Staring Into Space

The last couple of weeks hadbeen rough for everyone. Learning that one of your crew members had medical condition that could leave them sick weak and could streak at an randommoments. It was stressfullyto say the least.

It had been about 2 week since he had gone into full blown grand-mal- seizure. In front of the crew.

He didn't really remember whole lot about that day. He can remember bit and piercebutnothing that would be awhole story in his mind.

He quickly shook his head to read him selfof the thought of that day.

He was glade to be back in his own bunk back on the phantom. Everything seemed to be getting backto normal.

He had gotten new meds from the doctor They went to see when he had gone into full blown luck for them was workfor the rebel alliance.

He said that he would give them the meds forhalfthe price that they there normalat causeof everything they had done to fight in this war.

Ezra sighed he didn't understand why people where so great full for everything they had done.

It just made Ezra feel like such aselfish person when he looked at allhe had done on Lothal it made his stomach tighten in guilt.

He wasn't a hero he wasn't fighter.

Well that what he kept telling him self anyway.

But what does it matter now he was with the crew and he had everythinghe could ever dream.

If helping people was away to keep a roofunder his head and warm running water and food in his stomachs then he was happy to be apart of it.

He shook his head now that also sounded selfish as fuck!

He cared about the crew even if he only knew then for threeweeks now and they kept him even with his massive issue.

It made him think of his mom and dad. How much they fought for him over the 8 years that they where a family.

He tucked his knees under his chin wrapped his arms around his legs. As tears fell from his face. He missed them so much.

Couple minutes went by and he was able to stop the tears from falling down as he wiped them away with his sleeve. He need to get out of this stuffy cabin.

As he jumped down from his top bunk as he land so quietly that you might have thought he might be part cat.

As he grabbed a small device off his shelve with a white cord around it.

As he unwind the cord and put the to end of the cord in his ear as he turn the device on. As music began to blast from the ear pieces.

As he walk out of the his room in his own world. As the flow of music flowed through him like the force.

Sabine was wondering around the ship doing not whole lot but she wanted to showEzra something that she thought he might like.

She didn't have lot in common with the young teen but she learn this past week that he loved to listen to music. That was one thing she enjoyed a lot to.

So for the past week she been showing him some song that she thought where cool.

She even gave him here old music device thatshe was going to throw away.

He seemed to be very much enjoying itand seeing himlistening to it and it seemedto make him be more comfortable around them all.

It was the least she could do after what Ezra went through in the last month first to having to trust again then having your biggest weakness be shown in such a violent way.

She didn't think he was weak or anything she actually thought Ezra was very brave all he really wanted was to be accepted that what she been trying to do.

But it was hard

She had seen a lot in her young teen life and lot of thing that she wished she never had to see.

But for some reason watching Ezra seize was not something she ever wanted to see again.

She quickly shook her head to rid hermind of that day.

She poked her head into Kanans room.

Hey! Have u seen Ezra by any chance as she watch the older Jedi meditating on the floor.

Nope I have not Sabine? Kanana sighed what has he done this time. As he look up at the young teen before him.

Oh?! He done nothing wrong ! She quickly said I was just wanted to show him something!

Kanana smiled all right then as he went back to meditating.

Sabine quickly left the room now embarrassed that she had bothered him.

As she made her way to the eating area her eye fell upon the person she was looking for.

Ezra! She called out but he didn't make any move like he had heard anything.

Ezra ?

He was sitting on one of the benches at the kitchen table. It didn't seem like he even saw her come in. She was just off to the side.

At the entrance that lead into there kitchen and common room area of the ship.

Ezra! She tried again

But still nothing as here eyes moved to the young teen. He was sittingup straight his body almost rigid his eyes staring straight head.

As her heart skipa beat oh no! She thought to her self. She know whatwas happening it look like Ezra was have a absence seizure.

As she made her way toward Ezra as she slid in the seat beside him and but a shaky hand on him.

Ezra?!

But before she could even really touch him. She felt his fist connect with her noise as there was sickening crack as she fellright off the bench on to the floor.

What! The Helll! She yelled as she held her bleeding noise.

As she look up at Ezra to see he was quickly taking out what look to be ear phones out of his ears that where hidden behindhis long hair.

As He called out for Kanana and Hera.

As Ezra quickly grabbed a towel that was hanging on a rack beside him and handed it to her.

What! The hell Sabine as he step over her to grab ice that'sin the freezer.

What! Happened! Kanana and Heras voice got alouderas they both ran into the kitchen.

As they both ran to Sabines aid as they saw her on the floor bleeding.

Kanana help Sabine up off the floor and sat her down where Ezra was just sitting moment ago.

Hera grabs the ice from Ezra and wrap a clean towel around it and Kanana quickly swaps the bloody one with the new one.

OW! Kanana!

Ezra heard Sabine curse couple of interesting curse words that he never really heard before.

What happened!? Hera turned to face the youngest member of the crew. I thought you two where getting along.

We! Are! Ezra quickly said as he subconscious runs a hand through is deep blue long hair.

Hera raised an eyebrow not believing him in the slightest. As she crossed her arms continue she siad sternly.

I was listening tomusic and all of suddenI feel a hand on me...

You lashed out didn't you Kanana interrupted as he looks at Ezra in sympathy.

It was... Accident! I swear! Ezra began to pace up and down the small kitchen. To try to ridthe last bit of adrenaline that was running through his body.

Ezra... I...Sabine began. As she took away the cloth from her face the bleeding had stop but there was good size bruises forming on her face.

I thought... You... Where... As she look away in embarrassment I thought u where having seizure.

WHAT! All of them siad at the same time.

Ezra stop pacing and staredat her in shock. As he quickly sat down next to her.

What!? Seizures do you think I was having? Ezra quickly ask wanting to get this over with and move on.

Sabine began to quickly explain what she had seen when she had come into kitchen.

When... I... Saw... You... Completely... Out of it... I got really... Worried!

So Idid what we where trained to do when you where in one of those blank like state I tried to bring you out of it.

Ezra sighed as he put his head down on the table you scared me so badly Sabine as the rest of his words wasmumble into his arm.

Now that's dealt withHera said softly am taking you to are med area I need to check you didn't damage anything to badly.

Sabine rolled her eyes but got up anyway as she punch Ezra as she past him .

Ow! As he shout up from where he was resting. Sabine!

Serve you right kid as she laughed

Ezra smile am sorry about you know punching youas he look away.

Sabine rolled her eyes next time all be ready and you won't get the upper hand next time I promise you that.

Ezra sighed as he watch Hera and Sabine leave the kitchen.

You guys need to read up on more information as he look at Kanana.

Oh we will Ezra don't worry as Kanana sat down beside him where all still learning. It going to take time for all of us even you to get everything under control.

Ezra rested his head on his master shoulder. Didn't mean to hurt her she just...

Shhhh Ezra we know you would never try to hurt any of us on purpose. Now why not we get you to bed yourdead on your feet.

Ezra rolled his eyes yeah think it good idea as yawn escape his mouth.

Can you grab me my med bag that on the counter. He was bone tired now that the adrenaline was leaving him making him feel drained and exhausted.

As the black bag was placed in front of him as he unzipped the front compartment

That housed his night meds that he took so he wouldn't have episode in the middle of the night.

As he quickly put two in his mouth and down them dry.

As Kanana handed him a cup of water

Thanks as he drank quickly wanting to get the gross acid like taste that was now in his mouth.

As he quickly said goodnight to Kanana as he made his way to his room.

Kanana put everything away and shut off all the lights before heading to bed him self today was another crazy adventure and he was ready to end it andstart over tomorrow.

The end

Author note

Hi guys hope you guys like the first in this little mini series all be doing tell me how you guys like it and if you had any ideas for the next chapter. I know that .92 that you said you have epilepsy so I don't want to offend you in anyway shape or form. Let me know if iam please I won't be bad what so ever. I want to write this as realistic as possible so if u want shout out some ideas if you want and if you don't that fine too.

Well rebel 21 out for now bye