Prologue

I was running threw a forest, trying in vain to escape from my pursuer, which to tell you the truth, was an impossible task. The person chasing me was a vampire, she was out for blood, my blood to be more precise because I was the cause of her mate's death, as she says " a mate for a mate ".

But the thing she didn't know was that my supposed mate had abandoned me in the middle of the forest to die, he had abandoned me and took his family away with him saying I was nothing more than a toy, a human pet. The harshness and cruelty of his words had sent me into a zombie like state. And now on the verge of death I started to realize just how much pain I had caused my father Charlie. Every time I had woken up in the middle of the night screaming my longs out, he hand been there to hold me and reassure me, and each time I could see the pain in his eyes, the hate he felt toward the Cullen's.

Jacob had tried to be there for me to help me and fix my shattered heart. It was starting to work I was starting to feel better. But Victoria decided to show up, at the time I was at home with Jacob and my dad. As soon as Jake had smelled her he had started shaking and he was on the verge of phase when Victoria, in all her glory appeared behind my father and took hold of him. Not fully comprehending what was happening he started to fight her hold trying to get away. But it was in vain, I knew it and Victoria knew it. Jacob, after seeing what was happening to Charlie phased. He emitted a threatening growl that sent shivers down my spine. Victoria, seeing the big wolf standing in front of me, looked taken aback at first, but after seconds a devious smirk appeared on her face.

"If you don't want me to kill him, you'll come with me Bella." She hissed with so much venom that I took a couple of steps back.

"Don't listen to her Bella, run away, please." Came Charlie's broken not liking what he just said tightened her hold around him.

"If you run his death will be on your conscience." She hissed.

"Bella..." Before Charlie could say anything else the vampire took hold of his arm and with a single flick a breaking sound was heard. A scream filled the house, I looked desperate toward my father who was squirming in her hold clearly in pain.

"Please stop, leave him alone. I'll go with you. Please don't hurt him." I heard myself say in a voice filled by worry.

But before I could take a step toward the crazy red head, Jacob growled and lunged toward her. Second felt like minutes as I observed the seen that was unraveling in front of me. Victoria sensing the danger of the situation, broke Charlie's neck. A ear piercing scream resonated threw the house, my scream. And sobs soon racked my body, no this can't be happening, no.

Threw my tear filled eyes, I saw Victoria and Jacob circling each other. They were too into the fight to notice me. Gaining some sort of sanity back, I did what Charlie told me to do before he died. Run.

And so I did, I ran and ran as far away from the house as I could. After what felt like hours I heard the swift sound of a vampire running behind me. It hit me then that Jake must be dead for her to be behind me.

Suddenly realization hit me, I stopped running. I didn't have anything to loose anymore, everyone I ever loved left me or was killed by no other then my pursuer Victoria.

I had went through hell when he had left, I was heartbroken I didn't eat didn't move, I was like frozen. He, by leaving had completely destroyed me, broken me into a million pieces. And not long after, my dad and Jacob whom had started healing my heart by putting the pieces back together where killed by the red headed vampire to get revenge on me.

I had nothing anymore, my only desire was to die.

Victoria looked at me amusement showing on her face:

"My dear Bella, I see you know that you can't escape me." She said with a devilish grin plastered on her face.

"You want my life take it, I have nothing to live for anymore. You took everything from me." I replied with a detached voice.

"No no, death is too good of a luxury for you. I want you to suffer a lot more, I want you to feel all the pain I'm feeling all the loss and the loneliness. Because of you James is dead and I'm all alone, so now you will be like me living an eternity of loneliness and pain" she said ending with an evil laugh that sent shivers down my spine.

She stopped laughing and walked in my direction, she grabbed my head and threw me in a tree, than started breaking all the bones in my body one by one causing me to scream, plead for death. But she continued like I hadn't said anything, her grin widening.

After two days of torture she finally bit me, I felt the venom spread through my body, I was on fire, and everything burned. I screamed and wished for death but it wouldn't stop, the pain never stopped. My transformation lasted three horrible days and when it stopped I could see everything so clearly, hear everything that was around me, it was simply amazing.

I was a vampire at last.

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AN: Hello People, I wasn't planing on posting this but I don't know what came over me. If you want me to keep writing it please tell and I don't have any ideas for pairings so if you do please contact me or send in a review.

Love ~K