"Excuse me, but can I cut in?" asked a tall dark haired girl.

"Oh my god Amy!" said Spencer excitedly as she moved to give Amy a hug.

"Ashley this is Amy!" said Spencer excitedly as she pulled away from her embrace with Amy.

"Never the famous Ashley! Best friend turned girlfriend," said Amy surprised.

"And you must be Amy. Can't say that I really know much of anything about you. Spencer has barely ever mentioned you."

"She's totally kidding Aims," said Spencer as she looked at Ashley, giving her a, what the fuck look.

"No I wasn't Spence," said Ashley with a smile.

"I'm going to get us some drinks then we can catch up Spence. Oh and Tyler and Roxy are here! As soon as I mentioned you were here they were ecstatic! What can I get you girls?" said Amy with a smile.

"Just some waters Aims, we aren't drinking tonight," answered Spencer for the both of them.

"Well alright, be right back Spency," said Amy as she left to get some drinks.

"Spency? That nickname is just as lame as it was when your Aunt Helen called you it that summer we stayed at her cabin.

"What is up with you Ash?" asked Spencer in a serious tone.

"What do you mean?" asked Ashley innocently.

"You're being a bitch tonight," said Spencer as she looked at Ashley.

"Not even Spence!" said Ashley defensively.

"You haven't been the nicest to Amy Ash. You're being a jealous girlfriend right now and it's unnecessary," said Spencer as she looked at her girlfriend.

"I am not a jealous girlfriend Spencer! And I'm sorry if I don't want to be best friends with first girl you fucked!" said Ashley as she stormed off towards the keg.

"What was that Spence?" asked Amy as she came back with some drinks, watching Ashley storm off.

"Just Ashley being Ashley. Truth be told she recently found out you were my first, and I think she is feeling jealous about it," said Spencer as she scanned the area for Ashley.

"I totally get it. Maybe she just needs some space Spence. Hey why don't we go find Tyler and Roxy," suggested Amy.

"I don't know Aims, I really should go after Ash," said Spencer concerned.

"I'm telling you Spence, Ashley just needs some time to think. Twenty minutes, then you can go find her and spend the rest of your night with her," suggested Amy.

"Okay maybe you're right," said Spencer as she followed Amy to where her friends were.

After the talk with Spencer, Ashley had to get away for a bit. She was pissed that Spencer would jump all over her and accuse her of being jealous. Ashley knew she was being a bitch, but she really didn't give a shit. Ashley walked down to where the kegs were lined up. She walked over to them and grabbed a red cup.

"Name your poison sweetheart. We have a couple different beers. I for one see you as more of Miller Lite girl," said a cute girl with short dark brown hair and blonde highlights.

"It doesn't matter to me, Miller Lite is fine," said Ashley as she looked away and wiped a tear.

"Everything okay?" asked the girl.

"I'm fine," lied Ashley.

"Hey Robbie, can you watch the kegs for me," the girl shouted.

"Sure Haylee, no problem," answered a tall guy with blonde hair as he made his way over to the kegs.

"Aren't those things self-serve? Why do you have to watch them?" asked Ashley as she followed her new friend.

"We always get some losers from King High that try to crash and drink at our parties. So I watch to make sure no high schoolers are joining the party," said the girl.

"Fucking high schoolers," mumbled Ashley, trying to sound irritated.

"I'm Haylee by the way," said the girl as they walked.

"I'm Ashley," said Ashley as she looked up at the girl.

"So why is a pretty girl like you, at an insane party like this, crying?" asked Haylee.

"I got in a little fight with my girlfriend, it was my fault," said Ashley guiltily.

"Want to tell me about it?" asked Haylee as she pulled out a cigarette from a pack in her back pocket and lit it.

She motioned to Ashley if she wanted one, but Ashley just nodded her head no.

"Well I just recently found out that my girlfriend isn't a virgin anymore like me. She lost it this summer to this girl Amy. Who I wanted to meet stupidly and now I regret it. Seeing Amy pissed me off, knowing that she has had her hands all over my Spencer. My Spencer who has been my best friend since kindergarten. She has always been mine and no one else's and now this girl has had her in ways that I can't even begin to imagine," said Ashley as she wiped a tear from her cheek.

"So she slept with this Amy girl before you guys were together?"

"Yes, we just recently had the courage to finally admit how we really felt about each other. I didn't even know Spencer was gay at the time," answered Ashley.

"Did she love this Amy girl?" asked Haylee.

"Well she said no, she loved Amy like a friend, nothing more."

"So what's the problem?" asked Haylee as she inhaled her cigarette.

"The problem is we should have lost our virginities together."

"So did your girlfriend love this girl the way she loves you?"

"She said she was never in love with the girl."

"Okay well there you go Ashley. So what if you weren't her first. You need to just get over that shit and move on. Every time is different with everyone. It will still be a really special experience between the both of you," said Haylee as she looked at Ashley.

"I just can't help but feel like Amy has something I will never have. It's stupid, but it's how I feel," said Ashley as she watched her feet walk into the sand.

"Maybe so, but you have something that Amy will never have, her heart. I've had tons of one night stands with girls that never meant anything. Hell I don't even remember half of their names. Sex without love is just sex. But when it's with someone you love, then it's making love," said Haylee as she inhaled her cigarette once more.

"Okay that sounded totally cheesy," said Ashley she giggled.

"Whatever," said Haylee as she jokingly pushed Ashley and smiled.

"Point is Ashley, you need to get over you not being your girlfriends first. All that matters is being her last," said Haylee as she finished her cigarette, then threw into the sand and stomped on it.

"Yeah I guess you're right. Thanks a lot Haylee! I really needed this talk," said Ashley as she took off in search of Spencer.

"Anytime! If you ever want to talk again I dj at The Red Bamboo on Tuesday and Thursday nights!" shouted Haylee.

"I'll be sure to stop by sometime!" shouted back Ashley as she made her way back to the party.

After Ashley decided to storm off, Spencer decided to take Amy's suggestion and give Ashley some space. Spencer followed Amy over to some chairs where some people were sitting and talking.

"Oh my god Spencer Carlin! Where have you been hiding since summer!" screamed a short slender girl with purple hair and piercings.

"I've been around Roxy, living the life of a high schooler.

"Oh yeah, I always forget that you aren't in college," admitted Roxy.

"O M G! Spencer Carlin is that you girl!" said a tall stocky latino guy.

"Tyler! What are you doing here! I didn't know you would be here," said Spencer excitedly.

"Girl I needed a break from Texas for the weekend," admitted Tyler.

"Did Elliot come with you?" asked Spencer curiously.

"We broke up," said Tyler with sadness in his voice.

"Oh I'm so sorry Ty," said Spencer sincerely.

"It's okay Spence. He was a boy and I need a man," said Tyler proudly.

"He cheated on him with his roommate," Roxy whispered into Spencer's ear.

"Fuck Elliot Ty, he never deserved you in the first place," said Spencer truthfully.

"Thanks Spence. Oh my god girl this is my song! Someone please dance with me!" screamed Tyler.

Roxy got up. "I've got this," she said as she followed Tyler.

"You guys coming?" asked Roxy.

"No we'll sit this one out, catch up," answered Amy.

"Alright fine bitches!" said Roxy as she ran to catch up with Tyler.

"So how are you Spence?" asked Amy.

"Honestly I'm great. I never could have imagined that Ashley would feel the same way as I feel about her. I feel like she's my soulmate," said Spencer as she looked at the ocean.

"That's great Spencer," said Amy with a hint of sadness.

"What's wrong?"

"I guess I just wish you would have felt that way about me. We had something great this summer," said Amy as she looked down at her hands then up at Spencer.

"Yeah this summer was great Amy. The time we spent together will always be special to me. But my heart belongs to Ashley, it always as.

"Well Ashley is one lucky girl. I hope she realizes that," said Amy.

"I know she does Aims. I need to go find her," said Spencer as she got up from the chair.

"Wait Spence," said Amy as she grabbed Spencer's arm.

"Yeah," said Spencer as she turned around.

"Promise you won't be a stranger. Your friendship is special to me," said Amy seriously.

"Of course Aims! Your friendship is special to me too, said Spencer with a smile.

Amy smiled as she gave Spencer a hug. A few feet away a certain brunette watched the embrace. Spencer looked over Amy's shoulder and saw the shocked expression on Ashley's face as she turned around to leave.

"Ash wait!" shouted Spencer as she ran to catch up to Ashley.

"Ashley!" said Spencer as she grabbed Ashley's arm.

"What!" shouted Ashley with tears streaming down her face.

"Ash why are you crying?" asked Spencer as she wiped Ashley's cheek.

"Because you finally realized that you would rather be with Amy. The girl that got to be so many firsts for you," answered Ashley as she cried.

"Seriously Ashley? You really think after everything I would want to be with Amy? You're my soulmate Ashley! I have never loved anyone else but you and I never will love anyone else," said Spencer.

"But Spence…"piped in Ashley.

"Don't interrupt me Ash. So what if Amy was the first girl I slept with. You were my first crush, my first love, and everything else I have ever done in my life I did it with you Ash!" admitted Spencer.

Ashley didn't say anything, instead she let her lips do the talking. Ashley grabbed Spencer's cheek, pulling her close. She ran her tongue along Spencer's bottom lip. She gently sucked her bottom lip then invaded Spencer's mouth with her tongue. Spencer responded my sucking on Ashley's tongue. Ashley wrapped her arms around Spencer's waist and pulled her close. Ashley pulled away after a while and smiled.

"You want to get out of here Spence?" asked Ashley.

"I thought you would never ask," said Spencer as she grabbed Ashley's hand as they made their way to the car.

By the time they got back to Ashley's house it was a little after one. Spencer went into Ashley's bedroom while Ashley went into Kyla's room to check on her. Spencer went into Ashley's drawer to get out some pajamas that she kept there for sleepovers. As she took out her clothes Ashley came in and shut the door with a note in her hand.

"So it looks like Kyla is staying at Alexa's tonight," said Ashley as she walked over to where Spencer was.

"I thought it was way too quiet in this house," said Spencer as she sat down on Ashley's bed with her clothes in hand.

"You want to change first. Or should I?" asked Spencer as she looked at Ashley.

Ashley didn't say anything. Instead she lifted up her shirt over her head, never breaking eye contact with Spencer. She tossed her shirt to the floor then straddled Spencer, pinning her down on the bed and kissing her intensely. Ashley grabbed Spencer's shirt and pulled it up over her head.

"Ash are you sure about this?" asked Spencer.

"I've never been this sure about anything else in my life. I'm ready Spence," answered Ashley as she unclasped her bra, letting it fall to the floor.