He felt so very warm where ever he was. He could hear voices but his brain was too fuzzy for him to will figure it out. He could remember the bit of price of people moving around and people talking but he never was able to stay conscious for more
than a couple of seconds. This time he felt more aware he still way too out of it to figures anything out though but as the minutes or hour he really couldn't tell passed he could slowly get his drugged brain to start processing words. A person
spoke next to him. The conversation was boring stuff like how the weather and doctor complaining about and there jobs and times about the empire.

It made him feel somewhat at ease it didn't seem like he was in any real danger he could remember waking up to seeing Kanan but to honest, the memory was so fuzzy that it could have just been a dream altogether. As he could feel the force slip in
and out of his grasp whatever meds he was on were slowly starting to wear off.

Was it normal to lose connection to the force with drugs he thought? That was something Kanan had never really told him about. " How he doing today." A voice broke his thoughts. " He will be waking up very soon." a male voice spoke to the left of
Ezra. " He been stable for good three days and we took the breathing tube out an hour ago. now it just a matter of time the doctor sighed." " Thank you, sir, for everything the female voice spoke again. " we could not thank you enough." Are crew
just want to best for the youngest member."

he felt a hand wrap around his own. " We all want the best for him" Another voice spoke a couple of feet away it sounded a lot like Kanan. Ezra wanted to desperately wake up and see Kanan with his own to eye he wanted to know that his family was alive
and this wasn't some damn dream again. He tried to open his eyes he wanted to get out this heavy drug like state he had to see them he had to. it felt like forever when he was finally able to slowly open his heavy eyelids. His world was very fuzzy
and unclear for a couple of moments he let a weak groan when he found that the light in the room caused him to shut them quickly again pain lasts through his head.

"Ezra"? a voice spoke in surprise Kanan quickly came into view resting his hand on the bed rails of his hospital bed " You scared us so badly kid" running his hand through his greasy head. " All turn the lights down Hera spoke from another part of
the room. He nodded in response not fully ready to open his eyes. The light slowly dimmed as he could now see both Hera and Kanan clearly in the room both of them look like they had not slept in days. " How you feeling Kanan quietly ask.

"I….I…I… .ll his voice barely whispered his tongue felt like it was taking up his whole mouth. "Shhhhhh don't talk Ez you're ok just rest" Kanan smiled down at him. " You want something to drink grabbing a glass of water from the table beside
him. " It will help the pain in your throat and will make you a little bit more aware.

he nodded yes as the straw was pleased in his mouth as he drank like his life depended on it. " Slowly Hera spoke to him " we don't want you to throw up ok" he slowly drank.

After he was done he tried to speak can " I thought you guys had died I couldn't sense you as a tear began to run down his face. " I know I know but were right here and Hera grabbed his hand. " you don't have to tell us just yet what you went through
ok were just glad you're ok. kissing the top of his head. I need to talk with the doctor, ok Kanan going to stay with you." Ezra watched here leave his room turning his head back to Kanan. Wo had sat down on a metal chair next to him with his
hand in his lap look at him with a look of sorrow.

" It wasn't your fault master Ezra slowly spoke, " it was some stupid trap and we all got caught in the middle please don't blame yourself." Kanan smiled up at him " I know I just wish I could have been more prepared I almost lost you…..I…..I
did lose you at one point." Ezra when we pulled you out of the mud you had to stop breathing" his voice was coming at shaky. I had to do CPR on you. you weren't responding to the force. I tried to connect with you but there was nothing.'

"Ezra sighed " They drugged me at one point turning way from Kanana now that the drugs didn't have such tight grip on him he could sense Kanan emotional term oil and it was making his head spin little.

Kanan seemed to have sensed this as he took a small breath in and out and ran his hand through his hair" am sorry Ez I should have said any like that you're here now and that all that matter."

Grabbing Ezra hand and squeezing it " you said they had drugged you and that why you couldn't sense me ah." trying to get Ezra to open up about his experience so he could help him.

"Yeah, they drugged me like I said before I couldn't sense you or anything for that matter. What did they give me Kanan? Is it damaging for me can it take way are force forever?" Looking up at his master in worried scared of what the answer might
be as he clenched on to his master hand feared that if he let go he would drown again and never wake up his mind was in

complete panic as he felt like he was having trouble breathing as he was back at the mercy of the drug dealer as he was being drowned over and over and over again. He was broken out of the panic state by Kanan holding him rocking back and forth as
he the force was wrapped around him like the tight blanket. Kanan was whispering in his ear telling him that he was safe and he was loved. Ezra clung onto every word not letting himself slip back into his darkness of his mind. sobs racked his
frame but Kanan kept him grounded and he knew at that moment that he was safe and he had the long recovery to go but he knew Kanan was never going to be there for him through the good and even the bad time and nothing could break that.

Ezra pulled away from Kanan "thank." looking away at his master in embarrassment " So what were the drugs that I was on you never told me that drugs could take away the force away from someone." as he played with the bed sheets not looking at Kanan."

" I never thought that type of place would even care something like that ." Kanan began to explain " what they gave you was something that called a force suppressant. It doesn't take away your ability it makes you using the force for a Jedi very challenging.
That why am never a big fan of being sedated cause it blocks me from the force and what's around. But once it wears off it harmless no lasting Ezra back for comfort.

At that moment a yawn escaped Ezra mouth as he tried to cover it " Think you need some more rest Kanan pointed out helping him get comfortable again. Yeah, Ezra mumbled as his eyes grow heavy once more " Thank you, Kanan, for not giving up on me looking
up at his master. he felt Kanan wrap his force around him bring him deeper into unconsciousness

Kanan pulled up the blanket and smoothed down the cover before sitting back down to watch over his padawan " "sleep well Ezra he mumbled as he rested his head on Ezra bed intertwining his finger between Ezra before he too went into healing sleep.

The end

Arthur note

Hey guys just little short story I wrote don't worry did forget about my other. One just had to get these out of my head and on paper.