To my readers.

Life is not fair.

It hurts a lot.

Everything gets messed up at times.

I wanted so badly to finish this. But every time I sit down, nothing happens.

I have been trying for the past year to continue FOSTAU but nothing is happening. Nothing is showing.

I am too sad and too depressed to write a happy story. I am too busy too.

I am working two jobs and struggling to try to get a portfolio done for a career job. My mother has been getting on me to find a better job to help her even though that will stale me building a portfolio.

I can't keep trying to find time to write stories.

They just don't bring me happiness like they use to.

I wanted so badly to finish this and I still do, but the energy and time is not there.

I am sorry dear readers.

But I have nothing left.

Maybe a few years down the line I will finally have time to have fun and do the things I want to do.

But right now is not that time.

FOSTAU is now on a permanent Hiatus. I wish it didn't have to come to this. I am sorry for getting our hopes up.

But I do not have them myself.

You can yell at me all you want. Threaten me, believe I have obligation to continue writing this story even though it brings me no joy nor do I get paid, it will change nothing.

My situation cannot be fixed so easily.

I advise to continue on, and try to find joy and spread joy to others in other things. Remember good times and continue to find them.
Do not spread negativity or hatred to others, for that improves nothing.

I will try to do the same.

Sincerely

True-InTha-Blue