makeup was all over the place. I figured I didnt need it so I cleaned it all of my face. When I was done I heard a voice I recognize. It was Jo, calling for me. It made me feel a little bit better, like someone needed me.

I went out of the bathroom.

"Jo, Jo I'm here!" I screamed across the room

"Finally, I've been looking all over the place for you!" Jo came against me saying

"Sorry" I said while she huged me

"I am so relived that you are here!" she said

"Yeah, you dont have to pretend like you dont know about the Damon thing.." I said

"Ok, almost everybody knows by now.." She said while giving me another hug

"But I do want to help you with this whole wedding either way." I said giving a fake smile, and it seemed to work

"Weeell, I actually have a little task you could help me with." she said smiling

I did a face expression that showed that she was supposed to tell me

"Yeah, yeah.. Noow, drumbeat please!" I laughed a little

"I want you to help me with my weddingdress!" she said

"Seriusly?!" I said

She took my hand and leaded me to the dressing room

"Oh. My. God.." I said and she laughed at me