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AN: Basically as the summary says, a random thing I thought about writing. I don't know if this will continue on as a full fic or not though as I wrote it without thinking about anything prior to it. Fav/Follow or Review if you want and Enjoy!

I enter the school just as Isshki announces Hayama's win, as usual for someone like him he starts spouting bullshit about support from his peers and so on. I scoff and continue to limp my way towards the infirmary. As I open the door I'm greeted not with the nurse but with the sight of Yukinoshita.

"Hikigaya-kun?"

"What are you doing here?" I ask her, I spot a tiny blush on her face as she adverts her eyes from mine.

"They found me taking a break and forced me to retire" she says as I walk towards her. I see her eyes trail down to my injured knee.

"Hikigaya-kun did you get hurt?" She asks, I don't know if it's true but I think she sounds at least a little concerned.

"Yeah a little"

"Couldn't you have gotten that looked at over where everyone else is?"

"Nobody was around when I crossed the finish line" I say, she moves her hand to her chin in a thinking position and replies.

"I see. You have awful timing, or is it awful luck? Awful eyes? Maybe-"I cut her off

"My personality, my attitude… Everything about me is awful" I reply opening the medical cabinet trying to get something out to clean and wrap my wound. I glance at Yukinoshita to see one of her rare smiles.

"Looks like you can't keep your hands to yourself, either" she says as she stands up and walks over to me and grabs a role of bandages, disinfectant spray and a small cloth. I stare at her as she does this.

"Take a seat over there" she asks well more like orders, I being me instantly protest.

"Look, I can do this myself" this doesn't change a thing as Yukinoshita once again orders me.

"Hurry up" I sigh and walk over to the stool next to the one she was sitting on. She moves her stool in front of mine and proceeds to spray disinfectant onto the cloth. She the wipes my knee and I feel the sting of the disinfectant doing its work. I still can't help but blush at what is happening right now though. She sprays the cloth again and continues to dab my knee

"Uh that stings" I complain Yukinoshita sits up and grabs the bandages and answers me with the obvious.

"Of course it does. I'm disinfecting the wound" she then proceeds to with her classic insults "It's only natural that it'd be effective on you Hikigaya-kun" I avert my eyes and retort.

"Please stop treating me like a germ" She ignores this and proceeds to wrap the bandage around my knee.

"Did you figure out anything whilst running with Hayama-kun?" Yukinoshita asks, I answer with the only answer I could.

"At the very least, he's not picking the sciences" Yukinoshita closes her eyes and smiles as she finishes tying the bandage.

"That's a weird way to put it" she says as I lean down onto my elbows. As soon as I do this Yukinoshita looks up.

"All done" She says then her eyes widen and she gasps as she notices what position we are in. I'm left staring into her blue eyes, the distance between us is close enough for our breaths to mix together, I can certainly feel her breath on my lips and she probably feels mine. I make no attempt to move and just stare, studying every feature on her face. My eyes travel to her lips and I see they are quivering; I stare at her lips for a little longer. Now I have thought about kissing someone before but I never thought something like this romcom situation would happen to me but really. This situation must be affecting my mind because why else would these thoughts come to mind? The question now is, should I kiss her? What would it feel like if I kissed her? Would she be okay with it? I mean it looks like she is fine with it, so should I? Would it be worth it? So much questions and feelings are running through my head considering if I like Yukinoshita or not and the pros and cons of actually kissing her at once that I don't even notice that my hand has cupped Yukinoshita's cheek at that I have been leaning forward.

"Hachiman" Her voice was shaky and barely a whisper.

I close my eyes and our lips meet and Yukinoshita lets out a squeak. I'm no expert in kissing and this is my first kiss and I'm pretty sure it's hers as well but all I can say is I feel like I'm in heaven, her lips are softer then I could have ever expected and taste faintly of tea. I would love to do this more often, this feeling is almost indescribable, Who knew a kiss would feel this good. I feel Yukinoshita start kissing me back and I use my knowledge from LN's to tilt my head to deepen this kiss but the awkward position we are in doesn't help and my lips disconnect with hers, I move back quickly and sit at my full height. I blush furiously as I try to think of some reason as to what just happened and why I did it. Yukinoshita was also blushing and was struggling to keep eye contact with me only taking small glances every few moments.

"S-Sorry I uh" I try to stutter out a reason but nothing comes to mind.

"H-Hikigaya-kun, I..." Yukinoshita is cut off by a sudden bump on the door to the infirmary. Instantly we both stand up managing to bump our foreheads together whist getting up, I blush adverting my eyes muttering out a sorry. I walk to the door with Yukinoshita slightly behind me and open it. What I see leaves me speechless, Yuigahama is stand in front of the door with tears in her eyes and looks like she could break down any second now. That only means one thing, she saw what just happened. Now I'm quite aware that Yuigahama poses feelings for me but seeing her like this right now makes me question if what I did just now was worth it, all I can do now is feel guilty. I can't even think of anything to say. Yukino reaches out to put a hand on Yuigahama's shoulder.

"Yuigahama-san I" she never gets to finish her sentence as Yuigahama slaps Yukinoshita's hand off her shoulder and turns around.

"Yuigahama-san?" Yukinoshita asks, Yuigahama doesn't answer and just stand there in silence. A minute later she turns around with what I can say is the saddest smile I have ever seen, she was still teary eyed and her cheeks were covered in tear stains. She wipes her eyes and smiles again turning away from us. Yukinoshita reaches out to grab her but misses as Yuigahama breaks into a run and I could hear her start sobbing as she ran away from us. We are both left speechless and once again I am questioning what I just did, clearly we all knew what would happen if something like this happened but I didn't expect it would hurt this much. I can feel my own chest tightening and my face forming into a frown, I turn to Yukinoshita to see she has her own tears forming in her eyes. I stand there not knowing what to do until Yukinoshita suddenly launches herself into my chest making me stumble to the ground with her leaning on my chest. She is gripping my shirt and I can feel my shirt becoming wetter, I hear her start to sob loudly. I do what I have seen and read from Anime's and Light Novels and wrap an arm around her slowly stroke her hair with the other. I can't imagine what this must be like for her potentially losing what could have been her only friend for some stupid heat of the moment kiss. But it couldn't have only been because of the moment right, the kiss had to have had some reason behind it, some undiscovered or bottled up feelings. You don't just kiss some for the hell of it do you? Were a couple of seconds of heaven worth all the pain Yukinoshita and I feeling right now? My thoughts move back to my request. So this is what genuine must be like huh? It was inevitable that something like this had to happen. Better now than later isn't it? I should have been more prepared to deal with this then I was, but the question still stands.

It was worth it, right?

Anyway that is what I have so far. AN at the top basically says everything that needs to be said.

If you care about my other story sorry I haven't updated in in a month or so I appear to have hit writes block, I have chunks of new chapters written but they are all over the place in the timeline I thought of for the story and I have yet to finish the next chapter. I will try to continue it in December if I get over my writers block. For now I will either write this or find some other entertainment with friends which will hopefully fix my writers block.

Anyway thanks for reading and see you if this gets another chapter or if my other fic gets updated.