A/N: This fanfiction is definitely an unusual one. Definitely a self-insert but it's got its uniqueness. This is my first Vampire Knight fanfiction, thus, I apologize beforehand if my limited knowledge reflects in this story.

Updated 11/27/18: As I write this story, I noticed I've been taking on a writing style (definitely different from other self-insert characters) that is realistic. If you're looking for fluff and something light, I implore you not to read this fanfiction because honestly, I'm writing this fanfic to get my ideas out and people who leave reviews, because they don't like this story just tend to say whatever is on their mind and it comes out as a flame. If you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say anything at all. Honestly, why bother to read a story if you don't like it? For the rest of you readers who have been showing your support, thank you so much!

Please leave no flames.

Disclaimer: I don't own Vampire Knight. I only own my original character.

Warning: Characters are ooc. Definitely cannon divergence involved. This story is written to give a roller coaster of emotions and will get dark. Lastly, the grammar isn't all that great.


All my life I had been living with my head in the clouds. It was easy. I could escape into a different world through novels, anime or manga.

I was type of person who spent my time talking to my little sister about character flaws or praising authors for their brilliant story ideas. I wasn't into juicy gossip and I disliked comparing myself to people in the real world. As long as I went to school, did my homework, and did my household chores, I was good.

Besides that, the real world didn't hold any interest for me.

I just wanted to immerse myself in a different world but I should be careful what I wish for.

OoO

"You're kidding, right?" I asked my little sister as I drove her to school. It was the same routine for me every day. I dropped her to high school every morning since we lived far from it. I drove home, finished any last minute assignments, drove to college, attended a couple of classes, picked up my little sister from school, drove home, cooked dinner for my family and ended my day with doing more homework. Then, I woke up the next day repeating the same process.

It was like I was living the same day over and over again.

Only my sister made everything interesting. Recently, I got her into anime that I recommended to her, Vampire Knight. The moment we watched the first episode together, she was hooked. She was so hooked that she read the whole manga since it was completed. I couldn't touch it after what happened in the end of the anime. Yuki discovered she was a pureblood and she decided to leave Cross Academy with Kaname. I wanted them to have their happy ending. Personally, I preferred if Yuki was with Kaname.

But my little sister thought differently. She wanted Yuki to be with Zero.

"No, that's what happened in the end. Yuki sacrifices herself to bring Kaname back to life. He's human. Remember he turns into an antagonist and baits Yuki and Zero. Then he sacrifices himself by tearing his heart out and throwing it in the furnace. So technically he was dead until Yuki brings him back to life," she notified me.

"Ah, you see, this is why I can't bring myself to read Vampire Knight. Everything still ends in a tragedy," I sighed. "As childish as it seems, I will pretend that Yuki is still with Kaname and they're living happily ever after."

"But you can't cancel out the close relationship she has with Zero. He suffered so much with the loss of his family, him fighting off turning into a vampire, him feeding off of Yuki, and don't forget that he had to kill his own brother." Why did my sister have to be the logical one?

Why did I have to be the dreamer?

Weren't our roles suppose to be reversed or something?

She acted more mature than me and she was only fifteen years old, close to the age of Yuki and the others from Vampire Knight.

"Okay, how about we have two Yuki's?" I joked as I clutched the steering wheel in the car. We were almost to her school. I had to make two left turns and we would arrive in front of her high school.

"That's not funny," my sister said seriously. She crossed her arms over her chest in the passenger seat next to me.

"I'm kidding. Maybe, it's better she was with both of them. It just seems wrong that she has to die in the end to bring back Kaname, though. Shouldn't the dead be left alone?"

"Seriously, Kaname may have been a dominating, manipulative type of person, but he did everything in the best interest for the hooded woman and protecting Yuki."

"The hooded woman?" I questioned.

"Oh gosh!" My sister rolled her eyes. "Seriously, you have to read Wikia if you're not interested in reading the Vampire Knight manga." She inhaled a deep breath. "The hooded woman was a pureblood that Kaname knew in the past. Apparently, he was an ancestor of the Kuran family. He woke up when Rido sacrificed Juri's and Haruka's first son to the ancestor. He and the hooded woman were protecting the humans in a time when humans were close to extinction."

"Oh," I said, sounding stupid. I turned on the indicator to make my first left turn. "So does that mean Kaname is really not Yuki's brother?"

"Yep," my sister sounded proud. She knew something I didn't. "They're related but they're not siblings."

"Oh, okay," I said while bobbing my head. "I can live with that. Not many people like the idea of them being siblings. Although, I still like them together."

"Uhhh…" my sister puffed out air. "That's another matter entirely."

"Yeah, and I can get into a whole lecture about vampires who are sires that gave their blood to their mates and still ended up being with them. That will be considered incest as well," I said with a small smile displaying on my face. I made a next indication to make a left turn.

"Sometimes, you can be scary," she replied.

"Only when I want to be," I remarked coolly. I pulled the car in front of her school. She unbuckled her seatbelt and reached in the backseat to grab her backpack. "See you at 2:50."

She saluted me before opening her door. Once she exited the car, I stayed in place, watching as she entered the yard to get into the building. When I thought she was a good distance away, I drove away from the high school with a mental checklist of things I needed to complete for the day.

OoO

It began snowing around 11:12 a.m. The weather forecast warned people that the weather was only going to get worse. At the end of the day we should get thirteen inches of snow. I was pretty worried. College canceled classes but my little sister was still in her school. I didn't know whether I should wait until the normal time to pick her up or if I should pick her up earlier than usual.

Besides picking her up, my Toyota Corolla only had back wheel drive, which wasn't good enough to drive in the snow. But I didn't have a choice. Both our parents worked in the city and they finished work very late. I was the only person available to pick her up.

"Screw it," I muttered to no one. I was going to pick her up early. I left the college building to be smacked in the face by some cold winds. Snow was falling heavily from the dark gray sky. Some cars on the road was already skidding as I noticed the roads were already sleety.

I had to hurry up to pick up my sister. A traffic light turned red. I took it as my cue to hurriedly walk across the street. But I wasn't paying attention because if I did, I would have been able to stop within my tracks to save my own life.

Instead, a car hurled into me. My backpack went flying into the air. The next thing I knew, I was blanketed in darkness.

OoO

Snowflakes fell in whispers around me. The dark sky was covered in a stormy gray as the ground was blanketed in a white sheet of snow. I raised both my gloved hands to examine some snowflakes. They were pure white, fragile and small, like myself.

"Where am I?" I asked no one.

I raised my head as a cold breeze drifted by me.

"You're with me," another small voice answered me back.

I blinked my eyes at a small figure standing a couple inches away from me. A female child with chocolate eyes, mocha hair, dressed in warm clothing fit for snow stared at me with blank eyes. I blinked again. Why did the girl look so familiar?

Then, her eyes widened and I saw a reflection in them of another person approaching us. Something inside me told me to protect the little girl from the stranger. Before I could comprehend my actions, I turned and faced the intruder. My eyes narrowed on a man dressed for the cold weather. His pale hair blew in the wind. His lips twisted in a cruel smile.

"Little girls, are you lost?" He was a creepy man. He looked like a serial killer, who lured his prey in with good looks and a hypnotic voice. If I was someone else, I would have been entranced by him. But his glowing red eyes was a dead giveaway that he wasn't human. Humans didn't have red eyes unless they had on contacts.

"Let me drink your blood." A large hand reached out and grasped the crown of my head. He licked his lips in anticipation.

My eyes widened as my heart pounded loudly in my ears.

Did I hear the man right? He wanted to drink my blood.

Were vampires real?

No, I had to be dreaming. If I shut my eyes and re-open them, I would find myself back in my world. Right?

His grip tightened on me and I gasped in pain.

"Nia," the other girl whispered.

"Stay back!" I warned her. "Don't get any closer."

The vampire was crushing my skull until sharp claws pierced my scalp. Blood began to leak down the side of my forehead and cheeks.

"Nia!" The girl was getting desperate.

The vampire shifted his attention to the child. "Look at me, you scumbag!"

He looked back at me and his eyes gleamed a darker red. Using a pointer finger, he traced along the side of my face. He lifted the appendage, covered in my blood, to his mouth and greedily sucked the crimson liquid.

"Well, a foul mouth little girl like yourself tastes so good. I'm going to indulge in your blood and then shred you into pieces." His voice got darker as his deranged face moved closer to me. I could feel his hot breath on my cheek.

"Nia!" the child cried out.

This was better for me. I always wished to have the courage to save someone else besides myself. I was finally getting the chance to prove my worth. I was protecting an innocent child.

"Nia!"

I shut my eyes as I waited for the inevitable when suddenly the crushing weight on my head vanished. A scream pierced the night air. I opened my eyes to see blood raining from the sky, staining my gray coat, white stockings and light gray boots.

A broken body lay on the snowy ground.

I turned my attention to the male standing before me. He put a hand to his mouth. His tongue tasted the drips of blood from his fingers. I could only assume that was what he was doing since he had his back to me. I shifted my gaze to the child behind me. She was on her knees. Her expressionless eyes drank in everything.

"Such a disgrace to vampires," he murmured.

So vampires did exist and somehow I ended up meeting two of them in one night.

"Okay, I can wake up now!" I called to no one. Both the handsome guy and the pretty little girl turned to stare at me. They blinked in unison. Instantly, I noted they look alike. They had the same color hair and skin. They could pass off as siblings. "I mean it! This is getting ridiculous!"

The guy approached me with slow steps; his feet making crunching sounds in the snow. His eyes glowed scarlet as I finally got a good look at his face.

He looked familiar. Like….

Kaname Kuran. No way!

He existed in Vampire Knight. But if he was Kaname, then the female child should be Yuki Kuran, his little sister.

What planet did I fall on when I went to sleep?

I cradled my head in my hands while I fell down on my knees. Instantly, my stockings got wet from the snow. But that didn't matter.

"Nia," the girl said.

My head moved from side-to-side in a furious manner.

"Nia."

I refused to answer the child. I just wanted to wake up in my world.

"Nia," another voice, a masculine one with a smooth and hypnotic tone called to what I might assume was my name. Cold fingertips grazed my tender throat and I immediately froze. All air left my lungs. His fingers glided across my neck to under my chin. Then, he titled my head back until I was helplessly gazing into red-brown orbs.

"Nia," he repeated.

"Kaname-sama," I whispered before my world tilted.

OoO

"Are you sure this is what you want?" the vampire hunter asked Kaname. The pureblood vampire stared at the two children who were idly sitting on the couch in the living room. Both girls were different from each other as night differed from day. One child had long mocha tresses and large chocolate eyes, the other one had short silver hair and round scarlet eyes. No matter how different they appeared on the outside, they were still family, cousins to be exact. And they were both purebloods who turned into humans.

Kaname had been entrusted by Juri -the woman he called mother- to ensure their safety while they lived as humans. As it was, in their current state, they were vulnerable and there was a good chance that Rido Kuran was going to come after them for his own personal vendetta, especially since the child with the pale hair was his daughter.

"Yes. They can't stay with me since I will be staying with the Ichijo family until I am able to move back to the Kuran estate. I need someone I can trust to protect them. The next few years will be taxing since Juri and Haruka are no longer part of this world. I will have to answer to the Council." Not to mention be under scrutiny by the Council while being raised by the Ichijo family, was something he mentally added.

"They are welcome to stay," the vampire hunter known as Kaien Cross answered. Then his expression turned dreamy. "Besides I always wanted to have a family and having two daughters to raise and dote on is an honor."

Kaname nodded his head and watched with amusement as the man's expression changed as fast as lightening but he was careful to school his expression to one of indifference.

"Besides I am indebted to Juri. Raising her two daughters is the least I can do," the blond man replied seriously.

"Actually, one of them is her daughter. The girl with brown hair is her only precious daughter and my sister, Yuki Kuran."

"And the other one?" the hunter asked.

"She is our cousin, Nia Kuran."

Kaien raised a pale eyebrow.

"She is the daughter of Juri's older brother, Rido Kuran and the pureblood, Shizuka Hio."

The man almost spluttered. He was in the midst of making tea, which Kaname politely declined. The vampire hunter had a big sense of imagination when making food. Kaname didn't want to imagine what kind of herbs he added into the tea he drank. "Are you saying she's a pureblood too?"

"She was a pureblood. She's human now like Yuki."

Kaien finished heat up the water with the contents of tea inside the kettle. He poured the contents into a mug. "Are you sure you don't want any?"

"I'm fine."

"Positive?"

Kaname simply stared at the blond man. "I was just wondering," the vampire hunter muttered.

Then Kaname turned his attention on the two children. The kitchen wasn't far away from the living room. He made sure to not openly gaze at them as he wanted to observe them discretely from afar. Yuki, he noticed, had a blank expression on her face as she poked at the pudding on the coffee table. Apparently, Juri's spell to turn her into a human made her forget the first five years of her life. She was like a newborn baby in a child's body. Everything was new for her.

On the other hand, Nia, remained a mystery. She only appeared in their lives moments before Rido entered the Kuran estate with the intentions of getting Yuki. He recalled how Shizuka, bloody and battered, trailed her way into the snow, carrying a bundle close to her chest. She then pleaded to Juri and Haruka to take care of her daughter, warning them she was also the daughter of the dark Rido and he was after them because he wanted to use their child for the same purpose as Yuki. Kaname was angered by the news and did feel the stirrings of protectiveness as Shizuka revealed her daughter. Then, in her last attempts to save her daughter, she sacrificed herself to turn Nia into a human. Juri got the idea of turning Yuki into a human from her.

But what he could tell from examining Nia was something was off about the girl. She didn't act like Yuki, a child who forgotten her former life. Instead, there was a keenness in her scarlet eyes. He couldn't put his finger on it, but there was something more to her. Like now, he saw how the white haired girl took the spoon off the table and showed the girl how to eat the pudding. How could she remember such a simple task when Yuki didn't know how to do it?

"Strange, how the silver haired child knows how to use a spoon." Kaien noted. He simply voiced the same thought Kaname had. "If she drank blood, she wouldn't know how to use human utensils."

"Unless her mother had her eat human food." It wasn't out of the ordinary for vampires to eat human food. They could digest the solid food but they couldn't live on it like how they lived off of blood for sustenance.

"Oh, I see. I would think that Hio sheltered her child like what your parents did for your sister." Kaname turned his gaze on the blond man wearing spectacles. The man raised his hands in the air and began waving them around frantically. "I mean she is Rido's child. The pureblood will want her back."

"You have a point." Kaname's dark eyes moved to his hands. "Now that you mention it, Hio never announced having a daughter to the Vampire Society. It came as a shock to us when she left her only daughter under our care." Kaname said "our" to represent Juri and Haruka.

"Hmmm…. There are a lot of unanswered questions, but I'm assuming they will remain that way."

Kaname nodded his head as he made a gesture to leave. "I leave them in your care."

"You can rely on me," the vampire hunter said a bit too cheerfully.

If Kaname didn't have to appear stoic in front of other people he wasn't familiar with, he would have slightly shaken his head at Kaien's antics. But there were a lot of things he had to look into such as protecting Yuki and Nia from a distance. Until the time was right, the Vampire Society didn't have the right to know that two young purebloods existed. The Council would definitely take advantage of them.

His eyes hardened as his hands clenched into fists.

No one was going to touch his precious sister and the other girl. Not as long as he lived.

He strode to the front door when he felt a tug on his coat. He halted and glanced over his shoulder. He saw his young and adorable sister holding on to the end of his coat. "Are you leaving now?" she asked him while she blinked owlishly at him.

His eyes softened on her. "Yes, I have to go."

"Will you come back?"

He turned around and slowly knelt in front of the child as not to scare her away. "Yes," he said. "I will come back to visit you and your cousin soon."

"Okay," she beamed at him. It was the first sincerely expressed emotion that flashed across her cute face.

Tenderly, he patted her head. "Be a good girl for me."

She bobbed her head. Kaname's eyes strayed to the other girl who stood at a distance, watching them warily. The warmth left his eyes as he nodded his head to her. He and Yuki had a close relationship but he was uncertain how to treat the other girl. Until he learned more about her, he would be careful how he acted with her.

Then, he remembered her words before she fainted in the snow. "Okay, I can wake up now! I mean it! This is getting ridiculous!" What did she mean by those words? Did she think was in some dream?

She also called him by his name when he never revealed it to her. He saw the look in her scarlet eyes, as though she recognized him.

It was only an assumption, but, perhaps by Hio sacrificing herself Nia didn't lose all her memories. She thought she was living in a dream.

Maybe the child thought her mother was still alive.

But assumptions were assumptions and Kaname was knowledgeable enough not to only go by theories. There had to be evidence. He would learn more about the silver haired child if he visited Kaien Cross more often. He made sure to put that thought on his priority list as he fluidly rose on his two feet and elegantly walked out of the Cross household into the snowy weather outside.


A/N: So how did I do with the original character? Is she okay? Do you like the story so far? Since I've never wrote a story with an original character before, I'm a bit nervous. *Crosses fingers.*