I'm alive bwahaha! Naahhh just well another idea again soooo here you go...
Oh god oh god oh god! I'm going to die!
I just finally signed my death sentence. I made my life short! Ugh stupid stupid stupid me.
I bang my head on the table since I decided to hide in my room. Not just only fan girls are going to hunt me down even the night class! So much for making any contact with the characters! I just did more than that! I am screwed, so fucking screwed.
The door of my room creak opened and the form of my roommate and friend stopped me from my inner turmoil.
"What the... What happened to you? You look like shit! Your hair's like a nest ready to be lain by some bird for their eggs and I didn't know you're wearing eyeliner cause it's smudging down your cheeks why are you crying anyway? Goodness you just bit the most handsome man in the night class! It's not that bad you just have apologize and bam he will forgive you and the fan girls... Hopefully."
Akemi said before crossing her arms on her huge chest.
"You have no idea what you are talking about... I'm going to die Akemi-chan! Please send this letter to my parents if ever I disappear okay? I trust you."
I swiftly caught her hands and gave the said thing. She rolled her eyes and smacked my head.
"Wh-Why will you go missing? I know the fan girls are obsessive brainless people but they will not do such thing."
"You don't understand!" and I'm not talking about the fan girls!
"Baka! You are exaggerating girl. Damn you are so fucking mess right now... Sheesh you know if you just stop wearing glasses you look pretty maybe Kuran-sempai will forgive you if you tidy up."
She scolded while wiping the smudge dirt on my face.
Hard.
"Ow! Softly!"
"Wait this is not eyeliner, what the fuck? Seriously? You painted your face using a marker?" She deadpanned.
"I just want to copy Ulquiorra's tattoos tears... It gives a little sad effect because I'm mourning..." and going to die.
She gave me a confusing look. "Who's Ulquickie? And stop talking nonsense!"
"It's Ulquiorra Akemi-chan! Ul-quio-rra, he's one of my favorite characters in Bleach anime."
I huffed. Damn she just made it sound so perverted! My Ulquiorra is so hot with those teary eyes.
"Bleach really? They even name an anime after a washing product?"
I rolled my eyes, yeah well I don't exactly know myself I just watched and taken liking of it so I didn't bother myself researching why the title is like that. But I'm guessing because of Ichigo baka's hair... but who cares I'm not a fan of him anyway.
"Just whatever... Why am I still surprise with your imagination? Fix yourself okay? Believe me no one's looking for you, so far. So you are safe. For now."
I groaned again. "Not helping Akemi-chan!"
She chuckled. "Kidding, I just drop by to tell you that I can't sleep tonight here... I'll be spending my weekend with my parents."
"What?!"
I paled.
Why now? When I needed the comfort and company and she just going to leave me tonight with the vampires lurking.
"..you are a traitor friend."
"Yeah I know. But you know I can't miss not going home today. My parents will only stay this weekend before heading back to abroad for some matters."
My face softened, Akemi never expereinced a happy family. Considering her parents are separated and have their own family. So twice in a year her parents will visit her and spend at least two to three days with her. And as much as I hate the idea of being alone I don't want to deprive her also from her parents.
"...just ugh just call me every minute okay?"
"Don't you think that's a little creepy calling you every minute." She deadpanned again.
"Fine atleast five minutes?
"No, twenty take it or leave it."
I sighed in defeat. "Deal then..."
"I'll see you on Monday okay? Enjoy your weekend!" She exited our room after and leaving me alone finally.
My exasperated loud sigh heard in the background before staring outside the window, it's getting dark and the scary feeling of being alone tonight with monsters lurking is gonna make me cry.
I'm definitely not going to sleep tonight.
...
True to my words I stayed up, never leaving my room since Akemi left and here I am, reading a yaoi manga but still watching my door every five minutes. Paranoia is such an annoying feeling, I can't even concentrate at the manga I'm reading. I sighed frustratingly and closed the book, I took my phone and planned to text my friend but stopped, she was probably sleeping right now.
I took my glasses off instead and stared at the door again, then I decided to stand and went to my dresser to put back my manga when my reflection on the mirror caught my attention. Akemi must be right, I should tidy myself more. I mean I was properly doing my hygiene but I think I have to fix my hair and use contact lenses. Maybe tomorrow I could go to a nearby salon and cut my hair... Damn it, since when I've been so conscious with my appearance?
Ever since I was born I didn't bother looking so pretty, it's like I didn't bother if people would like me or not. Well since my father in this world used most of my time in training my skills in fighting, I didn't ask him why giving me such trainings, but he kept telling me that it's important to know something so you can protect yourself and those people you care most.
A creak suddenly stopped me from my thoughts and swiftly looked at my door, my eyes remained on that thing. A cold sweat slowly forming on my forehead and I gulped in nervousness. Shit, I hate this kind of feeling.
I waited...
And waited...
And still waited...
Nothing.
What?
I am being too paranoid, ugh perhaps I'm not going to die but I'm going to go crazy in this messed up world!
A loud knock startled me this time.
"Tadane-san?"
That surprised me even more. Of all the people I never expected that Yuki would be here...especially at this hour, ah right I forgot they were the school prefects.
I hesitated but I gradually approached the door and slightly opened it. "Cross-san good evening? May I help you?"
Her ever bright innocent smile plastered on her pretty face, she was still in her uniform and seemed to be agitated?
"Uhm good evening to you too, sorry I didn't mean to disturb you but... I was wondering if you are okay?"
I blinked my eyes in confusion. "Uhm yes...for now." Is she not mad at me? I mean I just bit her love of her life right? "Is that all?"
She tilted her head, then a blushed crept on her cheeks. "Oh uhm I was here to give you some of the pointers for the exam the day after tomorrow."
So kind. But suspicious.
"Thanks. But why can't you give this to me tomorrow instead? I might be sleeping at this hour Cross-san, how did you know I was awake anyway?"
I asked, my face neutral. She was caught off guard. For me, of course I knew why she knew I was wide awake, but I can at least look like a smart ass to her hehe.
"I ah...uhm-"
"Because of what you pulled off this morning she guessed that you can't asleep."
I almost jumped, hearing his melodic voice. I didn't know that Zero was with her. There with all his glory the silver haired hunter leaning on the wall looking so dazzling as always and giving me a blank facade. Well perhaps he doesn't want to take a risk leaving Yuki to a crazy girl like me.
"Right!"
Yuki nervously stated and glared at Zero who shrugged his shoulder off, his eyes suddenly met mine, I tried... Really tried to hide my blush but I think he still noticed considering vampire's eyes are sharper especially at night.
I avoided his captivating gaze and cleared my throat. "...uhm, if there's nothing more I'll see you on Monday. Thank you again Cross-san. Goodnight."
"Goodnight also Tadane-san."
Her innocent demeanor was so pure and honestly, I wanted to protect it. But... I'm not idiot to risk my life involving myself to death itself.
I watched them gradually walked away, but Zero halted, the next thing I knew his lilac beautiful eyes met my imdigo ones. "Go to bed and have some sleep Tadane, you don't have to worry."
I lightly nodded my head and gently closed the door. The thumping of my fast beating heart was so loud as the footsteps of the two prefects slowly fading away.
Why he was looking at me like that?
I bit my lip. He was... Looking at me so blankly. Uninterested, boring...
It shouldn't bother because I was not hoping for his affection and because I only admire him as a huge fan... but why did it feel hurt?
"..ah crap."
It's really frustrating.
I sighed loudly in the end and yeah I tried my best to get some sleep, in the end even though it takes a moment I finally got the sleep and drifted away into the land of dreams.
Unbeknownst to me a pair of red eyes has been watching me from afar the whole time. His fangs showing as his mouth formed a please yet wicked smile.
"Took me years to wait... Now I finally found you."
...
The ringing of my phone suddenly wake me up, I took it on the table, groaning in annoyance and answer the phone.
"You'll be dead."
"What a nice thing to hear in the morning dear."
My eyes widened in surprise hearing my mother's voice. "Mom! I-sorry, I just woke up." I groaned and immediately found my eyeglasses on the table near my bed.
"I can tell, you hate waking up so early." She chuckled. My face turned gentle hearing her laugh, when was the last time I heard it? It's been a while since they visited me here. I miss her so much. I miss both of them. "How..are you..dear?"
I heard it, even though she was trying to hide it, I heard her groaned, like she was in pain.
"Mom? Are you okay? You sound like you're in pain."
"..ah I'm perfectly fine my love, no worries."
"Are yo sure?"
"Yes." Though I can feel something isn't right I kept my mouth shut. "..I love you."
"I love you more." I sighed and smiled after. "Where's dad?"
"He...he was taking care of something."
"Uhu...like what?"
"...just important" My eyes turned serious at her vague answer.
"Mom-"
"We both love you Miyone. Very much, don't forget that okay?"
"Uhm I lov-"
I didn't finish my sentence hearing the beep sound, sign the she turned it off suddenly.
My instinct was telling me something isn't right, something is going on. I tried to call my parents but I can't contact them anymore after my mom's call...
Not until I decided to go back to my hometown when Cross Kaien personally seek for my presence in his office the day of my departure and told me the bad news.
My parents are dead.