Hello Loves! This is my first fanfiction and I am so excited to share with you. This is the way I wish Me Before You ended. I would like to note that these characters are not mine and I did take out some lines from the book. Please tell me what you think! I would like to post every other day for this story so make sure you check out what happens!
I was not sure how that day was going to go, but I knew that whatever happened was it was Will's choice. The night before I could not fall asleep, all I could think about was the thought of not having Will by my side for the rest of my life. Mrs. Traynor had called for a taxi to pick me early in the morning and bring me to the place where I would say goodby to the person who changed my life. As I walked up the steps to go into the little house I was not exactly sure what to expect, I thought that it would look like every other hospital room, but to my surprise it was the complete opposite. It was well decorated and the smell of fresh flowers washed over me as I opened the door. The lady who greeted me knew exactly who I was and lead me down a hallway to Will´s room. The first thing I saw was Will surrounded by Mrs. and Mr. Traynor, Mrs. Traynor at his left with his hand in hers and Mr. Traynor to his right. Georginia was in the corner of the room curled up into a ball and tears running down her face.
¨Hey Clark¨ Will said quietly as I walked in.
Will had a look on his face that I had never seen before, it was relaxed and pain free. It looked as if he was already retreating to a place that I would be unable to pull him out of.
¨I missed you Will Traynor¨ was the only thing I was able to get out without breaking down in front of him. I had promised myself the night before that I did not come to convince Will to change his mind, I told myself that this was the only decision that Will had full control over and I had to respect that.
¨Come here Clark¨ he said as Mrs. And Mr. traynor got up. ¨Sit right next to me so I can look at you¨ I looked at him and as I hesitated ¨Please Louisa, sit right next to me.¨
¨Can you give me and Louisa some time together, Alone¨ he asked, as his parents pleaded Georgina to get up and leave.
As I sat down next to Will all I could think about was all the things I wanted to say to him. ¨Why is it that you can ruin my life, but I have no say in yours?¨ but I knew that I was there to support his decision and it was not my choice anymore.
¨Lay down beside me Clark, and rest your head on my chest¨
I rested my head on his chest and could hear his heart beating up and down and smelled the smell that I had grown to love, oh that smell I could pick out from thousands. The smell that I breathed in just about everyday for the past 6 months. I had learned every little scare and crease on Will´s body. I knew the little parts of his body that he could feel, although I knew he could not feel much I drew circles on his right wrist where I knew he could feel it.
¨Thank you for coming¨ he said after a few minutes of silents.
¨And thank you for sharing the past 6 months with me, you have showed me a world that I thought I had lost after my accident, surprisingly Clark, it was some of the best 6 months I have ever had¨ he said with a silent chuckle.
At that moment I could not keep it in and started crying. ¨Me too¨ was all I managed to get out.
¨Look at me, Please, look at me. I want to tell you something.¨
I lifted my head and his bright blue eyes were looking down at me. Those eyes had never been so blue before and so at peace.
With tears forming at the corners of his eyes he softly whispered in my ear, ¨You have given your heart to this broken man and showed me that this life can be good. I rejected your heart in hopes that I would not hurt you, but in doing so I have hurt you even more.¨
With tears running down both of our faces now I felt the slight movement of his good hand caressing mine.
¨I love you Will Traynor, more than you will ever know¨
¨I Iove you too Louisa Clark¨ he whispered into ear, ¨I promise to tell you everyday¨
My head snapped up as I heard those words. Will must have read my puzzled face and smiled.
¨I can't leave you, Clark I love you too much¨ he said as I wiped his eyes with my thumbs.
¨But you have to promise me two things¨
With happy tears now running down my face I was able to get out the words ¨Anything¨
¨You have to promise me that with me staying you will not put your hopes and dreams aside and you will allow me to go if my condition worsens and I have to rely on machines to keep me alive.¨
¨Yes, Will I promise¨ I said as tears ran down my face.
We layed there for some time, me trying to take in what just happened and Will smiling from ear to ear. His dimples so prominent on his face was all I could see. After what felt like hours Will asked for me to get his family. Opening the door to see both Mr. and Mrs. Traynor sitting in arm chairs holding hands trying to accept what their son was about to do to himself.
¨Mrs. And Mr. Traynor, Georginia, Will would like for you to come in.¨
As the family walked in both Will and I had huge smiles on our faces that puzzled all three of them.
¨Mother, can you purchase another plane ticket home?¨ Will asked trying to keep a straight face.
Just as I did Mrs. Traynor looked confused.
¨What did you just say Will¨ she asked unsurely.
¨I want to go home¨ Will said finally letting his smile take over his face.
Mrs. Traynors face went white and I thought she might faint. It took the family a couple minutes to take in the news, but once they could fully comprehend it a sigh of relief was released.
¨What made you change your mind?¨ Mr. Traynor asked as he patted his son on shoulder.
¨Lou did¨ Will answered looking right into my eyes.