Clarke was the last image on Lexa's mind before everything turned black. Her old lover, walking away from her after stabbing her multiple times. Lexa didn't recognise the cold look in Clarke her eyes when she finally revealed who she was. All Lexa wanted is to take in that the love of her life was still alive. Well was she? Lexa didn't know, surely her body was still here, but what about the beautiful personality Clarke once had. Lexa feared that was destroyed for good.

''Oh my god, Lincoln. Come over here! It's the Commander!'' Octavia screamed to Lincoln who was fighting a Mountain Men who was in the way.

Lincoln nodded at Octavia and killed the Mountain Men before rushing over to help Octavia.

Octavia grabbed Lexas head and tried to wake her up, but Lexa didn't respond. Lincoln kneeled down next to Octavia and examined her, he noticed the wound on the right side of her chest. Blood was flooding out of the wound. Lincoln put his hand on the wound to try and slow the bleeding. He turned to Octavia ''Give me a rag anything'' he said.

Octavia took of her jacket and ripped it apart. She handed Lincoln a rag of cloth. Lincoln took it and pressed it against the wound. Octavia noticed another wound on Lexa her shoulder and tried to slow the bleeding there as well.

''We need to get her out of here'' Octavia said quickly.

Lincoln nodded ''If she dies, the whole coalition will fall apart. Then we will be fighting another war. But this time against each other'' He said worried.

Lincoln lifted Lexa up and carried her to his horse ''Let's go to Arkadia'' he said.

Octavia nodded ''Abby might be able to help her.''

…

As soon as they arrived at Arkadia they rushed inside to medic to see Abby. Lincoln carried the Commander in his hands towards the table and put her down.

Abby looked worried ''This doesn't look good'' she said honestly.

Abby grabbed a lot of bandages and pressed it against the wound to stop the bleeding. ''She has lost a lot of blood'' Abby admitted.

Octavia looked worried ''Can you save her?'' she asked.

Abby looked with fear at Octavia ''I don't know. Who did this to her?'' Abby asked.

''We don't know. There was no one near her at the time we found her'' Lincoln said.

Octavia looked around the room ''What happened to Raven?'' she asked Abby.

''Raven is in the prison section'' Abby said, distracted because she was still helping Lexa.

''You should go visit her. There's nothing you two can do here for now. I need all the space I can have to try and rescue the Commander'' Abby said.

Octavia nodded before looking at Lincoln ''Let's pay our old friend a visit'' she said before leaving Medicine Bay behind.

…

Octavia showed Lincoln the way to the prison section.

''Most of this part was destroyed when the Ark landed on the ground'' Octavia said.

Lincoln looked around ''Can't say you guys are missing out on it'' he said teasingly.

''True. It's the worst part of the whole Ark. I spent most of my life locked up in here, because I was born as a second child. People on the Ark were allowed to have one child per family. But my mother got pregnant and she had to keep me hidden most of my life. I guess that's why I never belonged here. It never felt like home'' Octavia admitted.

Lincoln was shocked by this ''Why would they lock up such a beautiful person?'' he blurred out.

Octavia blushed for a second before trying to mask it away by walking in front of Lincoln. But Lincoln grabbed her by the arm and pulled her closer to him before leaning in to kiss her.

Octavia interrupted the kiss ''I really like to continue this some other time but we need to get to Raven to talk to her'' Octavia said with a grin.

Lincoln smiled and gestured for Octavia to lead the way.

Octavia walked down the hall to a door that was guarded ''Let me through'' she said.

The guards nodded and let her and Lincoln pass.

The room was mostly dark and it made you shiver from the coldness that was there. Octavia looked at the cells until she saw a black haired girl sitting on the ground.

''Raven?'' Octavia asked. Octavia sat down on the ground in front of the prison cell.

''Raven? I know you're still in there somewhere'' Octavia said calmly.

Raven turned around to face Octavia ''Do I know you?'' she asked in a sad, cold voice.

Octavia looked at Raven and nodded ''You were my friend'' Octavia stated.

Octavia saw the sadness in Raven her eyes. It looked like Raven lost her own identity. Like she was just one of thousands in this world. ''I know that look. It was the same look you had when Finn died'' Octavia admitted.

''Excuse me'' A man said interrupting Octavia. ''Let me through please'' he ordered.

Octavia nodded and made room for the guard. The guard opened the prison cell of Raven and walked inside.

Octavia looked suspicious at the guard ''What are you doing to her?'' she asked.

''What I'm ordered to do'' He said quietly before turning his attention back to Raven.

''Turn around'' he said with an angry voice to Raven.

Raven tried to fight the man but she wasn't strong enough. So she finally gave in. The man grabbed a syringe from his pocket. He prepared the needle and drugged Raven.

''What's that for?'' Octavia asked.

''To find out if she will return to her old self'' The man said before leaving them behind.

…

Meanwhile at Mount Weather..

''Sir, I'm back'' Clarke said to Dante before putting her sword away.

Dante grinned at Clarke ''Did you succeed to take down the Commander?'' he asked.

Clarke nodded ''Yes, I've killed her on the battlefield just outside the Mountain'' she said.

''Well, done. You're dismissed for now'' Dante said before leaving the room.

Clarke took of her armor before sitting down on her bunk bed. She sat down and looked at the big cut at her upperleg. She bandaged it with some raggs she had around. Clarke felt some kind of sadness inside of her. Surely she took down on of her greatest enemies but it didn't feel like a victory for her.

She just knew that the Commander had her parents killed about two years ago. That's why she hated the Commander more than ever. Her boss, Dante always told her that revenge and vengeance are the same, but it didn't feel the same to Clarke. Clarke was lost inside herself, seeking for the truth for over a long time ago. The only moment she felt completely herself was when she was dreaming. Dreaming about the better days. Sometimes she saw the a woman in her dreams, lying in bed next to her. Caressing her cheek before she wakes up. The woman in her dreams have no face, but that's not stopping her from feeling home to her.

…

Two days later..

Lincoln had left to head back to Polis to inform the clans about their Commander. Abby had been able to get a heartbeat back after Lexa's heart had stopped beating multiple times over the last few days. But she had been unconscious the whole time.

Octavia fell asleep against the prison cell of Raven when she was woken by a hand touching her shoulder.

''What…is it?'' she asked in a sleepy voice. Octavia turned around to face Raven.

''O?'' Raven whispered softly between tears. Octavia studied Ravens face ''Eh Yes?'' she asked.

Reality hit Octavia and before she knew it she had opened Ravens cell and sat next to her on the ground ''Do you remember me?'' Octavia asked excited.

Raven stared at Octavia before nodding ''Yes, I remember'' she said.

Octavia smiled before pulling her friend in a for a hug.

''Raven I have to ask you something. Did you see what they did to Bellamy and Clarke?'' she asked worried.

Raven nodded ''They were taken in front of my eyes. I heard their cries for help. That's all I can remember.''