title: reality

authors notes: konnichiwa! i hope you enjoy this story! r&r!!

disclaimer: i dont own ccs.

            I waited by her bed, unnoticed and invisible. I looked up to this girl, the one who saved me, the one who made me feel welcomed. She was the one who opened the book, she was the one who took care of me. The least I could do is protect her. But, no. Here I am, waiting for her to wake up. Waiting for her to open her emerald green eyes and smile. Waiting.. waiting. Here I stand, all alone. Without her, I have no reason to live.

            Sure, all those times we've been together she has only seen me as her friend- nothing more. But, I wanted something more. I wanted her to love me, but how could she love me, this, this creature..

            I felt my eyes fill up with tears as I stood alone near her bed. The only one who cared enough to stay up all week. The only one who cared enough to give up if they could, their own heart for this girl. This girl named Sakura.

            I never cried before, never never. This would be my first and last time. The door opened and in came Tomoyo and Syaoran. Their face pale. Their eyes without their shine. They stood next to me, unmoving.

" Kero-chan, let her go. As hard as it seems, she's gone."

I closed my eyes and reopened them again. Instead of seeing my master on her bed- the bed was empty. I searched the whole room until finally the tears I've kept in me, spilled out.

            " Tomoyo-chan, where is she?"

Tomoyo seemed surprised to hear my voice. It's been a long time since I have talked, even I was surprised by my voice.

            " Kero-chan, she died years ago. Yet, you still stand here, by her bed, waiting for her." tears spilled out as she explained what had been really happening.

No, I don't believe a word she said.

" Sakura-sama, don't listen to her." I cried out helplessly.

I stared at the bed. My vision changed as I soon see the empty bed.

The truth hurt, it pained me.

the end

authors notes: so, how do you like it? confusing, ne? it's been a really long time since i wrote a ccs story and so . . if you don't get it, reread it. you'll understand.

review please!

ja ne!!