Suffocating,
Unstably falling in love.

Numb to the core, the puzzled beyblader placed his hands onto his skull and closed his heavy eyelids to blank out the world out around him. Everything suddenly seemed so fast as the unpredictable thoughts in his mind deprived his sanity.

All he could think about was how he would leave this dark world, especially as life was suffocating the living out of his drying mouth. Kyoya was having a mental break down and this time, there really was nobody around to save him.

Kyoya's oxygen supply in his body narrowed and his chest became tense. All he could picture was the view of him hurting himself all over again. With a numb body and a shattered mind, Kyoya could finally understand how the madness has consumed so many lives since the dawn of time.

It's a dangerous place to be in.

Despite that he had now fully accepted he wasn't the best in his field of profession, another hurdle had came across his path – emotions he'd never experienced before: attraction, desperation and vulnerability. He'd fallen for someone who didn't deserve his time and effort.

All Kyoya aimed for was to 'do his best' and eventually become the champion – but this new objection in his direction was distracting him from that dream.

Slamming his head down into the pillow, Kyoya was determined to sleep all of this off before something dangerous did happen. He wasn't ready to give into the demons in the back of his mind. He wasn't ready to pull the plug and say goodbye to life yet.

But time was running short, he had to stop now~

Pulling the covers over his bare body, Kyoya forced himself to switch off his active mind. He eventually faded into the darkness of peace, rather than the depths of hell in which his personal demons were trying to drag him into. He had fought another night to live another day~

Besides, who wants to give into their personal demons and fade away from this life? You can never return once you take that traumatic decision. Yet the next question is, do you live with your personal demons in the darkness until the end of eternity as a punishment for giving into them? Maybe~

Who would have known that such a natural chemical reaction in the body could expose all your weakness' at once? He had sweat pouring from his forehead, yet his heart was clogging up the airways in his throat – Kyoya couldn't let this get the best of him anymore.

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A/N: Thank you so much for the caring messages some of you lovely users have sent me over the past week, I'm on the road to recovery, especially with my one to one talks with my friends who have set my mind straight again. Again, this piece is inspired by my real life experiences – Granger~

P.S: Falling in love is hard to once your heart is broken.