I'm Yokko Anami, I'm 18 years old, and a soon to be student of Chiba University, ChibaU or CU for short.

Currently it is the summer break between highschool and university. I work in a library as a part time worker to make some money for my college years. Through this I have a way to hook up with pretty much any guy I want. You see when, a hot guy comes to the library and borrows a book, I'll slip a condom and a piece of paper with my phone number in it between the book with the receipt and give them a wink. They usually give me a surprised look and we would hook up later. It's really effective. I mean I have done this to like ten guys and have met up with all of them. My friends are a bit envious about my chances to do something like this, since I work in a library.

-The day before the first official day of the university.-

Ugghhh… today was the full fledged introduction to "Life in college." Even though we had one before the summer break… Anyway I'm a bit stressed out about tomorrow and I'd want to have a bit of fun… to relieve the stress. So, I'm scouting out hot guys since i'm working today.

It's 5 pm and my shift ends in an hour, so does close the whole library. And still no "victims".

I'm just hoping someone might come to borrow a goddamn book... I think this is more frustrating than school starting tomorrow. The stress of not being able to relieve stress. An endless circle isn't it? It's about twenty to six. I'm starting to lose hope until conveniently someone walks in. Tall, maybe around 180 cm, not that good of a build, but still quite lean and a handsome face. His eyes, were weird. They were sharp looking and scanning the area for a while. It seems that he found what he was looking for since he stopped looking around and went to the science aisle. His eyes were weird, captivating might I say. He also gave off a vibe that he was very cunning for everything. I think I'll do it to him.

I waited for bit until he came with a book. He handed me the book and his library card. I kept glancing at him while I did my job. He had his eyes closed. Now that I got a better look at his face, he seemed more handsome. He was in his early twenties by the looks of it. I slipped in the condom and the note which had my phone number.

"Here." I said winking as I handed him back the book, the receipt inside the book and his card.

"Thank you." He said. He started to walk to the entrance while opening the book supposedly to check the receipt. He stopped walking and turned around. He must have seen the condom.

"Say, how old are you?" he asked me. Looking down on me with judging eyes.

OHMYGOD, I'm SO embarrassed right now! He wasn't having none of that, was he now. Just got turned down by him and starting to give me lecture for me or something…

"I'm sorry if-" my sentence was cut short by two of my friends walking in.

"Heyy~ Yokkoo! Whats up?" one of my friends asked.

"..." all I could do was to stand behind the counter awkwardly, probably blushing madly aswell. It seems that my friends analysed the situation. The man watched back and forth between me and my friends and started to grin.

"Well thank you again." Giving me back the condom and the note as he started walking through the entrance and leaving. Of course my friends saw this.

"Oh, My, Gosh!" they said in unison holding back their laughter while I just was half embarrassed and half dumbfounded.

"Mouuu, come on cut it off!" I tried to make them stop. They didn't in fact. For many minutes actually. Finally they stopped and I regained some of my dignity and just sighed.

"Soo, when's your shift ending?" my friend asked. I glanced the clock. It was seven to six.

"right about now actually…" I replied, definitely sounding defeated.

"I'll be back in minute." I said to my friends and started to walk back to the staff room to change and say goodbye.

Once I came back I saw my friends waiting for me in the lobby. They seemed like they had something in mind.

"Let's go."

"Yeah."

"Soo, who was that guy?" My friend asked. I knew this was coming.

"You know… one of them." I Said honestly.

"So one of those who you lure in to your apartment and rape?" She said jokingly.

"What!? No, you know what I mean. He just turned me down, apparently…" I said starting to get embarrassed.

"Well obviously."

"He was kind of like… hot you know." My other friend stated.

"Like, in an odd way… Seems pretty intelligent as well. Judging by his antics that is..." She continued.

"I know right, that's why I picked him."

"Maybe he's gay. I mean you're pretty hot aswell, might I say. Certainly the other guys thought so." Maybe he was or he was in a relationship or he was just responsible. Who knows…

"But still you gotta cheer up! Let's go somewhere!" my friends suggested.

"I'll pass. I just want to relax at home. Take a bath and go to sleep…" That's my plan right now.

"You sure? Okay, well go then."

"Yeah see you, have fun."

"Goodbye."

"See you tomorrow!" my friends told me as they waved to me. Time to go home, take a bath and try to relax…

Wednesday, morning.

It was the day. The first day of college. Also a day of feeling like shit. Trying to hook up with the mister reasonable made things so much worse. For a moment I felt like a dirty slut who on horny men. Luckily i'm not a person who would belittle and mock myself. For not that long at least…

At the moment Im walking towards the campus. It seems that I have the same first class as my friends gave. Historical japanese. Oh my god. The most boring class there ever was or ever will be. I get history, ok. So do I get Japanese. But Historical… japanese. Why…

As I entered the building that the classroom was in I checked the . 138. "100 series" means it's in the first floor. At least I have something going in my way. I dont happen to be very fond of stairs you see. It also happened to be quite near the entrance as well.

I stepped in the class "room" and began scouting my friends from the big auditorium like room. Almost as soon as I noticed them, they noticed me and began waving for me to come to them. So I did.

"Hey guys." I greeted them as I sat next to them.

"Hey Yokko. How was your evening last night?"

"Yeah. How was it?"

"... Shit. That's all I say because you enjoy my suffering." I replied seeing through their ways of trying to piss me off.

"Aww come on we were just worried, right?"

"Yeah, don't be mad." The sarcasm only got heavier after the began giggling.

"Scurry off I don't care anymore. I'm relieved as I ever could be." I tried some ground. Lie.

"Even though I'm bugged by the fact that our teacher is four minutes late." I added in.

"Yeah…"

"What if he or she is one of those cool teachers who just doesn't give a fuck?" My friend theorized.

"That would be cool yes…"

After waiting for another couple of minutes few students began leaving for the door. As they closed in on it, it opened. A tall lean guy stepped into the room. He looked them confused when they finally began to go back to their seats. He followed suit and began walking towards the area at the the room where he would teach us. He placed his bag near his table and eyed all of the students. I eyed back until his eyes landed on me. He cracked a small smile and shaked his head just a bit.

I knew this man. He was the guy from yesterday. He was my teacher. The guy that I tried to fuck was going to be my teacher for god knows how long. I sat there with my emotionless face slowly turning it towards my friends. They were in bliss. They were happy to see me suffer. To see me be taught by the guy that refused to fuck me. The only thing fucked is my life for the next three or so years. Nice.

I looked around to see any questioning faces since he visibly shook his head upon watching at me. Luckily I saw none. Except one. Down two rows and a bit right. A beautiful, black haired woman that might even pass as a girl glared at me with her icy cold eyes.

I'm sorry lady! I don't what I did, so please don't kill me!

After she noticed my face that leaked fear she flicked her hair and began paying attention to the teacher. She is scary that's for sure. Maybe she's just unreasonably cold or something? My friends looked at me questionably, but I just shrugged as I knew as much as they did. I placed my face into my arms that were resting on the counter, thinking how badly the events had unfolded…

"I'm sorry I'm lat…" the teacher spoke. I just wanted to go to sleep.

"Hey Yokko! You should pay attention to him." My friend sarcastically squeaked at me.

"I, don't, care… I'm going to sleep." was my reply. As I began my slumber.

After an indistinguishable amount of time I was woken up for the second time this morning.

"Hey Yokko, wake up. The class is about to end." my friends woke me up.

"hmm? Yeah… wait." I groggily answered.

"That was it for now and you're all free to leave. Except Anami-san, please stay." I was called out. I had to stay. Whats happening. Why... thats why.

"Well wait for you near the entrance, okay?" my friend told me.

"uhh yeah sure…" I answered. Time myself. I the rush towards out to die and walk towards the teacher. Noticing that the black haired… uhh female stayed where she was.

"Yes, Sensei. You wanted to see me?" I asked him.

"Yes, I believe we met yesterday, correct?" he asked me. The pressure is mounting.

"uhmm… y-yes. Yes we did… I don't know what to say..." I said, blushing as well.

"Hmm, well we're not talking about that at least not yet, if ever. So calm down. It's about my introduction which you slept through." I knew it…

"Yes…?"

"Well it didn't seem like you caught anything so ill tell you now. Besides being your japanese teacher, i'll also be your class supervisor. It's a small experiment here in ChibaU, where the college will feel a bit more like highschool now. Classes are classes and will not separate. Just like in high school. So im your home teacher of sort. So you can come to to talk about any issues at all. Understood?" he explained.

"Yes, understood sensei."

"Well touch up on that incident yesterday someday, but you're free to leave now."

"Yes, b-bye." I waved at him. I don't know why I even said bye to him. That wasn't like formal at all. And… And... Ughhh…

As I left I saw the black haired female move towards the teacher, as if she had something to discuss with him. As she approached she shot quick glare at me, which indicated; Get, Out. So I did. Scared yet again. Now to my friends…

"Sooo, Hachiman… who was she?" The black haired female walks towards him.

"Ahh, no one of your concern…" he warily answers.

"Is that so?" she questions and proceeds to walk all the way up to him

"Yeah, we just met briefly yesterday. That's all. Lay off it."

"Aww… anyway, you're free now." She kisses the aforementioned male quickly on the lips.

"I'm not in the mood …" He denies her.

"Are free later today, as well? Just perhaps?" She inquires just with her look.

"Yeah… I'm free…"

This is the same old chapter but a bit more fixed. ie. better grammar, articulation...

The next chapter is a bit higher quality in my opinion. I decided to continue after 1.5 years.