Winter brake has not been on my side...

I got super sick and I managed to some how pop a blood vessel in my eye, very fun. But I'm feeling so much better now and I'm finally up to writing. Though I did get a PS4 for Christmas (after saving up for it since my birthday in July) and I got the new Final Fantasy, some good shit there. I loved it so much and Prompto is fantastic. I'm thinking about writing some sort of one shot about him, not till after I get everything updated finally though.

Happy New year though, its still 2016 for me. I hope 2017 somehow is better than 2016...

Short chapter but the next will be much longer (more indepth with Lavi and Tyki)

"Kanda?"

The older male looked down at the small white haired boy, a tired look in his soft silver eyes. "What?" He sounded slightly frustrated, feeling tired himself.

"Do you like me," The younger boy tilted his head and took Kanda's hand, only for the other to quickly tug it away.

"No,"

Allen felt his heart waver and he looked down messing with his thumbs, a guilty look on his face. "But I like you; should I not?"

"Do what you want, I don't care." The smile on Allen's face made him shake. Turning back to watch the adults dance around the room, chattering lightly to themselves. They were enjoying his reception more than he was.

"Can you take me up to the food table?"

Kanda grit his teeth and glared down at the small boy. "You're not a baby, walk yourself up there."

The boy squirmed with a shy look on his face. "But there's a lot of people up there,"

Kanda stared at him with frustrated eyes before shaking his head. "fine,"

Allen smiled and his eyes dazzled, hugging Kanda's arm. "Thank you!" he giggled.

Waves of heat spread over Kanda's body, his eyes widened before yanking his arm away. "Nevermind go yourself," he snapped and quickly weaved around the crowd, getting looks from the adults who could smell his heat. Making his way to the hall he took a deep breath; he only needed to get to his room-

"K-Kanda! Wait a minuet!" Allen ran up on his little legs, a worried look in his eyes. "Are you okay,"

The boy's smell was intoxicating; there was no way he should be like this because of this brat just by touching him. "I'm fine now go away!" Kanda snapped.

Taking a step back, Allen clenched his fist. "I-Its my job to help you as-"

"I said piss off dammnit!" Kanda screamed spooking the small boy, making him run off with watery eyes. Those eyes hurt him; he was half tempted to run over and apologize. But getting closer to him would be a problem.

So Kanda would stay away, even push the boy away if need be. He would not allow this boy to take his heart.

"Go to hell!" Kanda snapped and slammed his door shut, a look of fury on his face. He walked quickly to the other side of his room, picking up mugen that leaned against his bedside table.

The nerve of that old man; who did he think he was? Not his father that was for sure! He had no right to tell him what to do; more so since he was 18.

"Hey Yu, I know you-" Alma took a step back when Kanda opened the door, walking past him and back down the hall. "Yu! You can't just threaten him with mugen!" he quickly chased after his furious friend. "Besides I think he's right, it would be great for you and Allen if you moved in together."

"Like Hell I'd live with that damned brat," Kanda grit his teeth and stopped, sending his rage filled glare towards Alma.

The day they got married Kanda had vowed to keep the other out of arms reach, doing what he could to keep the younger boy away from him. Though the sad looks he got hurt.

"Allen isn't a brat Yu, you just act like an asshole to him for no reason so he's mean to you back! If you spent some time together maybe you could see Allen is a sweetheart-"

"That sprout is a little shit,"

"There is no compromising with you god-dammnit!" Alma snapped now getting angry himself. "Allen has done nothing to you! The both of you were effected greatly by the marriage, but he seems to be the only one making the effort to make something of it. Grow up Yu,"

Kanda's glare only turned more dark, with one quick movement mugen was unsheathed and pointed at Alma who was already ready for a fight. He took one step forward till a hand gripped his shoulder tight.

"You know fighting is not permitted in the halls Kanda," A man who was a bit taller than Kanda stood behind him, a passive look on his face.

"What do you want Marie?" Kanda's dark gaze landed on his older cousin, though his current mood softened. Just a little.

"Tiedol wants you to return, Allen and Neah have arrived. He also asks you to be civil."

And civil he would be, once he shoved mugen up the old man's ass. Kanda grunted and walked briskly down the hall back to the sitting room, his rage slowly rejuvenating.

"He's going to walk in there and cause a scene isn't he?"

Alma sighed. "I would be surprised if he didn't," He scratched the back of his neck and looked up to Marie. "Should we stop him?"

Marie grimaced. "I rather not,"

Allen knew something was up when Neah said they would be paying a visit to the Kanda household that afternoon. It wasn't that they never went there; just never when there wasn't some sort of party going on.

So his first assumption was they were going there to speak about his and Kanda's relationship; something he was not looking forward too.

To be honest; he and Kanda had one of the most unhealthy relationships out there. The only time they saw one another was at parties or some sort of other function. The whole time they would just argue as well, Kanda acting like an ass to him for no reason while he tried to be nice. That only lasted for a couple of insults.

Another thing was that Kanda never touched him; which made him feel a little down be honest. Purebloods were all about skin-ship, it was instinct for him to feel down when his mate wouldn't even hold his hand.

It made his heats' all the more worse. A week locked in his room alone with his hormones on high sucked, since Kanda still hadn't taken him prevented anyone from helping him.

"Allen, Neah. It's great to see you," Tiedol smiled motioning them to sit. Neah sat down in the empty chair next to the older vampire, while Allen sat down in the love seat across from them.

"Thank you for having us Tiedol, it's nice speaking with you in more of a personal setting." Neah smiled and pored himself and Allen tea. "Where's Kanda?"

"He left for a bit, though he should be-"

"Old man!" Kanda snapped and through open the door, seeing Allen sitting and looking at him with those silver eyes only seemed to worsen his mood. "Sprout,"

"My name is Allen," The white haired by frowned and turned back to his tea.

"Please take a seat Yu, we have quite a bit to discuss."

Grunting, Kanda sat down and scooted as faraway from Allen as he could on the loveseat.

At this Neah looked to Tiedol and pursed his lips with a grim look, Tiedol sighing and trying not to look grim himself.

"What is it you want to speak with us about?" Allen bit his lip, fiddling with the edge of his sweater.

Neah smiled slightly. "I'm sure Kanda has already been told of this, but we've decided that it's time for the two of you move in together.

"You want me to live with him?" Allen looked to Kanda then back to Neah with an almost pleading look. "I honestly don't think we're ready for that,"

"You aren't ready; but its gotten to the point there's not a whole lot we could do. You and Kanda's relationship is very strained, it's not good for making a family-"

"Why the hell would I want to have kids with him?"

Kanda's words shattered his heart, hearing his beloved Alpha say such things hurt.

"Well I don't want to have kid with you either- let alone be married to you!" Allen screamed and stood, storming out of the room. The nerve of that man; thinking he could just treat him whatever way he wanted.

Storming to the garden, Allen sat down on the bench near the edge of the pond. "I hate this," he watched as the Koi fish swam around, sadness finally setting in. "Why couldn't I have just gotten assigned a mate? I'm sure they would treat me better than this ass."

"Walker,"

The boy jumped and turned; his personal CROW Link standing right behind him. "Stop sneaking up on me!" he flushed and turned back to the pond, the Koi fish still swimming around without a care.

"I apologize," Link sat down next to him, though he faced the other way watching the house. "Your uncle is-"

"Why does he hate me so much?" Silver eyes met brown, a look of slight desperation deep in his eyes. "Was he in love with someone else before he was married to me?"

"Not that I know of," Link sighed once more. "But as I was saying before, your uncle wants you to come back after you've cooled down."

"For me to cool down will take a thousands of years,"