Disclaimer I don't own Naruto, If I did I would have shown Hinata and Naruto after pain with Naruto being confused whether or not Hinata only loved him as friend or not.

NaruHina: Love you or Hate You Rewritten

Summary: After Hinata's confession, Naruto is still smitten with Sakura. Desperate for affection he decides to realise his desires by using Hinata. After she finds out due to a misunderstanding, she leaves heartbroken leaving the village and the man she loves behind. Years later Naruto, who's full of regret and despair rushes to find the love of his life and fix his mistake.

Chapter 1: The Painful Truth

Authors Note: This story was adopted from ShyHinaCham original "NaruHina: Love you or Hate You" so credit for the idea is hers. I know I shouldn't have started another story, but I now understand what writes go through if you don't write down your ideas they keep you up at night, or at least that's how it is for me. Anyway I couldn't stop thinking about this story it was originally on my adoption forum, but I adopted it myself instead.

This takes place five years after the war, everything that happened during the war happened here since I think the original was started before the war got underway. However, there may be some changes.

Warning this will have a lot of drama and adult situations, there is also LEMON in this chapter so anyone under 18 read at your own risk.

Konohagakure, a village well known for its resources, its pride, and most of all its ninjas. The Rookie Nine have all made Jonin... all except for one.

The strongest of them Naruto Uzumaki, who's known to have saved the village and the world, who won the battle against the Akatsuki, Pain, Obito and Madara Uchiha and worse of all the progenitor of chakra herself Kaguya Otsutsuki.

The one person who didn't get promoted was the one closest to Naruto, the one who he couldn't live without anymore.

Naruto after brutal battle after battle succeeded in bringing back his best friend and former rough ninja Sasuke Uchiha. Now at age 21 Naruto does not seem to be happy in his life, no far from it, he once had all the happiness he could ever want something he never really thought he would have, but he lost it all because he was too blind to see his own feelings. Hurting his most precious person and losing her because he was….in his words an ass hole.

He sat there dreading and regretting that particular moment in his past the day she left him, the day he broke her heart and in doing so his own. Over five years ago his most dearest precious person had left the village for good.

That person was someone he never believed he could come to see that way to love, Hinata Hyuga.

He himself knows that he is the one to blame for this cause. He had caused Hinata so much pain, disbelief, confusion, sadness, sorrow. That Hinata couldn't endure any longer. She gave him her pure and innocent love and he in turn turned it dark, breaking the girls fragile heart.

'I was so stupid...so naive...so desperate' He thinks tears falling freely, the heavens themselves were crying themselves almost in tuned with his own pain. They pelted him with freezing rain and icy winds. His body should surely be freezing, he should be getting sick, but instead of moving and getting away from the elements he welcomed the punishment the earth gave him.

His body was numb since that day, even as he freezes to death, he didn't feel any of it, not the joints of his bone freezing up and growing stiff, not the heat or pain his bare skin was giving off now red from the savage rain. He didn't feel the cold at all, it all didn't matter, he has felt nothing since that day no warmth at all not just in his body, but also his heart as well.

The blond hero, the saviour of the world heart froze over that day and he hasn't felt any joy, happiness and most importantly love since that day. The absence of love in his heart, the love that she gave him was what hurt him the most. He became empty when she left nothing, but a shell of his former self.

The orbs that were once filled with so much life and the burning will of fire were now lifeless, he cast his piecing icy gaze at the village that he called home.

But to him it was just not the same anymore without her because he ruined it, he got all the happiness he ever need and he lost because he couldn't see that he was already happy.

She once confessed her feeling for him, her life-long-love that would never fade the desire to always be with him, to be by his side and cherish him like no one else did. How her only dream was to see him happy and even though she wanted herself to be the one to give him all that he desired she didn't care as long as he got the happiness he always deserves, even at the sacrifice of her own.

'And in the end, she did just that, sacrificed everything, even her own happiness all because I was a blind and stupid to realise just what she meant to me.'

Naruto during that time was now even more in love… or what he assumed was love with Sakura than ever before. So focused on the feelings he had for his teammate, he felt so sad and alone, when he brought his rough teammate back into their lives, only to have his other teammate pushed him out of hers.

But he could take it, couldn't take being alone again, couldn't take his closes bond being taken away from him, he had nothing else at the time to fill the void and was jealous of Sasuke, because even though it wasn't love he desired his female teammate.

In order to suppress his feelings, so desperate for affection from someone, wanting his pink haired teammate to look at him again. He decided to use Hinata, to hide his feelings to take away his pain and loneliness. And there lied his mistake for you see by letting Hinata in she filled the hole in his heart like no else could and stole it away, when the truth was out he lost everything, his dream for the future meant nothing, not without her, the only one to truly love him, not without the one person who taught him what love really is.

Flashback

It was a bright summers day Naruto was happily slurping up his ramen and with a gulped, he sighed happily. He sat down what was his twentieth bowl on the table. "Man, that hit the spot!" Added a seventeen-year-old Naruto, ramen was one of the only constants in his life and the only thing that always managed to bring some joy into his life whenever his mask felt like cracking and his sadness almost slipped through.

But it wasn't just the ramen before him stood Teuchi and Ayame two people who he saw almost like family and would always serve him with a smile making him feel welcome. "Well, we're glad you enjoyed it, Naruto." Teuchi laughed generously his daughter Ayame nodded, giving the boy, she's known almost all her life a sweet smile.

"Hey Naruto!" hearing that sweet voice he loved so much Naruto turned to see Sakura, Hinata, and Ino, looking at him. "How you are today?" Sakura asked kindly. Naruto was staring at her, observing her beauty 'Wow, Sakura looks even cuter and sexier with her whole neck exposed like that'

She was his teammate and one of the first people and only people he was really close to, he always felt a sense of content around her. 'She probably did it for Sasuke.' Naruto thought a pang of jealousy and pain in his heart. Since his brother was brought back after the war, his female teammate almost never saw him, or talked to him anymore.

The time he would spend with her, which was almost all his time since he wasn't really close with the other Rookie Nine. Became lonely, he was always on his own now, without her company and he hated it. It reminded him of his cold, dark childhood, before his family team 7 was formed. But now that Sasuke was back, they never had time for him anymore. 'I wish there was some way to get your attention again, you said you loved me, but when Sasuke came back you forgot all about it.' He thought, staring at his teammate he quickly stated that he was doing great, not wanting to be caught staring. "That's good." Ino added, oblivious to Naruto's own private thoughts about Sakura.

Suddenly he had an idea, it was dark, but he wanted to have his teammate back. 'I know, I can make Sakura-Chan jealous, that way she would realise just how I always been there and fall in love with me. But who can I use.' Naruto's thoughts ceased when his eyes met Hinata, she was staring at the ground, with that well-known and in his thoughts cute blush colouring her cheeks.

A memory came to mind a scary and happy one, where she said something he cherished. 'That's right! Hinata told me she loved me! If I pretend to date her, then Sakura might get jealous; then she'll fall in love with me. It's the perfect plan!' He told himself, before second thoughts came to mind.

'But… she was always so nice to me it wouldn't be right to use her and she did all those nice things for me, but I like Sakura-Chan.' He told himself.

'But she doesn't even know you exist anymore with Sasuke back.' His darker side spoke up with some resentment. 'She doesn't care that you were left alone and she never noticed you were hurt and she never will if you don't do something.' At the words of his darker side, he remembered how much it hurt whenever she wouldn't hang out with him, how she would forget to meet him because she was with Sasuke.

'Who knows, maybe Hinata doesn't love us that much, if she hangs out with me she might see that. She said she loved me, but she's never given me much love and hasn't tried to get close to me all the years I've known her. If she loved me she would have at least been there for more and even though I'm thankful for her words and actions that day, I can't return what I don't feel.' He felt bad, about it, he really did like the Hyuga girl a lot and her words and actions she did was something that he truly cherished, but they never really got close or talked with each other for more than a few words before she fainted.

'And besides, if we get closer, we can both get some peace from that day.' Deciding to go for it even though he's still not sure about the plan, he hesitantly asked.

"Hey Hinata." Hinata's head quickly turns to look at him. Seeing her crush Naruto-Kun grinning at her, but he seemed different almost hurt. "I have something I want to tell you, come with me." Grabbing Hinata's hand and he dragged her along with him to his apartment.

He didn't know why he chose there, he thought she would like privacy and it was the best place he could think of. When he saw her beautiful pale lavender eyes, he felt warm and had second guess on whether or not he should do this. Hinata was always kind and made him…he didn't know… feel safe. But he didn't get to where he was today through thinking, he just kept going moving without thinking.

'Her hand, it's so soft and warm it feels nice.' He thought, it was the first time he really held another person's hand before, it reminded him of when he held her hand during the war, but this was different he held it much longer, he felt fuzzy on the inside just like back then. He was grinning ear to ear now and Hinata had a small rose blush and smile on her lips. Lost in his happiness and hers, he just kept going lost in this new feeling letting it guide him.

They arrived at his apartment 'All right Naruto, you better make this count.' He thought as has he and Hinata entered.

Locking the door, he led her to his room. 'With the bed there she will land on something soft and comfortable if she faints.'

Turning towards the Hyuga who was ecstatic at being in her loves room. 'Oh, my Kami-Sama I'm in Naruto-Kun's room, I would what he wants to do with me.' Her eyes glazed over as she thought, of him kissing her, her hands rooming her curves as he whispered his love for her and huskily whispered in her ear. 'Hinata-Chan I need you please be mine.' She rubbed her legs together and she started to release a smell that would have Naruto drooling.

He sat her down, looking at her in worry as her lovely pale eyes had a glaze look in them, he could smell something in the air, it was sweet and enticing, taking a deep breath, he sighed which went unnoticed by the girl. As the lovely aroma entered his nostrils, he realised where it was coming from and he felt a heat run through is body like he was on fire and his heart beat doubled. 'Man…Hinata sure smells nice and she's in my room all alone.' He blushed as a certain dirty thought crossed his mind. 'No! I'm just going to ask her out and nothing more.'

A tent formed in his pants though, as he looked at the still day dreaming Hinata's breast and he licked his lips. 'Wow, they must be at least a D cup and I bet they taste so sweet….' His hand was twitching reaching for her lushes round melons he was admiring before his brain caught up to him and he slapped himself waking the dazed girl.

'What the fuck is wrong with me, I'm fucking acting like Ero-Sennin, I don't want that…I just want her to go on a few dates, I don't want to hurt her badly.' He thought with worry, it was the first time he's really been alone with a girl before when nothing else like fighting was going on.

Hinata's scent was lighting a fire in his abdomen that, he never felt before, it was driving him crazy and a more primitive and instinctual urge was taking over him. 'It wouldn't be so bad though, would it…doing it with a body like her's.' This new side to him stated and his eyes darkened as he gazed at the innocent girl in wanton.

"Naruto-Kun?" She asked, her breath heavy and a fresh blush on her face from her overactive imagination. As she saw her Naruto-Kun looking at her like a predator chasing its pray she felt a warmth and slight wetness between her legs and slight excitement from the situation. 'No bad Hinata, Bad Naruto-Kun doesn't want me that way.'

"Naruto-Kun?" She asked again, after the lusting boy didn't respond. Snapping out of his thought with a blush which set Hinata heart racing. 'Oh Kami-Sama was Naruto-Kun blushing.'

"Sorry… I just zoned out there for a second." He apologised quickly seating down, making friction in his pants as his aroused manhood brushed against them. 'Fuck that felt so good.' He thought, biting back a moan. He decided to get talking before he lost control.

"H-Hinata...do you…you really love me?" He asked, feeling really nervous and scared all of a sudden, despite her words and actions he never really thought she could have meant it.

He given up all hope of someone ever really loving him and always thought Sakura was his best and only chance to get it.

For a brief second, he was afraid she'd faint but relaxed when she got her balance and looked him right in the eyes, a smouldering heat and determination behind them that just looked… so 'Hot!' was what the hormones suffering boy thought and his earlier arousal came back stronger than ever.

"Yes Naruto! I love you and will I always love you and no one else, I'll always be yours and yours alone!" She states as a fact, not a lie in her words or face, looking as brave as she was that day she saved him from Pain.

He admitted he was surprised when she said it without a single stutter, and also admitted that she also looked really cute and sexy with her face and voice so fierce. He had slight tears coming from the emotional overload and he lost all control over his desires.

"Hinata..." He whispered, leaning in to her his hand tentatively stroking her rosy cheek.

Lemon Warning Do Not read if under 18 go down to the next section break to skip

His blue orbs eyed her delicate and delicious lips, he moved closer until he could feel Hinata's heavy breaths and Hinata could feel his. His lips touched her softly and tentatively sparks went through him as he kissed her. He lost himself in the feeling, as electricity went straight from his lips to his toes and a pleasurable burn was behind his ears, he pressed into her more with vigour wanting to get lost in this lust and ecstasy.

The Hyuga princess's eyes went wide in shock. Naruto-Kun was kissing her! "Naruto-Kun..." She breathed as he released her lips and he looked at her with lust and wanton.

"Shush..." Naruto he breathed as he pressed his lips to her continuing to kiss her.

The same feeling of pleasure and ecstasy was taking over Hinata as she kissed back, her hands gripping Naruto's shirt.

Naruto licked Hinata lips and she gasped in surprise. "Naruto-Kun I-I don't t-think." He continued to kiss her hungrily, his tongue entered her moist mouth earning a moan from Hinata. His tongue caressed hers, tasting her and she tasted so sweet to him. He was addicted to her, she was a drug, one that he just wanted more of.

It was a new feeling to the both of them, so foreign yet so exhilarating. Hinata's tongue timidly licked his wet appendage back, causing the boy she was holding shiver and groan. He tasted sweet, a bit like ramen, but there was something else, something unique only to her Naruto-Kun and she loved it. Her tongue lashed out at his tasting him for all he's worth and temporally pushing it back into his own mouth as she explored every inched of his moist cavern lavishing his mouth in pleasure.

Naruto was surprised by the shy girl action, but he loved how she was taking charge and dominating him now. He shivered and groaned under her minstrels as she took the lead and started to move her hand around his neck, fondling his hair softly as she pulled herself and him into each other.

Naruto wasn't done yet, he slides his tongue between hers, Hinata moaned in hunger as it glided over hers and into her warm and waiting mouth again. He pushed Hinata down and they land on the bed Naruto on top of her.

The landing caused friction between their lower half's and Hinata grind into the pleasure when it happened and kept doing it feeling her soon to be lover's erection. As Naruto felt Hinata's lower half grind into his aroused manhood. He lost it and his leaned all his weight on her and started grinding back, his hands exploring her curves as he did and it wasn't like before they both felt a built up of pressure as they got closer to a release.

Naruto stopped and backed away a trail of spit connect him to Hinata as she held onto his neck, giving a slight tug wanting to keep going as she looked at him with lust glazed eyes. His hands held her to the bed as he asked. "Hinata-Chan... I need you please …let me make you mine." He begged with what little part of his brain wasn't consumed by his lust. Nothing else really mattered, he doubted he could stop his desire for her now, it was only the two of them and nothing in the world mattered anymore. Hinata was consuming his every thought, but he still asked his deep blue eyes clouded with lust and desire burrowed into his almost lover.

Hinata's eyes went wide at hearing almost the exact same words she longed and dreamed about since she met her beloved Naruto-Kun.

She smiled softly, small tears of joy were forming in her eyes as she gave the love of her life, her response. "I'm already yours now and forever." Her tears fell as she admitted to him that she belonged to him.

Naruto's own eyes had tears as he went back to kissing her. His hands roamed her body make their way up her shirt, it felt like a fire was under her skin every were Naruto touched and she moaned into the kiss.

Her hands followed Naruto's example, trailing down his back, memorising every muscle he had under his jacket and shirt.

Naruto's hands reach her lovely melons, his hands hovered over her hardened nub, she moaned as they scraped her sensitive nipples. But then both hands grasped her boobs not hard, but not so softly she couldn't feel the touches from over her bra, but when her aroused nipples dig into them, she squeals in delight and her hands clawed at Naruto back, griping his jacket and if pulled any harder she could have ripped it.

Naruto continued to fondle Hinata's breast causing her mewl in pleasure. But then he retracted them, causing her to whine his hands pulled her bra along with them.

As Naruto pulled away Hinata felt some fear think she may have displeased him. 'No please… don't!' Her love was finally returning her feelings, she didn't want to stop when they were so close, tears started to well from her eyes.

Seeing this Naruto kissed bother her eyes and his hands rested on the zipper of her jacket and he looked at her. Hinata smiled, knowing what he wanted and nodded, she put her own hands on his jacket zippier.

Both teens pulled down their partner's zippers, Hinata was much faster than Naruto who was caught up kissing her jaw line as he trailed kisses to her neck as he pulled the zipper down and the pleasure caused her to yank, rather than slowly bring it down like her beloved did. She didn't know whether to pout that she couldn't enjoy taking it off, or that it was good think she removed it quickly.

Naruto kissing reached her neck, he was lapping his tongue over her pulse and right when Hinata zippier reached the end he sucked on it hard, pulling back, he released the piece of skin with a huge pop and looked at his handiwork.

He was in awe over Hinata, her black her was dishevel over his bed, her lavender jacket was open, allowing him full view of her chest, her boobs exposed and her aroused nipples could be clearly seen poking under the fish net shirt she wore. Since her bra was pulled awkwardly under them from when her lover played with them. She looked at him and she felt satisfaction from her lover's awe stare, his gaze was pulled between her chest where he could make out her wonderful melons or her, face which was sweaty and he could make out the love bite he left to mark her as his and the headband she wore as a choker adding extra sexiness to it. Both sights were extremely erotic to him and he was left dazed at the sight of his lover all together was just too much.

Hinata made the next move as she grabbed the bottom of his shirt, pulling it over him along with his jacket and headband and then gazed at the still dazed Naruto a for a second before she kissed him lustily and started trailing her hands all over him, releasing a small amount of chakra from her finger tips setting all the nerves she touched on fire and making him feel unbelievable pleasure from her simple mistrals.

Hinata felt powerful as she watched the man she loves wither under her hands, moaning at her command like she was playing an instrument. She discovered during some of her more active Naruto daydreams she could make herself feel even more pleasure by slipping the tiniest bit of chakra through her finger tips stimulating ever nerve she passes with her chakra, causing sensations that nothing else can compare to. Ever place she touched was an erogenous zone that she could use to please her Naruto-Kun.

Naruto was having what properly the best time of his life Hinata was making him feel so good, everywhere she touched sent jolts of pleasure through him and his manhood was as hard as steel. But he knew that whatever she was doing would not give him the release he desires. His arousal was becoming painful and he needed her now.

He struggled to put his hands on her waist, grabbing her shirt and pulling it off only with her jacket and head band.

He then pushed her back onto his bed, stopping the sweet torture she was giving him. Ripping off her bra and proceed to attack her lovely breast. Hinata gasped as one hand massaged her D cup breast well Naruto suckled on the other like a baby wanting milk.

He sucked, licked and bit her nipple lightly driving her crazy with pleasure. Her cries were music to his ears, encouraging him to do more, especially when her delicate hands came up to massage his scalp.

After a few seconds of suckling he released the pink nub with a pop, his saliva all over it, causing a whine of displeasure from the lustful Hyuga. The whines became a gasp as he gently blew on the nipple cooling it off and his saliva causing her to moan again. He stopped and switched to the other breast and give the same treatment, making sure to kneed the saliva covered breast with his other hand so it wouldn't be left out.

The change of temperature as the lustful boy's warm hand touched her moist and cool nipple felt so good. As Naruto started sucking the other one all she could think of was she wanted more of him, for her love to drive her body crazy and make it his. 'Yes…yes kiss it suck it, make me yours'

Naruto finally stopped sucking her breaths leaving Hinata breathless, he put both hands at the end of her waist, curling his fingers around her pants ready to take them off.

Hinata seeing that they were both ready to move on to the main attraction grabbed his pants too, and in one swift motion, in sync the two soon to be lovers removed the last pieces of clothing stopping them from being completely bare and becoming one.

Naruto was memorised by Hinata naked body her pearly white skin was covered in a sheen of sweet, he looked at her flower which was moist as her juices flowed down her legs.

Naruto catching the undiluted smell of her own arouse he licked his lips, wanting to taste her sweet nectar, but he couldn't wait any long he needed her now, his own arouse was becoming too painful so tasting her had to wait.

Hinata was having a similar reaction seeing his 8-inch long and 2 inches wide manhood in colour for the first time. The veins of his erection pulsed for her, a white fluid could be seen coming out of the head which looked swollen almost painfully. She licked her lips and her heated core got wetter at the thought of is penetrating her and was preparing to take it in.

Hinata's hand reached for the twitching cock making twitch away as Naruto grabbed her hand positioning himself over and his manhood over her waiting entrance.

He stopped just before looking in Hinata's eyes, a part of him knew it was wrong that they should wait, but the more primitive and lustful side was in charge and it wanted nothing more to become one with the woman before him, his woman.

Hinata nodded, breathing deep readying for the pain of her first time as her flower finally bloomed. Naruto slowly entered her, it was painful how good it felt, she was so tight so wet, he wanted to just thrust into her again and again, but he didn't want to hurt his mate as his instinct told him so he put up with the pain and slowly entered her stopping every so often to let her adjust to his grit.

He finally reached her barrier and stopped, there was no easy way to do this he looked at his mate again and she nodded, he pulled back slightly and with one mighty push he sheathed his length into his mate connecting the two in body and soul.

Blood dripped down between Hinata's legs as her face scrunched up in pain Naruto's own face was scrunched up trying not to focus on the tight warmth enveloping his manhood, resisting the urge to just move until he got his much-needed release.

After a minute of unbearable waiting for the two Hinata gave her new lover the single to move. He did just that shivering as he pulled all the way out and then slowly thrust all the way enjoying the sensations as his erection grind against his lover's inner walls.

It wasn't long when to he started to lose what little senses, he had and got lost in a world of lust and pleasure. He speeded up his tempo getting lost in Hinata's warmth. He wanted to hear scream his name in pleasure to know that she was his.

Hinata was still in a bit a pain, but when her lover slowly started to thrust into her, her pain ebbed away and was soon replaced by pleasure as she lost her mind as her beloved thrust into her and made her body his and his alone.

And then it came lost in the world of lust she screamed his name much to her lover's delight. "Naruto-Kun! Naruto-Kun! Naruto-Kun!" Her hips started thrusting of their own accord matching his rhythm increasing her pleasure.

Hinata kept saying his name in pleasure, Naruto could feel the tightness in his balls and he was ready for his release, but he held off, he wanted his lover to cum with him so he kept thrusting into her groaning holding back his own release.

Hinata could fill a coil inside her tightening and tightening as her pleasure increased and then it happened the coil broke and her lover felt her walls tighten around him and her juices enveloped his manhood with a shout of. "NARUTO-KUN!"

As his lover reached her climax Naruto couldn't hold it any longer as her walls constricted around him and he felt her essences all-around him and with a groan of his own he released his seed into her still thrusting as he saw white. "HINATA-CHAN!"

As both came down from their highs Naruto fell on top of his lover exhausted breathing heavily, he scooped up his new lover and mate into his arms which she happily complied and the two fall asleep still connected. Both fall asleep with smiles, bathing in the afterglow of their love making.

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That night both of them were united in heart and soul, a new feeling bloomed within Naruto own that was there before, but now it was stronger, a feeling that he didn't think he could live without as he slept within his love in his arms.

The next morning Naruto woke up as the haze of sleep wore off and he saw only midnight blue hair his heart drop. 'Fuck!' He screamed in his head, trying to not wake up the sleeping Hyuga. 'This wasn't supposed to happen, I'm monster doing something like this to kind, sweet Hinata-Chan, I don't deserve her love! I don't deserve to be loved by anyone!'

His erected heart beat woke up his lover who hugged her new favourite pillow and Naruto blushed tried to ignore the growing erection that was still in her wet cavern.

"Mumm!" Hinata moaned as she felt Naruto, opening her eyes, she was delighted to see her beloved Naruto-Kun's face and that the greatest moment in her life wasn't a dream.

She moved and kissed him 'Damn it! Why did she have to do that?' Naruto thought close to repeating last night's lovely event. Feeling her body on his, his manhood ready in her cavern, but just before he lost it again he pushed her away.

Hinata was hurt slightly as she looked at her lover and was about to cry when. "I'm…sorry Hinata…I-I didn't mean for this to happen. I didn't mean to force myself on you!" Naruto cried he was in tears; he did this to one of his closes friends tears in his eyes.

Hinata seeing her beloved Naruto break down, just put her hands on his cheeks gently. "It's ok, I wanted this." She whispered, her pale lavender eyes looking into his deep blue ones, making him feel worse.

"I-its…not ok…I-I didn't mean for us to this far and we weren't ready! B-but because of my lust I ended up hurting you!" He shouted in self-loathing.

SLAP!

A stinging pain touched Naruto's cheek as Hinata slapped him and then cupped his face like she did in the war. "You didn't hurt me Naruto-Kun, I love you and being with you like this had been my dream since I meet you." She responded honestly and sincerely rubbing his red cheek as she looked at him lovingly.

"B-but Hinata-Chan I-I don't feel the same way as you. I-I DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!" He cried Hinata was killing him with her kindness and understandings.

"And I don't expect you to. You never been loved Naruto-Kun even though I watched you I never given you my love first so you could experience what it was like to be loved, to have some care about you whole heartily." Hinata stated with tears in her eyes, taking Naruto's breath away with her words.

She leaned in and gently put her head over his heart. "I love you Naruto-Kun and I don't expect you to love me back like I love you. I've loved you since I first meet you and experienced what it was like to be loved first hand, I don't expect you to return emotions you never experienced before because you were deprived of them." She was crying herself now as she listened to Naruto's heartbeat.

"Please let me give you my love, I don't care if you don't love me the same way, knowing that you're willing to try, knowing that I mean something to you is enough. SO PLEASE LET ME LOVE YOU! LET ME TAKE AWAY YOUR PAIN AND MAKE YOU HAPPY!" She shouted with all of her love, she hugged Naruto closer to her as she cried. She knew he wouldn't able to love, not unless someone showed him how, not unless she gave him the love he's never known and opened his heart to what love really is.

Naruto couldn't take it; he didn't deserve such pure love; he didn't deserve the women holding him. His mask slipped he broke down as Hinata hugged him unable to keep his emotions inside anymore. He hugged Hinata his face buried in her hair as he cried, opening his heart and letting all his suffering go for the first time.

Hinata just whispered soothing words as he did rubbing her Naruto-Kun's back as he cried and held her like his life depended on it. He just hugged her and cried until he was all tuckered out and fall into a much-needed sleep being exhausted emotionally from finally getting the love he always wanted.

6 Months Later

That night was the first of many, for the first month Naruto and Hinata kept their relationship a secret and swore off any more sex until they were both ready.

The second month Naruto took Hinata on a real date that spread quickly that the saviour of the world and the Hyuga princess were dating. Much to his fan girls dismay. All his friends, except one pink haired girl was happy that their little knuckle head was experiencing true happiness for the first time, they could see the clear difference in Hinata and Naruto and how brightly they smiled.

They became Konoha power couple and was seen as the cutest couple as the two held hands, Naruto never felt so loved before, he couldn't pry himself form Hinata's side and he didn't want to. He forgot about everything else he wasn't lonely anymore, Hinata spent all her free time with him and he would follow her anywhere she went.

They would train together and she would cook his meals and spend nights at his house, they didn't do anything beyond cuddling though.

Naruto couldn't keep his hands off Hinata, he was always touching her in some way, holding her hand nuzzling her hair or neck, hugging her. He showered the Hyuga girl with affection that he was never allowed to give or expresses before. All his attention was for solely Hinata now and this caused a pink haired girl who missed the attention and power trip it gave her to watch on in envy as the boy that used to chase her moved on happily while she was left alone.

For the next two months after their first date much to a certain dog and bug user ire Naruto and Hinata were inseparable. They couldn't figure out how the orange ninja managed to keep whisking Hinata away right under their noses.

It was then Naruto took Hinata on the best date of Hinata's life and made her happier than she ever was as he told her he loved him and they consummated those words once again now that their feelings were mutual.

For the two months after that they repeated their first night together that was the cause of their current relationship and in one of those many nights together an innocent little flower began to bloom.

But sadly the good time and the soulmates happiness was destroyed by the spite of another who wanted back what was once hers.

"Mmmm...I never get tired of your cooking Hinata-Chan." Naruto complimented not a lie in the words he spoke as he looked at his girlfriend/lover with pure adoration. He grew fond of Hinata's delicious cooking; it was the highlight of his day eating the meals she prepared with love. Nothing compared to her food not even Ichiraku Ramen.

Suddenly, out of nowhere Sakura came out disturbing the couples picnic wearing a pink mini skirt and a white tank top. Naruto looked at his teammate who he hasn't seen for a while, he still felt a sense of warmth around her the same as he always had and he thought she looked pretty. But whatever he always felt for her didn't compare to his feeling for Hinata in the slightest they were on a whole different level.

"Hello Sakura." Hinata greeted with a bright smile, she was still prone to shyness around her Naruto-Kun especially when he was being affectionate with her, but she didn't stutter around anyone else at all.

Sakura gave a fake smile she was annoyed at her friends little glowing smile and happiness. 'You won't be that way for long.'

"I was hoping if I could talk to Naruto for a bit?" She asked giving Naruto an almost lustful look Naruto snapped out of his daze as he was busy eating Hinata amazing food.

"Sure, say whatever you want Sakura." Naruto said clueless to the gaze she was giving him. She felt a pang of fury and jealousy at the lack of the affection term he used to always use.

"Actually, I need to speak with you alone." Sakura batted her eyes. Hinata didn't like it, but her Naruto-Kun just respond.

"Don't bother, I tell Hinata-Hime everything anyway." He smiled, taking his Hime's breath away at how he said it.

Sakura was mad at how he shrugged off her flirting. "I can't it's embarrassing and I don't think I could say it with Hinata around."

Naruto looked to Hinata with worry, he didn't want to abandon their date. Hinata gave her own fake smile and told her beloved. "It's alright go and see what she wants."

"Ok…if you're sure." He said hesitantly, still unsure of leaving her on her own and interrupting their date. He stood up, but before Sakura could drag him off, he steps down towards Hinata and gave her chasten kiss on the lips. "I'll be right back Hina-Hime."

Sakura glared at the girl and thought. 'Enjoy it, it will be your last kiss' She dragged Naruto away.

Hinata stared at the Naruto shaped rice balls in her hand and felt a sense of dread in her stomach as she got up and followed the two.

Naruto was confessed over the way Sakura was acting, she would giggle and talk like one of his fangirls he never paid attention to.

Before he knew it ended up in Sakura's house and in her bedroom. "So, Sakura what did you want to-" His mouth was silenced when he felt lips being pressed up against his. He kissed back on instinct so used to kissing his Hime back, but it felt wrong.

'Yes, Naruto you are and always will be mine.' The pink temptress thought in victory too soon.

Naruto was confused, he knew he had some feeling for Sakura, but he knew he loved Hinata, his feelings for Sakura just weren't anything compared to his Hime.

Sakura started to pull him towards her bed, but he pushed her away "Naruto, why are you...?" she questioned. She never expected Naruto the one who chased her for as long as she could remember to push her away. She enjoyed the kiss and considering he kissed back for a few seconds he did too.

"Because I don't love you." Naruto admitted. Sakura huffed as she got up close to him, causing Naruto to back way against the wall.

"I don't appreciate you lying to me Naruto, and besides what about me?" Naruto looked at her.

"I am not lying! And what about you!" He growled. "I admit at first I was only thinking about using Hinata to make you jealous." He admitted.

Sakura was smiling as she grabbed Naruto shouting. "I knew Hinata meant nothing to you!" And she kissed him, her inhuman strength, making it impossible to pry her off.

"Naruto...please make me yours." Sakura tells him lust in her eyes, she was snapped out of her trance when they heard an object fall to the floor.

Both jumped away to see Hinata looking at them with wide eyes. Naruto quickly pushed Sakura off not caring if he was rough. "Hinata-Hime... please I can explain!" Sakura started to say feeling guilty for what she just did to one of her best friends. "You...only...used…me?" Hinata said as droplets of tears started to fall from her eyes.

"Hinata...please this isn't...I never intended to." Naruto tried to explain, but was silenced when a hand collided with his face. Hinata had just slapped him, sure she did it before, but never out of anger or disgust.

"I can't believe you...you of all people...Naruto-Kun, this is one of the worsts and lowest pains that you could have ever given me...I HATE YOU NARUTO UZUMAKI! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" Hinata shouted in detest and left the room.

"HINATA WAIT!" Naruto tried calling out to her, but she had already left, he chased after her in tears leaving a behind a guilty looking Sakura.

Naruto finally caught up to his Hime, but when he grabbed her. "Hinata-Chan let me explain it's not what…" He began to cry, put Gentle fist strike stop him cold and he fell unconscious.

He didn't wake up for three days, Tsunade refusing to treat him because she heard what happened and all his friends despised him not knowing the real story.

By the time he was up his beloved Hime, his soulmate was gone without a trace.

End Flashback

"DAMMIT IT!" Naruto yelled to himself. He hated himself, he hated himself since that day, he may have got together with his Hime for some misguided reason, but that didn't last long and he fell in love for the first time and he let her go. He felt absolutely disgusted with himself.

He stood up determination in his eyes. "Hinata...I'm so sorry. I'll get you back no matter what!" He shouted to the heavens and the clouds opened up shining a light on him. He waited too long, he should have chased after her, ignored her shout of rage and that she…s-she never wanted to see him again. He should have gone and explained, apologised, he should have ignored everyone telling him to leave her be you'll only hurt. He should have followed his heart and get his love back.

"Hinata-Chan I love you and I can't keep going on without you! I'll find you even if it's just to see you hate me, I'll apologise and if you don't love me anymore and I can't get you back then I'll stay out of your life forever…..T-that's a promise of a life time." He promised himself with a few tears, he didn't know if he could live with the rejection from the one person to ever truly love him. But after all he's done he want cause her any more pain especially if she's moved on.

Author Note: Ok you may have to wait a while due to other stories, but also I want to read through the original chapters and make a sort of solid plan first, so I can do ShyHinaCham justice to her fic.

In the original Naruto only wanted Hinata to make Sakura jealous, but he became attached to her so much in two weeks that he completely loves her. In mine Naruto feels really guilty, but forgets about Sakura almost completely with Hinata by his side and all ideas of using her vanish. I made them spend six months of happiness where Naruto falls in love with Hinata. I also changed why Hinata left into a misunderstanding since I just couldn't think of a way to pull off Naruto being confused enough to confess to Sakura like he did in the original when he knows he loves Hinata instead.

Note: Hinata only saw them kissing and not Naruto fighting back from her POV.

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