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Gray's P.O.V

It has been a while since she left. One of my biggest regret was letting her go.. another was not being completely honest with my feeling. I did love her and I still love her, why couldn't I figure out the feeling earlier but now.
I've waited and waited, now 4 years has pasted.

Is she coming back? Will she still love me? Those questions keeps running around my mind.

After she left, I went into a state of depression. All I did was drink and start fight, Everyone in the guild would try to cheer me up but after 2-3 years, they stopped.
I barely start any fight now however I still spend my day drinking.. drinking my pain away.

Its like my days are completely different now, She no longer around me, doing her normal crazy things and I miss her alot... I just wish that she comes back soon..I am slowly losing my mind without her, I need to tell her how I feel, I need her to fill the hole in my heart.

I don't like this feeling of emptiness.

I wonder how long I have to wait.

Please be safe Juvia... I can't lose you.

Juvia P.O.V

It's been 5 years now. I wonder if anyone remembers me...does Gray remember me? No I gave him up, he doesn't love me I mentally scold myself. I must not think about him but I can't help it. I miss Fairy Tail so much. In the passed 5 years, I've been training myself to become stronger and travelling the world. I met lots of different people and guild and I also began changing myself. I no longer talk in third person however I still feel empty. Like something is missing.

I miss Fairy Tail. Maybe its time to return back home. I should go back to Fairy Tail. I shouldn't be here. Fairy Tail is my home, is my family, that it I'm going back! I shouldn't just leave my family because of him, I'm so stupid.

I quickly ran back to my house and started to pack. I wasn't the only one that was suffering right?They were also suffering and are still suffering because I left them right? I keep asking I ask myself as I hold the tears that are threatening to roll down my face "I'm so sorry, please forgive me minna" I ask myself while holding a photo of everyone in the guild close to my chest "please forgive me" I repeat, letting the tears I held back to fall freely down my face.

"How could I be so selfish?" I ask myself once again. I think all this crying is making me tired, I should go to sleep, I got a long journey back to Fairy Tail. I jump onto my bed and let the darkness consume me.

I'm going to be home soon..