Hannah's Pov

*LA Sur Restaurant 8pm*

H "I want a baby"

Emily's eyes widen and she chokes on her wine

E "What"

H "I want to start a family with you"

E "Like right now...you're not pregnant right"

H "No Em, I'm not pregnant I'm still on the pill remember"

Emily's seems to relax

H "Em do you not want a baby with me. You seemed to relax a little since I told you I'm not pregnant"

E "What no Han. I do want a baby just not at this moment we are only twenty three we have time"

H "I think dinner is over get the check Em and let's go home"

E "Baby please don't be mad. I do want kids just not now"

I quietly get up and give Emily a look and make my way out of the restaurant. I wait for Emily by the Emily tell me that she doesn't want kids now kinda broke my heart.

Emily unlocks the car and holds open the passenger door for me to get in. She makes her way to the driver side. She turns to me

E "Han I love you"

She reaches for my hand. And brings it to her lips. I pull away.

H "let's go home Emily. I'm tired and just want to sleep"

She starts the car and pulls out of the parking lot. We pull up to our house in thirty minutes LA traffic really does suck. The car ride was so silent you could of heard a pin drop. Emily pulls her black Range Rover into the garage. I get out and head inside. Leaving Emily sitting in the car. As I enter our house I go right up to our room. I slide off my dress. Throw on one of Emily's t shirts and get into bed. I receive a text from Emily

Wifey ❤️ : Han I'm going for a drive. I will be back in a little while. I love you so much.

Emily's Pov

As I watch Hannah enter our house I can't help but to think about the broken look on her face when I told her I'm not ready for kids. I do want kids don't get me wrong but not right now. I just can't go inside and face Hannah, so I send her a text telling her I'm going for a drive. After I send her a text I send a text to Spencer seeing if she is free. It is only 11pm hopefully she is free. I tell her to meet me at the local bar. I arrive thirty minutes later. I spot Spencer sitting at the bar drinking a martini.I take a seat next to her.

E "You couldn't wait for me?"

S "I have been here twenty remember my office is literally only five minutes away"

The bartender comes over to me I order a martini and two Grey Goose Shots

S "So what is wrong we only meet here when you and Hannah fight"

The bartender bring over the drinks we take the shots.

E "Hannah wants a baby"

S "Okay and is that a bad thing?"

E" I just think we have time we are young and like I said we have time so why rush"

S "Bullshit Fields what is really wrong. Something is bothering you and it is not about how young you both are"

I get bartenders attention and order another round of shots. To get through this conversation I knew I would need some liquid courage.

E "I'm scared that if we have baby the baby will be born like me"

Just as I say that bartender comes over with shots. I throw mine back and tell him to keep them coming.

S "One shot is good for me. I will just stick to my martini. Now can you repeat what you just said"

I take the shot meant for Spencer and then I repeat

E "I'm scared that if we have baby the baby will be born like me"

S "Why Emily? Does Hannah know your fears?"

E "No I just told her I don't think it is a good time. I don't want the baby to be like me. Look how different I was treated in school Spencer. The name calling and bullying. I don't want my kid to go through that shit"

I throw back another shot. I'm getting slightly tipsy.

S "Emily you are an awesome person. Look how far you came. When you finally told us about your little friend we didn't judge you because of it. And if your child is born special then I know you and Hannah will love that child no matter what. Fields you need to talk to Hannah about your fears. Don't push her away"

I think about what Spencer said. I throw back another shot we sit in silence.

S "Come on Em it's getting late and your drunk and I'm pretty sure Hannah is worried"

E "What about my car?"

S " I called Aria since we are both in no position to drive we can get our cars tomorrow"

Aria arrives ten minutes later Spencer helps me stand up and we make our way outside. Aria waves us over.

A "Baby Hannah is going to kill you for getting her drunk"

S "She did that on her own. Help me get her in the back"

E "Look it is Sparia my favorite couple" I start to giggle

Spencer buckles me in and we start to drive off

E "Hannahhhhhh is going to be so mad" I slur

A "We know"

I start to feel my stomach turn

A "She better not throw up Spencer I swear to god she better not throw up"

I lean forward and I throw up all over Aria's backseat

A & S "EMILY"

S "Pullover, obviously she can't hold her liquor for shit"

A" I'm calling Hannah telling her to open the door to get drunk ass wife out of my car"

We arrive 10 minutes later

Hannah's Pov

Lucky for me I couldn't really sleep. I kept tossing and turning waiting for Emily to come home. I receive a text from Aria telling me to come outside and help with a drunk Emily. She pulls up in front of the house.

A " Your wife owes me a car wash"

I eye Emily laying down in the backseat. I shoot a look to Spencer. She put her hands up in defense.

H "How much did she drink Spencer"

S "Shots lots of shots"

Spencer nudges Emily who begins to stir. I help Spencer get Emily out of the car. When Emily notices it is me helping . She gives me a sloppy kiss on the cheek. And then bends over and throws up.

H "Emily what the fuck"

I hold her hair while she throws up

E "I don't feel so good. No more alcohol please no more alcohol"

After Emily is done throwing up Spencer and Aria help me get her to bed. I put the garbage can next to her side of the bed. I walk Spencer and Aria out the door. Spencer turns to me says .

S "Hannah she does want kids you know. She is just scared listen to her"

I look at Spencer and nod. We say our goodbyes and I make my way back upstairs to Emily.