Chapter 12,

Bella's POV,

Tonight's dinner was amazing, I had never had so much fun. I finally felt like I belonged, I finally have a family I can call my own and I know no matter what they would never abandon me. I know there will be times that they may not tell me everything or tell me I can't go somewhere on my own, but I know that's for my own safety. Doesn't mean I would be happy with it or even accept it, they can give me protection by having one of the guys with me but I wouldn't put up with any secrets not when I had spent most of my life in one big secret thinking Charlie and Renee were my parents.

Or even when I got with Edward and him and his family kept secrets from me I wouldn't put up with that again no way in hell especially from my dad or Jax. If they wanted this to work with me then it would be brutal honesty from both of them, and I knew Jax wouldn't have a problem with that considering how he was trufull with me about what had happened

I was bought out of my thoughts by Jax grabbing my hand bringing my attention to him.

"You ready to go baby?"

I smiled at him and nodded my head.

"Yeah babe lets go"

With that he stood up offering me his hand, which I took without hesitation he pulled me off the couch and to my feet he placed a soft kiss to my lips then looked around the room.

"Thanks for dinner Ma, were gonna leave now"

"Yeah thanks Mamma G this has been one of the most amazing nights of my life, I've never felt part of a family before"

I then walked over to her kissing her cheek, then kissed my dads cheek.

"See you tomorrow dad"

"Bye Princess"

"See you guys tomorrow"

I said to everyone else, Jax grabbed my hand and pulled me outside he got on his bike then held out his hand to help me on. Once on with my arms wrapped tight around him we were off.

It didn't take us long to get to the clubhouse, once parked in his normal spot he held out his hand to help me off, he climbed off and grabbed my hand again pulling me into the clubhouse and straight to our room.

Once inside he closed the door and pushed me up against it crashing his lips to mine, kissing Jax always ignited a fire within but this time I knew it was leading to more and I didn't want to stop.

I put my hands on his chest then ran them up to wrap around his neck, tangling my fingers into his hair. His hands moving to run down my sides grabbing onto my hips pulling me close to his body, he ran his tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance which I gladly gave, one of his hands moving to my hair grabbing a fistful and angling my head in a way so the kiss was rougher and more urgent.

I moved my hands to his shoulders where I pushed his Kute off and onto the floor, then slowly ran my hands down his sides reaching the bottom of his t-shirt I grabbed the hem of the shirt and started pushing it up grazing my fingertips across his skin as I go. He pulled his lips away from mine so I could pull his shirt over his head and threw it to the floor. He then grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head, he reached around and unclasped my bra sliding the straps off slowly placing soft kisses on each shoulder as he goes, once it hit the floor he cupped my face looking into my eyes,

"Are you sure baby?"

I looked at him and smiled,

"I'm sure babe, I want this!"

With that said he wrapped his arms around me, turning us around and walking me backwards to the bed, before pushing me down he reached down and unzipped my jeans he kneeled down on the floor pulling my jeans down along with my panties he tapped my ankles so I could step out of them. Then he stood up and softly pushed me down onto the bed making me bounce slightly. I crawled up the bed watching him remove his clothes before he was hovering over me.

He ran his hand from my cheek down my body grazing my boob then down to my pussy where he placed the softest of touches to my clit, me shivering in response, he rubbed my clit building pressure and speed as my moans picked up. I could feel the tight coil building and knew my orgasm was coming, before I could let go he stopped rubbing my clit to thrust a finger inside me his thumb hitting my clit with every thrust of his finger. I could feel the coil tightening the more he thrust, but I needed more and as if he could sense what I needed he added a second finger thrusting them so deep inside me.

I was moaning his name so loud I was sure if there was anyone in the clubhouse they would hear me, he leaned down to whisper in my ear just as he thrust a third finger inside me.

"Let go baby, cum for me!"

The damn burst forth, I cried his name as I came, him continuing to finger me so I could ride out my high.

He pulled his fingers from me and pushed himself between my thighs his legs pushing my legs apart to accommodate him. He pumped his cock a few times before lining himself up before pushing himself into me. I knew he was restraining himself from just thrusting deep inside me because I could feel him shacking.

When he hit my barrier, he stopped and looked at me, I knew he was asking if I was sure, so I cupped his face and pulled his lips to mine.

"I'm sure baby"

His lips crashing with mine as he pushed through my barrier, he stopped for a moment so I could get used to him, once I was ready I nodded, and he started thrusting slowly. I placed my hands on his back pulling him into me.

"Jax please, I need more"

"what do you want baby?"

"Harder please"

With that he thrust harder and deeper, picking up speed as he did so. He slide his hand down to rub his finger against my clit which had me crying out.

"Oh god Jax!"

"You gonna cum baby?"

"Fuck! Yes! Harder please!"

"That's it baby girl, I want to feel you cum on my cock"

And that did it, the damn opened! I came so hard I couldn't keep my eyes open. I felt Jax thrust a few more times before he came, he went to pull out but I shook my head I wrapped my legs around his waist and pushed on his chest so I could roll us over to lay on top of him. He wrapped his arms around me tightly and placed a kiss to my head. Me falling asleep with his arms around me.

Jax's POV,

Laying here with Iz laying on me and still inside her was like pure heaven, I never thought I would find someone I could be completely happy with to the point where I wouldn't fear telling her anything about the club. I felt when Iz fell asleep so I pulled her closer to me and shut my eyes, I knew tomorrow was going to be a good day because I would ask her to get my crow! I knew Tara still had my crow, but I didn't care there was absolutely nothing between us anymore. I had a feeling Tara was going to try and create some trouble for me and Iz, but I wouldn't let that happen no matter what I had to do. I didn't want Tara, I wanted Iz and nothing was coming between us.

I knew Tara would kick up about Iz getting my crow, I had a feeling she would make Iz believe that she wasn't a real old lady because Tara still has my crow. Technically speaking Tara should of got her tat removed when she left me which she never but that wasn't going to stop me from putting my crow on Iz tomorrow. For as long as me and Tara were together she never learnt anything about the club I love. I knew with Iz I wouldn't have to worry about that or taking sides as Iz loves my club as much as I do, and that's not because shes Samcro royalty seeing as Clay is her father making her the princess.

No one could make me happy like Iz does, so tomorrow she would get my crow, and eventually I would ask her to marry me!

Once I knew she was asleep I pulled out of her slowly and pulled the duvet over us and wrapped my arms around her tightly pulling her close to me, I fell into a blissful sleep with Iz wrapped tightly in my arms.

Waking up the next morning in the same position as last night, my arms tightly wrapped around Iz. I couldn't be happier; I gently ran my hand through her hair and down her back leaning up to place a kiss on her head. I felt her stirring awake but before we could say anything there was a knock at my door.

"Yeah?"

"Breakfast Jackie boy!"

"Ok!"

Thank god it was Chibs who knocked my door, if it was Tig he probably would of just walked in. I moved some hair from Izs face tucking it behind her ear,

"Baby time to get up"

She sat up with her hands on my chest, which had my dick twitching in excitement, she smiled softly at me then leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to my lips.

"What's the plan for today? Do you have any club business?"

"Yeah, but not till later, it's fun town today!"

"Fun town? What's fun town?"

"It's like a traveling fair baby. So, will you be my date? We can ride the Ferris wheel and I might even kiss you once we're at the top!" I said wiggling my eyebrows at her, which had her giggling at me in response.

"Ferris wheel huh? Well I've never been on one or to a fair so this will be another first with you! I'd love to be your date as long as you win me something"

This had me smiling at her but fury burning deep inside me, when she told me and ma about her taking care of Renee and Charlie I was angry but to know she never even got the simple things like being taken to the fair when she was younger infuriates me. No wonder this woman in front of me house such a good heart!

"Of course, I'll win you something baby that's like law when you take your old lady to these things!"

"Well lets get up and go get breakfast before they send Tig back to get us and he just walks in without knocking!"

She then placed a kiss to my lips and rolled off of me, standing up off the bed and picking up her panties and my shirt. I just laid in bed and watched the show, and what a good show it was Iz has curves in all the right places her ass is amazing shes defiantly done a few squats over time and don't get me started on those tits of hers more than a handful. I was brought out of my thoughts by a shirt landing in my face and laughing. So, I picked up the shirt and looked to Iz with a raised eyebrow.

"What? You were staring at my tits and I was talking to you"

"Sorry baby, what were you saying?"

"I said did you see something you like?"

This had me chuckling and nodding to her,

"Yeah baby I definitely did!"

"Good now get up cause I'm hungry"

With that I rolled out of bed and grabbed my clothes, once dressed I held out my hand to Iz, which she took straight away. I opened the door and lead us both out to the main room where everyone was eating breakfast. I noticed Ma had put the hot plates on the bar, so the food stayed hot, so I kissed Izs hand and pointed to the seat next to Clay,

"Go sit down baby, I'll grab you a plate"

I filled her plate with eggs, bacon and hash browns with a slice of toast and some pancakes for myself, I then walked over placing the plate down on the table, grabbing Iz's hand and pulling her from the chair I sat down pulling her into my lap wrapping an arm around her and pulling her close to me.

"Eat baby"

I saw Clay staring at us and smiling softly at Iz, I knew how happy he was having her in his life. I remember the day he found out he was a father and how mad he was that the bitch kept him way from his child. He was even worse when he found out it was a daugther he had, we all told him he should go and get her and bring her to Charming, but it was almost like he wasn't quite ready to have her around the club.

But seeing Iz around us all now I knew he never had a thing to worry about she fit in perfect with all of us. Its almost like she was a missing piece of us all. The princess of Samcro.

We were joined by the rest of the guys and Ma sitting on the other side of Clay, she smiled at me and Iz then started speaking to Iz.

"You joining us at fun town today Izzy?"

She looked at Ma smilling softly and nodding,

"Yeah Jax asked me this morning, never been to anything like fun town so it should be fun plus he promised to be my date and win me something so how could I say no?"

Something she said had Clay frowning he looked at her and I could see the question in his eyes.

"What do you mean you've never been to anything like fun town? Surely Charlie took you to a carnival or amusement park when you were younger?"

This had the guys looking at her frowning, I already knew the answer so just pulled her closer to me, nuzzling my nose into her neck placing a soft kiss there just letting her know I was here to support her no matter what.

"Uh, no dad. I never really spent any time with Charlie growing up him and Renee got divorced when I was three months old, so Renee moved us to Phoenix. She wasn't really the type to be a mum, so I was left alone a lot and by the time I turned eight I was basically looking after me and her. I never had time to just be a child and do things like that, Renee was more focused on the man of the month then the daughter he had at home."

I could see what she said had an affect on all the guys sat at the table, we were all outlaws but family was a big part of why we did what we did and to these men that never got to see their kids much this truly pissed them off. If Iz was here with us we would of all made sure she had a childhood and did all the things children should do growing up all the things I would made sure Abel had growing up. Not only that but something told me if we grew up together I would never of got with Tara and gone through all that shit with her, I would never of got with Wendy and shit wouldn't of happened. And I knew for sure that Abel would be Iz's son and Iz wouldn't risk the pregnancy for drugs like Wendy did, Abel would of been born when he was supposed to of been not ten weeks early.

I was brought out of my thoughts by Clay speaking, and you could hear the anger but also the pain of missing out on Iz's life in his voice.

"What the fuck kind of woman did Charlie let raise you?"

"Charlie doesn't know about my childhood daddy, the only time I ever saw Charlie was two weeks every summer when he would come out to Pheonix and stay with us and that only started when I was like thirteen. Before that I had to go to Forks and spend two weeks with him and his best friend Billy at some lake cabin fishing even though I had no interest in fishing what so ever."

"So, you spent two weeks in a cabin with Charlie and some other man?"

"Yeah and Billy's son Jacob he was the one that was calling wanting to speak to me"

"I bet that was fun!"

"Not really, I think it was Charlie's way of trying to push me and Jacob together. He always wanted us to end up together never really got that I had no interest in Jacob, that I found his little crush on me creepy. So, when I was ten I refused to go to Forks and see Charlie kicked up about it and made sure both Charlie and Renee knew it wasn't happening anymore. Charile got so pissed at me he wouldn't see me for two years after until I was thirteen and he turned up at our house in Pheonix."

"So how did you come to move in with him then?"

"Oh well Renee met Phil and forgot she had a daughter she travelled with Phil so much I got lonely so made the decision to move in with Charlie when I was seventeen. And well you know how well that turned out and here we are, but I'm not going to regret my decision because it brought me here to my real family. It brought me to you daddy and mamma G and Jax. And I couldn't be happier so lets not worry about the past and focus on now and making memories for us"

Before Clay could say anything back Chibs spoke up,

"Hear hear! Lass couldn't of said it better myself. Lads raise your glasses to our Princess of Samcro!"

With that we've all raised our glasses and shouted

"Princess of Samcro!"

We drank and finished breakfast, Iz stood up off my lap kissing me softly then kissing Clay's cheek.

"Ok I'm gonna go get dressed for fun town, Mamma G wanna help me pick out an outfit?"

"Of course, Darlin!"

Ma's stood up and wrapped an arm around Iz's shoulder and pulled her to the rooms. I watched them leave clearly giving Iz's ass an appricative look. I was bought out of my ogling by Clay clearing his throat.

"So?"

He looked at me with a raised eyebrow,

"So?"

"Don't make me ask Jax"

"I know what you want to ask and I'm not going to answer, I respect Iz to much to discuss what happens between us in a room full of guys especially with one of those guys being her father. What I can and will say though is this, I love Isabella and I know its not been that long between us meeting but I know I love her, I know I'm in love with her. I would never do anything to hurt her or upset her, I won't pressure her into anything this relationship is going at her pace. But I will say one day soon I am going to ask her to marry me and I'm hoping I have your blessing to do so, I also want her to get my crow within the next day or so if possible"

I think that's the longest I have ever spoken about a woman before, not that I don't have respect for women because my Ma brought me up better then that but the women that hang around the club aren't exactly respectful or tasteful. But with Iz I have so much respect for her, and I won't disrespect her by talking about what happens in the bedroom between us when shes not around.

I was bought out of my thoughts by Clay speaking back to me,

"Ok, your right Jax. I respect your answer there and I appricate that my daughter is your old lady so I will try to stay out of it but don't forget she is my daughter and I will protect her because she has been kept away from me for to long. Also, when the time comes you will have my blessing to marry my daughter"

I smiled at him and went to speak back but was interupted by Ma walking back into the room she smirked at us all and went to clean up the stuff from breakfast. I stood up and went to help when I heard Iz walking from the dorm area towards us which had me looking at the hall waiting and what I saw had my jaw dropping in shock cause she looked fucking sexy! Pure sex on legs but not in a slutty way in a completely beautiful and sexy way.

She had on black ripped skinny jeans, with a red top that sat on her shoulders and black anckle heel boots with a gold zip, she didn't have a lot of make up which I was happy about as she doesn't need it. She had a leather jacket hanging over her arm and was smiling at me.

I walked over to her, put my hands on her waist pulling her to me and kissed her softly on the lips.

"You look beautiful baby girl!"

"Thanks, sexy. We ready to go?"

I smirked at her and nodded, taking my hands from her waist to grab her hand and pull her with me to my bike with the guys following us, we got to my bike and I climbed on holding out my hand to her to help her on behind me. Once I knew she was on I looked to Clay who was already on his bike with Ma behind him and nodded to let him know she was on and we were ready to go. He started his bike and pulled out of his spot, where he stopped to wait for me to pull up on the right side of him and we were off.

Once we got to the parking lot, I pulled up beside Clay and held my hand out to help Iz off the bike. Once off I wrapped an arm around her waist and led her over to the ticket booth, I was going to make this a brilliant day considering this was her first time at anything like this. It still shocked me that this wonderfully amazing woman had, had such a shit upbringing by the two people that was supposed to love and care for her unconditionally.

We got in the queue behind Clay and Ma, I pulled her closer to me and kissed her forehead softly. Clay got his and Ma's tickets and walked to the side to wait for us. I bought as many tickets as I could which was about 300 so that would be enough for us both to do as much as we could.

I led her over to Clay and Ma who kissed her on the forehead and said they would meet up with us in a bit. So, I led Iz over to the mini rollarcoster to start with, we had a few goes on some of the rides before I led her over to the bottle smash booth to win her a stuffed bear toy. We got to the booth and the man behind it asked how many balls I wanted.

"How many balls?"

"I'll go for 3 mate!"

I got the balls and threw the first one which hit one of the bottles, Iz was stood next to me

"Come on baby you got this!"

She then ran her hand up my back to my neck where she pulled me down for a kiss, before I could deepen it she pulled back and smirked at me, I smiled back and turned back to the booth.

I threw both balls and hit the bottles, which had Iz jumping up and down clapping.

"What prize do you want?"

I looked to Iz who pointed to a teddy sat on a Harley Davidson bike which if you ask me is fucking perfect. The man gave me the bear so I passed it to Iz holding it just above her head with my lips puckered for a kiss.

(An, I'm not going to go into huge detail about their day there will be a lot of time skip in this chapter but please stick with it.)

After a good couple of hours of being here and going on the rides and having a go at the booths Iz even won a few prizes which she gave to some kids that where playing on the booths but didn't win anything. We were just walking around when we bumped into Bobby and Tig, who both kissed Iz on the forehead.

"Hey beautiful, having fun?" Tig asked Iz, I knew him calling her beautiful didn't mean anything do it didn't bother me, that's just who Tig is.

"Its been the best day so far, uncle Tig"

I knew her calling Tig that meant a lot to him, especially with him not being able to have his own girls in his life.

"Good!"

I looked down to her and smiled softly, pulling her to a stop and cupping her face in my hands and kissing her softly. I pulled back and just looked into her eyes

"I wouldn't want to be here with anyone but you baby girl"

She smiled at me,

"Same Sexy."

I smirked at her and pulled away grabbing her hand looking at the guys,

"What should we do now?"

I looked at all of them asking the question, but it was Iz that answered.

"Uh well I'm hungry baby so can we get something to eat?"

"Yeah baby what do you fancy?"

"Lets just walk around and see what they have but I wouldn't mind burger and fries"

I just smirked and nodded,

"Lets go then baby"

We all walked over to the burger van,

"What can I get you?"

The woman behind the counter asked smiling at me and batting her eyelashes I just pulled Iz closer and smiled at her

"What do you want baby?"

She looked at the woman and smirked,

"Double cheeseburger with pickles and onions and fries please,"

The woman glared at Iz and just nodded,

It didn't take long for the food to be ready, I paid and passed it to Iz before walking away with her.

"Do you want to sit down and eat baby?"

She smiled at me and nodded,

"Yeah but you guys go on some rides while I'll eat. I don't want you to get bored just sitting and watching me."

"Are you sure baby?"

"Yeah babe, there's some benches by the Rollercoster I'll go and sit there and watch you guys on the rides."

I just nodded and walked over to the benches, she placed her food down but before she could sit down I grabbed her on the hips and placed my lips against hers.

"Stay here baby"

With that me, Tig and Bobby have queued up for the kids rollercoster which we had to threaten the guy to get on.

Iz's POV,

Watching the guys on the kiddie rollercoster was hilarious! I was sat eating my burger inbetween giggles and laughing, I was laughing so much I had tears running down my face. I shock my head at them and finished my food, I stood up to stretch and walked over to the trash can and threw my rubbish away. Once I got back to the bench Jax and the guys were walking off the ride and over to me.

He wrapped his arm around my waist, kissed my forehead and we started walking again. The guys were laughing and joking with each other and it had me in stiches, these guys may not be blood related but they were all brothers and you could see the bond they have with each other.

We bumped into daddy and Mamma G by the hook a duck booth, I smiled at Mamma G and daddy opened his arms to me which had me walking into his arms straight away. He kissed my forehead,

"Hey princess enjoying yourself?"

"Hey dad, yeah its been good so far."

I walked back over to Jax who put his arm around my waist and pulled me into his side, we started walking following dad and Gemma when we heard them talking about the photo booth.

"Lets go into the photo booth? Let me give you a quick hand job?"

I just looked at Jax smirking at the disgusted look on his face, which had him poking me in the side.

"I already got a picture of that!"

Which had me laughing at his reply.

"This time it'll be my hand!"

"Oh, come on baby!" with that his picked her up and put her over his shoulder smacking her ass!

Jax smired at me,

"Well I haven't got a picture of that!"

This had me laughing at him,

"Classy Teller! But I suppose if you ask nicely!"

Then I winked at him, he smirked at me and leaned down kissing me, he then grabbed my hand and we followed dad and Mamma G when a man walked over to us speaking to dad.

"Hey Clay"

Dad walked over to him and shook his hand,

"How you doing Elliot?"

"Ok Clay"

He then shook the womans hand,

"Karen!"

"Clay"

The little girl started speaking,

"I'm gonna go on the spinout again!"

"Tristen, you've been on it four times already!"

"I know"

With that Jax took some tickets out of his pocket,

"Hey here!"

He handed them to the little girl, when the mum spoke up.

"That's not necessary"

"That's alright, they kicked me off for screaming to loud"

This had me laughing, when I noticed the little girl could'nt take her eyes off of him. Seems like shes got a little crush! I looked up at Jax who was smirking at me and pulled me tighter against his side when Dad spoke up and grabbed my hand.

"Elliot, Karen this is Isabella my daughter and Jax's old lady"

I smiled at them both,

"Nice to meet you both"

I then looked to the little girl and took my hand out of dads and stuck it out to her,

"Hey, I'm Isabella but please call me Bella."

She grabbed my hand and shook it,

"Tristen, nice to meet you"

With that shes walked away, I could see Karen looking at me in disapproval she obvisouly has something against the guys, but I couldn't care less she seems like a judgy bitch that I really didn't want to know. So, I looked away from her and looked at Jax,

"Shall we move on babe!"

He looked at me and smiled, leaned down and kissed me and then looked to dad.

"We're meet you later"

Dad nodded and kissed my forehead.

"Bye princess"

I waved to everyone and let Jax pull me away,

"Someone has a little crush on you!" I said smirking at Jax, he looked down at me and smilied pulling me to stand in front of him he cupped my face and gently placed a kiss on my lips.

"Baby you're the only woman I want looking at me! I don't see anyone else"

Before I could say anything else we were interrupted by someone calling Jax's name, we both looked at each and turned our heads at the same time to see Tara waving at Jax and calling his name. I heard Jax sigh and shake his head he then looked down to me again and smiled at me kissing me again. He pulled away from me and grabbed my hand, we turned to walk away when Tara got to us smiling at Jax.

"Hey Jax, you got a minute?"

She completed ignored the fact that I was there didn't even look in my direction which to be totally honest is fine with me. I had no time what so ever for this bitch, I could see she wanted Jax you just had to look at the pure desperation on her face, but I could also see she didn't love Jax not really. I just hoped Jax wasn't stupid enough to ruin what we had to go back to her cause if he did that even if it was one time and he claimed it to be a mistake that would be us over and I wouldn't give him a second chance.

Jax tightened his hold on my hand and looked at me, I didn't know what he was asking exactly but I knew he was giving her the minute she asked for. This just pissed me off, this was supposed to be our day.

I shook my head at him and pulled my hand away, this had him frowning at me. I could see Tara smirking at me out of the corner of my eye but didn't pay her any attention. Jax went to grab my hand again but I pulled my hand away, this had him moving closer to me and putting his arm around my waist and pulling me into his side. I didn't want to create a scene here because that would be giving the bitch exactly what she wanted so just crossed my arms over my chest and ignored them both.

"What do you want Tara?"

Tara looked between us frowning,

"Uh could we talk alone Jax?"

This had Jax shaking his head and glaring at her,

"No, whatever you have to say can be said infront of Iz or not at all."

"I just wanted to talk about us Jax, I didn't think it right to speak in front of your newest piece of ass!"

This had me growling quitely, how fucking dare this bitch! Who the fuck does she think she is? Before I could speak Jax beat me to it and he wasn't happy. But to be honest his got no one but hiself to blame, he gives her hope everytime he gives her his time and it's a joke.

"Tara! Isabella is not my newest piece of anything! She is my old lady and one day soon she will be my wife! You will respect that; I don't give a shit if you accept it or not because I couldn't give a shit about your feelings or opinion in the matter, but you will respect it! If that's all you came to say me, and my old lady will be on our way cause your ruining our day!"

"I'm sorry Jax, I just hoped that we could pick up where we left off!"

"Yeah well I don't Tara. I don't love you anymore, you were my high school crush sweetheart and that died when you left me. At one point in my life if you had come back I may of took you back, but it would have been a mistake on my part because were not meant to be we don't belong together! When I met Iz, she became my everything and I wont leave her for anyone of anything! She is mine and I am hers!"

Ok so maybe that soften the talk we would have later, but I would still talk to him. I had to be sure I am what he wants because I wouldn't be able to deal with him hurting me. He didn't even let Tara say anything back he looked down to me and smiled at me.

"Come on baby, I see the guys lets go see what their up to"

With that he pulled me away from Tara and over to Tig and Bobby. We were just walking up to a clown on a sit above water when some guys walked past us which had Tig, Jax and Bobby following them with their eyes. Bobby spoke up first,

"Darby's guys?"

"I don't recognize em"

That's when the clown saw us and spoke up taughtening the guys,

"Ooh, look at the big bad bikers huh? Gonna get clowny all wet?"

Jax let me go and Tig took his place, placing an arm over my shoulder and kissing my temple. Jax walked over to the lady and paid her grabbing the balls off of her, he tossed them into the air then walked over to stand in front of the clown Bobby started chearing him on,

"Come on Jax!"

Jax threw the first ball and missed, this had me smirking a little until the doughbag clown spoke up again,

"What's the matter tough guy? Can't put the little ball in the tight hole?"

This had me smirking even more, innuendo calling anyone! Yeah buddy trust me Jax could find the right hole and he found it well! I shook my dirty thoughts away and focused on what was going on when the clown looked at me, I could see his eyes travel down my body and this had me pushing myself closer to Tig who tightened his hold on my shoulders. The clown smirked at me and focused back on the guys, Jax threw the second ball and missed again which the clown thoroughly enjoyed.

"Bet all your leather wearing butt buddies say the same!"

The clown looked back at me smirking,

"Does he not get you wet enough sweetheart? Can't find the right hole!"

This had Tig speaking up and he seemed pissed, I could also see the instant the words hit Jax cause his spine stiffened and I could feel the rage coming off of him, me I just felt disgust for this clown I mean seriously? This is a carnival for families and his speaking like that? What a fucking doughebag but even worse is speaking to men like these guys the way he just did! That's a big no-no.

"Oh no. that's a bozo no-no"

With that he let me go and walked over to the button and pushed it, this had the clown speaking and you could hear the slight fear in his voice,

"Oh jesus you guys. I was just screwing around man. Come on!"

Jax jumped up onto the step and put his foot on the clowns head pushing him under and Tig walked over and started pushing him down with his hand on the clowns head, while taughtening him,

"Yeah clown boy! Your going down!"

Me I just stood there laughing at them and shaking my head, before they could get to carried away Juice came running over to us he smiled at me and then looked at Jax.

"The Irish are here!"

Jax nodded and walked over to me, he cupped my face and kissed me softly slipping his tongue in with my gasp. This had the guys wolf whistleing at us, Jax just took one hand off my face and flipped them off. He pulled away from me and smiled at me,

"Sorry baby girl"

I shook my head,

"Its fine babe."

"Go find Ma and stay with her ok? I'll meet you back at the clubhouse later"

He kissed me again and then walked off with the guys. I started making my way to the area where we left Mamma G when I spotted that Tristen girl again, she looked a bit freaked out, so I walked over to her, I placed my hand on her shoulder which had her jumping in fright.

"Hey, its only me you ok? You look a little freaked out!"

She looked at me and I could see her visibly relax she took a breath and looked around then looked back at me and smiled.

"I feel like I'm being watched and when I looked around I saw this clown looking at me. It kinda freaked me out, I was going to go find my mum and dad but didn't want to leave this area"

This had me jerking in response! Yeah the clown freaked me the fuck out earlier to with the way he looked at me. There is no way in hell I was leaving this little girl until I got her back to her parents safely.

"Its ok sweetheart, I'll help you find your parents. I wont leave you until your with them I promise"

I offered her my hand which she took instantly and nodded at me smiling.

"Thank you"

We started walking around the carnival when I noticed it was starting to get dark, this had me on edge a bit as I was still new to Charming I didn't really know my way around so I just grabbed Tristen hands tighter and pulled her closer to me when someone came from behind us, all I heard was a rustle of leafs then felt pain in my head then everything went black.

I came to I don't know how long later; I slowly opened my eyes and saw nothing but trees and blackness. I heard whimpering close to me and slowly turned my head to see Tristen on the ground with the clown standing over her trying to get her pants off. This had me fuming! How dare this sick twisted and vile perverted pig think he can do this, I slowly stood up so not to draw any attention to me or make any noise. I looked around me to see if I could find a tree branch to use as a weapon and my luck was in a few feet away from me.

I slowly made my way over to it and picked it up, walking over to the pig making sure to keep quiet so he didn't hear me. Tristen saw me behind the pig and did one single nod at me, she screamed so loud the clown jumped. Before he could do anything I hit him so hard over the back of his head he came crashing down, I rolled him off of Tristen and grabbed her hand pulling her to stand I could feel her shaking so I wrapped my arms around her pulling her close to me.

She wrapped her arms around my waist and pushed her face into my chest sobbing. I just held her close for a moment before pulling one hand away from her to grab my cell out of my pocket thankfully the idiot didn't check my pockets. I dialled 911 instantly, I had to ask Tristen if she knew where we were and thankfully she answered.

The operator told me the police were on their way and would be with us soon, so I hung up and looked at Tristen.

"Sweetheart, do you know your Ma's number?"

She nodded her head, so I handed her my cell,

"Call your Ma and tell her where we are ok?"

She called her Ma and was talking to her when I heard a groan coming from the fat pig of a clown, this had me pushing Tristen behind me and grabbing the tree branch again. He groaned again and tried to roll himself over when I wacked him in the back of the head again knocking him out.

I felt Tristen grab my hand and looked round to her when suddenly I got really dizzy and grabbed her shoulder to support myself. She looked at me in worry,

"Are you ok?"

I looked at her but couldn't focus on her face and my sight was blurry, I didn't want her to worry so I just said I was fine.

"I'm ok sweetheart"

I put a hand to the back of my head and winced with the pain I felt, I pulled my hand away and felt the wetness on my hand. I shone the light from my cell on my hand and saw the blood thankfully we didn't have to wait to long as we saw lights and heard people coming our way. I pulled Tristen into my arms again just in case it wasn't the police and her parents when I heard her dad calling her name.

"Tristen!"

We looked over to the lights and saw her Ma and dad coming with the police and I noticed Mamma G behind them. Tristen's parents rushed over to us and reached for their daughter which had me losening my hold on her instantly. I saw Mamma G coming over to me and I knew I could relax now, she reached me just as I stumbled towards her thankfully she caught me before I hit the ground. I could feel my head injury now and knew I was going to pass out again.

"Darlin can you hear me?"

I looked at Mamma G and smiled at her, my eyes closing for a second when she shook me to wake me up,

"Darlin open those eyes for me"

I battled my heavy lids for a moment before I opened them looking at Mamma G, I couldn't focus on her though as I could see two of her.

"You ok Darlin? Where you hurt?"

I took a deep breath and tried to speak,

"Head"

Was all I could manage, thankfully Tristen answered for me.

"She was hit in the back of the head!"

This had Mamma G looking at me in worry, she then called someone over to us.

"Hale!"

I saw him walk over and look at me when he saw how bad I was he got on his radio.

I knew I was losing the battle to stay awake, so I said one name,

"Jax!"

I then blacked out.

Mamma G's POV,

I heard Iz say one word before she went quiet.

"Jax!"

I had my arms around her, so I knew the moment she lost the battle to stay awake, I felt it when she went limp, I looked down at her in worry and then shouted at Hale.

"Hale! She needs help now!"

He looked at her and noticed she was out cold; he nodded his head getting back on his radio. She asked for Jax before passing out, so I was going to make sure my son was there for when she woke up. I grabbed my cell out of my pocket and just unlocked the screen when the EMT's got to us. They took Iz out of my arms and put her on the stretcher and got to checking her vitals when one looked at me.

"What happened?"

"She got hit in the back of the head, that's all I know!"

He nodded his head,

"Well lets get her to the hospital shall we? You coming with?"

I thought for a moment then shook my head,

"No, I'm going to go get her fiance and her dad"

He nodded his head at me,

"Ok, were taking her to St Thomas"

I nodded my head at him, with that they both left carrying her on the stretcher. I looked to Hale,

"I'm going to get Clay and Jax."

With that I left him there, I walked back to the carnival and walked to my car jumping straight in and speeding off.

Clay's POV, (AN, this is just after Clay and Gemma come out of the photo booth)

I zipped up my pants as I walked out of the photo booth, Gem grabbing the photos as I did. She looked at the photo's and spoke up in mock disappointment.

"Aww I can barely see it!"

This had me chuckling and snatching the photo's from her hand,

"Gimme that!"

I ripped the strip of photo's and tossed them on the floor when I saw Juice running towards us,

"Hey, the Irish are coming!"

I knew this was coming, but I hoped it wouldn't be now as I did want to spend more time with Iz, finally having her in my life after a year of fighting for her it makes me want to spend as much time with her as I can even more so now shes with Jax. Not that I'm not happy for her, she is my daughter and I couldn't think of anyone better for her then Jax I just hoped he didn't hurt her.

I will admit when I saw that doctor bitch in the hospital it has got me worried cause I remember when she left Jax and how messed up he was over it. When we get some time, I will be talking to him and making sure his serious about my baby girl cause there is no way in hell I would let her be hurt by one of us! I looked at Juice,

"Go find the others!"

"Ok!"

With that his ran off to find the others, I turned to my Queen and smiled at her.

"Sorry, baby. I might have to finish you off later!" I smirked at her

"Yeah I've heard that before. Gimme some more quarters I'm going back in the booth!"

This had me chuckling, I fished out some quarters for her and handed them over, then I cupped her face.

"Find Iz and make sure she stays with you? I don't want her wondering around alone especially when Jax with be with me."

"Don't worry baby I'll find her and keep her safe!"

I kissed her lips softly then pulled back, she turned to walk away from me, so I tapped her on the ass and walked off.

This is weird for me I never really have to worry about Gem cause I know she can handle herself within reason but now that Iz is here, me leaving now and not knowing where she is has me on edge. I meet up with the guys in the parking lot where their waiting for me, I look over to Jax who has a smile on his face and you could see the pure happiness in his eyes so I knew he was truly happy with my daughter right now but I would still be talking to him later just to make sure she is my little princess after all.

He saw me when I got to my bike and nodded at me,

"Where's Iz?"

"We left her by the clown told her to find Ma!"

"Ok, did you tell her to stay with Gem?"

"Yeah, its weird right?"

"What?"

"How quick we have grown to love and worry for her?"

"Yeah, but shes my only daughter Jax just because I never got to watch her grow up doesn't change that"

"I know. I think once the Irish is sorted tonight we need to talk"

I just nodded my head at him and got on my bike the others following me.

Jax's POV,

We were sat around waiting for the Irish to pull in and all I could think about was Iz, I hope she found Ma, but something was telling me that something had happened. I couldn't for the life of me explain the feeling I have and I knew it was centred around Iz, I didn't know if it was because our relationship was still new and I was adjusting or whether this was because we had a bond so strong already I just knew something wasn't right. I was bought out of my thoughts by Clay talking to me,

"You think the prospects deep enough?"

This had me looking behind me at the prospect cleaning the garage floor then turning back to Clay,

"He may only have one nut, but it's a big one. I trust him!"

Clay looked to me for a second then over to the prospect.

"Hey prospect!"

"Huh?"

"Come on over here, learn a thing"

His put the broom away and started making his way over when we saw the truck pulling in so Tig spoke up to hurry the prospect along.

"Hurry up, don't get hit"

I was stood next to Tig observing what was going on but not really focusing I just couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong with Iz. I needed this meet to hurry up so I could call her and make sure shes ok and was with Ma.

I never thought I would find someone after Tara, when we were together I always thought we belonged it never really clicked in my mind that if she truly loved me she wouldn't of judged me so much, she wouldn't of constantly asked me to walk away from the club and my family. Meeting Iz has not only given me an old lady that respects me and the kutte, but I knew that no matter what she wouldn't judge me, she wouldn't throw things in my face and use them against me and without a doubt I knew she loved me.

I knew Clay wanted to talk to me about my relationship with Iz and I couldn't blame him especially with Tara being back in my life but as far as I was concerned the only place Tara held is as a doctor and nothing more. I didn't want anything to do with her and I certainly wouldn't be going out of my way to see her or have any contact with her.

There is no way on this earth I would ever hurt Iz in that way, and I had to make sure Clay knew that and knew how serious about Isabella I was because I am, I was planning for her to get my crow in the next few days but I wanted to talk to Hap first because I wanted a tat on me to represent Iz and that I was as much hers as she is mine.

It wasn't the norm for the men to get a tat for the old ladys but my relationship with Iz is going to be different because we would be equals in this, I knew that some of the guys with old ladys had the run rule but that meant nothing to me because I wanted no one but Iz.

We left Juice and the prospect to deal with the guns and we made our way into the clubhouse, Bobby pouring us all shots and getting us beers. Once again I zoned out of the meeting now don't get me wrong normally I have my attention fully on what was going on but this time I just couldn't focus with everything that had happened the past week or so it just all kept playing on my mind.

It wasn't all bad of course, my son was born early I know but I had to have faith and hope that he would be fine. Then there was meeting Iz and falling for her instantly, I was never one to believe in love at first sight always said it was peoples way of explaining silly mistakes or some shit but that changed when I met Iz.

There was just something about her that drew me in, and I couldn't be happier. Before long the meeting was over and Michael was leaving, we had just walked back into the clubhouse after seeing Michael off when a car was speeding into the lot and slamming on their brakes. It wasn't until they were climbing out of their car that we realised it was Ma and she looked panicked.

This had us all looking at each other before walking out to meet her, and it was when we got outside that both me and Clay realised Iz wasn't with her.

"Ma? Wheres Iz?"

I've seen many faces and emotions on Ma but never in my life have I seen a look of utter panic before it had me on edge and it must of struck something in Clay to because he stepped forward and put his arms around her waist.

"Baby what's going on?"

"Its Bella! She was attacked at the carnival shes been taken to St Thomas"

This had me instantly alert,

"What the fuck you mean she was attacked?"

"I don't really know what happened Jax, all I know is she saved Tristen from being rapped and got hit over the head. When I got to her and Tristen, Iz had enough fight to stay conscious long enough to say your name Jax then passed out on me. The EMT's showed up and took her to St Thomas and I came here to get you and Clay"

That was all I heard before I was running to my bike with the guys following behind me, I jumped on my bike and was speeding off before anyone had even made it to their bikes. I broke every speed limit and red light on the way, I got to the hospital jumped off my bike and ran in. I saw Hale and went straight to him,

"Where is she?"

"This way"

I followed him to Iz's room and walked in to see her still unconcious, I walked over to the side of her bed grabbing her hand. I wasn't there long when Clay joined me on the other side of her bed grabbing her other hand. We both looked at each other and could see the rage in our eyes, whoever did this to her wouldn't be alive much longer that was for sure.

Thankfully we werent in the room long before she was opening her eyes, which had me smilling as her eyes found mine instantly.

"Jax?"

"Yeah baby, I'm here."

She looked to her other side and saw Clay,

"Daddy"

"Hey princess"

Before anything else could be said the doctor was walking into the room, he saw us both there and smiled. He then noticed Iz was awake,

"Ah your awake, wonderful. You have a concussion, so you need to take it easy for a couple of days but other then that your ok. Were going to keep you in tonight but you will be realised in the morning."

He then walked out of the room, I squeezed her hand which had her looking at me, so I let go of her hand and cupped her face.

"What happened baby?"

"When you left I was making my way to where we last saw Mamma G when I saw Tristen looking freaked out, so I approached her to make sure she was ok. She said she felt someone watching her and it scared her, so I promised I'd help her find her Ma and dad. We started walking when someone hit me over the back of the head, I came too and saw a man standing over Tristen trying to get her pants off of her. So, I found a tree branch and wacked him over the head hard enough to knock him out."

"You did good baby. You saved Tristen from getting raped"

She smiled at me then took a deep breath,

"It was the clown Jax"

This had me looking at her in anger, I knew there was something wrong about that douchebag, I should of said something when I saw him looking at Iz. I was just about to say something when Iz once again surprised me, she took one of my hands off her face and grabbed it squeezing she then looked at both of us before keeping her eyes on me.

"You have to find him Jax and stop him before he does it to someone else"

"Baby?"

"Jax, I'm not stupid ok? I know you guys are planning on going after him. I'm not going to argue and say you shouldn't because you damn well should the police wont stop him, but you can. All I ask is you becareful both of you because I cant lose either of you now I have you"

I looked at Clay and he nodded his head, yeah we were going after this douchebag. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"Don't worry princess your not going to lose anyone. Were going to find this asshole and take care of him"

He nodded at me then left, I pulled the side rail down on the bed and sat down, placing my hands on her checks again cupping her face. I leaned down and placed a kiss to her lips then pulled back,

"I promise you I will always come back to you!"

She looked into my eyes and smiled.

"I love you Jax!"

I would never get tired of hearing that

"I love you baby"

"Stay with me tonight please? I won't be able to rest if your not here"

"Of course, baby"

With that I helped her move over on the bed and climbed in next to her pulling her head onto my chest kissing her forehead.

"Get some sleep baby, I've got you"

"Night Jax"

"Night baby girl!"

I started running my hand through her hair and within seconds she was asleep, I would stay with her tonight but tomorrow me and the boys would go clown hunting! It didn't take me long before I fell alseep curled around her protectively.

AN, I am so sorry it has taken so long for an update. I don't have any excuses all I can say is I lost my motivation for writing for a while, but I am hoping its back now. I hope your all keeping safe and well at this stressful time for us all. I hope you like this update, hopefully there will be another update by the weekend.

Thank you for sticking with me,

Love

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