The four boys were in their practice room, in a loose circle. Sun was at his drum set with Jaune across from him with a seven string guitar, Neptune to his right with a keyboard set up and Ren to his left with the bass. Everyone but Sun had a microphone. On a nearby table was Jaune's laptop that was wired to one of the amps. The beat on the computer started as they waited for their queue to start playing.

(Linkin Park - "Heavy" (cover by Our Last Night ft. Living In Fiction))

Jaune: I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Ren: Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
Jaune: And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Ren: Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can't escape the gravity

Neptune: I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Jaune: Holding on
So much more than I can carry
Neptune: I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Ren: Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

Neptune: You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
Jaune: I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

Ren: I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Jaune: Holding on
So much more than I can carry
Ren: I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Neptune: Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

Ren: I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
Jaune: And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me

Neptune: Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Jaune: Holding on
So much more than I can carry
Ren: I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

Neptune: Why is everything so heavy?

Jaune: Why is everything so heavy?


Rest in Peace Chester Bennington, March 20, 1976 – July 20, 2017