"Lucy never forget the love i have for you. Je t'aime ma chérie."
The redhead affectionately let her left hand go through her lover's hair. Blonde like gold and precious to her like the most important treasure in her world. Lucy was her everything. Erza was complete with her just like Lucy was. Unfortunately loving someone is nice but protect her and make her happy is better.
Right now Lucy's happiness and also her own mean some sacrifice. Through this dark night they were sealing their fate after a night of love and passion with only the full moon as witness. When their desperate voice and lust was no more, the mansion were silent but the tension in the bedroom was still terrifying. Erza teared Lucy's clothes in her room then throw them all around the bedroom to simulate a desperate fugue or more according to how everyone will think of it. She then put some new clothes in her bag. Manly clothes to be exact. Less she will be feminine more everyone won't recognize her. That was the plan for now.
Wearing a white flannel and a black pants, Lucy were crying. Afraid of what she will maybe lose and what she will found in the next few week.
"Erza please come with me... We can get through this together."
"You know the truth Lucy. We can't. It's the only way"
"Erza please... Erza..."
"Erza!"
Panting heavily, Lucy looked around after she opened her tired eyes. The sun were slowly rising, painting the sky with beautiful red and yellow colors.
"Itwasa dream" she thought after she felt warm tears run downs her cheeks. More she wiped her eyes but more of warm wetness appeared. Slowly breathing to hold her feelings back, the blonde tried to stretch her back to wake up. She turned around with a deep sight to lay on her back and look at the wooden ceiling.
"Same dream again and alone in my bed again"
A tears slowly fell on her cheeks once more but she quickly wiped it with the back of her hands. Around the house was a sweet flavor of breakfast. Eggs, bacon... maybe bread too. This feeling of simple life was still so idealistic for her and yet here she was. Living what was so impossible to have for her not too long ago and it was the love of her life who offered her that opportunity.
"I'm still not use to it yet even if it's been a while that I live here now. How long as it been again?" She moved her hands up and start counting on her fingers. "Three week... Not that long"
"It's as if I'm waiting for a year..." she thought.
Lucy turned her head to the bedroom's window with another sigh. Outside were some yellow birds and blue butterflies around the big tree close the house. From her bed, Lucy was watching them with a feeling of curiosity and jealousy as if a part of her were missing.
Erza. She could easily imagine her redhead with her right now. Caressing her hair lovingly with their eyes deep in each other. "Lucy, are you happy right now? I'm worry you're feeling lonely because of me" she would say. Lucy was tempt to think that she was happy but how could she when her heart was feeling so incomplete?
"I'm not happy... Not as much I as I wished..."
Suddenly, a loud knock on the door made Lucy aware of her laziness.
"Lucy! LUCY WAKE UP!"
"Urgh..." Lucy quickly moved her blanket to cover her head when her door burst open.
"What? Mira it's still too early... Leave me alone."
Unfortunately for Lucy, the lady didn't listen to her and ,instead of leaving the bedroom, she took to blanket out of Lucy's face as she sat on the edge of the bed. The young girl was wearing a nice red dress just like Lucy's girlfriend hair with a light blue scarf around her neck making her brown eyes and white hair even more beautiful.
Lucy looked at her with a cute pout when her eyes met a with paper in her hand. She was tired but not blind. As soon as she saw the white paper in her friend hand, Lucy tried to take it but Mira didn't let her.
"First come in the living room to eat your breakfast" she said with a smile. "One thing at time"
"You sound like your sister" Lucy sigh while Mira was opening her windows.
"Well I am her sister."
"I prefer the first version..." Lucy mumble burrying her face in her pillow.
Mira Jane, Erza Scarlett's sister. Both of them don't have anything in common physically for logical reason but they amazingly are thinking the same way sometimes. Just like this moment for example, Mira's sensitivity was as amazing as Lucy's girlfriend was.
Lucy could be a good lier but she would never be able to fool them.
"You better not fall for her anyway. Well since she's much more funny and not that uptight ass Erza is, I would understand your feelings. But! She' .Girl sweetheart!"
Lucy turned her head to the door and saw the one who just talked to her with so much familiarity. Her eyes met a tanned girl with long dark hair, still wet from a previous bath, wearing a rainbow swimsuit with little brown short.
That exotic beauty of hers really was attractive in many ways. Mira had really great taste, even Lucy surprised herself blushing many times while watching that tanned girl going out of the bathroom shamelessly naked. Or even surprise both of her and Mira kissing passionately in the house. Well maybe that example wasn't a good one. That house was hers after all so they was used to be alone and do what they wish freely.
"Even through I don't belong here they accepted me. Mira is just as sweet as her sister is"
"I can tell you for sure that Erza isn't like you think. She's really open mind in many thing and really funny Cana... Even if she's always busy" Lucy said with a blush as she took a towel.
"Ooh I know she can be really busy when she's open to many thing with you. And I'm not talking about the way she think if you know what I mean. Please insert a lewd moan here" Cana answered with a smirk.
"Caaanaa, you're talking about my sister's sex life here and I really don't want to hear the details" Mira covered Cana's mouth with her hands. "We will let you take your bath first Lucy. Cana and I will wait for you downstairs. You, come with me!"
Mira pushed Cana out of the bedroom.
"What? You're going to punish me? Wasn't it you yesterday who kept moaning "Oh yes please mistress" to me?"
"Oh please shut up!"
"Make me"
"Don't ma-"
Bam!
As the conversation get sexier and harder to listen, Lucy ran to the bathroom shutting the door violently behind her. Back on the door and sighing in silence, she reopened her eyes to see herself in the mirror in front of her. Her usual morning tired eyes could be seen. She look ugly she thought as she slowly walk close to her other self to look closer, but the blond didn't had time to complain. Mira was a nice girl but when it come to patience you could dream if you think she had a lot of that.
Lucy slowly took her clothes off, letting them fall on the bathroom's floor but once her shirt was off Lucy couldn't avert her eyes from her reflect. Why? Her back was still full of marks. Marks that her dad took care to wildly put on her by force to make her remember that she will maybe never be happy each times she dared do what she wanted or disobey him in the past. Light burn or whip mark, it was now heal so it was hard to tell which one is what.
Warm water running on her skin, face and hair, Lucy closed her eyes dreaming about the memory of the first time she and her dear lover decided to shared their feeling for each other both physically and mentally. For the blond, this path was the hardest but she never regret it. Even when Erza almost cried when she saw how her back was a so bruised back then. Lucy was afraid that the redhead would be disgust but she didn't... Erza promised her to love her and made her happy instead. Lucy remember that light in her eyes as if it was yesterday. She felt so loved.
"Erza will come back to me... I'm sure of it. "
Aware of the time she spend in the bathroom, Lucy quickly put some make up around her eyes to don't look too pathetic in front the girls then came out with a simple blue short, white short and a towel on her wet hair.
"Lucy, you finally came down" said Mira.
Mira was standing close to the dinner table and apparently taking her apron off.
"We were about to eat without you, ya know?"
"You're not that mean Mira" Lucy said with a smile as I take a sit and start to eat.
"You could wipe your hair better than that Lucy. You'll get cold if you don't do it properly."
"I don't care... So what about this letter you bring with you this morning?"
Cana smiled widely.
"You're imagining things sweetheart" Cana told her with a smirk.
" "Imagining things" my ass! Mira told me that she would show it to me!"
"She did?"
Cana and Lucy looked at Mira at their left who was actually eating the last bit of her eggs and bacon.
"Lucy... First, you shouldn't swear. Erza wouldn't appreciate such a thing coming from you."
Hearing the name of her lover made Lucy lower her eyes but unfortunately for her, Mira was right.
"Erza was indeed a simple butler but her loyalty made her being a demanding person with strict rules. And not swearing is part of these rules... "A simple butler", huh? Bullshit, Erza always was more than that"
Thinking about her made Lucy blush furiously.
"Well~ well, someone's thinking dirty things so early in the morning?"
"H-hey...!" Lucy quickly said but then covered her mouth.
"Don't worry you're not alone. This morning Mira woke me up because she couldn't sleep and..."
"Cana!" Mira slammed her hands on the table with anger.
"Aaah... All of this is so bothersome" Lucy sigh.
"Forget about her Lucy and come with me. I need some help to wash the dishes... That girl right here will do her own since she's so eager to tease us since she woke up! Oh, she'll also go buy some provision as well. Alone. I hope your hands are strong enough to lift all these things to the house and the cafe."
Cana's face suddenly became aware of her situations.
"You're so mean! I can't do all of that alone... It make too much!"
Lucy was about to ask Cana if she wanted some help when Mira walked close to her and gently hold her arm.
Even thought it was a friendly touch, Lucy could understand how these two girls got together. This sensual and yet gentle or caring atmosphere around them were so similar that it was as if they were soulmates.
If lucy wanted to be imaginative, she would rather have said that they both was in a kind of sensual play where they both teasing each other to make the tension rise. A game somewhat disturbing for the one who could found herself caught in the middle... Meaning Lucy at that moment.
Lucy didn't know what to say to be honest so she followed Mira to the kitchen just like she wanted. There they both start to wash the dish, Mira was doing it while Lucy wiped them when she was done.
"Doing this make me think of Erza" Lucy mumble with a low voice.
Mira giggle.
"Everything make you think about Erza sweetheart."
"That's true... I miss her Mira. I'm so worry about her."
Mira's stare at her softly as she slowly run her fingers through Lucy's hair.
"You should go out today. It's sunny and it seems that you need some fresh air. Go to the park? It's will make you feel better and think about something else. You'll see."
Lucy nodded kissing Mira's cheek before she go back to her bedroom upstairs. Considering how it was so hot these past two days, the blond wore a simple blue sleeveless shirt with a dark short and boots. After she wore these big fancy dresses at the mansion for too long, she really needed to wear something else than dresses or skirts now.
Saying goodbye to Cana and Mira on the way, she ran outside the house. The weather was so warm that it was impossible to tell an heavy rain was falling the previous night.
Three weeks. Almost a month and yet it feel as if she was living here since forever.
FairyTail
An exotic city living from fishing and trading. They wasn't rich but they were happy.
Everyone didn't knew who she was. Noble or not, none of them cared about it. Walking around, talking with people, look around shops, it was as if she was someone else.
Not too far from the city's main gate were a big fancy cloth shop. The owner was one of Cana and Mira's friend : Levy McGarden. According to Cana, she had a fiancée but Lucy never had the chance to meet the chosen one.
A dark dress was in one of the shop window and Lucy thought again about her lover, wondering how beautiful she would look in it. Still she was so masculine in her job that it would be weird for the blond to think about her girlfriend in a so feminine way. A little tomboy was bothering her though.
Lucy was about to move away from the store when someone called her.
"Hey! Lucy! Is that you?"
A young girl with blue hair, a little smaller than Lucy came to her.
"Levy...?"
"It's been a while! You must be so happy right now! Is that why you came to buy a nice dress?! Come here I'll help you Lucy! Don't worry and leave everything to me!"
"Wait what?!"
Red dress, heels and jewels, Lucy finds herself quickly dress up against her will as if she was going to leave in evening for a party.
"I'm sorry Levy but I don't understand a single thing and I don't have the money to buy all that!"
The Levy who was tying Lucy's necklace behind her answered with as much joy than if it was her who was going to have a surprise.
"Don't be shy you'll give it back later if you wish. It's a special day right now so I want you to be happy. You're my best friend after all."
"A special day?"
"It's almost time now. You better go back to Mira's bar now. Go go!"
Levy wink at me leaving her confuse and yet she did as she told her. Well, Levy pushed her out of the store so she didn't had any choice to be honest but in a way Lucy knew that it certainly had a connection to the letter Mira was holding this morning.
Wondering what would happened to her and why in the world Levy knew about the letter before she does, Lucy made her way to the bar until she saw something who caught her attention. A couple of young girl in each other arms was in the park. A blonde girly girl with a long brown hair tomboy were kissing under a tree. For a moment, Lucy saw herself and Erza but shakes her head to get this mind out of her head.
Not too far from the park were Mira's bar and Lucy didn't want to go back. That bar is also where the three of them were currently living. Close to the sea with a great view on the beach. At this time, her bar was full of client. Dinner, drinking or just having fun, all these people wanted to take a good time with friends or family and they were but for Lucy, it was just a bunch of loud people. And loud people, Lucy hate that.
She sat on one of the bench in the middle of the park trying to hold back her tears.
"Is something wrong?" Said a woman as she sat close to her.
"I want to be alone, sorry. Could you leave me alone, please? And I'm not interested"
"You already have someone in mind?" The unknown woman asked with a laugh. "You must miss her a lot to cry like that"
A sweet silence came between them as a gentle hand cover with black gloves wiped Lucy's tears away from her eyes. When Lucy saw these gloves, she felt her heart shiver with memory.
When Erza was washing her hands on her apron with a satisfy smile, a delicious smell was filling the whole kitchen. Wearing her black gloves again, the redhead was leading the kitchen's staff with an iron hand and yet with the biggest effective efficiency. Or when, Erza was following every of Lucy's desire or taking care of the mansion. Just watching her always made Lucy happy and yet...
"Lucy!"
... When Erza was offering her lover her hands, eyes into hers as if nothing else matter with her most sweetest smile, it was just beautiful.
"I love her" replied lucy without thinking about it.
"I love you too Lucy"
Tenderly, the same hand on Lucy's cheek pushed a few rebellious hair behind one of her ears while Lucy was turning her head towards her interlocutor. She could recognize these hair color and clothes anywhere. This white shirt, that red tie and black pants and shoes...
"Erza... Is that really you?"
The woman was tall with strong brown eyes looking at her as if she could see deep in her heart. A white eye patch was hiding her right eyes with a deep scars going up and down behind it and yet Lucy could lost herself in these eyes. She want to do it. Closing her eyes and kiss her as if the world was gonna end but her body couldn't move. Erza was there, in front of her and tears didn't want to stop anymore.
"You're such a crybaby" Erza softly told her as she was wrapping her arms around Lucy's head to hide it on her chest.
"Shut up..."
"Okay..." Erza fondle Lucy's back. "You're absolutely beautiful today"
"You're the worst."
"You still love me anyway"
Erza gave her a little peck on her lips holding her hands at same times.
"Hey Erza! Did you saw Lucy?!"
Both of them turned their head to see Cana not too far from them struggling with bags. Erza, still used to her previous job for Lucy and her father, ran to the tan girl to help her with her burden but she refused exchanging few friendly words with her with a low voice as well that Lucy couldn't hear.
"Aah! Sexy! You don't have to try to be that perfect you know?" Cana winked at the blond.
"I only care about what Erza think not you!"
Erza laughed hearing these kind of words from her lover.
"Don't be too mean Lucy even if I'm please by each of your words"
Her voice had this strong atmosphere making her well build body even more delectable.
"Enough chitchat girls. Mira will kill me if I'm late before the lunch service begin! First, take that Erza..." Cana quickly gave the butler a paper. "It supposed to be for me and Mira but you both need it more than we do."
Erza seemed to hesitate for a moment but took it anyway letting Cana go away with a satisfy smirk.
"Is it Mira who gave you that dress?" Erza asked as she was fixing her tie with a blush.
"No... And we don't care" Lucy hugged her tightly. "You're here and I want to hear everything from you"
Erza's eyes became darker for a second while Lucy broke their hug to take her eye patch off. Erza didn't hold her back, instead she looked at her with a sad stare.
"How did you get that?"
Erza stayed silent. Her scars was so deep that it was as if it was made with a knife. Maybe it was and if it is, it must have been so painful and scaring.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault" Lucy whispered when Erza quickly hold the wrist of her hand still holding the eye patch.
"At least I can be with you without worrying about your father now." Erza took the eye patch tossing it in the nearest trash can. "I... You must be hungry, let's found somewhere we can eat in peace"
"It's not even 10 a.m, hehaha"
"Yeah sorry... I did a mistake here"
Lucy wasn't an idiot, Erza was incredibly happy to be with her but she was also sad as well for an unknown reason. Erza took her hand and start to walk, trying to catch up the time they missed far away from each other. Question was asked but mostly from the butler about how she was feeling in her new town and new life. She really seems worry about Lucy and if anyone was mean or threatening her while she wasn't around. Well at a point, Lucy wasn't thinking about it like a simple talk anymore but more like a interrogatory. She took Erza's hand to reassure her and soon her words stopped.
"Erza stop being so worry about me, everything went fine. Mira and Cana took care of me just like a family would do"
"I see. What a relief..."
"What about you? W-why did you... Aah..."
"Close your eyes" Erza whispered to her in a kiss.
When she did, Lucy was blindfold and only the warmth of her lovers hand was showing her the way.
"Where are we going?"
"That's a surprise, baby"
A kiss on Lucy's cheek and soon they start to walk again for few minutes until when enter in a building. The cold air who suddenly hit her body made her shiver but it didn't last long, Erza softly rubbed her shoulder to warm her a little.
"Don't worry, we'll be there soon."
An elevator, a door, a sweet music, a kiss... A sweet kiss. Lucy wasn't blindfold anymore when the kiss was over and she saw around them a lovely white room similar to a princess one. It wasn't cute but sophisticate and had this sensual mood thanks to the music singing in the air.
"I-it was Mira's idea not mine" said Erza blushing when she saw Lucy getting stun. "But since it was a good one I-I wasn't against it... I want us to start everything with good basics."
Lucy slowly touched Erza eyes scars up and down.
"That was my punishment after I gave my resignation. It wasn't as painful as you think don't worry"
"How could it not be painful...?" Lucy kissed her all around her face.
Closing her eyes, Erza wrap her arms around her smaller girlfriend protectively as Lucy touched her jaw down to her tie.
"You could at least make it more romantic you know? Going straight to an hotel? I could get mad you know..."
The butler swallow with surprise when Lucy pushed her on the bed. Her eyes never leaved her girlfriends even when she saw these cute pink color appear on Lucy's cheeks. The huge desire to kiss her get through her again.
"I-I was planning to watch to sunset together then go on a date after that"
"Huh? Isn't it in the wrong way? I mean we should go on a date, watch the sunset then go to an hotel in the end" replied a confuse Lucy.
Erza was about to cover her terrible blush with her hands when Lucy grabbed her wrist and kissed her passionately.
"Don't worry I love this part of you as well" whispered Lucy.
Slowly, their fact lean close to each other and they kissed again. Their bodies rubbing against each other in harmony with their groaning, the sweet melody of the room suddenly changed into another more sensual and at that moment Erza switched Lucy over bed to take the control.
"Je t'aime Lucy... I love you so much"
Who could tell that that authoritative feminine voice could tell so sweet words to another woman? Lucy felt delight to be her chosen one when she thought about how special she is to Erza and she told her the same with no regrets.
"I love you too.
Erza starts with her tie, unbuttoned her shirt under the eyes of her partner who also doing the same with impatience. This afternoon was still young but their hurry did not care. So much time had elapsed that only one thing mattered: confirm that all of this wasn't a dream.
They kissed again their heart filled with their love as they unzip each other bra. When this was done, Erza hastened to cover the breasts with her lover with lick and kisses leaving her mark near her heart. Lucy arched her back under Erza's exploring touch. Her moan, her skin, her smell, she felt Lucy belonging to her so hard right now and yet she wanted more.
She took care to cover her beloved breast with saliva, sucking and licking her nipples with passion. Delighted by the slightest moaning of pleasure from her partner, Erza showered her body with butterfly kisses until she get to Lucy's panties. A very beautiful one, pink with beautiful lace. Seeing this, Erza couldn't help but lick her skin close to the outline and all over her legs lovingly. Lucy poses no resistance and her panties even began to get furiously soak.
Erza passed the flat of her tongue over her panties all the way to her girl lips making her moan once more.
"You're so beautiful." Erza whispered as Lucy's took her panties off.
"Erza... Kiss me"
With her full mouth, Erza took her lover clit in her mouth. She rolled her tongue around it, suck on it and played with her pussy as if she was giving it a deep kiss while Lucy was fighting her own voice to not moan too loud. Her hips moved to grind against Erza's mouth leaving the butler in delight. She needed to use her hands to roughly make her hips stay still when Erza pushed her tongue inside of her, the sound of the butler name groan again in again in a so sexual way made the stronger woman see stars with lust.
"Erza I want to see you... Ahn!"
The blond groan when Erza removed her mouth from her heat but her dissatisfaction turned into a lewd whimper once two fingers penetrated her with strength and experiment move.
"Lucy, I love you" Erza whispered resting their forehead together.
Holding her as close ad she could, Erza whispered it again and again watching Lucy's lustful expressions transform into sadness until her climax. Tears was falling around her cheeks without wanting to stop worrying lightly the redhead.
"Lucy don't cry"
She wiped Lucy's tears away.
"I missed you... I missed you so much! I was thinking you died on me!" Lucy desperately said over and over.
"I would never Lucy... I won't leave you like that"
Comforting each other, the bad times spent together in the past and away from the other no longer matter. Once again, they found themselves hugging and kissing each other even more fervently than before.
Then the night came, as promised Erza offered Lucy an date to contemplate the sunset. Standing in front of a balustrade on top of a small hill not far from the small town, a magnificent view overlooking the sea was superbly offered to them. Lucy put a hand on her lover's one even thought her gaze remained focused on the sight in front of her.
"You had scars on your back Erza. I saw them and... They were... Things must had been hard that morning we planned my escape"
The guilt filled Lucy's heart but Erza squeezed her hand protectively.
"Lucy I love you so these scars are for me nothing more than a proof that what I'm saying is the truth"
"Hehe you're the worst. Honey tongue!"
Lucy pecked Erza's cheek.
"Does this mean that the reason why you came working for us even through my dad was a jerk is also a secret?"
"You're so smart sweetheart"
"Haha shut up"
To be honest Lucy knew the truth, Mira told her but she didn't care. Who cares if Erza had a bad scaring past? Adoption? Forced to work like slave to the heartfillia family until she found her adopted family again after years of search? She was with her right now and nothing else matter and she had her help now.
Even through all of her scars was her family's fault Erza loved her for who she is and not the blood who was running through her veins. Lucy didn't believed in Erza's resignation explanation but they was finally together and if her dad would come back, they would get through this together. They wasn't alone as well, Erza had a family now and they accepted Lucy just like a member as well.
Love is sacrifice but moments of happiness like this make all this worth it.
From now on, these moment of happiness won't stop anymore.
They won't allow it anymore.