I felt undoubtedly different the next day and a little uncomfortable around Jack and I couldn't shake a prevalent feeling that I'd done something horrible and that I'd have to live with it for the rest of my life.
We had cheated on Ianto.
No other way to look at it, I mean, he wasn't there to join in.
I guess Jack could tell something was up as he tried to make conversation.
"Are you OK baby, you seem a little distant," he said as I ambled through the lounge.
"Yeah, umm, I'm fine," I replied, not breaking my stride, keen to not talk any longer than necessary.
I was so annoyed at myself that I'd let my desires overcome me and allowed myself to be seduced by my lust. I hoped to God Ianto wouldn't find out or forgive me for being greedy.
A while later, when Ianto got home from shopping, I heard Jack call upstairs over the noise of my music.
"Honey, can you come down here for a second, Ianto and I need to talk to you," he hollered and I felt immediately nervous. What the hell could they want?
I sauntered down the stairs trying to appear casual, as though I'd done nothing wrong and sat with them both in the living room.
"We've got something important to talk to you about, Ames," Ianto said, looking his most serious. Well, he always looked quite serious much of the time, but he had a sexy, secretary like image, often donning thick rimmed spectacles and tight black pin stripe suits to contrast his white or soft pink shirt.
"What is it about," I queried casually.
"It's about you and...well us," he continued, looking uncomfortable and holding Jack's hand for reassurance. "I know about you and Jack."
I almost choked right then and there as I heard his words, waiting for him to attack me or something and feeling a pang of guilt hit the pit of my stomach and make me feel ill immediately.
"But it's OK," he continued.
What? How could it possibly be OK, I thought.
"We've spoken about this before and come to an agreement but we think we're being very unfair on you and want a chance to explain ourselves and get everything out in the open." he paused and took in a deep breath. "You see, Ames..."
He paused again, seeming to brace himself,"...you're both of ours. We agreed to share you and share ourselves with you independent to each other."
The words hit me like a train, but also somehow felt relieving in some strange way. Lifting a giant weight off my shoulders, making me feel like I could breathe again. What I'd done with Jack wasn't that bad all of a sudden, although I still couldn't understand why Ianto still wasn't beating on me.
"Oh..." was all I could muster at the time.
"We've looked after you and you've looked after us, to us, you are our lover and we'll continue to love and support you, but you have to know that, you're not coming between us. That may sound a little blunt but I want you to understand that we still love you very much."
"So that's why you," I gestured at Jack, still a little uncomfortable about talking about in front of my Ianto, even if he was laughing softly at my gestures.
"Yes," he said reluctantly. "So I want to apologize for not letting you know sooner and we'd understand if you wanted to step back a bit, we are basically including you in our relationship as a third ..erm...team mate? ah-"
"No," I said stopping him. "No, I'll happily accept that term."
I didn't even need to think about the answer before it came out of me. Looking back I guess I can rationalize things a little better.
I knew they were good people and I knew I loved them and would do anything to help them out in any way I could. I would give them a limb, not that they are that good and I know they would give me theirs to have limbs that actually worked.
"So what now?" I asked, deciding to stew on everything a little more later, although I knew from my immediate reaction that it was something I could get used to.
"Well," Jack began, looking a little cautiously over at Ianto. "We might need to try a few more times, just to make sure."
"And I should like to be involved," Ianto said quite sternly.
"You don't get to have him all to yourself, you know," Ianto said bluntly. "And it might be nice, you know, to do something as a family for once."
His words had a strange way of putting things into perspective and we all eased up a little, chuckling slightly in disbelief, although I couldn't help but be a little flattered.
"Are you both sure about this?" Jack asked, seemingly not believing his luck that he'd have us both. "Is your headache better babe?"
"Yes, I'm sure," Ianto replied quickly, pushing a lock of brunette hair back behind his ear. Those curls are adorable when he lets it grow a bit.
"And you, Ames?"
"Mmm-hmm," I nodded.
"Well, when are we going to do this?" Ianto asked, excitement brewing. "
How about right now?" Jack replied.
"What, here in the living room?" I asked, puzzled.
"Sure, why not?" Ianto retorted, shifting his weight in anticipation and I couldn't help but glance a little down his open shirt at that soft down on his chest I love so much.
"Hmmm," I thought. "I always want to see you and Jack getting it on."
"Do you?" Jack asked raising an eye-brow.
"Yeah, keeps me warm at night" I joked.
"Sounds good to me," Ianto said, jumping from the couch and turning to Jack beside him.
"Wait, I...erm," my Step-Jack protested weakly
"Oh come on Jack," Ianto cajoled, unbuttoning his jeans.
"I bet you didn't take much persuading yesterday," he said, playing on any guilt he felt.
Jack seemed to relax into the moment after this as I watched Ianto tug Jack's jeans down his legs while Jack removed his shirt, exposing those familiar muscles to me once more. I sat watching them from the chair at first, eager to see how Ianto handled Jack.
I watched as he had him naked in no time, his cock already bolt upright in anticipation as Ianto took it masterfully in his hand and began working it up and down, closing his lips over the top of it and moving around to give me a better view.
"Can you see alright, honey?" he asked between mouthfuls.
"Oh yes, very well."
I could feel myself becoming turned on as I watched him swallow Jack's manhood over and over, her spit coating its length and having it shimmer a little in the light of the living room. I lay watching for a while, almost hypnotized by his rhythmic movements.
"Do you want to come and join in?" Ianto asked as I sat wide eyed across the room.
"Sure," I replied without thinking and jumped up to join him at Jack's cock, noting his beaming smile as one of his fantasies was no doubt close to fulfilment.
I knelt on the floor at Jack's feet with Ianto strewn across the sofa, waiting for me to join him at Jack' veined dick.
I was relieved that my meds were working and the cushion I knelt on helped me reach the height I wants.
We smiled at each other, feeling closer now to him than I ever had before, sharing this special moment together.
Family time at last.
Ianto and I kissed over Jack's cock, our tongues flaying left and right across his shaft, touching together and helping lubricate his thick length. I don't think I'd ever done something as sexy as this.
Ianto was real good at it and took to task with the same directness he lived his life.
We tickled and smothered Jack's cock with our tongues and mouths, sensually sliding along it. Sometimes I'd lick and suck at his balls while Ianto jerked his cock in his hand, peeling and pursing his lips over its crown that shone with a delicious shimmer.
I watched as Ianto began to undress and I followed suit, mouthing and clamouring for Jack's cock in between movements to remove my clothes with Ianto's gentle hands helping.
Ianto unbuttoned his shirt and I marvelled at his fuzzy chest I was as keen to see him naked as I was to see Jack's cock the day before.
I turned to slide my pants off my legs and threw them into the middle of the room, just where Ianto had thrown his shirt, leaving just my black thong to cover my hot box.
Ianto stood up and gently guided me to stand facing him, Jack still sat on the couch, pleasing his cock as he watched us both.
Ianto pulled my t-shirt up and over my head, exposing my ample bosom and stiff nipples.
I couldn't help but grab at Ianto and soon found myself sucking at his nipples as he cradled my head and I felt his fingers slip up and down the crease at the front of my thong, tickling my groove.
And then his hands were down the front of them, his deft fingers teasing my hard clit as I lolled my tongue around his nipples, putting on a show for Jack who waited patiently to stick it in me while me and Ianto played together.
Ianto dragged my panties down as he knelt in front of me, staring in the anticipation of my sticky pussy meeting his lips.
I watched as he leaned his head into my crotch, then felt the tickling tip of his tongue shake its way up my slit, clasping his mouth around my core as he nudged my clitoris.
My stomach fluttered and I let out a long sigh, turning to see Jack's hard cock still being stroked as his eyes watched, locked on my Ianto as he pleasured me.
Ianto knew all the right moves to get my juices flowing in ways I imagine only a loving man knew.
He only stayed a while, as if to tease me. A bit of foreplay before Jack set to task, perhaps. It was working well.
"Wait," I said as Ianto stood. "I want to watch Jack fuck you now."
I sensed I was holding the cards and I could make all the requests I dared. I'd never seen two people fucking before, least of all this close. It would be a little treat for myself.
Ianto turned and smiled at Jack in a frisky and excited manor and then towards me, the expression changing slightly. He seemed almost impressed or proud of how much of a filthy little slut I'd become.
"Watch closely now," he suggested, peeling the white boxers down his legs to stand there naked.
God, he was as large as Jack and swung magnificently.
Even though he had stripped himself of all of his clothes, he still held his professional, commanding and confident demeanour that translated perfectly to the bedroom.
I knew him and Jack were fantastic lovers, god but the practice sessions must be fun.
Ianto knelt over Jack, who slid himself down the couch a little, and squatted over him; gripping Jack's throbbing cock in his fist with copious amounts of lube and guiding it perfectly into his waiting
hole, his own nectar almost dripping from Ianto's waving dick as he began to enjoy himself as much as I was.
It was so exciting to watch him riding Jack and I wanted to get a better view immediately. I moved to kneel behind Ianto as he bucked up and down on Jack's thick girth.
I could barely contain myself, being so up-close to the whole act, watching intently as Ianto would lift off the shaft and drag his arse cheeks up along it, leaving behind a barely noticeable sheen of lube before swallowing back down on it.
I'd noticed Jack's fleshy balls would shift and move with each purposeful bounce and wondered if it would be too much to me to squeeze my tongue or mouth into the fray to heighten the stimulus.
I scarcely realized I'd begun to work at my own pussy, my fingers already wet from mechanical prods into my hole.
Ianto was calling out: "Oh yeah, Jack! That's right," as he clapped his ass down on him and it felt as though they were giving me a private showing of their most intimate moment together.
Without thinking another thought about it, I thrust my face into Ianto's crack and began tonguing at his hole and the shaft moving in and out of it as they fused together beautifully, my wild licks slathering everything as Ianto pulled off to let me continue.
I gripped Jack's cock and couldn't help but lick all the juice from him, running my mouth down on it to ensure I covered every sweet inch.
"Guide it back in, honey," Ianto pleaded, eager to be filled up again. I obliged like a good little girl, pointing Jack's veined cock towards his soft core and watching carefully as his tight hole popped over the crown and slid down his long shaft.
"Ohhh baby," Ianto cried as the pleasure mounted and I knew just how he felt to have Jack so deep inside him.
"Come around to me, Ames," Jack asked now, "and sit that pretty cunt down on my face."
"Naughty Jack," I teased as I did his bidding, standing above them both on the sofa and angling myself over him with Ianto's hands helping balance me.
I could hear Ianto continue behind me as I planted myself down on top of him, his head tilting back so his face met perfectly with my pussy, feeling his stubble graze softly at me as his nose rubbed on my stiff clit, his tongue licking satisfyingly in my groove.
I felt Ianto scratch his nails down my back.
"Get it," he growled as Jack darted inside me and I began to grind myself on his face, hearing the fast claps of flesh as he pumped in and out of Ianto, driving him to ecstasy.
This continued, sordid and dirty, for several minutes and I soon found climax too hard to keep at bay as Jack lapped hungrily still, driving Ianto and I wild.
His appetite was insatiable and I soon found my legs quivering, my muscles in uncontrollable spasms as the throes of orgasm gripped me tight. I felt it burst from me before it began to consume my entire body, a wave of euphoria that manifested itself in a long groan.
"Yes, baby," Ianto encouraged, riding wilder on Jack's pole as he rubbed my back, comforting me and goading me through my intense orgasm.
"Now jump on," he said, "he's close himself I can tell."
Jack wiped a hand across his face as he breathed heavy, expression almost pained in his efforts, no doubt battling to keep himself from coming too as my body slowly crept back to normality following my release.
Ianto sat next to us, legs spread wide, watching closely as I moved my way down Jack's athletic torso, his fingers slipping around his straining dick as he brought himself off beside us.
I grabbed Jack's stiff cock beneath me and held it upright while I squatted down on it, feeling it pushing its way in to me, forgetting how big it was as my mouth involuntarily hung agape as I grew accustomed to his girth.
I bounced up and down on him, my breasts bobbing to and fro as he hit deep within me, his face a vision of ecstasy and mine too, feeling his swelled dick pleasuring my core, squeezing its way inside me.
I looked to Ianto, he was rapt, watching Jack penetrate me and fisting his dick, moaning and breathing heavy, writhing on the sofa as Jack began to meet my bounces, hitting me harder and more intensely now.
The smack of my ass on his legs became more ferocious, his body tensed now in prelude to his orgasm as he fell silent, holding his breath. He released in a cry, breathing heavy as I felt him fill me up again, his hot come shooting from his cock and coating my insides as his stomach pumped in and out, his chest rising as he pushed one final time inside me, smothering his shaft in his own thick milk.
A few more spurts and ebbs leapt from his cock and I felt them again inside me, tickling a little and feeling incredible.
I leaned in to kiss him as he lay exhausted and turned to look at Ianto.
He too seemed spent, head tilted to one side, breathing softly and gently caressing his cock.
"Well done, Ames," he said in an almost dream-like sleepy state.
I pulled myself off Jack and his glistening cock fell to his body as I positioned myself beside him, laying my head on his chest and hearing his heart still beating fast.
"Did I do good, Jack?" I asked, snuggling closer to him.
"Sure you did, baby," he breathed, stroking my hair while my fingers traced their way along his sweat dappled body.
I realized in that moment that I did belong. Somehow, in the strangest way imaginable, I had bonded with my 'family' and finally felt a part of something. Now that everything had been laid out clearer to me, this felt like the beginning of a new relationship that I could feel comfortable in, finally knowing why I felt like I had all these years.
It all made sense now. I hoped I could do something good for Ianto and Jack.
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