Hi guys.
I'm still working hard on Sweet like jasmine which is coming to an end, so I've started some of my new ones. I got this back from my dear beta and thought you might enjoy it. This is slightly AU. Hanna is still with Jordan. And Spaleb...Well, read and find out.
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Jealous
Chapter One
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"Shit shit shit," Hanna murmured, more to herself than to Caleb who was still in his bed lying on his back, his chest heaving and breathing heavily, completely spent against the dampness of the mattress. He looked at Hanna as his heart sank. He had hoped beyond hope that after the hot and passionate moment they just shared it might have meant she and Jordan had finally broken up, why else would she come to his hotel room? But judging by her frantic behavior and continued cursing as she ran her hands through her hair, nothing seemed further from the truth.
He looked at her as she scrambled across the room trying to gather her clothes that were strewn around the room and trying to get herself dressed as soon as fast as she could.
"Hanna," Caleb begged from the bed, wanting nothing more for them to talk about what just happened between them. But Hanna just looked at him with a panic stricken face. Although her appearance was nearly comical with her top half completely dressed, yet the bottom half only sporting lace panties and still trying to locate her skirt that Caleb knew needed to be somewhere between the sheets. He nearly let out laugh when he noticed the sexed up hair that revealed all too well what they had been up to only minutes ago.
"Caleb please, don't...it...it was a mistake."
"A mistake?" Caleb asked her indignantly, climbing off the bed slipping into a fresh pair of boxers.
"A mistake Hanna?" He yelled now as he sat up slightly from the bed.
"Caleb, please I'm begging you, can we pretend this never happened?" She asked him with a desperate look.
"Hanna, we just had sex! Consensual, amazing all sorts of firework kind of sex, or did you momentarily leave your body and accidentally land on my cock?"
Hanna groaned in frustration and looked at him with a hint of anger in her eyes. "Caleb I'm not stupid, well I am stupid… We were stupid." She said holding up her hand and showing him her ring. Caleb I'm about to get married and you… you are with Spencer."
Reality hit her as she actually spoke the words. "You are with Spencer and I'm getting married soon." She whispered. More to herself than to Caleb and nearly missed his next words.
"Not exactly." He snorted.
Hanna's head shot up, momentarily forgetting about trying to locate her skirt and looked at him confused. "What?"
Caleb averted her eyes and gave a nervous cough.
"Spencer and me, well we actually broke up. A few days ago, why do you think I've been living at the Radley?"
Hanna stared at him incredulously. "What?!" She shouted at him angrily. You broke up with Spencer and you didn't tell me?"
"When was I supposed to tell you? When you were pouncing on me, when you had your tongue down my throat or when…"
"Caleb, you broke up with Spencer?" Hanna asked again, feeling even more guilty now. Realizing she had been the only one cheating on their significant other just moments ago.
"Is that why you didn't stop me?" Hanna asked him suspiciously pointing at the bed.
"Hanna for God's sake, I assumed you and Jordan had broken up and that's why you were here. Why else would you be here and throw yourself at me like that?" He shot back, walking over to Hanna, standing in front of her and letting out a deep breath. His question still lingering in the room and around them as Hanna looked anywhere but at Caleb.
"Hanna… He started and took another deep breath before speaking. "What just happened, did because the both of us wanted it to and if I may speak for myself. Ever since we kissed and I nearly lost you at the hands of A.D there's nothing more I've wanted than to be with you.
Spencer knew that and that's why we broke up." He told her honestly.
"And yes, I would be lying if I said I don't want to be with you Han, because I do. Every single part of me is screaming to be with you. That is all I ever wanted and all I ever will."
He swallowed hard before he continued. "But if you are telling me that you are happy, that Jordan is what you want, that he is who you want, I can live with that, I will have to live with that. Knowing you are happy will be enough for me."
Hanna looked at him, his sincere gaze and his evident love for her apparent in his eyes. She looked at him for a long time, remembering the pure love they had shared, remembering the heartbreaking hurt their break up had brought the both of them and was still bringing them to this day.
She couldn't deal with that kind of heartbreak anymore, she wouldn't. It was easier to be with someone she didn't love as much as she loved Caleb. At least the heartbreak wouldn't be so intense if she ever broke up with Jordan.
Hanna looked at him with a blank expression on her face, taking a small step back from him.
The hopeful gaze was wiped off his face instantly. The small move had been enough of an answer to him. He walked back to the bed and retrieved her skirt from between the covers handing it to her without meeting her eyes.
He could hear her opening her mouth to speak but Caleb stopped her before she could even start. He didn't want to hear it. He didn't want to hear the excuses because he would ponder them for the unforeseeable future.
"Just leave." He said tenaciously.
He stood there watching her getting dressed hurriedly, she grabbed her phone that had fallen of the bed and slung her handbag over her shoulder before walking to the door of his hotel room. Her hand was on the door handle before she turned around one last time, her eyes finding his tear brimmed ones.
"Good luck with the auditions Caleb" She finally said, turning around and reaching out to open the door.
"Wait!" He nearly shouted and Hanna looked up at him again.
"You're still coming right? To cheer me on?" He asked nervously. It had been because of her persistent pressure and promise he'd sing for her that he auditioned in the first place.
She looked at him with a sadness in her eyes and he knew what it meant. She wasn't coming and he looked away from her, letting out a sigh.
"I'll try." She finally said in a quiet voice. Both of them knowing it was never going to happen.
He didn't bother looking up when he heard the door open and close.
He stood there staring at the closed door, she had walked out on him, once again. The pain of it just as severe and raw as it was all those years ago.
Caleb walked over to his bathroom and stepped underneath the hot stream of the water. He held his head underneath the stream, hoping it would wash away all the memories from today. It did quite the opposite.
The moment he had opened the door, wondering for a moment who it could be. She had taken the lead. She had asked him if she could come in, looking at him with a smouldering look that left little to the imagination as to why she was there.
It was her that started it, she had kissed him the moment he closed the door. It all happened so fast, yet if felt so familiar and amazing. The moment he had laid his eyes on her, he wanted her so much he never thought about stopping her when her soft lips pressed urgently onto his. It didn't take long before her tongue found his, and he moaned at the familiarity of it all. Hanna was back. His Hanna.
She made her desperation clear when she pushed him towards his bed never breaking their kiss and pushed him down onto the covers quite violently, he liked it when she took charge, it made him want her even more.
She didn't follow him down, instead she leaned over him slightly and opened his jeans where his cock was already straining against the material. He watched her as she pulled his jeans down with a hungry look on her face and pulled it off him, taking off his socks in the process as he quickly rid himself of his shirt.
She stood between his legs and took in his physique. Absentmindedly licking her lips. She moved over to him and straddled him, her skirt riding up as she placed her legs around his hips and sinking down onto his hips, his hard cock against her entrance, the thin material of his boxers the only thing separating them.
Caleb couldn't withhold the moan when her heat came into contact with him. She smiled a playful smile and pushed against his chest, forcing him to lie down on the bed. Their eyes never leaving each others as she took off her top, revealing the nakedness underneath.
"Fuck Hanna, what are you doing to me?" Caleb groaned, sitting up and cupping her breasts, his mouth finding hers in a searing kiss that caused Hanna to grind her hips against him.
He shuddered at the sensation. He needed to touch her, feel her. All if her. Without breaking the kiss he let one hand ride up her leg that she had wrapped around his hips, still straddling him holding him firmly in place. He reached underneath her skirt that had crumbled up around her waist. He didn't take any time to find the inside of her thigh, letting his hand ride up higher in search for the lace he knew he would find.
He moaned when his fingers came in contact with her slick entrance, realization hitting him that she was without underwear. His fingers traced over the wet, tight entrance to her body, knowing how much she wanted him to touch her when she arched toward his teasing fingers.
Hanna pulled her lips away from him and traced her lips over his ear. "Touch me Caleb." She whispered in a husky voice and he could no longer resist. He dipped two fingers inside of her, shallow at first but then deeper as Hanna started sucking on his pulse point in his neck.
The ministrations Caleb was inflicting on her suddenly not enough for Hanna anymore and she lifted herself off him and away from his exploring fingers.
Before Caleb could ask what she was doing or why she moved she had pushed him down against the covers and with lascivious determination, she yanked his boxers off him before straddling his hips, her skirt still scrunched up around her hips. She grabbed his cock in her hand and rubbed it against her slick opening a few times causing Caleb to groan all kinds of profanities at her suggestiveness before she pushed herself down onto him hard.
Their loud moans filled the room as his hands grasped desperately at her breasts and brushed against her nipples with his thumbs.
Before he could fathom what she was doing to him and the feelings she was unleashing in him, she moved up so he was nearly out of her before she slammed her body back onto his, earning another loud moan from Caleb. She moved her body down onto his, their skin brushing together so she could create more pressure on her clit, her hips moving against his and her lips finding his in a sloppy kiss. Caleb grabbed her ass and rocked her so that she kept moving against him, already feeling the build-up of his orgasm starting in the pit of his stomach. He pressed a finger against her clit, creating even more pressure with every rock of her hips. She started moving faster against him and he rubbed her clit as she crashed down to the other side.
Without a pause he flipped them over and he slammed into her, breathing hard into the crook of her neck as he pushed into her harder and faster until his entire body trembled, groaning into her ear as he spilled inside of her.
"Oh fuck..." He groaned as he tried to catch his breath and watched her coming down from her high.
Caleb groaned loudly as he turned the hot water off and doused himself in the cold water he desperately needed. He looked down at his hard cock and fiercely hoped he would be able to forget about their encounter soon.
There was no point hoping, she left him.
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I'm still writing the ending of chapter 2. It can either be a 2-shot or a full blown story so let me know what you would prefer.
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