Author's Note:I am so sorry I haven't updated in forever. I got really sick and thankfully am better know and then I had to catch up on school. Then I graduated and started a new job and with all that craziness I had a bit of writers block, but I am abck and am committed to update weekly. So read and enjoy.

I got in the car and sat next to Lily and grab her hand and put it in mine. She lays her head on my chest and I wrap my arms around her. When we arrive at home Lily had cried herself to sleep. I picked her up and carried her up all the way to her room. I tucked her into bed and shut the door behind me. I enter the living room to find Alli, Ian, and Callie waiting for me. As I sit next to Callie, I looked at Ian and Alli and said "What did that awful women say or do in the past that made Lily react that way?"

Alli responds, "She has never accepted Lily, because she was not Karen's biological daughter. She constantly made her feelings known. One Christmas she was about to take a picture of all the grandkids and she told Lily that she could not be in the picture because she was not one. She was constantly mean to Lily. Karen and Kelli would constantly fight about it. Josh and Karen explained it to Lily that Aunt Kelli doesn't always like Mommy so she takes out her anger on Lily or she was tired and it caused her to be cranky. I have never liked the woman.

I remember Karen and Josh hosted a fourth of July party when Lily was 7 and she had bronchitis and was having a really hard time with her asthma and Karen had told Lily that she could not play soccer with the rest of the kids because she was so sick. So Lily decided to watch instead and Kelli went over to Lily and told her she should go play soccer and Lily told Kelli her mom said she wasn't allowed. Kelli told her that if she wanted to be apart of the family like everyone else she would go play and that would make everyone like her, if she didn't Kelli told Lilly that she would never be allowed to play with Kelli's kids again. Then Kelli basically pushed Lily on the field. Within two minutes of playing Lily started having a severe asthma attack and Ian ended up calling 911 so she could go to the ER. Ian and Josh went with Lily in the ambulance. Karen and I stayed behind until everyone left. Kelli was pissed the party had to end and was the last one to leave.

As Kelli was packing her stuff up she said to her husband that child ruins everything and she isn't even part of this family. Karen and myself both heard this and it caused Karen to snap. Karen screamed at Kelli saying it was her fault anyway because she was the one who basically forced Lily to play. Kelli then went on a rant about how she was just trying to make Lily apart of this family and how Karen should appreciate the fact that Kelli even lets her kids around Lily after all she was conceived out of wedlock by a homosexual with no morals. Karen then said how dare Kelli talk about Lily as if she was a mistake, how Lily is apart of this family, how she had no right to talk about Lily's mother that way, and how she was no longer welcome around Lily or in Karen's home. Since then Kelli has not spoken to Karen or seen Lily. So as you can tell Kelli has said some not so great things about you, does not like the fact you are a lesbian, and clearly a homophobe."

I responded, "Wait so you are saying she always made Lily feel unwelcomed and unloved, because she was my child not Karen's and because I am a lesbian?"

Ian replied, "Yes she did and clearly is still trying to." I can't believe this, I am the reason that vile woman tortured Lily. This is all my fault I want to cry. Callie clearly noticed that I was upset and said "Hey don't blame yourself for that woman's awful and despicable behavior. It's not your fault." I just looked at her and shook my head in agreement.

After Alli and Ian left I walked in my room and flicked off my heels and took of my tights and dress. Then I threw on a white t-shirt and my favorite red flannel pajama bottoms and my favorite pair of fuzzy socks. I take my hair out of the bun and put it into two French braids. Then I grab my favorite sweatshirt I always wear when I am upset and decide it might bring Lily some comfort. I decided to wake sleeping beauty so she will maybe sleep through the night and so she could eat some lunch.

A Week Later

Arizona POV

It's been a week since the funeral and Lily has started school. According, to her teacher she is incredibly bright and soon she will be getting tested to see if she is gifted. I am still a nervous wreck being away from her. I am so nervous something related to her CF will occur while she is at school. I know she has made one friend Grace, but the other kids don't understand her CF so they are treating her differently. Tonight is the first night in weeks that Callie and I will be able to have a date night as Lily is having a Sleepover with her Uncle Mark and Aunt Lexi.

I kiss Callie goodbye and head up for rounds. I turn the corner and I ram right into Karev. I say to Karev, "How's it going?". Karev replies, "Good." Just then we get paged incoming trauma. Young female shot in the leg.

Upon arrival I quickly assess and determine we need to immediately get into the OR. After opening up it was determined that the artery was blown and the femur was shattered. Think Arizona Think. I say to Grey and Karev "Karev I need you to be me outside of this OR go take care of any Peds case that comes into the ER I can help in Emergency cases and page Callie to get in here. No arguments. Grey we need to start a shunt and a graft. Let's do this." Karev angrily walks out.

Karev POV

I can't believe that Arizona sent me out of the OR, that was my case not Greys. It's been over an hour of sitting here in the pit and not a single peds case yet. The phone rings I answer a 8 year old with shortness of breath two minutes out. The ambulance pulls up and as they pull the patient out I recognize her. Shit it's Lily.

We get inside the ER. I grab her hand and look at her scared little eyes. I say "Lily, it's okay I am going to get you feeling better and I am gonna get your Mom Okay?! She shakes her head yes. I immediately spot Altman and Lexi. I grab their attention. I tell Lexi to go to OR 4 and get Arizona. I say to Altman, "Shortness of breath and sudden severe nonradiating chest pains." As I finish saying that the monitor starts beeping rapidly. Altman listens and looks at me and says, " Cardaic rhythms sinus tac and absent breath sounds on the right. Shit Attention Pneumothorax, her lung collapsed. Let's get her some oxygen to help stabilize and get her up to the Cath lab we need to re-expand her lungs; we need to get that chest tube in STAT."

Arizona POV

Lexi bursts into my OR. I said "What's up?" She replies "It's Lily, she has an Attention Pneumothorax. Teddy just took her up to the Cath lab." Shit. Oh my god Lily!

Author's Note: Thanks for reading. Hope you enjoyed the chapter! Next Chapter, will Lily be okay? and what will happen when an unexpected vistior arrives?