I'm Liu Suyin. When I was two, I was adopted by Japanese parents, but still kept my Chinese name. My adopted parents didn't want to change my name since it made me who I am as a person. I am twenty seven and a fashion designer. I'm currently one month pregnant with my dead fiancé's child. Tragic for me to say since I was called on my phone telling me that my fiancé died in a boating accident. And even after finding out that I was pregnant with his child, I quickly prepared his funeral and had to go on a trip. I should've taken some days off, but taking this trip was already like taking some days off from my workplace and all.

After traveling for about three weeks, I came back to Japan. I sighed, rubbing my flat stomach. "I wonder if you're going to look like your father." I smiled sadly. "I'll tell you all about your father when you're born." I grabbed my luggage from the airport and waited for Minako to pick me up. I was outside the airport waiting for my ride to come.

To: Suyin

I'm here.

From: Minako

I look at my phone and stared up to see Minako rolling down her window smiling at me. "Are you doing better now?" She stared at me concernedly.

"I'll tell you all about it when I put my luggage away." I smiled at her. I put my luggage at the back seat of the car and sat at the passenger seat.

"How you been? We were worried that something bad had happened to you since you didn't contact us." Minako stared at her reflection in the mirror view.

"I lost my love of my life last month… it's still hard to recover. I'm trying to be positive so I won't have a miscarriage early. I don't want to loose my unborn child. This child is precious to me." I tilted my head up, staring at the interior of the car. "Even after the funeral and going onto that trip, I didn't feel happy that much. The trip would have equaled the days that I could've taken off if I didn't go. It's better for me not to stay home to lock myself in my house. I can't just cry all the time thinking that he'll come back to me." I pained me to talk about my fiancé. We were supposed to get married in a few months.

"It's okay to cry, Suyin. You have us and your family." Minako rubbed my upper arm, trying to comfort me in the car. "Let's go and visit Yuuri and his family. He has some big news to tell you!" She smiled widely as she moved the car stick to drive.

Throughout the car ride, I fell asleep. I hadn't have a lot of sleep since I was traveling to collect data from what was treading in their fashion industry.

"Hey," I was being shakened. I opened my eyes to see Minako shaking me, forcing for me to wake up. "Come on everyone is waiting for you." I was slowly waking up to my senses.

"Oh… okay." I yawned tiredly, wanting to sleep even more. I unbelted myself from my seat and tiredly got out from the car. I closed the door shut and walked into the Inn.

"Guess who's back!" Minako yelled loudly, grabbing everyone's attention.

I smiled tiredly. I scanned the whole room until I met someone who wasn't supposed to be here. My eyes widen at the sight. My heart dropped.

"Suyin! You're back!" Yuuri came running to me, giving me a hug.

"Yeah I'm back…" I said. "Why-" he already knew what I was going to say.

"Victor Nikiforov is here to be my coach! Aren't you excited?!" I was speechless. "I know you've been through alot, so this my happiness to you."

I've never told Yuuri about that I dated Victor seven years ago.

"I'm happy for you, but-"

"But?" Yuuri stared at me in confusion. He thought that the news would make me feel happy for him.

"Suyin…? Is that you?" Victor walked close to us, mainly me.

I lowered my head down, not wanting to see his face. "Victor…" I said in a depressed tone.

"Do you guys know each other?" Yuuri looked very lost of our interaction.

"Yes. We used to date back when we were young." Victor stated the fact.

"And you never told me, Suyin?" I shook my head at Yuuri's question.

"I should be going…" I told Yuuri. "It was nice seeing you guys again." I was going to leave until I was grabbed by the wrist. I turned to see who it was, and it was Victor. "Let go." I said in a warning tone.

"I want to makeup. Let's be friends again." He smiled at me.

"No." I yanked my wrist out from his grip. "What's in that past should stay back in the past."

"No. I'm going to restart our friendship again." He said strongly as he's actually going to commit it.

"Suyin, you're here." It was Yuuri's parents. "Come and stay here for a few days." It's hard to refuse his parents since they've been taking care of me as well with my adopted parents since I was a baby.

"Maybe I-" they cut me off.

"Please. I know you need time, but your family will help you as well." They came to hug me. I legit tried not to cry.

"Don't cry, Suyin." Yuuri patted my head as he hugged me as well with his parents hugging me.

"Yuuri, what are you guys talking about?" Victor whispered to Yuuri.

Yuuri stopped hugging me and walked to Victor to tell him about what happened. "Suyin's fiancé died in a boating accident a month ago. We just need to comfort her right now." Yuuri explained to Victor.

I haven't told them about my pregnancy. "You guys… and Victor," I eyed him. "I need to tell you guys something big." I took a big breath.

"What's the news?!" Yuuri's parents exclaimed in either excitement or worriedness.

"The day before the boating accident, I found out that I was pregnant. But I never told him. Even after burying for his funeral, I didn't tell you guys either since I was going through so much, and even going to the trip trying to get my mind off as well." I sighed with my chest heaving up and down, trying to calm myself down from tears swelling in my eyes. "So after a month, I'm here to tell you guys about it." I clasped my hands together.

"Were you having your pregnancy sickness and all?" Yuuri's mom asked me.

"Yeah." I nodded my head

"I'm happy for you." They all smiled, but Victor was the awkward one, not knowing what to do.

"Let us get you a room so you can stay for a few days." Yuuri's mom dragged me to get my room.