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Chapter 4

Noctis sat back and watched Prompto set up his modified Drillbreaker on an elemental deposit. He covered his ears and watched as the drill sprung alive with the revving of its engine. It dug into the elemental-rich earth and drained it of its energy, similar to how his Engine Blade harvested said force from slain daemons and beasts. Next to the drill were several metal barrels meant for the harvested fuel.

The driller wore large yellow earmuffs that shielded his hearing from the loud buzzing. They were covered in doodles made with a thick tipped marker: a chocobo, a curvy monkey covered in grease – a reference to Cindy, he presumed – and the main cast from King's Knight to name a few. Even his newly gifted garage overalls had been decorated with random inked phrases and doodles. Clearly his friend had taken the chance to vent his boredom during the long car drives on his clothes. He wondered what Cid thought of Prompto's artistic habits.

Noctis buried his bearded chin in the collar of his coat. There were no trees near Dainse haven to cover them from the chill breeze that carried all the way from Callatein's Plunge. The steam of his breath tickled his face. Figuring he wasn't going to get any warmer by sitting on his backside, he removed one hand from his ear, tapped his friend's shoulder and waited for the drilling to stop.

"Sup?" Prompto removed the tacky earmuffs and wiped his sweaty forehead.

"I'm freezing my ass off. I'm gonna take a walk."

The freckled man looked apologetic. "Ahh. Sorry, buddy, I didn't pack another drill with me."

Noctis shoved his freezing hands in his pockets. "That's 'cause you don't have another drill."

Prompto grinned. "True." He took out an empty crystal flask from his pocket, put a pipe in one of the barrels and with a turn of the tap filled the flask before casually tossing it to his friend. "Just don't go too far. I don't wanna get ambushed by daemons."

Noctis caught the flask. "I'll watch your back. Just need to get my blood flowing is all."

With that Prompto put his earmuffs back on and switched on the drill. Noctis briskly walked further away from the ear-piercing racket.

Ignoring the phone vibrating against his thigh was becoming a habit as Noctis didn't need to confirm the caller ID to know it was Iris. He had been avoiding her for the last two days and had yet to reveal his mistake to anyone, even Prompto. Not necessarily for the lack of wanting to – although that did play a part in his reluctance – but because he didn't know how to bring it up.

'Hey, Gladio. I screwed your sister.' He wouldn't have to worry about continuing the Lucis Caelum line after the fiercely overprotective brother was done sterilising him.

'Ignis, do I smell like Iris? Your theory would be correct this time.' He'd be lucky to escape with a firm lecture.

'Prompto, you said you wanted to see me hook up with Iris…' Definitely not what his friend had meant.

He couldn't keep ignoring the issue forever. If he didn't address Iris and talk this through, she would bring it up to 'Gladdy' and then the whole fort would know.

Bracing himself, Noctis brought the cell phone to his ear and pressed the 'accept call' -button. A long monotonous beep was his only reward. She must've hung up just as he answered. Figures. No way did he had the guts to call her himself.

With a frustrated sigh he shoved his phone back in his pocket. Guess he'd just have to talk to her once they returned to the fort. Noctis noticed Umbra hiding under the van. The dog was a pathetic sight as he covered the sensitive ears with his paws to muffle Prompto's drilling.

Noctis knelt down and peered under the car. "You okay there, boy?"

The canine gritted his fangs in an ugly grimace as if commenting on the noise. Chuckling, Noctis dragged the dog out.

"Some guard dog you are. C'mon, I need to write Luna a message."

Reluctantly Umbra allowed himself to be pulled out from under the car. The notebook was removed from its casing and flipped to a blank page. Noctis hadn't seen her since she brought him the Carbuncle figurine and healed his arm. He wanted their next meeting to be more casual and less about saving dying birds or his sorry hide. More than anything, he wanted to actually sit down and talk with her. To her. Whatever. He could start by asking why she never spoke.

It was slightly unnerving how easily he had gotten accustomed to the unnatural. To him it was perfectly normal that he could contact his dead fiancée through an old weathered notebook that was carried by an immortal dog. It was just another day in his life when he caught brief glimpses of a white dress from his peripheral vision or when the latest injury from a daemon encounter was mysteriously healed the next morning.

He tapped the end of the pen against his bearded chin as he tried to think of a good way to invite her over.

'I'd like to spend time with you, if your undead schedule isn't too full.' Nah.

'Poor little old me misses my friendly ghost. Throw this geezer a bone and come visit?' Hell no.

When did he become such a loser? He scratched his cheek absently. Last time she came to visit, Noctis had thanked her for saving him and expressed his longing for her presence. Maybe a good ol' 'I miss you' could do the trick?

He glanced at the miserable dog and the bushy tail tugged between quivering legs. Umbra really hated that drill. Somehow he could be brave and ferocious when dealing with daemons and not be bothered at all by the racket of turrets firing right beside him, but for some reason Prompto's drill was making him miserable. Maybe it produced some sort of high-pitched whine along with the regular buzzing that only dogs could hear.

Noctis set his pen on paper. 'Miss you. Come visit me soon?' Much better. Simple yet effective. He wondered how she could receive the message when the messenger refused to do his job. In the end it hardly mattered as long as it worked. He closed the book and put it back in its casing before standing up and letting Umbra inside the van. The noise was much more bearable there. Making sure the Engine Blade was securely tied to his belt, Noctis made his way back to Prompto.


As soon as he drove the van past the gatekeeper-MT, Noctis spotted the pale figure of Little Luna balancing on top of a fence that separated the airship landing zone from the rest of the fort. A slow grin crept to his lips. She had received his message.

"Is that who I think it is?" Prompto peered through the windshield.

Noctis couldn't keep the excitement from his tone. "Yep."

He parked the van and stepped out. Prompto jogged off to find a trolley to move the elemental energy-filled barrels to the garage. Despite civilians and hunters alike flocking the area, Noctis could clearly see Little Luna's white dress gently swaying in the chill breeze above the crowds. She spotted him and waved. Incontinently he waved back. He doubted people would pay any attention to him or realise he was waving at thin air – from their perspective, anyway.

He didn't notice someone else returning his wave.

"Noct!"

His eyes fell from Little Luna to the brunette in farmer's overalls.

"There you are. I've been worried about you! You haven't answered my calls." A strong smell of hay floated up to his nose as she came closer. Her boots were covered in mud and chocobo manure. She must've just returned from the farm. He could make out Talcott's familiar flannel shirt and Hammerhead cap peeking behind passing bodies.

"Must've had my phone on mute", Noctis easily lied. He didn't want to have 'The Talk' in public. "Doesn't help I'm half-deaf after hearing Prompto's drill for an hour."

Iris let out a relieved sigh accompanied by a small giggle. "I'm so glad to see you're okay now. You've been acting strange lately and I didn't really know what to make of it."

"Yeah." Noctis shifted his weight uneasily and glanced to where Little Luna had been standing. Of course she was gone. Damn it.

"Say, Noct. With all the hustle and bustle of the Market day and the daemon attack, we haven't really had the chance to spend time together. You should ask Ignis to grant you a day off."

A day off? It's not like he had assigned work days; he worked when it was required. Other times he passed time with mundane activities or helping Cid with what he could. Although he rarely had to worry about boredom as Aranea was more than eager to make sure he didn't stay inactive for long.

He stuffed his hands in his pockets and frowned. "What for?"

"So we could hang out, silly!"

This could be his chance to find privacy to dissuade her of any romantic notions. He doubted she wanted an audience. He sure didn't. But he didn't like misleading her and giving her false hope.

Noctis nearly jumped out of his skin when he noticed Little Luna appear from behind Iris' back. She settled between them and looked up, her head turning back and forth between them as if assessing the situation. Seeming to come to a conclusion, she took a step back to stand next to Iris and frowned. She ruffled her blond hair and made a valiant effort to style it similarly to his before stuffing her hands in imaginary pockets and hunching forward. Was she imitating him?

Not able to help himself, he snorted.

Ha. Ha. Very funny, you cheeky little imp.

Iris' smile faded as confusion weighing down her pink lips. "What?"

"That's a good idea", he managed to say even as his lips quivered from a suppressed grin. Little Luna beamed up at him and dropped her hands from the imaginary pockets. Reaper, he had missed her. He would do anything to see her smile.

"Really? I mean, great! I'll ask if I could get Ignis to cook us something."

Oh crap. She was taking their social outing as a date. Not only a date, but a dinner date. Way to ruin her day by ending it with a "sorry, it's not you, it's me"-talk.

"Maybe that's too much", he tentatively cut in. "I mean, Ignis is busy with work and can't just come down from his tower to cook a meal for random denizens."

Iris put her dirt-covered gloved hands on her hips and glowered. A storm brewed in her hazel eyes. This could end badly. Next to her Little Luna copied her expression and pose. It was hard to concentrate with her actively trying to make him laugh. "We're not just random denizens; we're his friends! I'm sure he'd like to have a break and do something he actually loves for a change!"

How did he always end up in these situations?

"I still don't think it's a good idea", he mumbled in defeat.

Recognising his reluctant agreement, Iris grinned at him in delight. She always got her way when it came to him, Gladio, Ignis and later Prompto. After all, she was the group's baby sister and they had adored pampering her ever since she was a little girl. But then she reached her thirteenth year and started casting doe-eyes his way whenever they happened to be in the same room. Those two years had been highly awkward times and he had made sure never to leave Gladio's side whenever visiting the Amicitia household. When he had complained about the youngest Amicitia's behaviour to Ignis, the advisor-in-training assured him that it would pass and she was just having a little crush on him.

"Not so different from the one you nurture on Lady Lunafreya, I should think."

"I-I am not!" his seventeen-year-old self had heatedly claimed, but even back then he hadn't fooled anybody.

Those were much simpler times.

"I'll let you know when it's ready. And be sure to wear something nice!" Offering a final wave in parting, she joined Talcott and strolled down to the underground levels with a spring in her step.

Defeated, Noctis ran a hand through his hair in frustration before glancing at his ghostly companion. Little Luna covered her mouth to silence her muffled giggles.

"I'm glad you find this funny", he grumbled and went to help Prompto unload the barrels from the van.


Noctis sauntered to his dorm. Iris had asked him to wear 'something nice'. A simple request, but not one he could fulfil. His idea of nice equalled a clean hunter's uniform, since he didn't exactly own outfits for casual social events. Figuring he could leave the vest, scarf and weapons behind, just this once, he pulled out a clean shirt from the wardrobe. He stripped out of his coat and skull-printed shirt and carelessly tossed them on the bed. When he didn't hear the expected rustle of cloth hitting cloth, he turned around and saw Little Luna sitting on his bunk and peering at him through the collar of his shirt. Suddenly self-conscious about his topless state, he turned his back to her and hurriedly pulled the long-sleeved black shirt on.

Little Luna dropped the shirt and coat, stood up and held one hand behind her back as if she was hiding something. She beckoned him to come closer.

"What are you up to this time, you little minx?" His grin softened the bite of his words. Hands on his hips, he stood in front of her and quizzically raised a brow.

She motioned him to turn around. Noctis frowned in suspicion, but complied with a melodramatic sigh. "I'm gonna regret this, aren't I."

Something was wrapped tightly around his neck. For a brief moment he panicked as he imagined a noose strangling him, but the expected light-headedness resulting from running out of air never came. He looked down. It was the tie he had worn with his royal raiment back in Insomnia. He turned around to glare at the little girl.

"It's not a date. I don't need to dress up." Ignoring her pout, he pulled the white striped black tie off. She lowered her glassy eyes to stare at her toes. Was she seriously sulking over a tie of all things? Why did she want him to wear it so badly? He sat down next to her and fingered the silken cloth. Was it because she had expected to see him wear it while waiting for him in Altissia? Was he denying her an innocent daydream?

He loosely tied the piece of cloth around her bare neck. "You know what? If you want to see me in the suit so badly, I promise I'll put it on for your-", he stopped himself. Curious, she looked up at him expectantly, but he didn't have the heart to say it out loud.

Funeral.

Her funeral was less than two weeks away.

It had been over a month since he found Little Luna in Caem and retrieved the corpse of his fiancée from the icy waters. She remained in the same condition as when he found her; one unfocused eye staring into space, pale slime-covered skin of a recently killed victim and lacking the foul stench one would associate with a corpse. Even if she was left unattended with her body bag open, the flies didn't appear interested enough to bother her. She was frozen in time like the flowers Little Luna had given to him. Ignis suspected her body was biologically four to six hours old after death. When Noctis had asked how he knew that, especially without his vision, Ignis told him to try clenching her fingers into a fist. Thinking nothing of it, the hunter had done as asked only to realise it was impossible.

"Rigor mortis. Causes limbs to stiffen and lasts seventy-two hours. Can occur as early as four hours post-mortem", Ignis had explained. "Truly curious how she hasn't proceeded past the third stage of death. Do you suppose the ghost of Lady Lunafreya you mentioned earlier could have something to do with it?"

"Definitely. I think she has everything to do with Luna's condition."

It was then that he had noticed her left hand. The dominant hand had been clutched as if she was holding an invisible pen. He could've sworn both of her hands had been in a relaxed position when he last visited her. It had made him think; had he received the notebook messages from her instead of Little Luna? Or was she truly one and the same? The black blood he had found next to the last entry pointed towards her smaller counterpart. He highly doubted the Luna in the body bag would just unzip her bag from the inside, walk to his room while he slept and write to him as well as bleed over their notebook.

Noctis carefully studied Little Luna. She didn't seem to have any visible wounds besides the faint bruises that peeked underneath his tie. However, the Luna in the morgue still had the blackened stab wound below her right breast. He had to admit to himself that the image of Luna's animated corpse moving around was highly unsettling. As desperate as he was to be with his fiancée and enjoy every waking moment he could steal from her younger counterpart, he couldn't say he wanted to add more to his ever lengthening list of nightmares.

Little Luna smiled sadly as she realised what he had left unsaid. He wondered if she knew what would happen after the funeral. Would she stay with him or disappear for good? From the bittersweet turn of her lips he could tell more than he wanted to know.

"Hey." He gently lifted her chin. "I'll join you soon enough. You just enjoy your well-deserved break from saving my sorry behind, okay?" He tried to imagine living another thirty to forty years without her. He doubted he'd ever live to be as old as Cid. Even reaching sixties seemed highly unlikely; something was bound to kill him long before then, whether it was daemons, his own recklessness or ever elusive sanity, an illness or something as mundane as extreme case of food poisoning.

Her small hands balled into fists in her lap. It was an unpleasant conversation, but he needed to get it out of his chest and make sure she fully understood what she meant to him. "I swear I'm not meant for anyone else. What happened with Iris was a mistake and I intend to tell her that." He took her cool hands in his and opened the fists by interlacing their fingers together. "I admit I've been a coward and avoided her, but I know it's unfair to keep her in the dark." Her troubled eyes focused slightly past him in deep thought. He wished he could somehow read her thoughts from her layered face.

Noctis released her other hand and lifted his knuckles to caress her bare shoulder. She didn't appear to notice. There were no shivers nor did she get goosebumps on her pale skin from his feather-light touch. He scolded himself internally for expecting her to react. Their last night together should've made it clear to him that she was unable to enjoy his proximity in the same way he enjoyed hers. It wasn't a mutual relationship if one could even call it one. She was always giving while he was always taking. "And it's equally unfair to you", he quietly added.

To his surprise Little Luna pointed at his chest and cupped her hands. She presented her open palms to him as if offering his heart back.

Creases formed on his forehead from a frown as he attempted to decipher her hand signs. "You're saying my heart is free to let you go and move on?"

He didn't miss how she clenched her jaw and pursed her lips to keep them from trembling or the sadness that flashed in her downcast eyes before disappearing under the curtain of her fringe. Little Luna solemnly nodded. She was serious about this. It was obvious she didn't want to lose him, but true to her nature she would rather leave this world knowing he would be happy after she was gone. Not only did she look after him and his health, she held his happiness in high priority – even if it meant sacrificing her own.

"Idiot."

She sharply looked up, confusion and hurt dancing in her misty gaze.

"I can't ignore how I feel about you. It's you or no-one." His lips curled into a teasing smirk. "Besides, my heart has a no-return policy."

A faint, almost unnoticeable rosy hue dusted her pale cheeks and she shyly played with the hem of her dress. Overwhelmed with adoration, he wasn't able to resist the sudden impulse to place a hand to the nape of her neck and guide her head closer to his. Butterflies fluttered in the pit of his stomach when he saw her blond-lashed eyelids closing instinctively. His lips delicately brushed the corner of her mouth in a chaste kiss. As much as he wanted physical proximity from her that had been denied from him when she died, he didn't dare to cross the thin line between romantic and familial intimacy. She had the appearance of a child and he was old enough to be her father. He was scared what she might think of him if he were to indulge in more passionate displays of affection.

She didn't resist when Noctis pulled her to a tender hug and rested his bearded chin against her blond crown. Gradually she relaxed and allowed her cheek to lean against his breast. He was certain she could hear and feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. Not for the first time, Noctis wished he could give Little Luna more than these fleeting moments, that he could keep his promise to her and fulfil the prophecy that everybody close to him seemed to think he was a part of. But he wasn't a virtuous warrior of legend like Cor or a noble king like his father. He was just a broken man who had little hope of redeeming himself before the time came to face his forefathers.

Little Luna's skinny arms wrapped around his waist. He had nearly forgotten how good it felt to be held. His eyes closed involuntarily as he exhaled in content.

His walkie-talkie buzzed.

"Oh, come on", he grumbled in irritation.

Little Luna pulled away and fetched the bothersome device for him.

"Thanks." He rewarded her with a quick peck on the cheek before bringing the walkie-talkie to his mouth. "State your business."

Prompto's voice crackled through the speaker. "Hey, uh. Iris told me to let you know she's waiting for you."

"Gotcha." He tossed the walkie-talkie next to his discarded clothes on the bed. "Guess that's my cue. Wish me luck."

She picked up his Carbuncle figurine from the nightstand and placed it in his palm. He turned the wooden ornament in his hand before pocketing it. "I'm not really into charms and such, but if you think this'll help, I'll definitely carry it around the clock." Her encouraging smile made him feel like he was ready for anything, even to face the possibility of breaking a good friend's heart. He really hoped it wouldn't come to that.

Halting at the door, he glanced at her over his shoulder. "Luna. When I come back, I wanna talk with you. Really sit down and talk. There's so much I need to know."

Glazed eyes stared past him, but she slowly nodded in acknowledgement.

"So no disappearing acts, eh?"

She pointed at the seam on her face and waved a finger in a refusal.

"All right, we've got a deal." He walked back to her, lowered to his knees and offered a pinky. It reminded him of the day he had persuaded her to leave Caem behind. Her face serious, she wrapped her pinky around his and shook. "You won't disappear on me as long as I don't try ripping your face off. Sounds reasonable enough."

She wrinkled her nose in distaste. He chuckled and left with a final parting pat on her blond head.


He was pointed to the command tower. Aranea stood by the elevator, her heeled boot impatiently tapping against the asphalt.

"About time. I have actual work to do." She ushered him inside the lift and placed her key card on the reader. Instead of the top floor, she pressed the third floor.

Noctis eyed the Niflheimian woman curiously. She was in full battle gear and carrying a satchel filled with potions and cooling gel patches. Her previously destroyed leg guard had been replaced. "What work?"

Her tone was taut from vexation. "A single red giant has been sighted heading our way by one of the scouts. I don't want that thing anywhere near the fort. The walls get weaker every time we have to repair them and I'm not about to have greenhorn hunters losing their lives due to inexperience."

"I could help", he immediately offered.

"Thanks, but I can't have Specs slaving over your fancy dinner date for nothing. Besides, I have Biggs and Wedge. We work better as a team than you and I. No offence."

He internally cringed at the mention of a dinner date. "None taken."

Aranea listened to the coordinate exchanging on the radio for a moment before briefly glimpsing at him. "Aren't you a little under-dressed for the occasion?"

He glanced at his red-soled boots, black jeans and shirt before shrugging. "Not sure what you're talking about. What's so special about this event?"

The dragoon brought her gauntleted hand up as if to rub her temple, but her helmet's visor blocked the subconscious motion. "Your date hasn't even officially begun and already I see a red flag."

Noctis huffed and crossed his arms. "Speak plainly, will you."

"That Amicitia girl had Specs make you fancy food, redecorated our personal dining room for a candle-lit dinner and dolled herself up under strict guidelines of dress to impress. And then you show up in jeans. Either you're as ignorant as Specs is blind or you're not into her at all."

Oh great. Now Aranea was pulling an Ignis on him. Deducing should be left for detectives only. Then again, he figured being the leaders of a settlement required some detective-skills.

"I see."

The lift came to a stop.

"Right, I'm off. Play nice." She pushed him out of the elevator. "Oh, and by the way, our bedroom is off-limits."

A rather ungentleman-like retort threatened to come out of his mouth as he spun on his heel, but was cut off when the lift-door closed and blocked contact with the shameless dragoon.

With a roll of his eyes, Noctis entered the dining room. As he feared, the lights had been switched off in favour of using candles. At least they weren't scented candles as those tended to give him headaches. He wasn't sure if they were even a thing anymore in the post-apocalyptic world. Some people had hoarded luxury items from the old world and now made a living by selling them at ridiculous prices.

Their food waited on the table hidden beneath dome-shaped covers. He wondered where Ignis had gotten them. He was aware the blind brunet did some shady trading if the dozen boxes with dubious labels in his trailer were anything to go by.

"Noct, I thought I asked you to wear something nice."

He turned towards the scolding voice and felt his mouth go dry.

Noctis had always been aware Iris was pretty, beautiful even as she grew older, but he wasn't prepared to see her as she was now. Gone were the faded farmer's overalls and dirty boots. In their place was an elegant black dress that hugged her figure in the right places. The hem of her dress barely reached her knees and exposed her toned legs. A tastefully cut neckline made it difficult for him to look at her without his gaze falling to inappropriate places. Swallowing heavily, he focused on the familiar choker and necklace that she had worn during their journey from Lestallum to Caem. Her hair had been tied up to a fancy bun that must've required a helping hand from a friend to achieve.

Everything about this situation felt so wrong; almost like he was intruding on a private moment that was never meant to be seen by him. It was nearly on the same level of wrong if he were to witness Prompto walking in on Luna wearing nothing but lingerie.

Awkwardly he cleared his throat. "Afraid I don't own anything nice."

Iris crossed her arms. Was he imagining it or was she subtly pushing her breasts up with her arms?

Reaper, kill me now.

"I know you still have your suit."

"That's meant for special occasions."

Wrong answer.

"And this isn't?"

He scratched his head as he tried to think of something less offending to say without having to lie. "I'll wear it only when I'm representing myself as Lucian royalty. Right now it's just two friends spending time together. Hardly reason to put the royal raiment on."

"Friends." The way she said the word was as if she had taken a bite of a lemon, skin and all.

He'd have to be tactful. For one, they should eat first before bringing up the difficult subject and not waste Ignis' efforts.

"Better not let the food get cold." Remembering his manners, he pulled the chair for her.

They ate in silence. The mood was strained. Iris was clearly not impressed by his approach on their 'date'. She was clever enough to realise the night wouldn't end with a sequel to their last… session.

She daintily wiped her pink lips with a napkin and pushed her plate to signal she was done. "So, are we done beating around the bush, Noct? I can see we're not on the same page and had totally different expectations for tonight."

Noctis finished his meal. He made a mental note to praise Ignis' cooking and thank him for his trouble, even if it was in vain. Setting the napkin aside, he leant forward with his hands clasped and elbows resting on the table. Time to address the catoblepas in the room. "Iris, I'll be blunt. That night was a mistake."

She visibly tensed, her slim fingers gripping the armrests of her chair. Her face was void of any expression as she tried to process what he had just said.

"Truth is, you found me at a very bad time and I was ready to do just about anything to forget about my problems. Had I been sober, I would've never agreed to sleep with you."

Her grip tightened until her knuckles were white. "So you're saying you used me?"

Noctis sighed and lowered his gaze. He felt terrible, but it was too late to back down. And even if he could, it would only get worse over time. Best make this as swift and painless as possible. "Yes. I'm sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen."

He could feel Iris' gaze boring holes into his head, but couldn't summon the will to look up and witness her heart breaking into million pieces. His guilty conscience suffered from too many nightmares already.

Iris' nostrils flared as her breathing grew erratic. She clenched her hands to keep them from visibly shaking, her lips quivering and voice brittle as she spoke. "Why were you in that state in the first place? What happened to make you so desperate?" She was having hard time accepting his rejection.

He couldn't tell her about Little Luna. She would never believe him and would think he was blaming Luna for his state of mind. "I've been suffering from night terrors and anxiety attacks. They got worse when I returned from the mines."

"I heard from Gladdy that you were poisoned."

"Yes."

Despite having the opportunity to take the easy route and blame his condition on poison, Noctis wanted to be as honest with her as he was able. He had to take responsibility over his actions and make it crystal clear to Iris that he had no intention of pursuing a romantic relationship with her.

A loud sniffle forced his attention back to her. By some basic instinct coded in male DNA, his eyes shot up to see her hazel eyes well with tears. A tear fell, then another. Panicked, he hurried to her side and dabbed at her cheeks with a napkin. Oh crap. Gladio would kill him for making her cry.

"Am I not good enough for you? Is there nothing I can do to change your mind?"

Iris and Luna. Day and night. They couldn't be more different. Whereas Luna bottled up her pain in favour of allowing him to pursue his own happiness, Iris openly expressed her unhappiness and attempted to bargain to change his mind. He'd have to be mindful of his words, yet not give in an inch or she'd wrap him around her pinky like she did with her brother. She was cunning as a coeurl when she wanted to be.

"Iris, never question your self-worth. You're funny, smart, sweet and easy on the eyes. Any man would be lucky to have you."

"But?"

Noctis sighed. Honest. He had to be honest. "But I can't return your feelings."

"Do you mean that, Noct? Am I really nothing more than just a temporary relief for you to use and forget about the next day?" She openly sobbed and wiped her eyes, but the tears just kept coming. There was no stopping the flood. A tight knot formed in his stomach as he helplessly watched her cry.

He took one of her hands and gently held it between his in an attempt to calm her down. "Of course not! Iris, you're my friend. You've been my friend since I was fourteen and you will continue to be my friend for as long as you'll have me. That'll never change."

Iris abruptly pulled her hand from his and stood up. "I need to go. Goodnight." She nearly knocked the candles off the table as she made a run for the elevator. Noctis darted after her and blocked her escape at the last second. He grabbed her by the shoulders to keep her still. Cheeks burning from humiliation, she shut her eyes to block him out, but he knew she was listening. She always listened to him.

"Iris, I want you to know that this is in no way your fault or something you should feel ashamed of. I don't want you to be stuck in an unhappy relationship with me. I know how much you're willing to sacrifice for me, and trust me, it's not worth it."

Teary eyes lifted to his, followed by a dubious scoff. She still believed she could find her happily ever after with him like in the fairy tales. Somehow he had to make her understand, regardless of how bad he was at voicing his thoughts. He took a deep breath and wished he had at least a fraction of Ignis' and Luna's talent with speeches.

"I'm barely a shadow of the man I was ten years ago and incapable of giving you what you want from me." His grip on her subconsciously tightened as shame weighed his shoulders down. "I'm a walking disaster and there's no living person on Eos that can fix me." The only one he believed capable was dead.

"Obviously not, when you won't let anybody close enough to try!" she cried. She was like a lovestruck teenager who refused to see him for what he was in favour of fawning over a warped, idolised version of him.

"I'm not a math problem that can be solved with time and patience", he snapped. "Half of me died ten years ago in Altissia and the rest has rotted over time with each year I've failed to fulfil my supposed destiny!" His eyes blazed as anger and frustration leaked out beneath his calm and composed façade. He could barely hear his own voice past the rushing blood in his ears. "I'm not a prince from one of your romance novels."

Painfully his fingers dug into Iris' bare shoulders. She flinched and seemed to shrink away when for the first time she felt fear towards the man she had pined for since childhood.

As if a veil had been lifted from his eyes, Noctis froze when he realised what he was doing. Horrified, he released his hold on her. Bruises similar to the ones that permanently decorated Little Luna's pale neck now marred Iris' skin. Feeling light-headed, he lowered himself to the ground and covered his face in shame.

Iris sucked in a shuddering breath. He could detect sadness, disappointment, shame, fear and anger from the next three almost inaudible words. "No, you're not."

The elevator door opened and closed. She was gone.

He stayed on the floor and stared at his feet in a stupor. Their 'date' had been nothing short of a royal screw up.


When he finally left the dining room, the candles had gone out and the floor was covered in darkness. In a daze, Noctis exited the lift and stumbled out of the tower into the cool autumn air. He could barely see in front of him or hear the clanking of patrolling MTs as they passed him.

Hey!

Not only had he ruined Iris' night and stomped on her feelings, he had physically hurt her. He felt out of control and like he couldn't trust himself anymore. It was one thing to ask her get over her crush on him, entirely another to expect forgiveness after physically assaulting her.

Is there anything you wanna tell me?

Could Luna even look him in the eye if she knew what he had done? How could she trust him to hold her without hurting her when he had harmed one of his dearest friends in a fit of anger? It was Balouve mines all over again. He took meagre solace in the fact that he hadn't been armed. Reaper knows what might've happened.

Hey, I'm talking to you!

He bumped into something solid. Someone shoved him back. He lost his balance and fell on his backside on the hard asphalt. Large hands lifted him by the collar on his feet before he could even consider getting up on his own. His vision finally cleared enough to recognise the muscular tattooed arms and the furious scowl on his former bodyguard's face.

"Care to tell me why my sister came back from your date in tears and with bruises?" His voice was dangerously low like a predator's that was ready to jump on its prey.

Noctis gritted his teeth and shrugged off Gladiolus's hold on him. "'cause I'm a fucking coward and a failure. I'm not fit for anyone, let alone your sister." He raised his fists and settled to a fighting stance. "You here to fight? Let's get this over with." He was dying to let off some steam.

Gladiolus crossed his arms and stared him down, animosity twisting his mouth into a sneer. Just when Noctis thought the older man would give him a sound beating, Gladiolus slowly exhaled and forced the built up tension to dissolve. "I should knock some sense into that thick head of yours, but it ain't worth it. Just because nobody hails you as king, doesn't mean you can act like a brat." Taken aback, Noctis lowered his fists.

"While you've been too busy moping and raiding the drug-dispensers, the rest of us have been doing the best we can to keep this fort safe." Noctis clenched his jaw and lowered his gaze. Iris must've told Gladiolus while he had been brooding in the command tower. He was fairly certain she had kept his secret until he removed her last reason to defend him. "You're now one of the few remaining combat-ready hunters in this fort after the raid. So I want you to get your head out of your ass and get your act together. First thing tomorrow you're apologising to Iris."

Noctis squared his shoulders and evenly glared back at the older man. What little remained of his wounded pride insisted he keep stubbornly resisting, but he knew better than to argue. Instead, he opted to silently stare and channel his anger into good old fashioned passive aggression.

"Before I got here, I received a word from Aranea that there's been increased daemon activity in the southern part of the peninsula. She's worried another assault is imminent. So you, me and Prompto are gonna go take care of it."

He was tempted to point out he and Prompto did just fine without him, but Noctis had known the tattooed man long enough to recognise when he was making a roundabout effort to reconcile. "Fine."

Of course Gladiolus couldn't just drop the issue there. He always had to have the final word. "And if you ever pull crap like this again, don't think I won't bring it up to Aranea and Iggy. Stealing from the medical staff is a serious crime, especially in this time and age."

"It won't happen again." He had silently vowed as much after waking up to the stench of sweat and sex. Even in his dreams he had faced away from Iris as if his unconscious mind couldn't forgive himself for the act he had committed. He could barely understand how Luna could forgive him so easily. Did she believe she didn't have the right to feel cheated or upset, because she wasn't part of the living world anymore?

Noctis pushed past the bodyguard and tensely made his way back to the dorm.

"See to it", he heard Gladiolus call after him.


Prompto lifted his gaze from his tinkering when Noctis entered and shut the door behind him. The freckled man appeared to be doing monthly maintenance on his Auto Crossbow. "How did it go?"

"Pretty badly." Noctis kicked off his boots and flopped into his bunk.

"Why? What happened?" Prompto set the machine aside and settled down next to him.

Throwing his arm over his tired eyes, Noctis exhaled loudly. "Long story short, we had a misunderstanding and I had to turn her down. We both lost our cool and I got physical with her without meaning to."

His friend's light blue eyes softened in sympathy. Prompto might have had only fragmented pieces of what Noctis had been through lately, but he understood the former monarch's psyche better than most. He was willing to give Noctis the benefit of doubt and not jump into conclusions. "Have you apologised to her?"

"I will first thing tomorrow." Suddenly realising something was missing, Noctis sat up and looked around. "Where's Luna? And Umbra?"

Prompto shrugged. "Umbra's doing that thing he does sometimes. Patrolling or something. Luna went with him." He lowered his voice and smiled thinly. "I think she misses him."

Noctis could empathise. Even with Little Luna nearby, he still missed her and longed for their days together in Tenebrae. It was not the same when they couldn't stand on equal ground or even communicate like regular people. It was too easy to ignore the painful truth of their situation and pretend that she was as real as the other children of the fort. Only when his eyes would fall from her sweet smile to the ugly bruises on her neck or notice the mysterious seams peeking beneath her blond locks would he snap back to reality and remember the two of them were worlds apart.

At least he didn't have to worry about Little Luna pretending he didn't exist. He wished he could do something to make Umbra stop ignoring her. He recalled the dog noticing Little Luna when she first appeared to them, but had proceeded to treat her like thin air once Noctis discovered Luna's corpse. Did he consider Little Luna a fake? Or was she literally like air was to him; something he knew existed, but couldn't see and therefore took for granted until it was gone?

"Hey, Noct." The blond hunter's voice snapped him out of his musings.

"Yeah?"

Prompto pulled his legs to his chest and peered at Noctis. "Cindy and I have been thinking that I should move to Hammerhead. She's busy with work and can't make it to Fort Highwind to come visit." He bit his lip and glanced at the nightstand where Cindy's cap sat. "And honestly the whole long distance relationship thing kinda sucks."

Noctis smirked. "I know that from first-hand experience."

It had its perks. It was nice to unload all of his troublesome feelings and thoughts on paper for Luna to read and give her thoughts on when he knew he would have difficulties doing the same face to face. But mostly it was cons. He couldn't hold her to make her feel better when she felt crushed beneath Niflheim's thumb or squeeze her hand reassuringly and then look on in pride and adoration as the newly ascended Oracle stepped forward to provide healing to the desperate masses afflicted with the scourge.

He ruffled Prompto's blond mop of hair. "So when are you flying out of the nest?"

"In a few days when the traders head to Leide. But don't worry! I'll definitely come back for the funeral. I've got the ride sorted out and everything." Prompto's eyes gleamed with giddiness and he leant closer as if about to tell a secret. "Apparently some former member of Kingsglaive is gonna attend and he lives close to Hammerhead."

"Think I know the guy. Met him in Meldacio Stronghold while I was there with Ignis. His name is Libertus Ostium."

Noctis had heard from Ignis in passing that the mines were cleared and Cor had already put weapon manufacturing into full production. Thinking of the children in Meldacio Stronghold and how they had wielded small knives on their person made him wish Aranea wouldn't have to adopt a similar protocol in Fort Highwind. It was hard to imagine the care-free children of the fort wearing brown vests and carrying weapons like the grim youth of the stronghold. His imagination involuntarily conjured up an image of Little Luna wearing faded hunter's uniform, covered in dirt and blood, her left hand clutching a short sword like a lifeline. He would have to step up and make sure they wouldn't lose anymore hunters and that way ensure the children wouldn't have to touch a weapon before their 18th birthday.

"I was thinking of wearing the Kingsglaive uniform in Luna's honour at the funeral, but was worried I'd look like a fraud next to someone like Libertus." Prompto's gaze subconsciously fell to his covered wrist with the imprinted barcode.

Noctis pulled Prompto to a side-hug and rested his cheek against his friend's freckled one. "If I'm allowed to wear the royal raiment, you're definitely allowed to represent yourself as what you truly are. I'm sure Luna would agree."

"What I truly am?" He couldn't see Prompto's face, but he could definitely hear the disbelief in his voice.

"You've proved yourself every day since we set out of Insomnia. You're part of my guard, even if I don't have the title to promote you to a member of the Kingsguard." He affectionately squeezed his friend's freckled shoulder. The upcoming mission might be their last together. He wanted Prompto to know his worth and what he meant to him before setting out to Leide. "I couldn't ask for a better partner or a friend."

He felt something wet touch his cheek. Pulling away, he saw Prompto embarrassedly wipe his teary eyes. "You don't know how much it means to hear that from you", his friend confessed with an abashed chuckle.

"I might have a vague idea." Noctis lightly teased before sobering. "In all honesty, though, I doubt Libertus will think much of it. Specs wore the uniform while we were in the mines and he didn't even bat an eye."

Prompto still appeared uncertain. "But he probably saw Ignis and Gladio a lot in the Citadel and knows their faces."

"And soon he'll know yours, too. I bet he'd like to increase his ranks and share some glaive-tricks."

A slow grin lit up Prompto's freckled features. "I'd like that."


The next morning when Noctis woke up to Prompto's obnoxious chocobo alarm clock, he noted that Umbra hadn't returned from his patrol. He didn't have time to mull over it as he had to get a move on and find Iris before her assigned dorm group would go to the showers.

"Be a pal and reserve us a table. I'll join as soon as I can."

"Good luck", Prompto called after him.

Iris' dorm was at the other end of the corridor. Noctis' and Prompto's dorm was close to the stairs that led up to the surface level. As hunters they had to be close at hand for anything. Briskly Noctis walked past the civilians that made their way to the showers and the mess hall before continuing to their assigned work stations. Most of them ranged between ages twenty and forty. Families with children were located closer to the shelter further downstairs where civilians took refuge during daemon attacks. To Aranea the safety and defence of new generations was held paramount. She understood their importance.

Noctis approached the familiar wooden door with a tacky heart-shaped 'welcome'-sign. Iris shared her room with Wiz's granddaughter whom she had befriended when the Niflheim base had still been known as Fort Vaulleroy. Outside farm-related business, he hadn't really talked with the girl much.

Taking a deep breath, he knocked on the door.

"Just a second", a half-hearted female voice slurred. The door cracked open and he was greeted by the sight of a barely awake Iris. He peered past her into her room and saw piles of used tissues scattered over the bunk, table and floor. She must've been crying all night and had barely caught any shuteye. Guilt twisted his insides.

Iris blinked several times and rubbed her face. Once she was certain her eyes weren't playing tricks on her, she fixed her slouched posture and glared at him. "What do you want?"

Noctis tried to ignore the people passing Iris' dorm. Most of them didn't pay them any mind, but he could feel occasional pair of eyes glancing their way in curiosity. The last thing he wanted was to cause a scene.

"Can I come in?"

Her hazel eyes narrowed. "No."

Noctis sighed and ran his hand through his messy black locks. "Look, I'm really sorry for last night. I know you were really looking forward to it-"

"Understatement of the century", she scoffed and crossed her arms.

"-I just needed the privacy to tell you the truth. I never intended to lead you on or hurt you."

"Well, you did." He could see the dim light of the corridor lamps reflecting from her watery eyes. Fresh tears threatened to fall, but she choked them back. He reflexively lifted his hand to touch her arm to comfort her, but she flinched back defensively as if anticipating a strike. Clenching his jaw, he let his hand fall uselessly to his side.

"Iris, you have to understand-"

"All I understand is that you're an asshole!" Her tone dripped from venom, her usually friendly and warm eyes flashing from hurt and anger as she pointed an accusing finger at him. "Do you have any idea how it is to feel this way about you? How much I hate myself for it?"

Noctis frowned, his eyes widening in surprise and confusion. What was she talking about?

"Fifteen years, Noctis." Her lower lip quivered as she took in a shuddering breath. "Fifteen damn years I've held these feelings in. I've liked you since I was a kid. Even when I knew you were going to get married, I couldn't just make my feelings go away no matter how hard I tried. And when she was gone, I thought I had been given a chance to be with you. But then you went off on your own and I heard from Gladdy that you were trying to find a way to fix everything. I admired and loved you all the more for it."

Her long brown bangs hid her eyes as she lowered her chin and clenched her hands into fists, nails painfully digging into the skin of her palms. "But when you came back to us, you never so much as looked my way."

Her voice cracked. "That night I thought you were opening up to me and I wanted to help you. I thought you could finally see me as a woman who loves you, not just your bodyguard's little sister. I was a fool."

Her shoulders slumped, the last remnants of her anger spent. Too tired to fight back, she let the tears freely stream down her cheeks. "All I ever wanted was for you to look at me the way you did when you saw Lady Lunafreya on broadcasts."

Hesitantly Noctis took a step closer, hoping to comfort her somehow, but her shields were instantly up and she shoved him away from her. "Don't touch me!"

He held his hands up in a peace-offer. Seeing no other way to fix this mess, he decided to tell her the truth. "Luna isn't gone, Iris. When I retrieved her body from Caem, it wasn't the only thing I brought with me. I've seen her ghost regularly. She's the one who found the missing chocobo. Without Luna's interference, Prompto and I would still be searching for her. She even saved me from getting ambushed during the daemon raid."

"Is that the best you can come up with?" Iris laughed humourlessly, her timbre dripping from bitterness. "Do you think you can blame your behaviour on a dead person? You're a bigger bastard than I thought. I'm sick and tired of your crap. Just leave me alone." She slammed the door in his face.


Noctis pulled the van to a stop and addressed his bodyguard without bothering to face him. "Hope you're not thinking about keeping that leather jacket on. Gonna be a short stealth mission if you give our position away the second we're in earshot."

Gladiolus glared at the back of his liege's head, but shrugged the attitude as well as the jacket off. "How far away is the territory?"

"Half a mile. We can't alert them with the van, so we'll have to walk the rest of the way", Noctis explained as he checked his equipment. "We won't be using torches, either, unless we're forced into melee-combat."

"Got it."

Gladiolus reached for a pair of night vision goggles next to Prompto, but the freckled scout was quick to snatch them out of his hand.

"Woah there, big guy! This baby is off-limits." He dropped an ordinary pair in the tattooed man's open palm. "This one was specifically made for me. It's far superior to the ones I lost during the raid."

"Oh yeah? What's so special about them?" Gladiolus humoured the younger man in hopes of dissolving some of the tension between himself and Noctis.

"Cindy made them", Noctis stated matter-of-factly as he got out of the van. He let Umbra out and handed the potion satchel to Gladiolus.

They trekked in silence through the darkness. Umbra had taken point, his ears moving in every direction as he listened for any sounds of danger. Once they reached the forest edge, they slowed down and quietly crept past the tall pine trees. The air was crisp and slightly chilly. Noctis could hear faint chirping from high up and a persistent knocking as a woodpecker worked on a new home. As long as the birds weren't alarmed, they could rest easy.

Umbra suddenly halted. Noctis signalled for Gladio and Prompto to stop and knelt down next to the dog. The canine's posture remained relaxed even as his ears were pointed forward in alert. His mouth opened to pant. Noctis recognised the sign – no danger. Then why did he stop?

Prompto noticed a familiar landmark and patted Noctis' shoulder to gain his attention. "We've reached the territory."

Gladio peered into the darkness through the goggles, but couldn't see any movement besides the flickering of the green hued image of his night vision. "I don't see any daemons."

Noctis ushered Umbra forward. They sidestepped fallen dry branches and walked deeper into the woods. Setting his nose on the forest ground, Umbra followed the scents to a previously discovered daemon nest.

"I think I see something", Prompto whispered.

Noctis didn't need the aid of the night vision to find what Prompto was referring to. The buzzing of flies and a foul smell led him to a pile of daemon manure. Next to it laid cleaned bones of a spiracorn. "They've been here recently."

"Yeah." Gladio swatted away a persistent fly that was eager to make a home in his ear. "Question is: where are they now?"

"Out hunting, maybe?" Prompto suggested.

"Not so sure." Noctis moved the pile of bones with the tip of his boot. "The evidence suggests they've just eaten. There has to be some kind of den nearby."

Gladio scanned his surroundings for any clues. "What kind of daemons did you find here before?"

"Mostly goblins and imps; the small ones that like thick vegetation", Prompto replied. "They tend to be scattered, though. We should've seen at least one by now."

Something was off. Had the daemons moved to find new hunting grounds or had they been chased away? The forest felt too empty. "Let's move on." Noctis rose and quietly ordered Umbra to resume the search. "We're bound to run into them sooner or later."

The ground softened as they continued further. The sponge-like moss silenced even Gladio's heavy footsteps.

Umbra stiffened, his ears turning to every direction as he listened. He sniffed the air and turned to point towards their left.

"What is it?" Noctis asked. He peered into the darkness, but couldn't distinguish anything out of ordinary.

Prompto sharply inhaled. His more advanced goggles must've picked on whatever had given Umbra a pause.

"What?" Gladio hissed impatiently.

Prompto licked his lips nervously and swallowed heavily, his Adam's apple popping. "I think there's a body hanging between those two trees."

Deeming it safe enough to switch a torch on, Noctis alerted his companions to remove the goggles to shield their vision from the sudden light. Sure enough the shaft of his torchlight revealed a small humanoid figure hanging limply in the air. On closer inspection they realised it was a goblin corpse cocooned in gossamer that hung from a large thinly weaved web.

"What happened here?" Prompto breathed.

Gladio's tone was gruff as he eyed the unfortunate victim. "Survival of the fittest."

"An arachne moved in and claimed the territory", Noctis guessed. "The daemon activity the MTs took notice of was the goblins and imps leaving to find a new place to stay."

"That's a good thing, right?" Prompto nervously fingered the straps of his Auto Crossbow. "I mean, now we have less daemons to worry about!"

Gladio grimaced and crossed his tattooed arms. "In the best case scenario we have only one arachne to worry about, but it's highly likely that it has already laid its eggs. Soon we'll have a whole brood of ugly spider-ladies crawling about. In the worst case scenario the goblins and imps will make a new home closer to the fort and we'll end up having to deal with both daemon packs."

Prompto's optimism dimmed immediately. "Oh. That doesn't sound good. So what do we do now?"

Noctis peered around. "We find the nest and burn it before the arachne spawns more of its kind. Aranea can deal with the small fry."

The further they continued, the more they saw webbing covering trees and blocking the way forward. Noctis cut a path with his Engine Blade through the sticky-threaded patterns. Umbra's nose caught a foul smell and led the trio to a dank cave. The putrid stench was even worse inside. Several half-eaten goblin corpses littered the entrance and covered the soft forest floor in fresh black blood. Flies buzzed and laid eggs on the carcasses. The decaying bodies bustled with activity as countless larvae made quick work of the daemons. Noctis wrinkled his nose in disgust. It would appear bugs made no distinction between man, beast or daemon.

He motioned his companions to stop. "Put your night vision on." He purposely kept his torchlight on; the goggles distorted the images enough to spare Prompto from the gross sight. He was glad Little Luna had stayed behind. While she might've not minded – just as she had barely reacted when he had shot a chocobo right next to her – he still felt the need to protect her from life's ugly truths, even if it may have been too late for her. She had most likely spent the past decade with nothing but her own adult self's corpse for company. That ought to have messed with her head more than nature's course ever could.

Noctis switched off the torchlight as they entered the surprisingly cramped cave. It could've easily been a lone coeurl's den were it not for the thick webbing that covered the rocky surface. There were no signs of their target. No cocoons, no eggs-sacs, nothing.

"This can't be right", he muttered.

"Let's do a thorough sweep. It might be hiding somewhere if it heard us coming", Gladio proposed.

Umbra's paws got stuck in the sticky gauze. With a revving of the sword's engine, Noctis cut him free. "Wait outside and make sure we don't get ambushed from the rear, okay?" The canine gladly made his way back, not appearing to be bothered by the stench of death and decay. As much as Noctis wanted to rely on Umbra's superior senses, he didn't like bringing him to places that were clearly not meant for his kind. Still, the dog remained loyal and refused to back down from challenges. The Belouve mines had proved as much.

Prompto slapped a hanging silken thread from his face. "We could just toss a firaga flask and call it a day."

Gladio removed the greatsword from his back and tested the webbed cave-walls with it for any hidden passageways. "If the arachne isn't here, it wouldn't do us any good. It'd just find a new place to lay its eggs."

"I guess."

Noctis' boot sank as he stepped on a thick patch of webbing, the ground seeming to stretch under his weight. He made to jump out of the unstable area, but his boots were as if glued, and he only ended up sinking further down.

"Guys-!"

"Noct!" Gladio rushed to his side.

The net broke and he fell to a hidden room. His landing was softened by dozens of cocooned egg-sacs that were smashed under his weight with a wet squelch. He hurriedly sat up, his hands fumbling for the hilt of the Engine Blade. An unsettling thrumming coming from above made his skin crawl. He froze and held his breath.

He could hear the gaping mouths of its patellae chittering in anticipation. Very slowly, Noctis turned his head and saw the giant arachne glide down from its webbed nest with ease. It was close enough that he could see each thick spike-like hair on its curved spider-legs. Another mouth, that was located just beneath where the feminine humanoid torso began, gnashed hungrily. A bright red forked tongue slipped past its sharp fangs and tasted the air as if trying to pinpoint where its prey was hidden. The female torso attached to the spider-body turned around, its dark pink eyeballs scanning the nest for the intruder.

Another egg shattered under his weight. The arachne sharply turned towards the noise. More forked tongues stuck out from the patellae-mouths. It slowly crept towards him, clawed hands reaching blindly in front of it. Short high-pitched hiccup-like yips and squeals bubbled in the back of its throat.

Cold sweat trailed down his back as his clammy hands felt around for the Engine Blade. His shallow breathing was uncomfortably loud in his ears. The arachne picked its speed when it saw the faint movement and heard the rustling of his clothes against the broken egg-sacs. He briefly wondered if the daemon could smell fear as panic threatened to take hold of him and dull his rational thought.

Air rushed past Noctis as the clawed hand extended to grope at his face, twitching with inhuman motion and speed. It was like being stuck in a horror movie. More egg-sacs were smashed as he retreated away from the daemon. Only when his back hit the hard rock wall, did the panic subside enough to remind him of the sniper rifle that was strapped to his back. Quickly he removed it and aimed.

The arachne was faster.

It swiped at his face and sent the night vision goggles flying from his head. The muzzle flash of his rifle illuminated the cave like a strobe light, momentarily displaying the arachne's bloated body in all its disgusting glory. The bullet missed its mark. Something wet fell heavily to the cave floor and broke open. A chorus of chirping and clicking of chelicerae grew in volume. The arachne matron cackled gleefully as its thick, curved legs jabbed at the ground around him. He rolled out of harm's way, sticky web clinging to his hunter's uniform in the process. Too dizzy to get back on his feet unaided, he hurriedly crawled on all fours to get some distance to the daemon. Noctis nearly cut himself when his hand bumped the blade of his sword.

Using the Engine Blade as a crutch, he staggered on his feet and slashed blindly around him.

The daemon shrieked in displeasure. More wet squelches alarmed him to hatching eggs. Tiny arachnae that had yet to develop humanoid torsos swarmed his booted feet. Disgusted, he kicked away the spiders and hurriedly switched on his torchlight. The matron let out a guttural hiss and backed away from the blinding light.

For every wave of arachnelings he slashed, another egg-sac would hatch, renewing the threat. His sword-arm grew tired from the relentless exercise; he had to get out of here, but the only way was up. Gladio and Prompto hadn't attempted to follow him down, thankfully, but they didn't appear to be making efforts to help him out of the hell-hole, either. They must've been swarmed as well.

Noctis turned his attention to the matron and its angrily snapping patellae-mouths' jaws. It was his only way out. He side-stepped and killed the arachnelings that attempted to overwhelm him. Hurriedly he sheathed his sword and took aim. The bullet flew right past the humanoid female face. The arachne matron reared back in surprise, its front spider-legs swiping at air in bewilderment. Not wasting his momentum, Noctis jumped on the daemon's back and held on to its spiked hairpiece to avoid getting in range of its clawed hands.

The arachne thrashed around and rolled on the ground, but Noctis' grip held. With an outraged screech, the daemon jumped out of the underground nest. Deeming it time to abandon ship, Noctis removed his other hand from the hairpiece and took hold of his sword to stab the disgusting creature's spine. Finally the matron collapsed, its spider-legs twitching and patellae-mouths gnashing. Mustering what remaining strength he had left, Noctis beheaded the humanoid torso and impaled the arachnid lower body. Black blood splattered to his clothes and face as he removed his stained blade from the twitching corpse.

Stumbling off the daemon's back, he paused to listen and assess the situation. A stampede of tiny insect-feet scraped the rocky wall as the arachnelings emerged from the hidden underground nest, their chelicerae clicking angrily in vengeance.

"Noct!" Prompto's frantic cry forced his attention to his best friend.

The sight of Gladiolus lying motionless on the ground was enough to make his blood run cold. Prompto was firing his Auto Crossbow left and right, rapidly downing the overwhelming numbers of arachnelings. However he wouldn't be able to last long – the machine was threatening to seize up if the shaking and sputtering was anything to go by. Vapor poured out of the welded joints and fogged Prompto's goggles.

"Prompto, take Gladio and get out of here. I'm burning this place down!" Noctis took out the magic flask Prompto had given him the day they had been harvesting elemental energy. It felt warm in his gloveless hand. He moved between the daemons and Prompto to cover his retreat.

When his friends were at a safe distance, Noctis backed away and threw the crystal flask. It exploded in brilliant magical flames. The shockwave sent him flying backwards, the intense heat threatening to scorch his beard and eyebrows. The flames caught the thin webbing that hung to his clothes. Panicked, he rolled violently among the larvae-infested goblin corpses in an attempt to put out the blaze, the bodies and dry lichen surrounding him inadvertently catching fire. Prompto hurried to his side and helped Noctis smother the flames.

Noctis shakily stood up with Prompto's help and glanced down. His burnt vest was tattered beyond repair. The stench of burning corpses, manure, and vegetation hung heavily in the air.

"Here. Take this", Prompto quietly said and offered him a potion bottle with shaking hands. Noctis quickly downed the medicine.

"What happened to Gladio?"

"I don't know. One moment he was protecting me from the spiderlings, the next he collapsed and didn't get up. I gave him a remedy and an elixir, but nothing's helping." Prompto wiped his sweaty brow and fidgeted, his body trembling from the adrenaline that insisted him to fight or flee. Noctis suspected it was thanks to the hormone that the svelte man had been able to carry their heavy-built friend to safety.

"We need to get him back to base. Help me carry him." He took hold of the muscular man's arms while Prompto lifted his legs. "Umbra, lead us back to the van, double time."


The gates had been left open for them. Noctis wasted no time driving past the MTs and parking in front of the entrance to the underground levels. Medical staff rushed to move Gladio's still body from the backseat to a stretcher. The two scouts ran after the medics, worry lightening their steps to the point it felt like they were gliding across the long hallway to the emergency room. Startled civilians moved out of their way. Noctis didn't even notice when Umbra skidded to a stop and ran off in the opposite direction.

Noctis and Prompto stopped in front of a large glass window. From behind it they witnessed the doctor examine Gladiolus' unclothed body while nurses monitored his vitals through computer screens.

"How's he doing?" They turned to see Aranea approach them, with Ignis and Iris not far behind.

Noctis ran his hand through damp bangs. "No word yet. We have no idea what caused him to collapse."

Iris refused to acknowledge him and lifted a calloused hand to the glass, hazel eyes glued to her brother's still form. She must be so mad at him for letting this happen to her only family. If he had been more careful, he wouldn't have been separated from his companions and could've covered the bodyguard's back. Or if he hadn't asked Gladio to take off his jacket, he might've been protected. Noctis stopped when he recalled Cor's words; what ifs and buts would do him little good. This was the reality he had to deal with.

Ignis' nostrils flared when the stench of burnt cloth carried from where Noctis was standing to his sensitive nose. "Are either of you hurt? We should have you examined, just in case."

"I'm fine. We're fine." Noctis turned his back to the blind brunet and anxiously watched the medical staff inject something in Gladio's veins.

Aranea wasn't having any of that. "Specs is right. You could have a serious wound needing medical attention and you wouldn't even notice it thanks to all that adrenaline pumping in your veins." She gently put her hands on Prompto's freckled shoulders and guided him away from the window. "C'mon. He's not going anywhere. We'll let you know the moment anything changes."

Noctis clenched his jaw in defiance, his hands involuntarily clenching into tight fists. "I said I'm fine. I need to be at his side."

"Noct, there's nothing you can do for him right now. You can return as soon as you've been examined."

He ignored his former advisor.

"You should go." Iris' quiet voice immediately grabbed his attention. She refused to face him and opted to keep her hard gaze firmly on the happenings of the emergency room. "You've caused enough problems."

He felt like he had been punched in the gut. "Iris…"

Eyes burning with anger and resentment, she sharply turned to him and pointed to the exit. "Leave. Now!"

He held her gaze for a few seconds, but deemed it best to follow her wishes. "Fine."


After the examinations, they were summoned to the infirmary. Gladio had been moved to a room the patients liked to refer to as 'solitary confinement' which was meant for cases with contagious diseases. Noctis noted Iris was absent, presumably to avoid him and disturbing the other patients. Ignis let the two hunters inside.

Several lamps with bright blue lights had been set around the bed to point towards the unconscious man. He was clothed in a faded hospital gown that appeared to be few sizes too small.

"So, what's wrong with him? Why's he held here?"

Ignis moved next to Gladio, his gloved hand fumbling as he searched for the edge of the covers. He lifted it enough for them to see. The bodyguard's left breast, shoulder and armpit were covered in black substance. On closer inspection Noctis realised the pulsing liquid was faintly moving, almost as if attempting to hide from the burning hallowed light.

"Is that daemon blood?" Prompto hesitantly asked and instinctively backed away.

Ignis silently shook his head, the muscles around his neck tightening as he fought to keep his voice stable. "Starscourge. He is infected."

Noctis' breathing dwindled to shallow gasps to the point his lungs couldn't get the oxygen they needed. He felt light-headed and stumbled backwards, hitting his shoulder against the white stone wall in the process. Prompto was at his side in an instant and helped him stay upright.

"Y-you're joking, right? I didn't get infected and I was there right next to him!" the blonde hunter babbled.

Denying the obvious was futile. Noctis had to know if there was anything he could do for his sworn shield. "How long-?" he managed between gasps.

"The lights are slowing the plague from entirely taking him over, but it is only a matter of time before he loses the fight and turns into a daemon."

Noctis let out a shuddering breath and closed his eyes. This was all his fault. "Does Iris know?"

"Yes. She said she needed some space."

During their conversation the plague had spread further down his arm and up his neck. The light slowed its advance, but Noctis doubted Gladio had more than two hours before the transformation was complete.

He eyed the IV that pumped fluids into his friend's bloodstream. "What did the medics inject him with earlier?"

"I'm presuming the daemons you encountered were poisonous. The wound that's hidden under the plague was festering and needed treatment, while the intravenous therapy is merely to correct the dehydration caused by perspiration." Ignis let go of the covers and headed towards the door. "It is all we could do for him. Now we can only make his last hours as comfortable as possible and prepare for the worst."


Noctis found Iris skulking outside the medical staff's office with her ear pressed against door.

"What are you doing?"

She lifted her finger to her lips to signal silence and continued to eavesdrop. He could hear Aranea talking.

"So what you're saying is that there's nothing we can do to prevent the transformation?"

"If we could, we would've never needed an Oracle."

"Thank you for stating the obvious. Now let's stop wasting time and cut to the chase. How do we deal with him?"

"He is an Amicitia, is he not? The King's Shield deserves a clean death. We could give him a drug overdose. He would die in his sleep peacefully."

Iris covered her mouth to muffle the gasp, her wide eyes welling with tears. She stood up and hurried off. Noctis followed.

"Iris, wait."

Abruptly she turned on her heel to face him. Her face was red and blotchy from crying. Tears glimmered between her dark lashes and served to only further irritate her bloodshot eyes. She quickly wiped her clogged nose with a dirty sleeve. Her voice cracked as she attempted to talk through the lump in her throat. "They want to kill my brother like common cattle. He deserves better than that!"

Biting her swollen lower lip, she squeezed her teary eyes shut as a sob shook her slight frame. She didn't resist when Noctis' warm arms wrapped around her in a loose embrace and buried her runny nose in the crook of his neck while he stroked her back. She breathed through her mouth and sniffled in an attempt to spare the collar of his shirt.

He was at a loss of what to do. He couldn't fix the situation, but he had to support Iris somehow just as she had been there for him in his darkest moments. Returning the favour was the least he could do. "Iris, tell me what you want me to do."

She drew a shaky breath and slowly exhaled in an attempt to gain a measure of composure. "Help me say goodbye to him."


They entered Gladio's room. A machine hooked to his body beeped steadily to his calm heartbeat. A lone nurse was monitoring his vitals.

One glance at Iris' puffy eyes was enough to make Noctis take the initiative. "Excuse me, could we have a moment alone with him?"

The nurse nodded her consent and left the pair alone.

"I hate anything remotely resembling a hospital. It's so cold and sterile in here", Iris mumbled and rubbed her gooseflesh covered arms.

Even with the covers hiding most of Gladio's body, they could see the black substance had spread far enough to cover most of his tattooed torso and scarred face. His blanket and hospital gown weren't spared from the plague's influence, either; the cloth was wet and thin and looked like it was ready to fall apart from where the black substance had seeped into it.

"Gladdy", she hoarsely whispered and sat down next to him on the bed. Without any regard to her own safety, she tossed the covers aside to expose rest of his infected torso to the hallowed lights and took hold of his large, rapidly cooling hand.

"Iris, be careful or you might get infected, too."

She said nothing, but her silence spoke volumes: she didn't care. Her only family was being taken from her and the love of her life had rejected her. In mere twenty-four hours her life had turned on its head. Absently she caressed the plague-ridden hand, not minding the cold, inky substance that latched onto her hand and squelched between her fingers.

The heart monitor's beeping quickened pace as the older Amicitia slowly came to. The left eye was entirely hidden under thick, black, twitching matter, but the other one cracked open to reveal a warm hazel eye that struggled to focus on his surroundings.

"Gladdy?"

The large fingers interlaced with her delicate ones and squeezed reassuringly.

They could see the plague had clogged his mouth and throat, but Gladio was determined to respond to her. "Good… t' see… you, baby… sis-" He violently coughed as more rotten substance forced its way down to his lungs.

She gave him a watery smile and sniffled. "I'm here for you, Gladdy."

He managed a weak, lopsided grin, before the lack of oxygen forced him back to unconsciousness. The hand in Iris' grasp slackened. With a raspy sob, she lowered herself to hug her brother's still body and quietly wept. The plague didn't waste any time latching onto her shaking figure and weakly binding the two Amicitias together.

Noctis felt like someone was tightly holding his heart in a persistent grip. This wasn't how it was supposed to end. He hadn't had the chance to talk things through. He couldn't allow his bodyguard leave this world without reconciling.

He shook the tattooed man's uninfected side. "Gladio! No. No-no-no. You gotta wake up!"

The black webbing coated the rest of Gladio's head and spread to his pillow and mattress. The pattern of the effervescent substance on the cushion reminded Noctis of the bloodstain and bits of brain matter that had splattered on the cave wall when he had shot the chocobo. Faint gurgling sound came from between the dying man's parted lips as the plague fully clogged his trachea. He silently hoped his friend would be choked to death and that way sparing Iris from having to witness the people she trusted snuffing out her brother's life.

Noctis let go of Gladio's shoulder when the Starscourge threatened to reach his fingertips. Tears blurred his vision to the point he couldn't distinguish his friend's features anymore underneath the plague. He backed away to rest his back against the wall and covered his face to hide the tears. His legs gave out and he slowly fell to his knees.

Noctis barely heard the door creak as someone entered the room. Umbra hurried to his side and pressed his wet snout against the hunter's cheek. The dog pawed at his shirt to get his attention, but Noctis merely patted Umbra on the head and continued to stare apathetically in front of him without really seeing anything.

The quiet sound of dripping pulled his attention to Gladio's bed. He sharply inhaled when he noticed that the plague was no longer spreading, but moving back towards its source. Over the wound rested a small pale hand. Little Luna stood next to the bed, her lips stretched to a thin line and her brows creased in concentration.

"Luna?"

Iris lifted her head from Gladio's chest and gasped when she saw a faint flicker of movement in the still air. Slowly, as if witnessing the sunrise casting its first light over something previously hidden, she could make out a vague, ghostly figure of a small girl. She blinked and rubbed her eyes to make sure she wasn't seeing things. The unfocused image sharpened and Iris could clearly see the girl in a white dress standing next to her, absorbing the plague.

Gradually the thick black webbing crawled away from Gladio's tattooed skin and stained cotton. The substance made its way up the little girl's arm and merged with her pale skin. Iris watched in mute fascination as the plague latched to her arm did the same. The wound on Gladio's shoulder pushed out the remains of the black puss before closing and healing on its own.

Noctis' eyes shone with gratitude and admiration as he watched the miracle unfold. Gladio would live!

Suddenly Little Luna stiffened and convulsed. Excess plague leaked out of her nostrils and mouth, staining her pale chin black. Panicked, Noctis hurried to her side and knelt down in front of her. More black blood spilled from the seams of her face and trickled down her neck. Her glassy eyes rolled to the back of her head and she collapsed to his waiting arms.

"Luna!" He shook her and caressed a bloodied cheek, but she remained motionless. Noctis carried her to his dorm and left Iris to welcome Gladio back to the world of living. They would talk things through later.

Prompto sat in his usual spot on the top bunk, cradling his camera as he went through pictures of their great journey together. He could hardly believe they would lose a vital member of their former Crownsguard. As much as he wanted to be there for the gruff yet warm man, he couldn't bear to see his friend in such a state. He preferred remembering Gladiolus as he was in their photos: healthy and full of life.

He blew his nose on a tissue and grimaced. His nose was red and raw from constant contact with paper, but he couldn't stop the snot or tears. Without warning the door burst open nearly causing Prompto to tumble from his perch. The blond man watched Noctis rush in, eyes wide in fear as he set Little Luna down on his bed.

"Noct-?" Words died in Prompto's mouth when he saw the condition she was in. "Oh no. Has she been infected, too?" He couldn't lose another friend to the Starscourge so soon.

"No. She purged the plague from Gladio and Iris… I don't know what's happening to her."

"Hold on." Prompto uncorked a potion bottle and set it between Little Luna's parted lips. Noctis held her nose to make sure she would swallow the healing liquid.

Instead of the desired effect, she began to splutter and choke. Noctis let go of her nose and pushed the potion bottle aside. He saw the liquid sizzle in her mouth as it touched the corruption. Little Luna coughed violently, drops of black blood flying everywhere and staining his sheets. He was instantly reminded of their notebook and the black drops that marred her last entry. Was this the reason?

Laboriously she sat up and attempted to climb out of the bed, but ended up sprawled on the floor. Supporting herself on trembling arms, shuddering and heaving, she vomited more black substance. Noctis moved his hand on her back in soothing circles. Her arms gave out and she lost her balance, her slack body hitting the stained carpet. Gently Noctis turned her around and pulled her head to rest in his lap. He wiped her blackened chin with a sleeve and brushed the damp bangs from her listless eyes.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" he quietly asked. Little Luna shook her head and squeezed her eyes shut as another violent cough wrecked her tiny frame. Try as she might, she couldn't keep few black drops from spilling and staining his face and clothes. Noctis clasped her small hand in his and squeezed it reassuringly.

Just when he thought she wouldn't be able to take much more, the inky substance began to move. As if pulled by an invisible force, it inched towards the seams of her face and disappeared between the barely noticeable cracks. Even the drops on his face fell and were sucked in.

Once all of the foul matter had disappeared, she opened her eyes and smiled weakly at him. He choked on a relieved laugh. She was fine. Gladio and Iris were fine.

He leant down to press his lips on her temple in a lingering, heartfelt kiss. "I don't know how you did it, but you saved them. Thank you."

He watched the focus dull from Little Luna's eyes as exhaustion overwhelmed her. With utmost care, Noctis lifted her back in his bed and pulled the covers to her chin. A soft, warm smile tugged at his lips as he sat down next to her and stroked her golden head.

A knock on the door alerted the men to a visitor. They exchanged glances. Noctis shrugged.

"It's open!" Prompto called.

Iris stepped inside visibly disoriented as she struggled to process everything that had happened. Her gaze fell to the still figure of a pale girl resting in Noctis' bunk.

"Is she okay?"

Prompto did a double take. "W-wait a minute. You can see her?"

Iris haltingly nodded and sat down next to Noctis.

"But how? You never saw her before even when she was right in front of you." Noctis watched in disbelief as Iris reached out to tentatively touch the cool cardboard-like skin of Little Luna's arm.

"I don't know. She sort of appeared out of thin air. At first she was nothing more than a vague figure, but when I concentrated she seemed to turn solid." Other than the nearly imperceptible twitch of her lips, Little Luna remained dead to the world even as Iris' hand reached down to hold the girl's small hand. "Thank you for saving my brother." Noctis gazed at Little Luna in quiet satisfaction. Despite the blank, blue eyes staring unblinkingly into space, he had a feeling she was going to be all right.

Iris let go of the hand and turned to address the dark-haired hunter. "Noct, I'm so sorry. I didn't understand why you couldn't return my feelings", she dropped her eyes to her fidgeting hands. "And honestly, I blamed you for using me and causing harm to Gladdy. There's so much I still don't understand, but now I realise you were telling me the truth."

"You had the right to it. What happened to Gladio was entirely my fault." He sighed and rubbed his face, fatigue from hours of relying on adrenaline to keep him going starting to weigh down on him. "If I had been less irresponsible and paid attention to the people around me, he wouldn't have insisted on joining me and Prompto and none of this would've happened."

A small smile curved Iris' pink lips as she shook her head. "If he hadn't joined you, neither you nor Prompto would have returned home. If there's one thing my brother is good at, it's keeping you out of harm's way." She grinned and poked his chest.

Noctis chuckled. "You might be onto something."

The tension left Iris' slim shoulders and she shifted to a more comfortable position. "The nurse told me Gladdy's recovering well. No sign of Starscourge anywhere, even the blankets were spared! His vitals are good and they were considering moving him to the infirmary tomorrow. Would you mind if I took the radio to him?"

"Not at all. You bought it."

"Great!" Iris reached for the handheld radio on the nightstand, but paused and gasped when something grabbed her attention. "Where did you get these? How long have you had them?" She delicately touched the vibrant blue petals of a sylleblossom.

Noctis had already forgotten about the flowers. "Luna brought them to me some time ago. I think they're like her, only certain people seem to be able to see them."

"What makes a person see her? Have you two always seen her?"

Prompto shrugged. "I saw her when she got out of the van with Noct and Umbra. Didn't realise nobody else could until Aranea pretty much ignored and looked through her. I've tried to capture her on camera a few times, but that never worked."

"We don't know what caused her to become visible to you or us for that matter."

Iris scratched her head in thought. "Have you ever asked her?"

A slight grimace soured Prompto's freckled features. "She doesn't really talk."

"Why not?"

Noctis leant over Little Luna and carefully slid a finger between her chapped lips. "I'm planning on asking her, but I think I have an inkling to why she can't." He parted her lips open and peered into her mouth. As expected, he couldn't see anything – not even teeth or a tongue – but thick, black oil-like substance. He wasn't sure what to make out of this newfound information. "She's mute", he concluded.

"I see." She took the handheld radio and stood up. "It's been a rough day, huh."

"You can say that again."

"But I'm glad we can now put this behind us. Be sure to visit Gladdy when you're able!" She was about to turn the handle of the door and leave, when Noctis' voice cut her off.

"How are you going to tell Gladio about his miraculous recovery?"

Iris smiled faintly. "By telling the truth."


Noctis woke up to Little Luna stirring in his arms. Her glassy eyes were wide open as she took in her surroundings. He could tell she was about to do another disappearing stunt when she realised she couldn't escape his hold.

"Do you always leave me hanging, little minx? I recall you promising not to disappear on me."

Startled, she looked up to his kind blue eyes. Guiltily she shook her head.

"Relax. No need to be so jumpy." He lightly stroked her bare shoulder with his thumb, but she didn't appear any calmer. "If you're worried about me finding about your little secret, you can rest easy."

Confusion and worry altered on her expressive face.

"I didn't rip your mask off or anything like that, if that's what you're fretting over. I promised not to, after all." Some of the tension faded from her stiff shoulders and she allowed herself to lean into his tender embrace. "But I might have peeked inside your mouth."

Instinctively she clenched her jaw and pursed her lips to a thin line. He now knew it was to keep the black blood – or whatever it was – from coming out of her mouth. Had her insides always been coated in it?

"I'm guessing it's the Starscourge, since you seemed to be able to somehow absorb it from Gladio and Iris. One could come to the conclusion that you're a daemon-" She shook her head vehemently in denial. "-But that wouldn't make much sense considering you're constantly in contact with the hallowed lights and don't appear affected by them." Rigidly she lay against him and waited for his judgement.

"So, the question is: what are you?"

He hadn't expected an answer and was pleasantly surprised when she lifted her left hand to show him the scar on her ring-finger. I am Luna, she seemed to be saying. And he believed her.

But that didn't answer his question. He had to think of something else that she could answer.

"Were you down in the mines with me a week ago?"

She glanced up at him, confusion written all over her face as she shook her head.

He might as well make sure he had the full picture while she was willing to indulge his curiosity. "Are there more Lunas other than you and the one in the morgue?"

The corners of her eyes crinkled in good humour from a suppressed smile. Again, she shook her head and relaxed in his arms. She must've thought him crazy.

He breathed out in relief. It had been just a vivid hallucination. Everything he had gone through in the mines had been created in his messed up head – or at least partially. He still couldn't quite distinguish what had been real and what made up. She hadn't pulled his heart out of his chest, that much was certain, and it appeared he hadn't hurt her either. He felt like a heavy burden had been lifted from his shoulders and that his conscience was slightly less tainted.

Little Luna's skinny arms wrapped around his neck. She rested her chin on his shoulder and held him tightly. The unexpected show of intimacy caught him off-guard, but he happily returned the gesture nonetheless. He had a feeling it was her way of thanking him. He wasn't sure for what, though. For accepting her despite the lack of oral hygiene? His lips twitched with dry humour. He placed a soft kiss on her shoulder and allowed her close proximity to lull him back to a blissfully dreamless sleep.


The line to the mess hall was moving unusually slowly – something about visitors from Leide disrupting the carefully planned schedules according to Prompto. Not that Noctis minded too much. He wasn't exactly starving to death, but he had hoped to bring Gladio some proper food. Who was he kidding? Iris more than likely already had that covered. He merely wanted to do something nice for his bodyguard to lessen the inevitable awkwardness.

A loud stage-whisper caught his attention. Little Luna stood outside the hall next to Umbra whose notebook holster had been replaced with a package.

He nudged Prompto's side. "Be right back."

The way Little Luna covertly checked if the coast was clear before presenting the box made him think of a shady drug dealer. The silly mental image made his lips twitch from a suppressed grin.

"What's this?"

Curious, he lifted the lid of the box and was greeted by the alluring scent of freshly baked goods. It was an ulwaat berry tart, the dish he had fallen in love with during his stay in Tenebrae. He could tell it wasn't quite the same as the ones he had enjoyed as a child, which was most likely due to lack of required ingredients. The trade wasn't what it used to be and fresh bread was unheard of outside Lestallum and Altissia. But its lack of authenticity hardly mattered when the tart was fresh and made his mouth water. Next to it was a note.

'Give my regards to master Amicitia.

PS. I might have had to borrow your gil, for I believe supporting the local industries is essential.'

Noctis snorted. Nobody would've noticed if she stole a single pastry from a busy bakery, yet she couldn't bring herself to steal even with the obvious advantages at her disposal.

"You should come with us and give it to him yourself. If nothing else, it'd be funny to see his reaction to a floating box. It's not like he doesn't know of your existence."

Little Luna placed her hands on her hips and glared at him in disapproval. He held his hands up in surrender. "Fine, fine. No frightening recovering patients, I get it." She nodded importantly in agreement. "But you can't deny you've thought about it once or twice. I know you better than you think."

Glassy eyes widened in surprise and embarrassment. A hearty laugh rumbled in his chest.

"I knew it. C'mon, let's take this to Gladio."

A passing hunter gave him a funny look before turning to nudge his friend's side, but Noctis paid them no mind. He had less than a week before Luna's funeral and wasn't about to let anything ruin his final days with her.


"Well, look who decided to show up."

"Hey, we came as fast as we could", Prompto protested and set down the tray piled with food in the recovering man's lap for emphasis. "Can't have a comeback party without goodies."

The IV had been removed from Gladio's arm. Iris had sewn him a temporary hospital gown that looked far more comfortable than what he had previously worn. His long, brown hair looked like it had been recently washed. He must've been to the showers with some extra help, but couldn't stay out of bed for extended periods of time. She had also brought him several spare pillows to make his stay as comfortable as possible. Other than the obvious fatigue from the recent trials, he appeared to be healthy as a spiracorn.

Noctis' voice was quiet as he clasped the older man's shoulder. "It's good to see you." He blinked away the tears that threatened to well in his eyes. He was determined not to make this into another emotionally draining ordeal. "I'm sorry. For everything."

There was no hint of resentment in his warm hazel eyes as Gladio's large hand reached up to clasp his liege's. "Glad to see you've got your head sorted out. Iris told me everything." He turned his attention to the little girl hiding behind the dark-haired scout. "Who's this?"

"There's someone I want to introduce to you." Noctis grinned and gently ushered her forward, his arms warm and reassuring around her small frame. "Meet Luna."

Gladio gaped at her in disbelief before embarrassedly admitting: "When Iris told me Lady Lunafreya's mute ghost healed me, I kinda expected her to look older than that."

Noctis awkwardly shifted his weight from one foot to another while Little Luna's gaze fell to stare at her toes. "Yeah, uh, I can't really explain that. I don't think it's something she chose."

Prompto shamelessly stole a biscuit from Gladio's tray and munched on it thoughtfully as he voiced what all three of them had been thinking. "So, how come only we can see her?"

Gladio studied the pale girl, taking note of her unfocused, pupilless eyes and her slightly, well, dead appearance for lack of better word. It unnerved him to see Noctis so easily holding her like she was some prized porcelain doll. He suspected the former monarch had spent too much time with the dead to realise how abnormal and absurd the whole situation was. You don't just casually hold your deceased lover's animated corpse in your arms like that, no matter how alive it appeared to be. "Is it because we've all been healed by her?"

Prompto ignored the tattooed man's disapproving glare as he spoke with his mouth full of food. "She never healed me. Besides Noct could see her before she healed him."

"Actually", Noctis cut in. "The first time she healed me was in Altissia before she died, but that's beside the point."

Gladio contemplatively stroked his beard. "What else do we have exclusively in common?"

Noctis thought of the black substance that coated the inside of Luna's mouth and the bruises that marred her frail neck. He remembered how the imps hadn't hesitated attacking her when they caught her in their sights. All of it had to be somehow connected. Then he remembered Iris. "All of us have been in contact with the plague. Iris could see Luna only after she had been infected."

Prompto uncertainly wriggled his hands in his lap and bit his lip. "So you think I've been in contact with it, too? I mean, I've never been infected. Not even when I was right next to Gladio when he got infected."

Noctis tapped his chin and frowned. "Do you think it's possible you might've been in contact with it without getting infected? Weren't you engineered to become an MT? You might've had a brief contact with it in the laboratories."

Prompto tilted his head and pursed his lips in thought. "Yeah, but wouldn't that mean I'd get infected more easily?"

The dark-haired scout hopelessly shrugged. "I don't know, I'm just throwing out ideas. So far it makes the most sense to me."

They sat and ate in silence. A cheery Lestallumian melody played from the radio sitting next to Gladio's bed. While the three hunters had been debating, Little Luna had quietly withdrawn and huddled next to Umbra who obediently sat in the hallway as not to violate the 'no animals allowed in the infirmary'-regulation. Her fingers combed through the happily panting dog's shaggy fur. Noctis figured she might've felt a little unnerved by all the attention she was receiving lately. She was too used to being ignored and had spent too many years on her own.

Prompto broke the silence. "Y'know, it was kinda nice being back together for that mission. Would've been like in the good old days if Ignis had been with us."

Gladio's eyes glazed wistfully. "Wouldn't that be something."

Noctis noticed Little Luna was looking at him with a funny look on her face. He couldn't quite decipher what was going inside that enigmatic mind of hers. It was times like these that he realised she really was older than what she appeared to be. It was almost like she was burdened by something he couldn't understand. She broke the eye contact before he could come to any conclusion.

Returning to the conversation at hand, Noctis nudged his best friend's side teasingly. "So, you heading to Hammerhead to get away from 'paw-paw'?"

A faint blush dusted Prompto's freckled cheeks, but he hid it with an easy grin. "Nah, I called Cindy and we agreed to meet up for the funeral. She got Takka's kid to cover for her."

Noctis didn't miss how Little Luna tensed and tried her best not to appear to be eavesdropping. What a bummer. It must've been so strange for her to hear people casually talking about her funeral. He decided then and there that he'd spend the rest of the week making her forget about all the doom and gloom and just enjoy their time together.

Neither Gladio nor Prompto noticed the change in Little Luna's body language. Then again, Noctis liked to think he had gotten pretty good at it. He couldn't tell what she was thinking, but he could definitely read her emotions like an open book.

Prompto's happy chatter brought him back from his musings. "Besides, we're not in that much of a hurry. With Gladio here bedridden, it's the perfect time to do some catching up and playing cards together like we used to. Might even get Ignis to join us if I practise my kicked puppy impression hard enough."

Gladio licked the ulwaat berry jam from his fingers and chuckled. "You do realise that won't work when he's blind, right?"

"I think he meant he's gonna try sucking up to Aranea."

"Hey!" Prompto objected.

"What? That's what you said."

"I prefer the term 'winning her over'."

Noctis rolled his eyes. "Whatever you say."


He ran like he was late for his dorm-group's assigned supper. Some people might have called him immature, while others might've thought him to be plain insane. Noctis hardly cared when he saw the wide smile lit up Little Luna's pale features, her shoulder-length hair and white dress dancing in the breeze as they rushed past the denizens of the fort.

He had borrowed a trolley from the garage and used it to push Little Luna around at high speed. She clung to its rails and beamed at him through the curtain of tangled blond locks.

They had spent the last few days together doing silly activities such as this whenever his schedule permitted. Anything worked as long as it kept a smile plastered on her face and brought them memories of their time together in Tenebrae. Their current activity had been inspired by their memory of Luna pushing his wheelchair around the Fenestala manor. Noctis still remembered the shocked and appalled faces of the servants as their dignified princess had thrown her manners out of the window, just to make the sick Lucian boy laugh.

As promised, she hadn't disappeared on him, not once. Every night she lay in his arms, not really sleeping – he suspected she never did – and kept him safe from the recurring nightmares. He would fall asleep to the comforting weight of her slight body draped over his, her cool hand absently caressing his coarse cheek. Prompto had jokingly asked if he could borrow her when he saw how positively her presence affected the former monarch's mental well-being. Noctis knew his best friend was still shaken after what had happened to Gladio. To their surprise, the little girl hadn't hesitated hugging Prompto. It became a habit of hers to hug him every night before retiring to Noctis' bed. The sight of Little Luna holding Prompto's middle was heart-warming and only served to remind him how much she cared about all of them, even the ones she had hardly known in her life.

Each morning she followed Umbra around the fort while the two hunters showered and ate. She would even join them in their reconnaissance scouting. While she was never in any real danger thanks to her ability to disappear at will, Noctis still liked to keep a careful eye on her to make sure no daemons would harm her. Even though he hardly considered these missions something he wanted to share with her, he could tell she was happy to see his everyday life and be a part of it.

Gently he slowed their ride to a stop.

"Better head for the airship landing and make it look like I'm actually doing something with this."

Little Luna covered her mouth and silently giggled. She always appeared so self-conscious about opening her mouth; he couldn't help but wonder if she constantly worried about spilling the plague. If that was the case it was most likely just because she didn't want to disgust him rather than actually fearing about infecting someone.

Something hit the asphalt with a muffled clatter. Little Luna hopped off the trolley and lifted the item for him. It was the wooden Carbuncle. He had forgotten he still carried it in his pocket.

"Y'know, I think this might've actually helped. Just a week ago everything was a wreck and look at us now." He grinned and playfully tickled her cheek with the wooden figurine's snout.

She half-heartedly swatted his hand away, her wide grin diminishing into a soft, almost bittersweet smile as she nodded in agreement.

His smile faded, a worried frown taking its place. "What's that look for?"

Little Luna shook her head as if dismissing the matter. Now he was positive something was wrong. His frown deepened. With a faint, teasing grin, she attempted to diffuse the situation by imitated his expression just like she had back with Iris. No frowning. His lips twitched in good humour, but he wasn't going to let her off the hook that easily.

"You might wanna reconsider answering my question. Otherwise I might be inclined to demand you pay back the tart-gil you stole."

Little Luna feigned shock, slumping her head and narrow shoulders in defeat. Her hand rose and beckoned him to come closer, even as the rest of her remained hunched over. Obediently he knelt in front of her and expectantly looked up to her downcast eyes. Noctis nearly lost his balance when the scrawny girl pounced on him, arms wrapping around his neck and chapped lips brushing against his bearded cheek.

"H-hey!"

She hid her face in the crook of his neck and held him tightly, almost as if expecting something to come and pull her away from him. He reassuringly stroked her back and hair, unsure what caused this sudden – yet very much welcome – display of affection.

When she pulled away, he noted her glassy eyes appeared to be more reflective than normally. It was then that he realised he had never seen her cry. He lifted his hand to her pale cheek and waited with baited breath for the first tear to fall, but nothing happened. Was he imagining things? She leant into his touch and briefly closed her eyes before shyly withdrawing.

Not quite ready to let the moment pass, he leant forward to caress the tip of her nose with his and kissed her cheek. Flustered, she grabbed his hand and pulled him on the trolley.

"What are you-"

He had forgotten how strong she could be.


Something was off.

He felt like something important was missing, something essential. Something that was part of him.

Drowsily he yawned and stretched the kinks from his stiff muscles. As he slowly came to, he realised his bunk felt more spacious than usual. His hand felt around for the familiar chilly body, but found nothing. Panic twisted his insides and his heart skipped a beat as he sat up, hoping she was still nearby. He scanned the room, peeked into Prompto's bunk and checked under his own bed, but didn't find even a hair from her golden head to indicate she had been there. Little Luna was gone.

Before he could start thinking about forming a one-man search party, something blue caught his eye and he turned around to find a single sylleblossom placed next to his pillow. He noticed the royal raiment had been folded over the bed's headboard. Then he remembered.

Tomorrow was her funeral. Tomorrow the illusion would shatter and he would be forced back to bleak reality. He would spend the rest of his life apart from the person he longed to be with the most.

With a faint, bittersweet smile he inhaled the flower's sweet scent.

All good things come to an end, huh.


A/N: Sorry for the super long wait. The last chapter stretched into insane length, so I decided to cut in two in order to get something done before I die of old age. This way readers won't feel too overloaded with a novel-length chapter and get to read more earlier.

Enjoy the fluff, 'cause shit's gonna hit the fan real soon. Next and last chapter will feature Luna's funeral, Little Luna's full reveal, angst, violence, murder and some generally uncomfortable stuff (*cough* rumoursaboutInsomniansandtheirfascinationwithdeath *cough*). I've written about 1/3 of the last chapter, but it will still take some time to get it fully sorted out. Hopefully it'll be done before Episode Ignis comes out, rofl.

Also, big thanks to yelde917 for brainstorming with me and beta-reading this chapter. Without him, I'd still be bashing my head against the keyboard.