Chapter 7
Zoro kept standing in that hallway and stare at where Sanji was. There was no way that guy was okay Zoro gut feeling told him, there was something else there. Something he wasn't aware off.
He thought hard and look at Chopper in silence. he was confident in his ambition and about what he felt, he loves the cook but he is not going to tell him anything then his lest hope was Chopper. it must be something Chopper said to him. There is no other way.
He set on one of the waiting room chairs and waited for Chopper to finish writing notes to himself. He kept going in a quiet manner and didn't seem to notice Zoro sharp eyes on him and fold his arms tightly.
What is he thinking? What did he and Sanji talk about!? I want to know!
There was no other way but to ask but he doubts Chopper will answer him fully. It was annoying but for now, Zoro had to at least try to get something. He really didn't like to stay in the dark.
"Chopper, can you tell me. What's wrong with the cook?"
Chopper raise a very sad and hesitant big eyes, it made Zoro heart heavy for making him have a painful look like this but he had no one to turn to. He waited for Chopper answer and after a while Chopper open his mouth slowly.
"Sanji…is in a very bad shape right now. If he won't eat well and take vitamins he can be in real danger."
Zoro raise a brew at Chopper heavy words and thought about it. The cook eat a lot before they come to the hospital, he didn't stop to eat actually so how did he didn't eat well? The whole thing was too confusing for Zoro to get.
"He eat though. It wasn't enough? I made sure of that. By now he can be Luffy." He mumbles in confuse tone.
"That's not the point. In his situation just eating isn't enough anymore." Chopper voice was sharp and he kept writing notes. Zoro scratch his short hair and frown, he really didn't get what Chopper is trying to say. Did he miss something?
"What kind of situation are we talking about? Can you explain it to me? That stupid cook…won't die right?" maybe now, if he be super patient and gentle, maybe he will tell him something. Zoro didn't mind, even a little info was enough for him has long he know Sanji will be alright.
Chopper gave him a gentle look and pet his arm with a small all known smile.
"He suffers from severe anemia and his hormones all over the place. But don't worry Zoro, if he take his vitamins and eat a balance diet like he should he will be fine. It's not such a bad thing like you think it is like a disease or a virus. With some time he will be back to his old self."
Zoro felt a big weight falling off his shoulders and he sigh in relief. Has long the idiot was fine, he didn't care about the details but he was curious what is it that the cook had.
"Then? What the cook have? Do you know how to cure it?" Zoro asked with a serious kind of expression. Chopper only smile to that and took a deep breath, he looked so happy and calm that it surprise Zoro to no end.
"Nope. I don't need to cure it. Sorry but I can't tell you that, only Sanji have the right to answer this. But don't worry Zoro I'm sure he will tell you soon. When he is ready, I'm sure he will. He love you so much after all."
Zoro raise his eyebrows at him with even more confuse look while Chopper sound so cheerful and happy for them.
"Tell me what? What the hell does he need to tell me? Can't you just tell me?" with a tired voice, he felt a headache coming.
"No no! It has to be Sanji!"
Chopper jump in excitement while his eyes spark like it was some big event that has to happen between them. Zoro got the hint and stop asking after this, there was no point now if Chopper refuses him that much. Now it all depends on the damn cook, and he just know that idiot will do everything not to tell him anything.
….
Ever since then Chopper decided he will keep Sanji in the hospital so he can watch over his progress until his condition get better to Sanji distress. Has much he loved and trusted Chopper, he hated to stay in the hospital bed wearing the white robes like he was sick. But the thing that annoyed him the most is that he could not go to school now because of this shit. The old man agrees of course but it still frustrated him to no end.
To top it all off, Zoro also decided to visit him every morning and leave at the afternoon. And when he was there he will not leave him alone for a second. The idiot seemed to forget school is a thing and most of the time he practice his swords in front of him like it was his own room.
It has been a week and half since then, it was the usual day of Sanji trying to get Zoro lazy ass to school like a child. Zoro from his end ignore most of what he said like the ignorant prick he was and Sanji wanted to strangle him. In the hospital bed Sanji lay down on his stomach with a very piss off frown
"How many times I have to tell you until you get it, damn moss!? Can't you understand human language when you hear it?! Or I need to speak the algae language for you to understand?! I'm fine and I want to be alone for fuck sake!" Sanji whine inside the white pillow in total defeat while holding into his hair tightly. He really was tired of Zoro annoying stubborn attitude to not leave him alone.
He still didn't get over his new discovery on his body and how to handle himself now. Where do you even start?! He had much more time to handle the fact that he was bi for Zoro and even that was very hard for him to accept.
Zoro from his end seemed to ignore most of what he was saying and kept swinging his stupid swords around in silence. Sanji really wanted to kick him so hard but he was afraid that if he did, something bad will happen to the new unborn baby.
"I heard you the first time, damn cook. Why do you need to be alone so much!? you can do everything you need while I'm here. Stop being so unreasonable!" with indifferent tone.
"Unreasonable?! Me?! How am I been unreasonable damn moss head?! I can't do it when you around, okay?! Like thinking damn it! I need to think!" Sanji yelled into the pillow
Not to mention accept so many things and how to handle his body and what to do with this baby he going to have. Should he go for abortion? Has horrible has it sound he needed to consider all the possibilities and option he had right now. And the option that Zoro will dump him after he find out that he is dating a freak show.
There were too many things he needed to think, consider and calculate that his head started to hurt. Not to mention his over the place emotions he didn't know how to handle. In other words he was a mass and he needed a time off from all the people around him. That mast be the reason why Chopper gave him isolated room with one bed and bathroom. He must have known it will be difficult for him to accept.
But the more he tried to think about everything and accept it the more the bad thoughts loop around in his mind with anxiety, fear and sadness like a never ending circle. Maybe he did need to go to school to get out of his own head not to mention he must have missed a lot of tests.
If he can blame someone he decided to blame the marimo, all was his damn fault!
Zoro gave him one bored look only to sit on the floor and start to play with his sword or whatever he tried to do with it.
"Think about what? You can think has much has you want while I'm around, stop making such a big deal out of nothing, stupid curly." He grown and swing his sword again like a badass that Sanji told himself he isn't, cause he wasn't!
"That's not how this work, stupid marimo! agh damn it!" he whine and hide himself under the blankets.
He wasn't sure what to do around him anymore, it's not that his love for him was less than before but he still had doubts and fears from Zoro rejecting him.
If Zoro reject him after he found out he wasn't sure he could keep going after that. He wasn't that strong and it will crush him for good. But honestly he won't blame him if he did.
Who would want to date a freak of nature - no one of course cause it so weird and just not normal! Hell he himself would have dump his ass if he could and he still felt a little disgusted from his own body. He knows it wasn't a healthy way to view himself but it was so fucking weird! He knows that Chopper and the others didn't see him that way probably, but they won't need to see this abnormality every morning like Zoro or to sleep next to him in bed for that matter.
So part of him really wanted to just….give up. Give up and just run to some place to be alone forever.
While he was busy with his self-loathing he didn't notice Zoro putting away his swords, watching over him for a while in silence and then make his way to the bed. In a quit and calm manner, Zoro started to pet Sanji hair.
Slowly, so slowly to calm the other man down and Sanji jump a little from the sudden touch.
"Wh…what? What are you doing?" with a little shocked voice.
He never felt him coming or heard his steps, how the marimo manage to sneak out on him, Sanji will never know but he could hear his heart jumping all over the place. Zoro didn't answer for a long time until he sigh and come back to pet his head.
"Relax cook. I have no clue what going on in your dumb head of yours…"
"You don't have to insult me you know, jackass!" Sanji roll his eyes at him and Zoro smirk
"But you should stop thinking so heard on everything. Whatever the thing that bothering you it's isn't such a big deal like we fear, so it all good."
Sanji sigh heavily cause of course the marimo will say that when he does not know shit.
"How do you know?! it is a big deal to me."
"Chopper told me you not going to die."
Sanji could stop the scared gasp that come out of his mouth, he could feel his heart skip and look away.
"Chopper uh? What else he told you about me?" he asked while trying his best to stay calm. There was no way he just told him everything, he won't do that to him. Right? Right?
All this time Zoro examine his reaction and body language but he didn't said anything more for a while. he only kept petting his head and took him to lean on his chest.
"Marimo! answer me god damn it! don't just stay all quiet like that! You freaking me out!" Sanji growl but let the other hug him tight, enjoying the warmth. Zoro smirk instead and come back to pet his head.
"I just wanted to see how much annoyed you get if I didn't answer." he answer in amusement. Sanji snore and pinch Zoro nipples, making him blush and grown.
"Bastard! Stop teasing me and just answer."
"Ha Fine, you perverted cook! He said that you have anemia and a bunch of other stuff. But eating right with the vitamins he gave you should fix it."
Sanji lean on his shoulder and took a deep breath in easement like something heavy that trap his heart loosens up.
"But he also said that you have something to tell me when you are ready. Split it out cook, what is it?"
Sanji raise his head and glare, slapping his chest and push his body away so he can lay down on half of the bed.
"Couldn't you tell me that first, idiot moss?! Like it's that simple if you just asked me. Not everyone work like you want moron! I can't tell you that yet! Don't ask me!" he grown and hide his face in the pillow. Great he just felt so calm before the idiot had to open his mouth and ruin it.
"Oww! What the hall cook?! Fine! I just wait then until you do!" Zoro growl and cross his arms together tightly. He didn't sound has piss off has he wanted to and Sanji could only smile at how adorable he was.
"You will…wait for me?" he whisper in the pillow, feeling so hopeless and embarrassed by needing Zoro support despite the other don't know anything about his baby.
"That what I said. Don't make me repeat myself annoying cook!" Zoro voice was indifferent and comforting at the same time. This guy was so sappy Sanji could not stop to love it.
Sanji hum gently that he understood and try his best to hide his deep blushing face in the pillow. But Zoro didn't let him have it, forcing him to raise his head from the pillow by holding his cheeks and embrace him tightly.
"Ahh Zoro…I want to lay down." Sanji stutter and fight his hold without putting much force into it. He actually didn't want the other to let go but he also didn't want him to see his red face.
"You can lay on me, I'm better than any bed." he heard Zoro deep voice in his ear what made Sanji body tremble with pleasure.
"Idiot. Don't say such cheesy stuff."
Zoro smirk at him and play with his hair while Sanji touch Zoro chest.
"You like my cheesy stuff, you trembling so hard cook." He teases him very pleased with himself while Sanji gave him annoyed look.
"Shut up! I don't want to hear it." he whines with embarrassment and defeat, he really can't win against this guy.
Zoro grin at him, what made Sanji heart warm and they started to kiss deeply. right now he really didn't care about his body, their future or anything else, he just wanted to spend it with him before it all crumble on him. He didn't have much time before he notices his condition, Sanji knows it very well. He was a dork that only thinks about cutting things most of the time, but he wasn't a complete fool or blind either. So has much has he wanted to hide it, he can't do that forever. it was better if he told him himself and be done with it. He prepared himself to be left behind and he wanted to tell him the truth, but right now he just could do it. at this moment he just wanted to feel Zoro and be near him has much he can, so he can remember even after a long time.
He also wonders how his old man will react to the news of him having a grandchild more early then he expected. Would he be happy, angry or ashamed in him? Sanji really could not tell what his old man will say but he hoped that he won't be too disappointed in him. The last thing Sanji wanted is to disappoint this old man that support and raise him so well since young childhood. He just wanted his old to be proud in him.
While he was busy with his own thoughts Zoro move his body closer and make both of them to lay down on bed so Sanji would lay on his chest. He play with his hair for a while and when he became too bored he started to kiss his face and neck. Sanji jump immediately from the other lips on his neck and finally notice where he was.
"Ah Oi! Zoro…what are you doing!?"
"Sinking into your mind while I'm still here is annoying. Get your punishment." He grown in his ear with close eyes and kept kissing and Biting Sanji neck. Leaving a lot of love marks on him while sucking his skin.
Sanji body responded instantly and felt the pleasure rising down to his lower body, making little moans escape from his mouth. He tried to stop them from coming out and bite his lower lip.
"Damn you marimo! What kind of punishment is that?! You not supposed to make me feel good in a punishment, idiot!" Sanji complain, but he didn't let go of Zoro back. Zoro hum in his ear softly and come back stroke his blond bangs away from his eye.
"That's good enough." Zoro grin and come back to kiss and bite him in the neck, chest and his cock that stood up hard and study just for him. Zoro lick his lips in greedy shine in black eyes.
Sanji could not stop the moans, one hand hold into Zoro green hair and the other hold tight into Zoro back.
"Moss head! You have some nerve trying to fuck with me here! This is the hospital! Think a little about the time and place damn it!" despite he felt the desire rising up and his head starting to black out he still didn't lose the ability to fight him. kicking him in the chest has hard he could, too bad Zoro sew it coming and catch his leg before the hit, licking it to make Sanji even more turn on.
"I'm not trying to fuck with you I'm trying to fuck you, There is a big difference." Zoro provoked him with a wide dark smirk, he enjoy this too much, Sanji could tell and it pisses him off.
"Don't play dumb with me, you know what I meant!" Sanji yelled and tried to kick him again but he was stopped by the other hand. He was too hot and turn on to think about a better comeback then that and it's annoyed him to no end. He was so angry yet so full of desire to this man he wasn't sure what to do with himself, but that wasn't anything new to him when it come to the shitty marimo. he wasn't sure if it was a good idea to do this kind of thing while he was pregnant but he could not ignore his desire.
"If anything bad happens to me cause of this shit, I will never ever forgive you!" Sanji throw at him with venom and decided to go with the flow of his and Zoro desire but he would not let Zoro have his way. He reaches out and grab Zoro cock from his pants, holding tight and moving his hand up and down to make him cum first cause fuck it, if they doing this Zoro will have to cum first.
Now it was Zoro turn to shake and his body become hot has well, but his smirk didn't disappear. The opposite, he seemed to enjoy this much more than before while growing deeply.
"That what you want uh? Stop worrying you be fine. Can't you let me win just for today?" Zoro voice become hoarse and he tremble under Sanji skillful hand.
Sanji gave him a wide seductive and playful smirk while his face become more red
"In your dreams, marimo! You will cum first!"
"We will see about that." Zoro answer and kept stimulate Sanji.
They both didn't give in while each work hard on stimulate the other. Zoro took Sanji full cock to his mouth and lick him has much he could while Sanji push on his hand and use his other hand to play with Zoro nipples while biting and licking the other nipple. It was hot, sexy and playful with no roles, just them having fun together while competing who will won first. To their disappointment, no one won. Instead both of them cum at the same time and they both moan in their climax together.
After their steamy climax, both of them lay down on each other gasping for air. They did their best in trying to breath and get used to the feeling of the afterglow. It felt too good and he know Zoro felt the same way, but he could stop worrying.
For a long hour no one said a word. Zoro reach out to the tissues next to Sanji bed to clean their hands. He tried to read Sanji expression but it was useless, he really could not tell what he was thinking about.
"You okay, Cook? Did it hurt?" he ask despite he didn't seen him show any sign he was uncomfortable while he jerk him off.
"I'm fine. I missed this." Sanji whisper and Zoro move both of them so they lay down on their side next to each other and snuggle.
"Me too,Curly. It seemed the vitamins work well."
Sanji nodded and run his fingers on Zoro deep scar he got from an old fight.
"They helped. I feel so much better then how I was, though the food in here could be better."
Zoro smile at him a gentle smile and kiss his forehead.
"Want me to buy you something?"
"Naa. Forget it. More important what about your kendo club? You the leader, how can you just leave the club like that?! What kind of leader are you?!"
And of course Sanji come back to complains routine that Zoro know soo well and roll his eyes.
"Cook it's fine, like I told you many times before. I choose good members to handle it, if they can't handle themselves without me for a while then they don't deserve to be in the club from the first place. If they not strong enough to handle it then it better to kick them out."
Sanji gave him a dumb stunned look and roll his eyes
"Really!? Aren't you been a little harsh on them? They just high schooler's not some professional kendo fans like you that going for the Olympics. It only your excuse to watch over me, cause you worried about me. Isn't it right, mister marimo?" Sanji tease him with a smile and poke Zoro nose with his finger, enjoying Zoro annoyed frown.
"It's not an excuse! I fully trust those guys to handle everything while I'm gone. If I hadn't, I won't have become the leader of this club." But the little red blush on his face said it all and Sanji smirk become bigger. Damn he really wanted a cigarette in his mouth but Chopper forbid him to touch any.
"If you say so marimo. I'm just saying you should go to school so you can graduate, at least one of us should do it. Don't you want to at least do that for me?" he said while playing with his earrings, a sad smile has shown on his face without him wanting too..
Even if you end up leaving my side, at least you will have a good place to start off, idiot.
Zoro was silent for a while and when Sanji started to worry Zoro stare down at him with determined and deep frown expression.
"No! I will come back only if you come back with me. Don't even try cook!"
"What are you saying?! I won't be back for at least a few months. There is no way you be able to catch up everything!" Sanji frown has well, why he is insisted to do such stupid things!
"We deal with it when you get out of here." Zoro dismissed him and took his head for a kiss, only Sanji block him with his arm.
"Don't give me that crap! Are you dumb?! My old man said we have no future without graduating high school! What is wrong with you?!" he scold him because someone need to be the realistic one between the two of them. And it won't be the idiot marimo, no surprise.
Zoro growl and bite his finger with a pissed off glare
"I don't care what your old man said! Many people live just fine without finishing high school! Stop been so obsessed with it! If you not going I'm not going!"
Sanji felt a big headache coming up and hide his eyes on his arm
"You know what, forget it. If an idiot like you wants to end up without any money or job in the future, be my guest. why do I bother to try and help hopeless marimo with no brain?" his tone was dramatic and Zoro glare and got a hold into his wrist.
"What was that?! Who are you calling hopeless marimo with no brain?! I'm smart! And I will find a good job, just wait and see!" Zoro growl and shook Sanji from his shoulders gently.
"Yeas yeas I got it. Just don't count on me to support your ass."
"I won't!"
Someone knock on the door and come inside, it stop their argument and make Sanji jump and try to cover up Zoro with the blanket.
"Blackleg-ya It's time to your checkups. Oh you have visitors."
"That is..ah yeas I guess." He blush and scratch his hair, how can he explain Zoro and him in the same bed and this kind of position. To his surprise Zoro start to hug him tightly from behind while leaning his chin on Sanji head. he glare hard at the slim man with faint shadows under his grey eyes and a fur hat on his head with a white coat like Chopper. He had short dark hair and small goatee.
"Who the hall is this guy?!"
Sanji could hear Zoro groan under his breath like a protective animal. And if he be honest, it was so unlike him.
"Uh…he works here part time job. But Chopper said he have skills so he let him stay a couple of weeks more, What's wrong?"
"I don't trust him! Don't get close to him." he kept glaring even harder at the guy like he was trying to create a hole in his chest while holding him tighter to his body. Sanji could not stop himself from giggling.
"Pfff…he just doing his job, easy there marimo, easy." he tried to coo him by petting his hair.
"Shut it! I'm serious." Zoro roar in frustration manner.
Sanji sigh deeply, he could feel Zoro threatening area coming from behind him and has much he love Zoro becoming jealous and over protective over him, this is becoming ridiculous. He just a part time doctor, does he really need to make a scene like this? Not that he can do anything when the other was acting like this but still it was kind of hard to handle.
"Relax Zoro-ya, I won't touch your boyfriend." He raise his hands in a peace offering.
"He did checkups on me for a few days, so you don't need to think weird shit. He didn't touch me like that! And your hold is too tight, it hurts!" it didn't really hurt but he was worried the idiot marimo will harm the baby in his jealousy attack when he hug him like that.
"He was doing checkups on you and you didn't tell me?! I thought it was Chopper!"
"Geez, why does it matter? Chopper did most of it but he can't always keep watch over me, you know. He has much urgent cases to deal with then me, it only natural he sends his assistance." Sanji roll his eyes with a bored tone. He tried to reason with him and hope that some logic inside Zoro head will calm him down from whatever going on in his moss for brain head.
"Tch! Some doctor he is! leaving his friend in the hands of some crazy doctor. The only one that will take care of the cook is Chopper!" Zoro sneer at Law and Sanji cover his eyes with his hand while blushing, he wasn't sure what else to say to him. He can yelled and kick him away, but he really didn't want to do that when he was been so damn fucking cute! He can just die!
"Well sorry to bother you two, but can you make your guarding dog back off? I need to check your condition Blackleg-ya." He smirk a sly smile
He could feel Zoro shaking from anger and his glare become sharper. He didn't know Zoro could glare like a murder until today.
"Pff he just called you a dog. well you are a very cute dog hahahah" Sanji could not hold his laughter, despite he know it kind of dangerous it was still amusing to hear Zoro new nickname.
"Tch! It's not a dog, it's marimo you bastard!" he sneer at him.
Without any warning Zoro arm block Sanji vision and he could feel his other arm circle around his neck in possessive manner. Not enough to choke him but enough to show Sanji belong to him only. He could not see Zoro face or what kind of expression he has but he could feel from his tone of voice and area the killing intent. What honestly surprise Sanji, he know Zoro more than a year but he never show this kind of aggression and murdering intent before. Yeas he was annoying and a pain to deal with and sometimes an ass, but never so aggressive to him or the others. Is it because Zoro see them has friends? Sanji could not help but wonder while his vision was blocked.
"Listen well, if you dare to touch him in any way I will cut you to little pieces."
He could not see Law expression either, it was kind of frustrating.
"I see." Law tone was odd.
"Oi marimo, I can't see. Can you remove your hand? Come on cut it out." Sanji ask and hold into Zoro arm. Has much he enjoy Zoro jealousy attack, this is becoming weird, too weird. He didn't like where this is going, not one bit.
After gentle kiss to his lips Zoro remove his hand from his face, he looked so angry and dangerous, like a beast holding himself back. He wasn't sure what gotten into this man, but he didn't hate to find more sides to Zoro. Sides he will never show him.
After finally been free he looks around the room. Nothing change, Law bag was open and it seemed he prepared all the stuff he needed for his checkups. Law act and look normal with no emotion. Sanji frown a little in confusion. That was weird. Why did the marimo felt the need to block his vision if nothing happen? Some part of him was very suspicious, this was very suspicious. But he could not do anything about it now since everything look normal.
"Well now that you finish announcing I'm yours, Can you let the nice doctor finish his checkups? Oh yeas and get me something to eat."
"Tch whatever." Zoro mumble with a sneer, looking away he let go of his neck. He didn't bother to look at them anymore, getting up from the bed he turn to his swords to put them back on his back.
"I want something sweet and spicy and maybe bitter too. Like cake and hot Pepper."
Zoro turn back to Sanji with a deep frown and apathetic face
"Did you finally lost your mind cook?! You can't eat those things together!"
"I don't care, I want it! I…kind of feel like eating it now. Anyway just buy it for me, come on marimo!" Sanji blush and fold his arms together. This kind of craving mast be part of the pregnancy, he hated it! but he could not ignore his own craving.
Zoro snore and turn his back to him, not bothering to answer and hurry to leave the room. Sanji watch him leave with a little regret in his heart, he must think he super weird. And there is no way he can explain this without telling him everything, and he was not ready for it yet, fuck he was stuck in a loop.
"Okay I'm going to start, Blackleg-ya. Don't move." Law start to check his blood pressure, fever, heart beats and took a blood test.
"You seemed deep in thought. From the way you look, you didn't told him yet." he said with indifferent face. Sanji head rose up without thinking
"Uh? What do you mean?"
"I mean…this here. I doubt you can keep that a secret for long." Law point at Sanji belly in oblivious movement what made Sanji jump away in fright.
"Uh! I don't….I mean…"
"It's fine. I'm a doctor; I could tell right away you are pregnant."
"Th..that is…I…No! Of course not!" he said with desperate voice and begging eyes.
Please don't tell anyone.
"It's fine. I don't really care. But he will find out eventually. Are you ready to face his reaction? Even ordinary women have it hard with unexpected pregnancy. Many of them end up alone." He said casually like he had nothing to do with it while he put away his equipment.
Sanji could feel his blood freezing and his body shaking and hold tight into his blanket. He could not stop himself the panic that he felt will come out. He was scared, he never been so scared in his life. But he could not let the panic control him! no way he will let his fear and emotions get the better of him! so he bite hard on his hand to stop thinking stupid crap! Panic won't get him anywhere!
Calm down! Calm down! Calm the shit down! Why are you panic?! So what he the asshole will throw him away, he still can keep living! He won't die from it. it will be fine! It will be fine! It will be fine damn it!
Despite his best effort he could not stop his body from shaking harder and he could hear his heart beat getting loader in his ears. Fuck it isn't working! He hated himself for been so weak over some stupid words!
Law seemed to finish packing his things and stare at him while he stood in front of the bed. His look was so cold and so indifferent that it make Sanji blood boil. Damn fucker, he really didn't care if he die right there isn't he?! Son of bitch! Sanji curse him in his mind and hold tight into his legs.
"I guess I should not have said things like that. Don't think about it too hard."
Sanji finally got some courage and glare at him while his body was still shaking.
"You…don't tell anyone! If you do I….I…"
"Of course, I won't spread classified information about my patients. You can rest assured, I won't tell anyone about you." Law promise but something in his voice sound hollow or he just imagining things. He wasn't sure anymore since he wasn't in the best state of mind in that moment.
"You sure? You are not lying to me are you?!" Sanji ask and look at his feet
"I'm not lying. I need to go Blackleg-ya. I won't be able to come for a few days since I have another job, but I will be back in a few days. Take care."
With that Law left Sanji to the silence of the room that feel cutting him. he was still shaking and could not calm down even after Law left, so he put his face on his knees and close his eyes. He could finally let his tears out, since there was no one to judge or look down on him now.
I don't want to be alone. Marimo I don't want to deal with this by myself, don't leave me!
More and more tears fell down his cheeks on the hospital robe and he let them fell. And he could feel his shaking body calming down a little from the panic he felt before.
Sniffing to himself he was glad no one could see him in that cold lonely room.
He kept crying for a while until his robe was too wet.
TBC
AN: hello everyone ^^
it finishes way faster then I thought. my grammar and spalling still bad in my opinion =_= if you find a mistake please let me know and I will fix it. I needed some good fluffy Zosan so badly at this time since I"m unemployed now.
the chapter turns out way longer than my original plan but oh well XD the more the better I guess.
I hope it will make all the readers a little bit happier at this bad times.