Simply One Hell of a Heartbreak

Chapter One

A devilish smile found its way to those beautiful pale lips. I let my fragile fingers lace into those glorious black locks of hair he had. I opened my eyes, staring into his rather glowing red ones. It had been so long since he had touched me like this, so the longing and anticipation had grown rapidly. I let my head fall back as his lips trailed down my smooth skin.

"Young Master…" He whispered in my ear. His voice was like a sweet darkness that invaded my every thought. All I saw was him.

"Yes…Sebastian...?" Yes. Sebastian was his name. It was such an annoying, yet glorious name. I looked back at him, watching him lick his dry lips. There was a flustered look on his face and his cheeks were nearly red with blush. I took one of my hands and lightly trailed my fingers along his cheek and then under his chin. I smiled mischievously at him. "Looks like you have rather large situation…" I pressed my knee against his rock hard erection. There was only so many times I had ever felt him, but this time he seemed to be more hot than usual. Heat was nearly radiating from every part of him and I raised myself up, locking my arms around his neck. I pressed my lips against his.

"Do whatever you please to me, Sebastian…" I kissed him ever so slightly then pulled away, falling onto my back beneath him. His lips parted and his tongue traced them yet again. His naked hand brushed across my eye, removing my already lose eyepatch. I could see the reflection of my engraved eye in his. His hand traveled down my face and to my neck, and for the first time he stopped there. His long pale fingers lightly wrapped around my throat. This was something new, but I had never been one to deny something unexperienced. He let his lips trail down my chest. He left soft kissing and rough ones here and there until I realized it was getting harder to breathe. My eyes grew wide and I reach up to grab his wrist.

"S-Sebast-." I cut off as he began to nearly strangle me. My hands were trembling and I wasn't sure what was going on. I wasn't known to cry, but this was something that took me by utter surprise. Tears filled my different colored eyes and I tried my hardest to cry out. I clawed at his arm, but his mind seemed to be elsewhere. I could feel my legs going numb and I knew soon enough my hands would be next. There was a steady sweat coming down from my brow and I choked and coughed and wheezed. I could feel his lips move from my skin and my wide eyes met his…A giant wave of fear fell over me when I looked into now jet black eyes. My entire body seemed to cease working in that moment and my mind had gone completely blank. I had no control over anything, and to be honest, I felt like Sebastian was going to kill me. He leaned in, opening his mouth, his teeth soon piercing the skin of my shoulder. My vision was fading and I could feel a slow death falling upon me. The last thing I felt was his smooth skin against mine, and maybe that was all I needed to die peacefully…

It was bright the next time I opened my eyes. I was in my bed, under my covers, but I wasn't along. I felt his presence the instant I awoke. I rushed to my feet, pulling the covers with me to cover myself. He had his back to me, and his head was lowered. I reached up, touching my shoulder. It was healing, but still sore.

"Sebastian…" I said quietly, my legs shaking from the fear I still felt. He shook his head. He then stood up and I took a step back. He turned to me, his face full of sadness. His eyes were back to their normal color, but there was a great horror in them. He walked up to me and knelt before me.

"There is no amount of words that can live up to the apology that I owe you, Young Master." His voice was shaking, which was something I had never heard before. The demon kneeling before me seemed scared, but I wasn't sure exactly what he was scared of. "And soon I will be adding on to the amount of that apology." He returned to his feet and looked at me almost lovingly. "My Lord, I will be leaving your services today." My heart had completely stopped in that moment that he spoke those unbelievable words. I released the blankets that covered me and grabbed the front of his jacket.

"What?!" I yanked him towards me and shook him. "You cannot be serious! What about our contract Sebastian?!" I punched him in the chest and lowered my head, tears filling my eyes yet again. "You can't simply break that!" He placed his hands on my shoulders.

"On the contrary, Young Master." He brushed his thumb under right eye. "It has already been broken…" I looked up at him in utter despair.

"NO!" I banged his chest again and tore from his grasp, hurrying towards my mirror. Sadly, he wasn't lying. Both of my eyes had returned to their normal state and once I turned back around he was gone. I fell to my knees. My heart was hurting more than anything I had ever experienced. The pain of my parents dying soon was etched into my memories again. I curled up into a ball of the ground, not even thinking about how the next few years of my life were going to go. How was I going to handle anything on my own? Sebastian had done everything for…He was the best butler I had ever had. I wiped my eyes. And now he was gone…Stupid demon…I…I fucking loved him! I punched the ground under me.

"I loved you, you stupid idiot." I gritted my teeth and pushed myself to my feet. I wasn't one to fall down from something like this. It was time I began to take care of myself. I didn't need him. I never needed him. I placed my hand over my heart. Yet, how did he break the contract so easily? Did he really, not feel anything for me?

Had he been lying this entire time?