So this is on going story number 6 and the third FemNaru I have. The pairing is still ShikaNaru but that's cause I love that pairing. Though this one may be similar to my Adventures of Naru Uzumaki but it will be darker. It may contain Rape or attempted, abuse by those she trusts (physical and emotional), suicide or attempted, and possible stuff I haven't thought of. This will contain consensual lemons later, harsh language, and gore. The acts of rape and abuse I depict when I write I do not and will never condone in anyway shape or form. These crimes are unforgivable acts but sadly they do occur in the world we live in every day. Some of you may think I will focus on women in these situations but you will see men in these as well. Rape and abuse have no gender that they stick to. Men can be raped and victims of domestic abuse. Due to the misconception they can't of these acts toward them go unheard and that should never happen to any victim.

I hope that maybe this story may help someone recover or realize they are in an abusive relationship as it will also show recovery from such acts. I want to show that recovery is possible and though everything will never be the same again you can still live and find some kind of happiness.

With that being said I also want you to know beforehand that not all these acts will happen to Uzu (Naruto's name here) as she will have the fight past this attitude. But it may be seen or referenced in other characters. I will put warnings on all rape or hard abuse scenes so that if you wish you may skip. I know these topics are sensitive and not everyone wants to read something like this. Also none of these acts are the focal point of the story. These acts should not be the only reason you read this or any dark fanfic like this. I have read a few and there is always an underlying lesson or reason for why the story is like that.

I hope you like the story and please take what I said into account. If this helps even one person, even if the person is helping someone that has been the victim in one of these crimes, then maybe I did something good for this world. All it takes is one person to stop an victim of rape form taking their own life because they feel they cant handle living anymore or a domestic abuse victim from becoming a victim of murder when there significant other decides to hit them hard or use something other than their hand.

Also for legal reasons I don't own Naruto

Chapter 1: Uzu

"You're a monster and no one will ever love a monster like you" that is what my newest foster mother said as she threw me down the stairs before I escaped out the small basement window. They had been my sixth home this year and my last chance. The first few weeks were the best I had. The Anbu Inu checked on me in secret for the first week or so but after it was determined I had found a good place he left. I was able to play with my foster parent's daughter Sakura. Even if she wasn't nice at times it was fun as I never got to play at the orphanage. Mr. Haruno even bought me new clothes.

Everything changed though when he left for a long business trip. It started just after he left as she threw my stuff into the basement. She then locked me in and threw down some old bread. This continued for I don't know how long. She would come down and beat me and sometimes she would have others come down and do it. I tried to hide but it was no use as they always found me.

After being pushed down the stairs tonight I could no longer take it. I found an old bag and placed my few belongings inside. I also grabbed anything that would become useful on the street. When night had fallen and I heard snoring above me I took my chance to climb out the small window and into the back ally. From there I ran until I no longer could.

Being as I was barley 5 I made it pretty far and soon found myself in part of town that stank of booze. I debated going back to the orphanage but the matron had said if I came back from this home I was done so one way or the other I would end up on the streets.

I knew I had to find shelter so I looked around and found an old storage bin. It was connected a large building but it looked like it was no longer used as the side facing the dead end wall had a large whole. The cover was still intact and would act as a roof so I figured it would be a good place to be for a while. I took out my old pillow and laid it at the far side so if it rained I wouldn't get wet. I then pulled out my blanket.

My blanket was the only thing I had of whatever family I once had. It was a dark orange color even when not covered in dirt. Thankfully the color had made Sakura not take it. In one corner was a dark red swirl, like I had seen some of the ninja wear, and below that it said the only name I knew myself by, Uzu.

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I said my bit before the story so I hope you like the first chapter. Honestly tell me what you think about this as I would appreciate it.

~ Covley Hatake