The sky, so dim and dark

Has it been this way from the start?

My tears are warm

Signs of a rising storm

I await the sun

But will it ever come?

Is darkness where ive been left to die?

My friends, o why?

I feel it so deeply

Consumed completely

Beaten down

From smile to frown

Ive been left behind

I wish the time would rewind

But my blood

Will ease my teary flood

Scars and cuts and bruises

For all the times i was used

Pain and sadness

For all the plastic gladness

Sharp is the blade

By which i have made

These bloody lines

Because of what was once mine

When the Father looks upon me

What will He see?

This horrible, ugly mess

A damsel in distress

With ugly scars of shame

I am the only one to blame

What have i done?

The darkness has won

How can you look at me?

See what I used to be?

Ive fallen from so high

I deserve to die

God's heart begins to ache

And break

When He sees your pain

Your tears falling like rain

Every gash in your arm

Is another lash and scar

on his back

Or painful as such

He cares for you this much

He feels the pain

But He's not to blame

This life is cruel

so terrible

But remember this much

God can touch

Your heart

And give you a restart

So everytime

You cry yourself to sleep

And just want to die

theres a Father in the sky

Whos watching over His son or daughter

He is living water

So everytime you weep

and death is what you seek

remember theres a God who cries; God's tears fell for you

Believe me, it is true

God weeps

While His child sleeps

Because He cares

Enough to number their hairs

God loves you

This at least is true

Hey there! I'm so happy to start a story dedicated to poems because I absolutely love poetry and love writing poetry. I know this is a little dark, but dark poems are kind of my style. I may write happier poems in the future, but most of these are probably going to be dark and sad and angry, but trust me there'll always be a happy ending. It's all by God's power and the power of His Holy Spirit that I am able to write poems, all glory goes to God! Also, I'd love to hear if this poem inspires or touches your heart in anyway. I love to see how God speaks to people through the most unlikely things. God bless and thanks for reading!