Chapter 1

Lieutenant Andy Flynn stood before the mirror and looked at his reflection. He carefully looked all over his body. He clearly could see the wrinkles in his face. He felt old. He was old. "I'm getting old." he thought sadly.

He put on his jacket and put his tie. He was always attractive and handsome man. At least everyone said that. But now, years later, for the first time, he felt tired and old. He was just an old man who plays the role of a young man. He looked in the mirror and thought. What had he accomplished in his life so far? Besides a complete emptiness.

His past empty, empty memories, everything was severe punishment for him. He didn't even have a good relationship with his daughter Nicole. And if it wasn't Sharon, he knew he would never be able to realize his mistakes and be a good father from now on.

He was grateful for her support and assistance. She was there for him whenever he needed. He didn't know why, but every time he saw Sharon, his heart beat more strongly if will stop for a moment and he was breathless. He was breathless. Her beauty left him without words. He felt happy and secure, seeing her beautiful smile.

After many years as enemies, only now, he knew exactly what he feels for her. He had great love for her, but he didn't know how to say it. He was afraid that she could understand him wrong. She can even slap him in the face as she was his boss. He looked at his watch. The time flew like the wind. He had thousands of missed chances in the past and now. He had missed chances, but he didn't want to miss the chance to be with the woman he loves - Sharon. Definitely, Sharon was the one who could save him. She was the one who could be with him whatever happens. She was the one who would never give him up despite the circumstances.

A few minutes later, he walked toward the elevators. His past jostled there every morning. He was glad to see the smiles of his colleagues, arriving to work. Their work was very difficult and they had to be very cautious. Since he was in love with Sharon, he was trying to protect her in every way. He just wanted her to be better. Yes, he knew that she was the boss, but she was a woman and he was willing to protect her in all situations.

He was convinced that she isn't yet aware that he was in love with her. Yes, it was quite normal. For many years, he showed anger and hatred toward her. His radical change was felt by his best friend - Lieutenant Provenza, who knew everything, especially that he loves Sharon. He just stood in front of her and was unable to conceal his smile. He loved to look at her, to her clear green eyes in which he found great peace. Her smile as if to say that everything will be fine, that she'll always be with him.

One morning he just sat there, in her office and looked at her lovingly and carefully, cautiously at the same time. She still didn't know and he didn't want to hurry. She was annoyed and looked at him slightly sternly. She took off her glasses and put them on her desk.

"Well, Andy, why do you look at me like that?" she asked curiously with an insolent smile. At this point, Andy didn't know what to answer. He couldn't tell her that he loves her. It just was not the time. It couldn't happen now. He took a deep breath and stood up, leaving Sharon in surprise.

"Uh .. Actually, I ..." he stammered slightly and paled. Sharon looked at him carefully and approached him. She put her hand on his shoulder reassuringly and smiled.

"Are you okay?" she asked anxiously. Andy nodded slightly.

"It's all right, Captain, I'm sorry. I have to call Mike." he said firmly, avoiding her gaze and left. Sharon shrugged and sat on her desk back. He called 'Captain' after a long time again. He didn't know why he said that, but he was sure of one thing: He loved Sharon and he felt that he couldn't hide it anymore. Especially from her.

The day was long and tiring. The team had just resolved another rough murder case. Andy was sitting at his desk thoughtfully, lost in his thoughts. Provenza sat at his desk with a cup of coffee. It was lunchtime and there was no one but both of them and the captain. Provenza looked closely at his friend and felt the anxiety in his eyes. He sat down beside him and squeezed his shoulder.

"Hey, Flynn, you look pale. What's happening?" he asked concerned. Andy shook his head and took a deep breath. He needed to share this with someone and Provenza was the right person.

"Look, Provenza, I really feel weird. I also know that right now I'm talking like an idiot, but I really feel weird when I'm with her, when I'm close to her. You know, I haven't felt this for years and I never imagined it I would feel exactly those feelings to her." he confessed.

"I know this is really weird." Provenza muttered, drinking his coffee. Andy glared at him.

"Well, look. Try to talk to her. Reveal your feelings to her." he suggested.

"Oh, Provenza! That's the last thing I want to happen right now, so quickly and suddenly. I can't tell her that I love her. I love Sharon with all my heart."

"What? What are you saying now?" Sharon asked suddenly. She had heard his last sentence. Provenza pulled back. Andy's eyes widened. He couldn't believe that she had heard everything like this. What would he say now? He just didn't know...

~ TBC ~

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