AN

I know it has been SOOO fucking long since I updated this story, but I know for a fact that I won't abandon this. So here is the final chapter, this is for the ones who still waited and I appreciated that so fucking much. Life has been a rollercoaster for the past year and I hope you all still want this.

So yeah, I finally finished this story and I am so fucking happy about that. I hope this is worth the wait, even I completely suck at writing. Sorry for all the mistakes you will all encounter. I just miss clexa so much.

Enjoy or maybe not. Reviews or anything are always welcome.

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I don't own anything from the one zero zero, it belongs to the creators.

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Chapter 12

Two days before Christmas, was when Clarke got a message from her anonymous friend that she calls commander. Her anonymous friend do wants to meet with her tomorrow, which Clarke thought would be a busy day. She first asked her friends if they would be doing some things tomorrow and they all said they're pretty busy with family stuffs.

Lexa, Anya, and Lincoln will have some cousin time once again before Christmas. Clarke's best friends will be doing some family duties on that day, which she understands.

It made Clarke happy, but not seeing her friends and Lexa in a day, it is not that great. But what Clarke knows, the next day will pay off because the anonymous will be meeting her. She agreed to meet her friend before Christmas and Clarke couldn't contain her excitement.

She will finally put a face on the person that has been there for her since her heartbreak, times when she need someone's company, and even she won't admit, but there are other times that she felt so lonely and the anonymous is always been there for her.

Clarke is currently sitting on her bed, back on the headboard, a hot chocolate in her hand as she looks out the window with peaceful mindset. Thoughts in her head what could happen in their face to face meeting. She doesn't want to think too much scenario because it was all embarrassing thoughts.

She shook her head and sipped from her cup. She placed it on the nightstand and reached out for her phone. Clarke opened her conversation messages with the anonymous and read again the text.

Commander: Great that you will make it! I will see you tomorrow then; dress whatever you feel comfortable with. You're always do look so good in anything tho. That sounded weird, but I am just stating some facts. Thank you for agreeing with me Clarke.

She smiled as she keeps rereading it, after months of wait. The time finally comes for her to finally meet the Commander.

Clarke puts down her phone on her bed and gets her hot chocolate cup. She took a sip and just paused as she did. Clarke looks at the framed photo on her nightstand and smiled.

"I'll see you soon Lexa." Clarke thought to herself.

Maybe her guesses weren't right, but she couldn't help but thought of it, by the amount of her self-evidences she gathered.

She's not saying that maybe she is right that Lexa is the commander, but she is right that Lexa is the commander.

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Clarke's POV

The cold breeze of winter surely is peaceful especially if a person wanted some alone time in the park.

It's Christmas Eve and I'm out of the park a few blocks away from our house, it is where she said she'll meet me. I've been here an hour before our meet up, I couldn't wait for the exact time because, what if I won't be able to do it and ditch her. But I couldn't, that is why I went an hour early.

I hugged my coat further more as the breeze of wind keep hitting me. I wore decently, a shirt, some plaid, jeans and lastly my coat because of the weather. I know she wouldn't mind of how I look. I just want it to get over it already, but I'm also feeling so anxious.

Alone in the park, sitting on a bench, seeing the nature around me and how it looks so beautiful in such weather, it made me smile.

If I think about why she chose this place, there's only one reason why, because this is the place where the anonymous saw me. It wasn't a great day for me because it was when my heart broke. Where I thought a man ever loved me, but it was all a game and lie.

That day made me see that, maybe I couldn't be ever happy in my life because it's just what it is all about. I once fell for the wrong person that made me feel like some trash that could be replaced after a year of lies. I'm the person who is not allowed to feel happiness because my life was all about tragic happenings.

I won't be surprised if it was all true.

My father died a few years ago, I've been distanced with mother since then and then I had a boyfriend that I thought I could be happy with him, but no, he made me feel more that I'm not worth to love by someone.

But then the commander came.

And Lexa came.

They both came into my life, well not that I don't appreciate my best friends, because for the love of god I do appreciate them so much.

It feels like some kind of Orphan Black shit is going on with the commander and Lexa. I'm not that dumb or whatever, but please, if they are totally different person.

Then yes, it's true, clones are real. Tatiana Maslany is shaking in her jaguar.

But in all what's happening, she's Lexa.

When they came into my life, I never felt that I could be happier than before. I was contented, but when they were added into my life, it was more alive. I had reasons to stay up all night to chat with the anonymous, some sleepover with Lexa, sometimes the anonymous helps me with my home works too, and there's Lexa, the woman who makes my day better and the one who makes me smile even with the smallest cause.

I closed my eyes and breathe, just feeling the coldness of the wind on my face. A smile creeps in on my features as I thought of that green eyes burning in my blue ones.

Is it too weird that I'm thinking of someone else when I'm about to meet the anonymous, maybe it is not. I just couldn't help myself from thinking of Lexa, it's always been her.

Or maybe I could think of Raven and Anya, those two really could make a great couple, but I know they're already making some moves with each other. Raven does deserve the best person there could be for her.

Then there's the new couple in town, Octavia and Lincoln, as the heterosexual chemistry is radiating through them and it is sickening. But I know Octavia really likes Lincoln so much and the man wouldn't be able to do deny it too because how he looks at my best friend says it all.

I opened my eyes as I smiled brightly, maybe someday I won't owe anything to people and I will have the right person for me. The thing is, there's only one person I could think of that makes me so damn happy.

I felt a light tap on my shoulder; I looked at my back and stood up.

"O, Linc what are you guys doing here?" I asked them and my attention goes to Lincoln. "I thought you're with Anya and Lexa today?" As I look at Octavia. "And I thought Bellamy wanted your help on something?"

"The three of us were already done with catching up, Clarke." Lincoln said to me.

"And about Bellamy, he's okay with his own and he didn't need my help." Octavia grinned, why the hell did she grinned at me.

There's something that's not adding up in this. "I'm confused, how did you guys knew that I'm here in the park?" I asked once again, because I never told anyone of them where would I be today. Not that they aren't able to go to the park, but why in the particular time and date.

"We just came here to deliver something for you, it was a favor by a friend." Lincoln said as he looked at Octavia who's holding a piece of small blue envelope.

"Read it, it will be all alright Clarke. Just stay put in here." Octavia smiled at me and gave me the letter I accepted with confusion.

"I have no idea what's happening at the moment." I said and chuckled because I really have no clue.

"Read the letter and you will know. This is our cue to leave and I wish you best of luck." Lincoln is a true gentleman. I nodded as the both of them hugged me before they went somewhere in the park that I couldn't know. I just shook my head because it's the typical of them.

But

Who could be the one who gave me the letter? I turned it on the other side, there is my name written elegantly. This hand writing seems familiar, but I couldn't point a finger on it.

I opened the letter and read it.

Clarke,

Remember this place? Where tears of yours ran down from your eyes, such a sadness moment in your life. A moment that I would never forget, because it was when I really felt someone else's heart break. I wish I went to your direction and help you with something, but then it was the coward in me that didn't do it. You don't know me, but I do know you. How could you even let a stranger be the shoulder you needed when you cry. I'm not saying strangers are all bad, but I had this idea where I could help you that day. It was when I texted you for the first time and I still remember how creepy I was before just by trying befriending you instantly.

How could I right? You don't know me in person, but still you let me in your life. You gave me the chance to be your friend and I will always be grateful of it. I'm really thankful that through months you let some anonymous be your friend, tell them stories that you're in real life friends only knows and just be close with them, with me.

I finally have the courage to face you personally, in a few moments you will finally see me. I don't know if you will hate me or accept me, but I will take any of it. I just want you to know the truth already because you deserve it. I've kept you in the dark for long enough, I couldn't let this time to past again. I hope since the day we first talked, you know that you deserved better than that asshole boyfriend of yours before. But anyways, I will see you in a bit Clarke. In the moment you'll see me, I don't know what will you react, but I'm ready for it.

Slap me or anything, it'll be all my pleasure.

-the commander

I finished reading the letter, I tried to analyze any clue in it, there is. She really does care about me. I never regret letting her in in my life, in days she had been there for me, it was all a roller coaster of enjoyment.

I sighed in contentment, then anxiousness and excitement covers my entire being. She will be here in any moment. I'm already standing and tried to shake up my frozen up body. I folded the piece of paper how it was before and put it back in the envelope.

Another tap on my back, thinking it's Octavia and Lincoln once again. I want to know who gave them the letter. I turned around and met by two people that shouldn't be also here.

"Sup." Raven made a peace sign and grinned at me, but her other hand is on her back holding something.

"Clarke." Anya smirked at me and nodded.

"Uhm guys, what are you doing here?" Why are my friends suddenly showing up out of nowhere? How the fuck they fucking know I'm even here.

"Nothing, just passed by and to give you these."

I saw beautiful bouquet of lilies, my favorite. I admire the flowers for some moments and reached out for it. I felt a warm feeling in my chest, the loved by the people around me. It just felt so good being appreciated.

But still, why are they here.

"Who's this from?" I asked, appreciating the gesture.

"I don't know, maybe I got it from the trash." Raven said, but then Anya smacked her on the neck. "Anya!"

"What? Can you be more decent for one second Reyes?" Anya shook her head and I just chuckled at how cute they are. Raven's totally whipped at her. "And to answer your question properly, it was just a favor by a friend to give you those."

"That's what Lincoln said too, who the hell is this friend even?" I asked them, trying to get some information from any of them.

"That, my friend, we can't answer because we would be dead if we do." Raven smiled at me.

They are getting weirder and weirder. I know the letter is from the commander, don't tell me these lilies are from her too.

But how, how could my friends know her? What if I am righ-

"I know you're doing math or trying to think of possibilities or whatever shit your brain could come up to at how we know. Just please stay here a little longer." Anya said genuinely to me, this woman could read me and that scares me.

"Yeah Clarke, we went here because we thought the park is nice to walk by." Raven said and that is the weakest lie I have ever heard.

"Sure Raven, that's the truth." I shook my head and chuckled.

"I guess I'll just shut the fuck up and you do the talking babe?" Raven said and I could see how flustered Anya got by that pet name, that made me chuckled.

Anya cleared her throat. "That's better Raven." She exclaimed my friend's name and Raven's trying to contain her laugh, I truly can't with these two. "Just keep yourself heat up Clarke, its cold out here." Anya tried to take off her jacket, what's with Lexa's family always thinking of the other's sake than their selves.

I stopped her from doing so. "It's fine An, I can last long in this kind of weather."

"If you say so then. You are an amazing woman Clarke and I hope you know that." Anya squeezed my shoulder and nodded at me. I could see her smile at me and that's when she made her way out.

Raven took some time to be left out and hugged me. "Invite me to your..." She said lowly and laughed, that's why I didn't heard the last thing she said.

Bitch, wait what.

She waved at me and ran away towards where Anya went; I didn't have the chance to ask her about it. I swear to god my friends are getting weirder and weirder.

I sighed and look at the lilies on my arms. I saw another card and there's my name elegantly written on it again, I can't even think of the person's hand writing, I really do know that it seems familiar.

Why my friends had been giving me these things? I should not be thinking that what if it was from the anonymous, but how they could know her.

Am I right all along?

I felt my phone buzzed and the anonymous' caller ID as the commander is written on it. I felt my heart skipped a beat because I'll finally hear her voice. The one has been keeping me in the dark, yet so bright.

What do I do, should I answer now? I probably should ignore it, but who am I kidding. Then suddenly, my thumb went to its own accord and taps the answer button.

It feels like that my hand automatically went straight on my ear.

My breathing is steady, trying to calm myself.

I completely stayed in silence, not knowing what to say.

All I hear is two words that made my body shiver. "Turn around." That's the order of the owner of that voice, her voice.

I feel a smile that creeps in me, and then I turned around and see the commander, see her.

Lexa.

She has her hair down and it flies sideways following the direction of the wind. Her face is so innocent, not having her widest smile, but has that hopeful look in her. Her eyes are yelling for hope, hoping for something that only I could give her.

I swallowed the lumps in my throat as she speaks again. "Hi."

I chuckled; she is literally such a dork. "Hello." I replied.

"Am I getting a punch or maybe a kick would be much better." She shrugged, but has that grin on her face that makes me want to wipe off with my own mouth. Calm down Clarke, don't be too blunt.

"I'll shoot you if you won't come here." I said with a dry laugh.

"That's actually triggering Clarke." Lexa said as she slowly walks towards me. "You know I had this dream of us being in a place of some kind of ancient but it is like in the future where everything is destroyed. That one time I got shot in it and I had a black blood, can you actually believe that?" She's two feet away from me and I could literally hear her beautiful laugh.

"Yeah? Is that even a thing Lexa?" I chuckled again.

Then, her face is millimeters away from me; I put my phone down as she did with hers. Our height difference is truly annoying in my side, but I could see her thoroughly in this position. I put my arms around her neck and smiled at her.

"Hmm, it is, in my dreams though." Lexa kissed me on my temple, 'cause she knows that I always like it when she do that, she's such a softie. "Do you want me to continue my story?"

"Please do continue, because I am truly intrigued with your dark dreams about us." I said and we laughed.

"Then that time, I know and you know that I was going to die, so you had this phrase of saying goodbye to their love ones, but I couldn't remember. All I remembered was when I close my eyes there were your soft lips touching mine as I know it will be my last kiss. That was the time I woke up. It was dark, yet so intriguing. Mind if you take back that last kiss and have more with me when I take you out?" Her eyes never left mine after all that, I can feel her soul looking at mine and I just couldn't help myself to fall deeper.

Everything were forgotten, the thing about the commander, my friends hiding somewhere, it's just Lexa and I at the moment.

"You're an ass you know? The commander? Seriously though?" I shook my head and chuckled.

"What? It is an awesome codename, isn't it?" She smirked.

Oh god, that smirk.

"Yeah sure, but yeah, I'll go out with you Lexa." I genuinely smiled at her and I can see through her that she's happy with everything it turned into.

"You're not angry or anything at me?" She asked.

"Oh, nah, I'm not angry, I just wished you could have told me sooner because I pretty much figured it out."

"It is definitely hard to keep secrets with a genius right?"

"You're the one to talk."

"How about you shut me up?" Lexa smirked again at me, fucking Lexa Woods. "Look up."

There, I saw the mistletoe she's holding above us, clever. Not that I'm complaining, because I am not.

"This will be one of the many you're talking about…" I slowly pulled her closer to me and I can feel her lips touching mine, her cold breathing is direct on my face, but not yet. I look at her green eyes, "Thank you for always being there for me Lexa." That's when I finally gave in.

I can feel her hand discarded the mistletoe somewhere, as it roams on my face. Our mouth dances with each other, I feel the tingling part in me that I couldn't help but noticed. Tongues fights in domination, I can feel our selves smiling once in a while to the kiss. Even there are wild actions happened, it was a quick kiss. A kiss that I won't forget, so as Lexa. I slowly pulled away, but our foreheads connect with each other.

"That was…" She started to form a sentence, but I finished it.

"Amazing."

"That could also be, but I was going to say magical."

"You know that you're soft right?"

"I'm told."

"You'll accept it in the near future." I gave her a kiss on the corner of her mouth and she smiled.

"I could get use to this." She said and pulled me close for a hug.

I put my head on the crook of neck and kiss it. "I'll always choose you among the other unknown number."

Lexa just shook her head and chuckled.

What to wait is to become her girlfriend and have her in my life as long as she wants to be in it. I just want Lexa to know that she made me learned that I am worth it, so as waiting for her.

-End-

I'll end this with saying how I am grateful to everyone who's been in this journey of me not updating, I suck. I hope y'all appreciate the chapter. I'll try to make some new clexa fics again, since it's our school break. I have this bechloe one shot coming; I swear to god, it'll be up in a few days.

Anyways, again thank y'all for everything.

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