Chapter 18
Rating: PG
Summery: I'm not putting one because I never write what I say.
Disclaimer: I only own Livia and the kids and anybody else that doesn't belong to Tribune and other people who I can't remember.
Note: I am very grateful to all of those who have stayed with my story, even though I did not update as much as you wished me to. But the reviews that you sent to me mean very much.
Oh, and Iris Moon...You're right. I went and re-read some of my last chapters and they do seem to be lacking in descriptions. Which made me laugh since I always excelled in that department.
Yes, I'm stroking my own ego. 'g'. And deflating it. Hmm.
And I have at least one more chapter to go before I finish this story.
Oh and I have a question. I know I've probably driven you nuts with the ' it might be twins it might not be' thing. And I know that I said in one of my chapter that she felt two heartbeats but ....now I'm fucking up my story by asking this. I couldn't make up my mind and some way it worked it's way into my story. So my question is if you decided to review give me an answer as to witch one you would like.
You may throw things at me and say mean things.
Emma stared at the list of names that she had on the note pad. She had them in number of importance as to who she was gonna call first. She debated for sometime between Adam and Brennan.
She ran a hand down the lilac colored stationary as she used a fingernail to trace the name she had as number one.
B-R-E-N-N-A-N
A name that caused so many emotions that were lately more often than not, angry emotions. She put a hand down to her stomach and rubbed small circles on it. And happy emotions.
She gave a frustrated sigh as she tapped the pen on her knee. She really did need to talk to him...but she couldn't help the feeling of wanting to run and keep running until she was as far as she could get from him.
She entertained the idea of not calling and just up and leaving again. 'I mean, sometimes kids are better off without a father.' She thought. But she was thinking of the kids she knew growing up whose parents ignored them or treated them indifferently because they felt they got saddled with them.
She didn't want Brennan to feel that way and she definitely didn't want her kids to ever feel that from their father. Ever.
But, she gave a sigh as she reached over to pick up the phone; she was never going to know if she didn't talk to him to find out. No sense in depriving her kids of someone who might actually want him or her as much as she wants them.
The dial tone rang out loud in his silent room as he looked at the phone in his hand.
Slowly he brain began catching up again, thawing from the shock of having Emma call him, he clicked the off button and put the metallic blue phone back on its charger.
She wanted to talk things over, she also wanted to meet him, to be able to feel his emotions so that she would know wither or not he was lying about whatever the hell he planed on saying to her.
He never got a chance to ask her questions. Like 'where the hell have you been?' 'Are you okay?' ' Is the child okay?' and the list went on.
When he answered the phone he expected to hear from Shalimar or Jesse and if by some small miracle Adam, but he didn't except Emma.
He had no sooner gotten his name out than she started up her end of the one sided conversation. Her tone had been all business like and rushed, as if she had better things to do than talk to him.
And she supposed she did. After all he didn't except her to just put her life on hold after what he accidentally did to her. Yes, it was an accident that this had happened. Not the sex part but the baby part.
He found himself wishing that he had paid attention to all those sex ed classes that the school used to embarrass you by making you show up for them in coed classes. And that he followed the rules they gave out if you planned on having sex.
He sat down in the chair in the computer area when he realized that he had walked from his room to here. He look away in space for a few seconds before pushing a keyboard out of the way and then banging his head repeatedly on the cleared area.
He didn't know why he thought he could forget that one rule when he was Emma. And as he continued to beat his head the rule kept repeating it self.
"Always wear a condom when having sex. Nothing like ruining or upsetting your life like a child or an STD."
Shal walked quietly into Sanctuary not sure if Brennan was still a sleep or not. She excepted him to be in his room snoring quietly and the such. She however did not expect this.
Him banging his head repeatedly on the computer table as he cursed.
She stopped in her tracks to her room and looked at him. She thought about going to him and seeing if he need to talk but she didn't want him to ruin her good mood.
She shrugged her shoulder when a little voice in her head called her selfish. And she answered back 'so what? He owes me big and he knows it.'
Because she didn't think that she could afford to give herself another good mood by going back out. She had acquired this good mood by spend $150 dollars on shoes that were on sale and then she went ahead and splurged on buying a new leather coat that was on sale for $235 dollars.
She shrugged her shoulders again as she threw the bags on the bed and decided to model the new jacket in he mirror.
She ran her hands up and down that black leather and over the silver buttons that were hidden on the inside. It looked on of those old 40's trench coats except in leather and she pulled the belt together and looked in the mirror.
She took the coat off and hung it up before briefly wondering if she could rangle Adams credit card from him is she promised to stop Brennan from hurting himself.
She jerked her head up as she was placing shoe box number four in her closet and realized that she really was having a selfish day today.
Rating: PG
Summery: I'm not putting one because I never write what I say.
Disclaimer: I only own Livia and the kids and anybody else that doesn't belong to Tribune and other people who I can't remember.
Note: I am very grateful to all of those who have stayed with my story, even though I did not update as much as you wished me to. But the reviews that you sent to me mean very much.
Oh, and Iris Moon...You're right. I went and re-read some of my last chapters and they do seem to be lacking in descriptions. Which made me laugh since I always excelled in that department.
Yes, I'm stroking my own ego. 'g'. And deflating it. Hmm.
And I have at least one more chapter to go before I finish this story.
Oh and I have a question. I know I've probably driven you nuts with the ' it might be twins it might not be' thing. And I know that I said in one of my chapter that she felt two heartbeats but ....now I'm fucking up my story by asking this. I couldn't make up my mind and some way it worked it's way into my story. So my question is if you decided to review give me an answer as to witch one you would like.
You may throw things at me and say mean things.
Emma stared at the list of names that she had on the note pad. She had them in number of importance as to who she was gonna call first. She debated for sometime between Adam and Brennan.
She ran a hand down the lilac colored stationary as she used a fingernail to trace the name she had as number one.
B-R-E-N-N-A-N
A name that caused so many emotions that were lately more often than not, angry emotions. She put a hand down to her stomach and rubbed small circles on it. And happy emotions.
She gave a frustrated sigh as she tapped the pen on her knee. She really did need to talk to him...but she couldn't help the feeling of wanting to run and keep running until she was as far as she could get from him.
She entertained the idea of not calling and just up and leaving again. 'I mean, sometimes kids are better off without a father.' She thought. But she was thinking of the kids she knew growing up whose parents ignored them or treated them indifferently because they felt they got saddled with them.
She didn't want Brennan to feel that way and she definitely didn't want her kids to ever feel that from their father. Ever.
But, she gave a sigh as she reached over to pick up the phone; she was never going to know if she didn't talk to him to find out. No sense in depriving her kids of someone who might actually want him or her as much as she wants them.
The dial tone rang out loud in his silent room as he looked at the phone in his hand.
Slowly he brain began catching up again, thawing from the shock of having Emma call him, he clicked the off button and put the metallic blue phone back on its charger.
She wanted to talk things over, she also wanted to meet him, to be able to feel his emotions so that she would know wither or not he was lying about whatever the hell he planed on saying to her.
He never got a chance to ask her questions. Like 'where the hell have you been?' 'Are you okay?' ' Is the child okay?' and the list went on.
When he answered the phone he expected to hear from Shalimar or Jesse and if by some small miracle Adam, but he didn't except Emma.
He had no sooner gotten his name out than she started up her end of the one sided conversation. Her tone had been all business like and rushed, as if she had better things to do than talk to him.
And she supposed she did. After all he didn't except her to just put her life on hold after what he accidentally did to her. Yes, it was an accident that this had happened. Not the sex part but the baby part.
He found himself wishing that he had paid attention to all those sex ed classes that the school used to embarrass you by making you show up for them in coed classes. And that he followed the rules they gave out if you planned on having sex.
He sat down in the chair in the computer area when he realized that he had walked from his room to here. He look away in space for a few seconds before pushing a keyboard out of the way and then banging his head repeatedly on the cleared area.
He didn't know why he thought he could forget that one rule when he was Emma. And as he continued to beat his head the rule kept repeating it self.
"Always wear a condom when having sex. Nothing like ruining or upsetting your life like a child or an STD."
Shal walked quietly into Sanctuary not sure if Brennan was still a sleep or not. She excepted him to be in his room snoring quietly and the such. She however did not expect this.
Him banging his head repeatedly on the computer table as he cursed.
She stopped in her tracks to her room and looked at him. She thought about going to him and seeing if he need to talk but she didn't want him to ruin her good mood.
She shrugged her shoulder when a little voice in her head called her selfish. And she answered back 'so what? He owes me big and he knows it.'
Because she didn't think that she could afford to give herself another good mood by going back out. She had acquired this good mood by spend $150 dollars on shoes that were on sale and then she went ahead and splurged on buying a new leather coat that was on sale for $235 dollars.
She shrugged her shoulders again as she threw the bags on the bed and decided to model the new jacket in he mirror.
She ran her hands up and down that black leather and over the silver buttons that were hidden on the inside. It looked on of those old 40's trench coats except in leather and she pulled the belt together and looked in the mirror.
She took the coat off and hung it up before briefly wondering if she could rangle Adams credit card from him is she promised to stop Brennan from hurting himself.
She jerked her head up as she was placing shoe box number four in her closet and realized that she really was having a selfish day today.