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Warning: G!P Elsa x Anna sibling pairing! Maybe a typo sue me I wrote this on my cell phone.
"What do you mean go out we still need to go to Corona and pick up your things. Then theres prep work to do for your case."
"Elsa live a little, besides its a celebration I'm going to cooking school!" As I trailed behind Anna, I followed her to my room as she quickly dug into my closet. I just watched her as she digged through what I had and looking in distaste. I straightened my voice and spoke on hoping to stop her madness. "Anna I can't go, there's still a lot to do," I pleaded with her.
"When's the last time you've been out and been out for shopping for that matter? I mean literally all your clothes suck. Its all pants suits and business skirts. Do you even own any jeans or dress shirts and no not the girly kind."
"What's wrong with the way I dress, first Rapunzel and then you. Besides I do go out, I was at a bar the other week."
"Anyone ever tell you that you drink a lot like Dad," Anna suppiled ignoring my explaination. Giving her an annoyed look it was true my father and I shared in more than one drink even before the military. I guessed it was sort of our thing and maybe just maybe our father thought of me as the son he could never have. "I don't drink that much."
"Elsa, dad had you drinking at age 13 and I'm sure when you go over there now you two swap war stories."
"Not really and I dont talk about the military with him or no one for that matter."
"What about Rapunzel," Anna casted in jealousy. Hearing the tone of my little sisters voice, I wondered was she jealous of Rapunzel. If so now was my time to strike, although I had trouble opening up still Anna's kiss and my talk with Rapunzel made me a bit more compliant. "Don't tell me your jealous of Rapunzel?"
"So what if I am," shocked that my baby sisters boldness came out, I understood somewhat as I couldn't stand Kristoff around my Anna. Still I needed to explain that Anna shouldn't be threatened. "Come on Anna, Rapunzel is my friend and I mean its been eight years, but I guess you have every right to be jealous. However, know that your my baby sister that's not gonna change."
"You promise..."
"I promise..."
"Good because no ones taking you away not until I get eight years of worth of time with you." Smiling at Anna's request, she could've had eternity with me if she wanted still that was a hard road to travel. "You can have more time, unlike you the big idea of marriage never appealed to me." As she picked out a black long sleeve v-neck and a pair of blue jeans. "No way that's impossible with the many crushes you had in school."
"Wait people were interested in me?"
"Yeah you didn't notice?"
"No I didn't..." As she pulled out my clothes she wiped invisible sweat from her head as she gave a huff before speaking, "Finally, it took me forever to find something that makes you more human other than a super lawyer. Still its within good conscious that I can come up with something suitable especially with what you had in there."
"Yay me," I stated blandly.
"Now all we need is a pair of-oh wait! I got it." As she took out a pair of black combats that I had in my closet, Anna held them up biting her lip as if she were asking me permission. Understanding what she was asking I put away the memories of my time in the service. Anna was here now and knowing what I know now, I was thankful I survived. Taking the outfit I moved into the bathroom to set on a shower, instantly the door opened as I covered myself although my clothes were on. "Oh yeah I called the house and no one answered so tomorrow we're clear for Corona."
"You think that could've waited till after I was done!"
"Come on Elsa I've seen you naked before, you keep forgetting all of this."
"You keep forgetting your twenty-four and I'm twenty-seven, now out." Shoving her out I closed and locked the door before resting my back agaisnt the door. Sighing my nerves were on the fritz maybe I needed a drink and a night off.
"Anna hurry up we have to get moving!"
"Elsa no one goes to a club early its barely nine," Anna shouted. Rolling my eyes everything felt hot pushing up my long sleeve I took a look at my appearance again. Somehow a stroke of confidence came over me, for the strangest reason I thought maybe with this look I had a chance with Anna. Ruffling my hair I pushed back my bangs as they gave a more spiked look, even though I wore it pinned up most of the time.
Walking to my dresser I pushed back the memories of fire and the smell of gun powder and the scream of my men. As I looked to a navy-blue case there along side a M9 Beretta, taking the case I pushed the dresser door back as if to stop the plauge of my detrimental past from seeping out. However it was pointless, as I counted the many times I held my own gun to my head in guilt. Opening the case two dog tags stayed in place glaring back at me lamenting my abandonment there was nothing that could be done. "Elsa are you alright?" Turning back, Anna was stunning there in a red off the shoulder cocktail dress; I could see everything clearly her breast were full and her hips well formed she was a woman now.
"I-I'm fine..." Putting up the case I turned around to see her fully. As sexy as she was,I was green with envy as I thought of all the attention she would get from people that weren't me. "So how do I look?"
"S-Stunning..."
"Good if I can't impress you then I'm not doing something right. I forgot what it was like to only want to impress you." Blushing I walked up offering an arm to her ad she looped her own arm in mine we headed for the cab waiting downstairs for us. In seconds we were out my apartment and in the backseat of our ride as the driver looked impressed at the both of us. "To where ladies?" As Anna gave the address to the man, he nodded as she took her space snuggling up to me. As I heated up there wasn't much to do accept submit to Anna's will, this was her way of returning to normal and maybe it was my way as well. The cab driver looked to us in the rearview mirror as he started to speak.
"So what's a lovely couple like you doing out this time of night?" As I blushed I opened my mouth to correct his mistake only to have Anna cut in for me. "We are going to this new club downtown, it's been a while since we saw each other so we are rekindling somethings is that right honey?" I nodded with no energy to decline. "Oh is that so? If you're looking for some romantic spots there is this restaurant down on fifth street it's pricey, but you'll know the spot when you see the couples flying in. I opened my mouth only to shut it and leave the rest to Anna, memorizing that I would have to have a serious talk with Anna and soon.
"Please tell me you're going to loosen up over time Elsa?" As we now made it to the club with the cab driver mistaking us as a couple, I wondered how far this act would go. Taking a sip of my Brandy on the rocks, I spoke the burn catching my throat slightly as I winced before speaking,"I would "loosen up," but how can I if I don't know if we are going to be sisters or lovers to every single person we meet?"
"Elsa are you still mad at that? It's a joke and besides I didn't want to explain the whole divorce would you rather I do that?"
"Yes..."
"Come on, you gotta admit it took you back to old times. Remember when one of the boys asked me out Sophomore year and you pulled up to pick me up."
"No," I lied.
"I do, you pretended to be my girlfriend and the funny thing is you sold the act so well I thought you were my actual girlfriend. You made me feel safe and that's something I miss with us."
"That's...good to hear."
"You know since then that guy never asked me out again or any guy for that matter; that was until Hans came that is." With Anna sipping her drink, I took my drink my eyes moving to the dance floor as so not to get caught up in the moment. "So what were you looking at in the room?"
"It was nothing."
"It had something to do with the military didn't it?" My eyes widened as I wanted to avoid the situation, looking for anything I was out of my comfort zone. Standing up, I offered her a hand hoping she would get the point to follow me to the dance floor. Taking my hand the pumping of the rave music brought life to Anna's body as she swayed sexily making my body react and, my mind it regret my idea. As Anna pulled my hand and body closer she came into my embrace; as her hips swayed against my front only in a ghost like touch. I kept up with the tempo as the drop to the song pushed on and the brandy in my system sped up faster than what I expected. As we moved, Anna's smile became contagious as she faced me only to earn a smile back.
As we ran back to the bar, I lifted my hand for two of the same orders. Taking my brandy I sipped on it before putting it down. My drink didn't even rest for a second before Anna took my drink placing her mouth where my mouth was for a sip. Instead of being in shock or annoyed the alcohol was too good and strong to resist, taking her drink it tasted of apple and less of vodka. Anna gave a grossed out look as she held out my drink giving it back to me. "Eww gross how do you drink that stuff?"
"Same way you drink this apple contraption."
"It's called a apple martini, and it's a classy drink or a classy lady like me," Anna teased.
"Well, allow me to pamper you by saying your right classy lady," I teased. Anna's laughter rang as I enjoyed myself, suddenly I felt alive enjoying the night for the first time.
"Elsa is that you?" Turning my head to the voice, I knew who it belonged to as Anna looked to the side past my frame. As I turned around, I saw her again Esmeralda and there on her arm was another woman who hung off her. I spotted the uncomfortably of Esmeralda as it only had been a few weeks since our break up, but watching her with a new woman did nothing for my emotional state. Nevertheless with Anna by my side as she looked evenly at the couple, trying to see what Esmeralda was to me."So...How are you doing Elsa?"
"I'm fine, just dealing with work accommodations. How have things been on your end?"
"Fine, oh I would like you to meet my girlfriend Terra." Not shocked at the rate in which Esmeralda hooked up, she was beautiful and I didn't blame her. "So who's that you have with you." With Anna cutting in she clinged to my arm her breast painfully on my triceps and biceps, "I'm Anna, Elsa's girlfriend. So is this the girl that told you that you were a cold hearted bitch?"
My mouth could've hung open at the bold comment, but is as too worried about Esmeralda's reaction. As I looked between the two it was clear to see the mixture of emotions; as well as there was the fact that Anna could be fiercely protective of me as well. "W-Well we're going to head out it was nice seeing you again Elsa, maybe we could catch up for coffee." As I opened my mouth Anna cut in instantly, "Sure we would love coffee wouldn't we Elsa?" As Esmeralda gave a quirky lift of her eyebrow it looked to be a light moment of action, but I could tell she was annoyed. Nodding my head to Anna's question, I watched Esmeralda recovered. "Sure you're more than welcome to come Anna, goodnight you two."
When the couple was out of earshot, I heard the heaviness of a glass slam down on the bar. The cold feeling was at my side and Anna was gone. Naturally turning back I watched as Anna placed her order for her drink, to have it down instantly. As she set her back hand to brace the burn in her chest I made it to her side. "
"Anna..."
"What?"
"You drunk my drink."
"I did seemed on the light side to me,"Anna snapped sarcastically. Watching the whole thing, I just hoped that Anna was a light weight still, it was all I could do to relax her.
"UGH...I don't see why you date a girl like her! She looked like a slut-puppy hehe hehe *hic." As I half carried Anna to the elevator of my apartment, I was right as somethings never changed. Anna was still a lightweight when it came to alcohol. As she bashed Esmeralda and incoherently may I add, it brought a reality to me that I was expendable in my ex-girlfriends book. A part of me was disappointed and glad I never took things a step forward with her when it came to revealing my condition.
Deciding that we were getting no where when it came to the one, two, step. It couldn't be helped as I took in my arms Anna bridal style, she giggled and I gave a smile. "Yay you've been practicing!" Remembering a small promise that I gave to Anna years ago when we were kids, about treating Anna like a bride I quickly dismissed it. As I pushed on, all I concentrated on was taking us to our apartment. "How did you get that strong?"
"I praticed..." As her arms around my neck tightened slightly I looked down slightly as Anna shook from the cold and then spoke all of our emotions raw and intoxicated. "I missed you Elsa, I really did. Did you know in highschool, I use to look for guys that had your style?" Wondering where Anna was going to with her statement, I watched as she grabbed her house keys from her purse unlocking the door for us. Swinging her in like we were newlyweds wished that were true, still Anna's comment made me longing to hear more as I set her down.
"HIC* I WANNA SLEEP WOTH YOU TONIGHT ELSA!" Rolling my eyes as she giggled there was no way Anna was sleeping with me and not while intoxicated. The action brought up to many memories, and with myself being drunk my self control was chipping away. "Anna we can't..."
"Why is it because I'm not your cute baby sister anymore." As I saw tears om her eyes I hated when she talked about herself badly. "Sure you are, you'll always be my cute baby sister."
"So why won't you sleep with me?"
"Anna its complicated..."
"How could it be complicated? We use to do this as kids. You know ever since I've been with Hans, I found myself loosing reasons to sleep. I took sleeping pills and nothing worked, it wasn't till after I figured out you weren't there that...I missd you."
As rational as I was everything in me spoke to take Anna up on the offer, and I almost couldn't help it. It wasn't until the disgusted looks on our parents face and Anna's when she found out, popped in my head like a flashcard. Picking her up on my arms and taking her upstairs to her room, I watched as she threw a slightly temper tantrum in my arms as she developed a cute pout. "No Elsa I don't wanna go!"
"Anna you have to relax."
"You promised..." Then as if all my stamina drained, I finally caved in. All I could only rely on was rationalization that I formed in my mind that letting Anna sleep with me was the only way to calm her down. "Fine I'll do it.' As she stopped almost instantly, she smiled as I blushed moving us to my room. Setting her down on the bed she giggled as the emotion turned contagious as I went into bathroom to change, Anna spoke up. "W-Why are you going to the bathroom to change?"
"I always go to the bathroom to change." As Anna took off her dress she let it fall to the floor. Not noticing that the dress she wore required any bra, she was bra-less in front of me. My member started to pump slightly, my rationality almost gone. Trying to pull back the bubbling feeling in me the alcohol was making throw caution to the wind. As she turned to me I instantly jumped, even though we were opposite ends of the bed. I wanted to meet her in the middle and show her body what she had been missing. As she jumped in the bed no shirt on, I sputtered shocked, "Aren't you going to put on a shirt?"
"No its too hot for all of that."
"Anna its winter, your going to catch a cold."
"So I'll know you'll be there take care of me, besides its nice to get some kind of attention. When I use to sleep like this with Hans it was nothing but an introduction to sex and him speaking another woman's name in bed. Then again he wasn't good at hiding it he talked a lot in his sleep."
"Anna..." Putting away my reservations on the matter, I guess she needed this more than me. Suddenly I felt the need to open up something I thought myself incapable of doing. "I'm sorry to hear that." As Anna gave a simple yawn.
"No don't be sorry, remember a lot of this is my fault. The signs were there in my face everyone tried to tell me, but I'm not sad about it. You want to know why?"Smiling at her I sat in bed with total reliance on the alcohol at this point as it hit me. "Why..."
"I got you that's why. I don't care if our parents don't ever like me; I long as you love me I'm fine." As I watched her eyes get heavy, I smiled fondly as a sad pit on my chest bubbled up as she reached for my hand I tangled my hand in hers. "Elsa I know I asked, but what was it like in the military and did you think of me?"
"Well...it was cold and dark most of the time. We did a lot of patrolling when we weren't fighting most people sent letters to their family or kept with some kind of mindless task."
"Did you ever write anyone," asked Anna eyes completely closed. Smiling with tears coming in my eyes, as I thought to those years when everything was so dark in my life I just wanted to end it. "So many times I wanted to write to you, but I couldn't find the right words to say. Maybe a lot of it was me being mad and my pride getting away. Funny part is I have a lot of the letters I didn't send saved. I guess it makes no difference since your here now, but I missed you so much Anna." As I felt the hand in mine loosen, I looked over to see Anna sleep letting her hand go finally I felt free to speak my mind.
"I'm sorry for not writing you Anna or no being there, I was selfish and when the time is right there's so much I wanted to tell you. Still know that I love you and I know the way you love me is different from my love, but still I want to be there for you and I want to live again to be there for you." Leaning down and kissing her for head she stirred slightly smiling in her drunken sleep. I didn't know how much I could keep this up, but hopefully our trip tomorrow up to Corona would be a quick one.
AN: Hey everyone I'm sorry I've been away for a minute I was updating my other stories and then X-mass. Speaking of which have a happy New Years.