Very first fic ever written. I hope it's not to terrible. I initially wrote this as a one shot but it felt to long and segmented for that. So there is more, I have 4 more chapters written. Let me know what you think and if you would want to see the rest.

Trigger warning: Slight mention of suicide
Disclaimer: I own nothing Pitch Perfect

Chloe was awakened by the sound of her phone ringing, she opened her eyes just enough to glance over to the clock on her night stand to see the time whilst blindly reaching for her phone. "What could someone possibly want at 2:37 in the morning?" she thought herself as she answered the phone, not bothering to open her eyes enough to actually check the caller ID.

"Hello?" Chloe said with a groggy voice.

"Chloe?"

Chloe immediately recognized the voice, the voice of the girl she could barely keep her mind off of since the activities fair. "Beca?" Chloe sat up, she began to worry. She could hear sniffling on the other end, it sounded like the younger girl was crying. It had been about a week since Beca walked away after semi-finals. She hadn't heard from her since, none of the Bellas had, any and all calls and texts had gone unanswered. Most of the girls had opted to give the DJ time and space."Beca, are you okay"

There was a moment of silence, just as Chloe was about to speak again she got her answer. "No"

"Whats wrong, Becs?" Silence. "Beca?" She could still hear her on the other end. "I'm coming over okay?"

"Please"

"Okay. I'll be there soon. Hang in there Becs. It's gonna be okay"

"Don't forget your whistle and pepper spray" Chloe couldn't help but smile a little. Even with her own troubles clearly plaguing her Beca was worried about the redheads safety. Chloe got out of bed, threw on a hoodie and some sweats before grabbing her keys, whistle and spray.

Chloe arrived at Beca's room quickly and knocked on the door. "It's open" a weak voice called out from the other side. Chloe entered the room and her heart broke and filled with panic at the sight in front of her. Beca sat on her bed, silently crying, staring at her desk where various bottles of pills and a bottle of whiskey sat. Chloe rushed to the tiny brunette and pulled her in her arms.

"Beca, what did you do?" She asked, fighting back her own tears.

"Nothing. I called you" Beca choked out, trying to stop herself from breaking down again.

"You didn't take anything?"

"No" She whispered.

Chloe breathed a sigh of relief. "Good. Why did would you want, why did you want to kill..." Chloe couldn't bring herself to say it out loud.

"It's just too much" she said, unable to hold it back any longer she began crying harder. The redhead held her as her body shook with sobs.

"What is? Talk to me Becs."

Beca untangled herself from the older girls arms and took a couple minutes compose herself the best she could before beginning. "Everything. My dad forced me to come here and I think he's trying but we can't even talk without it turning into a fight. Every time I'm around him I can only remember how he walked out on me and my mom. And how I know deep down she resents me for it. Everyone either leaves or I push them away. I'm just a one big fuck up after another. So now the Bellas hate me, Jesse hates me, I wasn't even sure if you'd answer. I feel like I'm all alone again like I was back home. I don't why or how to stop doing it"

Chloe couldn't hold back her tears anymore, seeing her usually confident, badass DJ in so much pain was breaking her heart. "Oh sweetie, the Bellas don't hate you. They care about you. They miss you. They've been asking me about you. They're worried you hate them for not sticking up for you. I can't speak for Jesse but I'm sure he doesn't hate you. I don't hate you either Becs. I care about you to much to let something like that stop us from being friends. You're stuck with me. I'm sorry I didn't check on you sooner. I thought you wanted your space."

Beca cracked a small smile before it vanished and she continued "Aubrey does though. You can't tell me she doesn't Chlo. I know she does. She hates me because of who I am and she doesn't even know me! Why? I know dress a little different and have a bit of an attitude but that's only because she's been on me since day one. What's wrong with me to make her hate me? Am I really that bad?"

"No, Beca." Chloe said in a surprisingly stern tone. "There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. It's not your fault. She wasn't always like this, she's changed so much this year. I feel like I don't even know her anymore." Chloe let out a frustrated sigh at the thought of it all. "The way she's treated you, all of us really, but you especially you is not okay. I don't blame for your attitude with her. I actually admire you for it. You were the only one brave enough to stand up to her"

Beca remained quiet for while before speaking again."I'm sorry for bothering you so late with all of this. I know you must want to sleep right now"

"Don't be sorry. I know we haven't known each other long but I really care about you. If you had gone through with it I don't know how I would have been able to handle it. I'm happy you called me. That took a lot of strength, I'm proud of you. I'm always here for you, Beca." Chloe said as she wrapped her arm around the younger girl.

Beca smiled a small smile at Chloe's words. It wasn't missed by the redhead. "Ahh there's a smile. You care about me too don;t you, you can't deny it now." She joked, attempting to bring the brunette up a little bit.

Beca smiled a little wider this time. "Okay, okay. Maybe I've come to like you, and our group of nerds. You're sure they're not mad at me? I blew it for us."

"You didn't blow anything. You helped us. We were never gonna win with that set. Everyone agrees."

Beca felt a little relief knowing her only friends since coming here didn't hate her.

Chloe offered a smile before asking another question. "Is anything else bothering you? Whats going on up there in that head of yours?"

Beca's smile dropped. "Just the cherry on top of having feelings for someone who doesn't feel the same" she responded without thinking. She started to become nervous, her mind stared racing, she couldn't tell Chloe how she felt about her. What if she didn't want to deal with that on top of all this? What if it scared her off? She's clearly straight.

"Oh" Chloe said, doing her best to ignore the twinge of pain in her chest. Now wasn't the time to be selfish. No matter how much she liked the tiny brunette. No matter how much she had started to think the DJ might feel the same. "How do you know? Who is it? Maybe I can set you up?" Beca stayed silent. "Is it Jesse? Are you worried because of what happened? Because I'm pretty sure he'll forgive you."

"It's not Jesse." Beca finally spoke, albeit sheepishly. "I'm gay actually."

"Okay, well there's nothing wrong with that at all." She thought for a moment "Is it one of the Bellas?" Chloe questioned. Beca weakly nodded. "Okay. Who is it? I promise I won't judge" The redhead felt terrible for pushing her to answer, but she needs to know if its her.

"I can't tell you"

"Why not?

"I just can't" Beca said. Averting her gaze to the floor. She tried to pull herself from away from the older girl but the older girl held firm.

"Beca. Beca, look at me" Chloe said gently as she placed a hand on the younger girls cheek directing the DJ to meet her eyes. "Is it me?"

Beca nodded as tears again began to silently spill from her eyes. She was sure she'd be rejected. However much to her surprise Chloe leaned in and placed a short, gentle kiss on her lips. "I like you too, Beca. I have for a while."

"You do?" Beca asked in disbelief "But I saw you with that Tom dude. A couple times"

"I do. I really do. I like girls too. Tom is just a guy I'd mess around with every now then. I actually haven't seen him much since I met you."

"Oh" Beca said with a smile beginning to tug at her lips before a yawn suddenly overtook her.

"Come on, lets get you to bed. We'll talk more in the morning." Chloe said, laying the DJ down.

"Will you stay?" The younger girl asked with a timid voice.

"Will I? You couldn't get rid of me if you wanted to." Chloe replied with a smirk. She lay down next to Beca and held her close, listening as the younger girls breath softened and evened out. Chloe lay awake a while longer figuring out how she could ease the DJ's troubles before finally drifting off to sleep.

Re-uploaded because there was code everywhere. My bad.