"And then after getting Rachel her supposed favorite drink, one that I have never seen her drink once the entire time we were married, he spent the whole night flirting with her right in front of me"

"That's rough dude" Puck says to me, he walks over and hands me the newest demo we just recorded with an up and coming band that came in.

"The worst part was she just let him flirt with her like that, without even saying anything about it" I huff, just talking about it reminds me how fresh the hurt still is.

"Finn, I know this is hard but her brain is all scrambled right now, she will remember you and remember how much she hates this douche bag"

"Your right, there was a reason why she left him in the first place, and hopefully we wont ever see him again"

"That's the spirit" He laughs and I shove him, this just makes him laugh harder. I put the disk down and grab my coat.

"Okay, I got to go, I'm making dinner for Rachel tonight"

"Good luck" I wave to him goodbye and go out to the car, I drive home and walk through the front door and find Rachel sitting in the middle of the living room floor with pictures sitting all around her.

"Hey" I say to her, she stands up when she sees me and looks embarrassed.

"Hey, sorry about the mess" She says and I let out a chuckle and kiss her cheek.

"It's fine" I look around the room and see some of our photo albums sitting in a pile on the floor. "You actually put most of these together" I laugh again.

"I just felt weird going through your stuff"

"It's our stuff, what's mine is yours remember? I have a certificate from the state of New York that backs that up" I go into the kitchen and start getting the ingredients from out of the refrigerator for her dinner. "What exactly are you doing with all those pictures?" I ask her from the kitchen.

"I'm trying to make a timeline, I went by my parents house today and they gave me some of their photo albums, I am trying to figure out what was the last thing I did with them that I remember, then maybe I can pinpoint how I met you" She calls from the living room.

"How's it coming so far?" I ask.

"Good, I think. I'm doing pretty good at getting the dates in the right order but I don't know how to place the right order of our life together"

"I could help you after dinner if you want"

"Okay" I feel my face break out into a smile as I finish making the tofu stir fry. I put down our plates at the table and call her in for dinner. She sits down at the table and I wait for her to try the food, this used to be her favorite thing I would make her and I just hope that she will still like it.

"How is it?"

"It's good, I really like it" She gives me a smile and I finally take a bite myself, I've never been big on tofu but after being with Rachel so long I have gotten used to it and it really isn't that bad as I had thought.

"I used to make this for you all the time"

"Well thank you for that"

"You know you don't have to keep thanking me, I do this stuff because I want to" I give her a smile and continue to eat. After dinner I let her go back to working on the timeline and I do the dishes, when I'm done I go over to the living room and sit down on the floor with her and start looking at all our pictures together. I come across of one with us in the recording studio, she is wearing headphones and standing in front of the microphone and I'm kissing her and she is smiling so big. "This is after we've been dating for three months"

"We look happy"

"This was the first time I brought you into studio, you were so excited and you were a natural"

"I still don't understand how I managed to make a career for myself out of singing, it was just some high school dream I had"

"Well you decided to peruse it, if you wanted I can take you tomorrow to the studio, maybe it will help you remember something"

"Okay, but I haven't sang much in what I can remember, I probably won't be that good"

"You will be great, I've heard you sing a million times and I can honestly say you have the most beautiful voice I have ever heard"

"Thanks. Sorry" She catches herself for thanking me again and I laugh as I look back at all the photographs.

She stands behind the glass in the studio and stands nervously at the microphone. I press the button to talk with her. "Just relax, you are going to do great"

"What if I don't remember? And besides I've never sung in front of that many people before"

"There is nothing to worry about, I am right here, I am the only one here right now"

"Okay" She doesn't seem like her normal confident self, I still have hope though. I start to play the music for one of her favorite Broadway songs, something she loves to sing. I have heard her sing this song a million times and yet when it's her cue to start singing she doesn't. She stands there and goes to open her mouth to sing but stops. "I'm sorry, I can't do this"

"Rachel, it's fine, I can just start the song over again"

"No, it's not the song, it's me. I'm not a singer, I never was supposed to be one, this is wrong"

"Rachel, it's okay just take a deep breath"

"I don't need to take any deep breaths, I just want to go, just take me home" I've never seen her this angry before, not even in our worst fights has she yelled at me like that before. She storms out of the studio and runs outside. I grab my coat and lock up the studio and find her shivering outside standing by the car. I unlock it and open her door for her, I go over to the drivers side and get into the car and turn the heat up full blast, I wait for the car to heat up and we sit in silence. The last time we were in a car like this together we were coming out from a movie date, we were happy and she still remembered me.

"You know before the accident you said that you wanted to have a baby"

"What?"

"You were ready to start a family, that's why you weren't wearing a seat belt, that was the last thing you said to me, you wanted to try for a baby"

"You say it as if I'm dead, that wasn't the last thing I ever said to you" I have been focusing on the steering wheel so I didn't have to face her this whole time but I turn to her.

"You aren't the same person anymore, I am trying, believe me, but there is only so much I can take without being hopeful, you have never yelled at me like that before"

"I'm sorry okay, I was just upset"

"It's not about being upset, I've seen you upset before and this is different. We don't talk to each other like that" I look her right into her big brown eyes when I say this. I start the car and drive us home, not knowing what this means for us.

I walk through the front door from a long day at work, things were weird with us last night and I left early without even saying goodbye, I felt guilty about it all day and I brought home her favorite vegetarian pizza. I set the pizza down and don't see her in the living room. "Rachel?" I call out and walk into the bedroom, I find her father standing there at the door as Rachel is filling her suitcase that sits on the bed. Her father turns to me when I walk into the room.

"Finn, nice to see you again" His politeness is dripping with sarcasm and I can tell he is enjoying whatever is about to happen, he really is happy I'm here, just not for the right reasons.

"Rachel, what are you doing?" I walk over to her but she doesn't stop packing.

"You were right, I'm not the same person that was married to you and I can't keep pretending that any of this is working. I gave it some time but I'm sorry, I am going to live with my parents for a little while, just until Blaine's wedding at least, I told him that I would help him plan the wedding to keep my mind off things"

"If this is about the fight yesterday than I'm sorry, I really don't want this to make you hate me" This makes her stop packing and she turns to me.

"Finn, I don't hate you, not at all. I just think we need a little time apart, try and see if I can remember anything on my own, for now I just want to go stay somewhere I know, with people I know" I could argue all I want with her but I know that I can't change her mind, she won't hear any of it, she's already made up her mind. I want to say something but I can't find the right words, she goes back to packing and when she's done she hands her dad her suitcase. "Will you go take that to the car for me?" She asks him. "I'll only be a second" She adds. He nods his head and leaves the room, she walks over to me and wraps her arms around me.

"Is there anything I can say to make you stay?"

"I don't think so, I just need some time to figure some stuff out and once I'm done we will see how we can go from there" She gives me a smile and then kisses my cheek. "I know you told me to stop apologizing to you but I want you to know how sorry I am, I don't want you to hurt you"

"And I don't want you to get hurt, be careful" I pull her in close and hug her tightly. She pulls away and gives me a quick smile and then wipes her eyes, she started to cry but didn't want me to notice. I watch as she walks out and I feel an emptiness inside, like there is a hole in my heart. I watch as my best friend, the love of my life, walks out, potentially forever.

Authors note-Hey guys! Sorry that it was such a sad ending but it had to be done, I also want to apologize for not updating sooner but I started school and have been working a lot to pay for my car and then my sister broke my finger and I couldn't type for almost two weeks, I promise you I will be updating very soon, I would appreciate any reviews and I want you guys to know how much I love you and again how sorry I am. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter and until next time-Izzy