Guess who wrote a Doma Arc one shot! Because why not!?

Anyway, I was inspired by Obsession by SHINee so...

Please don't mind any mistakes I might have missed!

Curse Me

Yugi's Soul Room was too empty for Yami. He didn't know why he found himself standing in the middle of the room. He didn't remember walking across the hall and placing his hand over the cold knob to open the door. If he had a heart, he could swear it would be beating too fast for him. For some reason, fear was bubbling up and invading his senses.

Yami could still hear Yugi's voice before the Seal took him away from him and he hated it. He didn't want this. He was supposed to beat Raphael; he was supposed to win, damn it! Yugi slipped away from his grip too fast for Yami to catch up; too fast for him to save him.

All his fault.

It was all his fault.

Just curse me...

... Please...

"I'm so sorry, Partner." Yami let out a shaky breath, his knees feeling weak. He wrapped his arms around himself, feeling the former isolation comeback for him. Yugi was gone and it was his fault.

Yami shut his eyes and shook his head, trying to shake these feelings. He knew that getting Yugi back was his first priority, but he found it hard to even attempt the task at hand. His knees started to grow weaker and weaker, as if the guilt of losing Yugi was physically too heavy for him to carry.

...Get rid of these shackles...

For so long, he was alone, trapped in the Puzzle with the Shadows as his only friends. Then, Yugi, sweat, kind Yugi, solved the Puzzle and Yami felt the warm light again. He gained friends and the Shadows were a thing of the past for him. Too bad that that happiness was stripped from him in a spilt second. A spilt second that could have been prevented; that could have been fixed. That stupid card! That good for nothing, fucking card! Why!? Why did he have to play it!?

"You told me not to." Yami muttered, finally giving in, and falling to his knees, "You told me not to." His eyes started to sting with tears. Spirits weren't supposed to cry, right?

Right?

Don't leave me... Don't throw me away...

... Please...

He let go. He let Yugi go and now he had to get him back. Why did the thought of saving Yugi seem so scary? He knew what he had to do, but what if Yugi rejected him? What if he didn't want him anymore? Yami wouldn't blame him. It was his fault.

Yami pounded the cold floor with his fists, wanting all of this to be just a bad dream, "I'm sorry, Partner!" He yelled out into the room in anguish, "It's all my fault!" He shut his eyes as the hot tears ran down his cheeks. He touched his forehead to the floor, feeling too weak to even get off the floor. His loud sobs bounced off the walls and consumed him, reminding him that he was alone. Yugi was gone and the pain and quilt was too much for the spirit.

His fault.

All his fucking fault.

Curse me...

Curse me for letting go...