You're Special

Quinn's POV

I woke this morning in an extremely good mood for some reason at five in the freaking morning even through I hate waking up this early for Cheerios practice but I have a feeling that things are going to be going my way. I got up out of bed to get dressed for practice, taking a quick shower and putting my hair in a high ponytail before walking down the hallway to a room, opening the door to see a small figure hidden under the covers.

I chuckle to myself as the top of my little sister's head peeks out from the covers as I make my way towards her, bending down to the side of the bed and gently shaking her as she mutters something that I couldn't understand. It was always difficult to wake up Kitty in the morning because well mornings are evil and us Fabray women love our beauty sleep. She opens one of her eyes before giving a sleepy smile as she rubs the sleep out of her eyes, rolling onto her back.

"It's too early, Quinnie"

"I know baby girl but I have Cheerios practice and Mom won't be able to take to school today" I said smiling pathetically.

I hate waking her up this early but I don't really have choice since Mom has a doctors appointment at seven thirty and wouldn't be able to take Kitty to school so it falls onto to me to get her to school on time. If Dad wasn't such a cheating jackass and actually around then he could take her but he's not because Mom divorced his ass two years ago when she found out that he was cheating on her with his slutty secretary who's not much older than I am. The sick fuck! Good riddance if you asked me.

Mom's getting alimony and child support that's enough to support the three of us for a long time and it won't be long until I'll be able to get access to my trust fund that my sperm donor set up for me. I manages to get Kitty out of bed, dressed, and fed before getting into my red Mercedes Benz and dropping her out at her school then driving to mine. I parked my car in the reserved spot for Cheerios as I grabbed my bag, walking towards the football field to find the rest of my squad stretching when I see Brittany running up to me, excitedly as she takes into her arms to hug me tightly.

"Hi Quinn, you're here" Brittany said smiling.

"Hey Britt" I said giggling at the girl's enthusiasm.

"Sup Q-ball" Santana said folding her arms.

"Hey San, lets get to work"

I gather the girls' attention before making them run around the field until some of them threw up their breakfast then making them go through the routine over and over again until I was sure that they could do it in their sleep. I may have been a rough on them if we want to win Nationals again, we need to have this routine down pat and we can't afford any mistakes because I'm not incurring the wrath of one Sue Sylvester if we get less than first place.

I let them go as I walked through the doors of McKinley High with everyone parting like the Red Sea to get out of my way because I am Quinn Fabray and I'm the HBIC in this bitch. I walked to my locker to gather my textbooks but when I opened my locker, I found a white lily resting on my books with a note and a small box so I opened it to see that it's jewelry box with a gold necklace with a small sun charm at the end of it. I read the note to figure out who might have given me this.

Hello Quinn,

I know that all of this is completely out of the blue and you're probably wondering could have possibly be but I can't reveal myself to you just yet. Just know that I have been in love with you since I laid my eyes on you in Mr. Peterson's English class in 7th and I have loved you from afar because I knew that we could never be but I want you to know that I don't want to hide my love from you any longer. I am giving you this sun necklace because you are the light of my life and the sunshine. You're a huge star in the sky millions of miles away and I know that even though how much I try to reach you that you will never truly mine but it doesn't mean that I won't trying. Maybe one day you will see me for who I truly am. Today, I have a few gifts being sent to you throughout the day to show you how special you are. I hope that you'll like them

~Your secret admirer

I looked at the necklace and I have to say that I am flattered but I have no idea who this person possibly be because I have a lot of people wanting to go out with me but this person seems too afraid that I'm instantly going to shoot them down. If it was Jacob Ben Israel then yeah I would but I doubt that it's him because this isn't his style at all and it couldn't possibly be Puck or Finn because either one of them would be able to afford jewelry like this.

They would come out and tell me that they wanted to go out with me in either a oafish or sexual, crude way so that elimination most of the guys on the sports team but I couldn't do any further elimination because someone nervously coughs. I turn around to see that it's a shaking freshmen with a teddy bear with a red heart in the middle of its stomach with a white gold bracelet around its left arm and I take it from him as he runs down the hallway.

True to their word, I received various gift ranging from being expensive to being homemade like chocolate chip cookies made from scratch to having being serenaded by some of the show choir kids. Whoever this person is, is going all the way out to impress me and I definitely enjoying the attention but I can't seem to figure out who they are and who they want to keep their identity a secret.

By the end of the school day, I had more stuff than I knew what to do with but I've kept the sun necklace under my Cheerios uniform when Brittany and Santana walked up to me with their pinkies linked. Sometimes I envy them because it's obvious that they love each other and no one's going to bother about their relationship until they want to deal with the Latina going Lima Heights Adjacent on them and get a slushy facial for the rest of their high school career.

I know that what they have is more than an high school crush and it's going to last beyond the walls of McKinley as it's something that I want for myself but not quite found for myself but it's not something that I would tell the raven haired Cheerio because I'll never hear the end of it. I'm pulled out of my thought when I hear a surprised squeak and I turned to see that it's Karofsky standing in front of now dripping wet Rachel Berry, covered in cherry red slushy as her clothes clings to her body and her glasses covered in ice chips.

"This is what freaks like you get" Karofsky said high-fiving Aizimo.

Everyone in the school knows that Rachel Berry is the daughter of one same couple in Lima, making her a target for slushy facials, dumpster diva and other things that losers like her get. It doesn't help that in 9th grade, one of the football player pants her during P.E., pulling her shorts and boxers down to her ankles revealing that she was born as an intersex and everyone poked fun of her because of it making her a social pariah. I never had a problem with the singer since we hardly talked to each because we run in different social circles and my father made me stay away from her because of her Dads. I feel bad for the poor girl and I wish that there was something that I could do for her without risking my social status as Head Cheerio.

"Quinn?"

I snapped out of my thoughts to see that Brittany's looking at me with a sad look and a pout on her face.

"Yeah Britt?" I asked cautiously.

"Could you go check on Rachie?" Brittany asked pouting.

"What? Why me?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Because I know that you're worried about her and I think that you two could be good friends" Brittany said smiling.

"What makes you think that I'm worried about Berry?"

"Because I might be book smart like you and Sannie but I'm people smart. I know that Rachie wants to someone to care about her"

"And you thinks that someone's supposed to me" I asked confused.

Brittany nods.

"Just go check on Berry, Quinn" Santana said frowning.

"Fine, fine I'll do it" I said throwing my hands in the air.

I walked in the direction of where Rachel walked in to find her in the girls' bathroom and I cracked open the door to hear voices inside, knowing that I shouldn't be eavesdropping as I was about to walk away until Tina mentions my name causing me to freeze in place.

"Rachel, this is a bad idea. What if Quinn figures out that it's you?" Tina asked concerned.

"She's not going to figure it out"

"How can you be so sure about that?" Kurt asked frowning.

"Because I'm the last person that she would expect to have a crush on her or send all those gifts to her" Rachel said letting out a self decapitating laugh.

"Rach, why do you put yourself through all this if you know that Quinn's not going to return your feelings?" Tina asked confused.

"It's like reaching for the stars in a way" replies Rachel.

"What do you mean?" asked Kurt.

"You know that you won't be able to touch a star no matter how you reach for it but it doesn't stop you from wanting to do. Wanting to have Quinn as my girlfriend is like that because I know she wouldn't me in that way but I can't help trying, ya know" Rachel said shaking her head. "But why would she want a freak like me? Why would she risk her popularity and reputation for someone like me? Especially when she can have anyone she wants"

"Are you going to be okay?" Tina asked putting her hand on Rachel's shoulder.

"I'm not sure" Rachel said shrugging.

I couldn't believe it. I can't believe that Rachel's been the one sending me all of these gifts and little notes throughout the day or that she's my secret admirer this whole time. I assumed that my admirer was a guy this whole time that I never consider that he might have been a she and I hate hearing the singer talk about herself like that. I never thought of her as a freak or any of other horrible nicknames that Rachel's been called over the years and now that I am free from my hateful and spiteful Father, I'm making some serious changes starting now. I walked into the bathroom, letting the occupants know of my presence as the three members look at with shock written all over their faces and a little fear on Tina's and Kurt's face.

"Out now. I need to talk to Rachel alone" I said glaring at them.

Tina and Kurt look hesitantly at Rachel who nods at them to go and quickly walk out of the bathroom, leaving the two of us alone as I take in the singer's state of dress to realize that she has removed her soaked shirt and changed it with a black wife-beater. It shows off the well tone muscles in the smaller girl's arm with black camouflaged pants hanging off of her hips with her red boxer peeking out from the top as I lick my lips subconsciously.

"Q-Quinn?"

I snapped out of my thoughts to see Rachel looking at me nervously and I realize why I'm in here in the first place as I walked over towards, putting an extra sway in my hips as the singer licks her own lips, walking backwards until she backs up into the sink. I press myself up against the nervous girl in front of me, trapping her as I press my lips against hers as she lets out an muffled gasp but I don't stop kissing before taking her bottom lip behind my teeth.

The singer lets out an lustful groan as her hands found my hip, pulling me closer to her then I found myself being pressed against the wall with my legs wrapped around Rachel's waist and I could feel her erection being pressed against my inner thigh. The smaller girl pulls away slightly and before I could ask what was wrong, she places open mouthed kiss along my jaw and down my neck until she found my pulse point as I laced my hand in her long, almond hair.

Fuck, what is this girl doing to me? I never felt this way with any of the guys that I've dated. Neither Puck or Finn made this wet before although I never went very far with either of them then letting them touching my breasts over my clothes. I soon find myself back on my feet, using the wall for support because my legs were feeling like jelly as I looked at Rachel with a confused look on my face as she looks confused and conflicted.

"What's wrong, Rachel? Don't you want me?" I asked breathlessly.

"What is this, Quinn? Why did you kiss me? Is this some kind of cruel prank or something?" Rachel asked with a pained expression.

"This isn't a joke, Rachel. I wouldn't do that to you" I said a little hurt that she would think that.

"I don't understand. You never showed in me before now and yet you kissed me like that. It doesn't make any sense" Rachel said shaking her head.

"I know that you're my secret admirer and you're the one that's been sending me all the gifts all day"

"And you thought you took pity on me and thought that you could make me feel even more of an fool. Well screw you Quinn Fabray" Rachel said glaring at me.

Rachel grabbed her backpack and tried to storm out of the room but I was faster than her as I grabbed her by the wrist, pushing her up against the wall. I wanted her to understand… no, I NEEDED her to understand what I'm trying to do but I keep messing up at every turn and it's pushing the singer further and further away as she looks at me with heated gaze, shooting pleasure waves through my core.

"I'm not trying to make a fool out of you, Rachel. That's the last thing that I want to do"

"What do you want from me, Quinn?" Rachel asked frowning. "Can you honestly telling me that you feel something for me?"

"I don't know, Rachel. I honestly don't but what I do know is that I want to get to know you and I want to figure these feelings are" I said sighing.

"I'm not going to be some experimentation for you to try out" Rachel growled.

"I'm not asking you to be" I growled back. "I'm asking you to work with me here. I want to figure out these things with you"

"If you don't feel what I feel for you" Rachel asked barely above a whisper.

"If I don't develop feelings for you then could you settle with being my friend?" I asked smiling sympathetically.

"I… I guess that I could try" Rachel said smiling slightly.

"Can I… can I kiss you?"

"Y-Yeah" Rachel breathes.

I lean in, softly pressing our lips together unlike our previous kiss, this one was sweet yet passionate, slow and sensual and I think that I saw firework and heard a orchestra in the background. I like this because it was at a pace that I was comfortable with and there was no rush to get the other person's clothes off even I wouldn't mind seeing what Rachel was working but I do have an idea as the smaller girl's erection was still there. I reach down until I found what I was looking, cupping her through her pants causing her to buck into my hand.

"Is that a microphone or are you just happy to see me?" I asked smirking.

"I-I'm always h-happy to see you, Q-Quinn" Rachel stammered.

"Nice to know" I said pecking her on the lips.

"Q-Quinn, c-can you stop?"

"Am I hurting you?" I asked concerned.

The last thing that I want to do is hurt her.

"It's not that. It's just if you keep touching me like that, I don't think I'll be able to stopping from myself from taking you up against the wall" Rachel moans.

"Okay but I want you at my house later tonight. My mom's working the night shift at the hospital and my sister's gonna be a sleepover. We can watch a movie, eat popcorn and cuddle or other things" I said nibbling on her earlobe.

"Quinn" Rachel whines.

I giggle a little as I kissed her one last time before leaving the fluttered girl to her thoughts. Maybe dating Rachel won't be such a bad thing. Especially if she's like this when I tease her.

~Nicole The Dragon Rider signing off.

The End