So after watching seasons 1,2 and 3 of the 100 and being completely devastated after jumping on the Clexa fan train that was sent crashing and burning I decided to give this a try to make myself feel better. I have played god and some characters are no longer dead! wahooo.

Hope you like it and please review with your thoughts :)

chapter Inspiration- Dark paradise - Lana Del Rey

Every Betrayal Begins With Trust

*Clarke*

Clarke flushed the two headed deer from the trees,It sprinted away kicking up dirt on the forest floor. She was not far behind, in a quick pursuit of the large knew it wouldn't get away, the deer maybe fast but it would never be fast enough to out ride a horse.
Taking strong yet elegant strides the deer ran for its life, running the only way it could into a clear opening in the woods.
In her mind she wasn't chasing the deer she was running. Trying to keep herself sane yet the feeling of guilt gnawed at her within, consuming everything.

No one could understand what its like. Not only had she killed Anya warriors she had now committed genocide.
Men , Women and children all gone. If lexa hadn't betrayed her it could have all been avoided and the good people of the mountain could have lived.

After mount weather the skaikru had returned to the people she saved, the people she killed for where now safe.
Leaving was the best decisions for Clarke, she was in no fit state to lead her people and she needed an escape from everyone after Lexa had broken her heart and left her and the sky people to die.

She loved Lexa and she left her..

Before Clarke left she said goodbye to Bellamy , the person she used to dislike who was now her partner in leadership and had stayed loyal to her. After that they parted ways at the front gate of the Arkadia. She hadn't look back since.

Still riding Clarke pulled out her bow and knocked the arrow taking aim at the deer.A month ago she would have used her gun. Not now after many tries ad lots of errors she had learned to hunt with a bow. She always was good with a gun so why would another projectile weapon be any different.
She released the arrow and it flew into the back of the deer piercing deep into its flesh causing it to shriek and tumble to the ground from the impact.

"good girl " she said patting the horses neck then jumped down to finish her kill. As she moved towards the deer Clarke didn't notice the movement in the trees.

The hunter was now the prey.

"Yu gonplei ste odon" whispered Clarke as she slit the deer's throat. It's life blood pooled into the grass, soaking into the ground staining the earth red. Clarke started to tie the deer up with rope ready to move it to take to trade When her horse became frantic, snorting and kicking the ground before it bolted back the way they came.

Something wasn't right. She scanned the area seeing nothing it was quiet, to hair on the back of her neck stood on end, her breathing became deep. That's when she saw it. In her peripheral vision she could see a huge black mass creeping towards her.

"Fuck,fuck,Fuck" she said quickly sounding just like raven. she squeezed her dagger as she tried to think of a way to escape yet she saw none. If she ran she would most definitely be dead and that wasn't an option.

She had to stand and fight.

Turning to the side slowly to face the beast she went to draw her sword. There was no sword there, she left it on the ground out of reach.
Before she could even contemplate what to do the jaguar launched itself at her. Its huge muscles propelled the big cat from the ground through the air directly at Clarke. She held her dagger tightly to her chest waiting for the incoming impact.

TRIGEDASLENG

Yu gonplei ste odon - your fight is over

~Lexa~

"Heda" the messenger bowed in respect of the commander.

"Speak, tell me what news from Indra"

"Heda... The skai kru left their camp outside the mountain after they defeated it. The have returned to the arkadia." said the messenger not meeting the commanders gaze. his dark hair shielding his eyes from the commanders stare.
Lexa sat on her throne twirling her dagger into the wood of the arm. She was irritated she hadn't had information from indra for days and the lack of it put her on edge. Yes the war with the mountain was over but the was she had in her heart wasn't.

"What of the skai prisa, how is she, how is Clarke?"

"She left heda." the young man was didn't want to be here yet he couldn't go against indra. She warned him that the commander would react badly and if he died he would die in didn't want to die.

"What do you mean she left, where is she, is she safe?" lexa demanded as she moved off the throne storming towards the young man, Her red cape flowing behind her like a sea of blood.

"She left alone once they reached arkadia,leaving Without supplies and only her side indra sent two men after her to keep her safe but they have been found dead heda." he winced as she grabbed him by the throat dragging him off the ground.

"How did they die?!" she snarled in his face. Her delicate fingers releasing his wind pipe slightly to enable him to speak.

"Azgeda, heda beja, beja!" she released him letting him drop to the floor.

"Shof op en bants.. NAU!" she roared. He didn't need to be told twice, no one wanted to feel the wrath of heda. He ran towards the door and out the exit as anya entered the throne room. Lexa slumped back into her throne holding her head in her hands.
Anya approached, Her face still a emotionless mask as always until she came to lexa. She crouched down in front of the commander and rested her hands on lexa's arms.

"I already know Anya.." Dropping her hands into anya's. She felt small again, weak and defeated.

" Wanheda." lexa's head snapped up to meen her mentors eyes.

"Wanheda? what do you mean anya?"

"Clarke IS wanheda. Talk of her power has spread across the land. Everyone want to kill the commander of death and gain her power" Anya said as she stood looking down at lexa. Anya didnt hate clarke, she admired her ever since she saved her from the mountain even more so when she pushed her out of the way of the bullet that could have taken her life in a way she owed clarke, even though she would never admit it.

"I need to find her, if nia gets her first.." lexa stopped mid sentence. she couldnt finish it. When she lost costia it broke her. The thought of losing clarke, losing her to that ice bitch made her feel ill.

"Yes We need to find her, if nia gets her the people will back her. We both know that woud be the end of you and the coalition. Send me lexa, you know i will bring her back." she placed her hand on her former seconds shoulder in comfort.

"No"

"No? what do you mean no Lex"

"Your not going, i am. i have put you in danger enough. we are in a time of peace and im sure your able to guide our people in my stead. after all you trained me."

"Lexa you cant.." before she could finish lexa stopped her.

"Skai prisa gonple nou ste odon .. osir will gonplei teina." Lexa rested her head against anya's. Anya knew it would play out this way even before she walked into the throse knew her second and her love for Clarke.

"stei yuj, mebi oso na hit choda op nodotaim leksa" anya said looking into heda's bright green eyes that held back lexa's tears.

"Mebi oso na hit choda op nodotaim onya" said the brunette as she walked past her general.
She's going to find clarke and bring her home.

TRIGEDASLENG

Heda- Commander

Skai kru - Sky people

Skai prisa - Sky princess

Azgeda, heda beja, beja! - Ice Nation, Commander Please Please!

Shof op en bants.. NAU! - Shut up/be quiet, Leave ...NOW!

Wanheda - Commander of death

Skai prisa gonple nou ste odon .. osir will gonplei teina - Sky princesses fight is not over.. We will fight together.

Stei yuj, mebi oso na hit choda op nodotaim leksa- Stay strong ,may we meet again lexa

Mebi oso na hit choda op nodotaim onya - May we meet again Anya

So that the first chapter guys! please review!

Mebi oso na hit choda op nodotaim - kynance