I'm not just a fuckboy.

Eva was standing there lightly stroking that green-yellow place under his left eye and she actually forgot about the whole world. Chris was staring at her, he didn't even flinch. Eva could see it in his eyes too. He also has no idea what is going on between them. There was something pulling them together. She could have any boy at this party, but again, she is standing in the kitchen with Chris just a few inches away. It definitely wasn't love. I don't have feelings for Schistad. It's just physical. Yeah, she could have any boy at the party, but none of them could kiss her like Chris. Maybe it sounds weird, but she felt like exploding when his lips were making its way down her neck. It's just physical, Eva. After a while she noticed that he is smiling. Why the hell is he smiling at me like that?! She couldn't help it and smiled too. „What?!" She asked finally, gigantic smile on her face. She also stopped stroking his almost black eye. He cleared his throat, his smile faded and he took her almost full beer from her hands and put it on the kitchen counter behind her with his empty one. He then put his hands on her sides and leaned closer. He was looking her straight in the eyes and she could tell it looked like he is asking for her permission, but Chris Schistad is never asking for permission, he is that sure of himself. Chris looked down at her lips and back to the eyes. How long is he gonna stand here without kissing me already? He smiled a little, like if he could read her thoughts and finally kissed her. There was something weird, it wasn't his typical kiss, this one was slower, heartfelt maybe even sweeter. He tasted like beer and smelled with some good cologne.

Eva pulled away, breathless with a question in her eyes. Something was wrong, she could feel it. Chris didn't look at her, his fingers were digging into her hips and his lips were making its way down her neck. Never get enough of this. She wanted to be rational, to stop him, but why she should? She could not help it, but gasped a little when his lips made contact with that spot where her neck and collarbone were meeting. She pulled him closer, if it was even possible, and her right hand made a fist full of his shirt. Maybe he took it like a sign because his hands moved to her bottom and he lifted her on the kitchen counter, she wasn't protesting, so she locked her legs behind him and placed her hands on his cheeks guiding him to kiss her on the lips again. Her lungs were burning for air, but she didn't care. This was too good to stop. Her hands were buried in his hair and he was under her shirt - fingers tracing her spine. They were in their own world, totally forgetting that they are on some party, until somebody walked on them with: „God kids... Get a room!" They pulled apart and looked at each other, Eva looked in the direction where the voice comes from. She had no idea who it was, which worked for her, when she looked back at Chris, there was a big grin on his face. „Afraid that somebody from your friends sees us?" He said it almost laughing. Eva – still sitting on that kitchen counter, legs locked behind him, hands on his chest – looked him in the eyes and she had no idea what to say. Yeah, if somebody saw them, she would have to answer a lot of questions like – What does this mean? Are you crazy? Do You know they called him penetrator, right? Are you two dating? Do you have feelings for him? Do you love him? – Eva could imagine it. When she focused on Chris again, she noticed that his smile faded, so she said something she will definitely regret in the future. „Are we out of here?" He seemed surprised for a while, but he let go of her and stepped aside. „I will follow."

They made their way out of the house without looking back. They started walking, their way was quiet and they both were actually glad for it. Eva started doubting her decision from earlier, she should have been rational and stopped him. What the hell am I doing? Her head was picturing the worst. Did I fell for him? She looked in his direction and was met with his eyes staring back at her. He must have sensed her mind is racing faster than lightning because his right hand made its way around her shoulders. Ok, this is definitely weird. They were walking quietly, his hand around her shoulders and Eva had to admit that it was not that weird, like she thought it would. Her phone buzzed in her pocket so she looked at the display. My flight got delayed, hope to be home soon. – N. Eva New that Chris is gonna read it, so she just typed: Ok, keep updating. I'm here for you.

„Is Noora coming for a visit?" They never actually talk with each other, so she had no idea if she can talk to him about chat Noora did – that she left William in London. There is still a chance that he already knows it. „No." Was all Eva said. She could feel his eyes on her, so she looked at him, there was a question on his face. So maybe he really has no idea what is going on. „Noora is going home." His eyes grew a little bigger, but he didn't say anything. „She is leaving London. Alone." Eva was looking at Chris the whole time and she could say that he was taken aback, he is not in touch with William? „They broke up?" Was all Chris asked. Eva achaly didn't know the answer for this. „I guess they did not. I think she just needs some space." He was looking at her with his brows furrowed. „You had no idea, that something is going on?" It was all Eva could say. She didn't understand – Chris and William are best friends – so how come he didn't know. „No." His answer was simple, but still not enough, she was sure she looks like a crazy person with her mouth lightly opened. This time it was Chris who was looking at her with a question written on the face. After a while he lightly closed his eyes in realization. „We are not in touch actually." That was weird. „How come?" Eva asked. He was not looking at her, but she was sure that for a first time she sees him with sadness in the eyes. He was silent, so she thought that she asked to much, but he cleared his throat. „He becomes a jerk when he is with his father. We stopped talking few weeks after they left." Eva was shocked. What the fuck is happening? She thought they were like brothers or at least it always looked like it. How bad it is with William when he stopped talking with best friend and started ignoring a girl he was fighting for? What could possibly happened? Is that the reason why is Chris so different now? He was really nice to her all summer and did she even saw him with somebody else in the last few weeks? Did you, Eva? She really could not remember a party where he had been with somebody else than her. Of course she had no idea if he didn't leave a party with some random girl, but most parties they were leaving kind of together, Eva with girls and Chris with his friends. She looked at him with confused look all over her face. He smiled at her. „Eva I'm fine! He used to be my friend, but he is not anymore. Guys don't deal with this like you girls. I'm over it." He was smiling, but Eva could tell that his smile did not reach his eyes.

The rest of their way was mostly quiet, but Eva was kind of surprised, when she realized they are in her neighborhood. It was just a moment and they were standing at her doorstep, she was debating if she should take him inside, she brought him there after all – she was the one who suggested to leave the party –he was here because he wanted to get laid. Nothing more, nothing less, Eva! The problem was, that now she was not in the mood for sex, she felt like going to bed with ice cream and watch Friends to cheer herself up a bit. She had to be in her own thoughts too long, because when she looked back at him, he was smirking at her. „So… I guess this is where my way ends?" She could ask if he wants to eat ice cream and watch Friends with her, but this is Chris Schistad for god's sake. He is not gonna watch Friends with you, Eva! She looked him in the eyes and she could feel it right back – that lust she felt at that party – that need feel his lips on hers. But just lust was not enough right now. She wanted him to stay, but she didn't want him to stay for sex, she wanted him to stay because he wants to. „Yeah, I…" She had no idea what she should say. She didn't want him to think that she starts to feel something for him. Oh, don't be an idiot Eva, deep down you already know what is going on. His expression changed for a while and he looked at his shoes. „We can just talk or watch a movie. We don't have to… You know." Ok, what did he just said?! Eva looked at him with her right eyebrow lifted. He just smiled. „Oh, come on! I'm not just a fuckboy. I'm kind of normal too, you know?" Am I dreaming? She was more than confused in that moment, but she wanted it – even if she had no idea where this is gonna end or what all of this means. She has no idea what it means for him or for them and she definitely didn't know what it means for her, but at this moment? With him standing on her doorstep with that smile of his? She knew she is not gonna let that moment fade. So she unlocked the door and let him in.

Ok, first of all I want to thank you guys for all that hearts. You are so amazing! I decided to write more so this is the result. I hope you liked it! Will be glad for every comment and feedback.
And again sorry for my english.