hi...

i don't know what to say since i felt guilt eat me alive because i deleted my works... honestly i have a lot on my mind and it was hard already to leave my hobby, my happiness when i'm writing stories, esp my ult otp chanbaek. but sorry, i've decided to quit.

i'm not bored or get tired of them, ofc not! never! it's just... i feel like i have to face bigger responsibility in my own life (18 this year) and i cant find a free time to write again. i feel chased by time, like i have to do it for you, i have to write for your satisfaction... i'm sorry, i didn't find it fun again. i started writing back then because i felt happy, i was enjoying myself. but like this... it's different now. i'm not enjoying myself and that's a big problem. i can't write anymore with that condition... i don't feel motivated to do so...

i thought if i left without tell you all anything, it would be easier for me but like i said, guilt piled up in my stomach and stone fell down in my chest. i deeply apologize for every works of mine that left unfinished, i'm sorry for bringing your hopes up back then by saying i will continue them.

thank you for everything, each word you left on reviews, each fav and follow, i will remember them, keep them as one of my happiest memories. always. i can't reach this far without you, starting with 2015 and my last work in 2018.

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the last one, if you want to read my works again, you can find me at:

twitter: SVEXO_11

just DM me and i would send you my works (docx file) via gmail

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thank you for everyone who will respect my decision. i love you all, goodbye.

and guys, let me tell you one thing, this author, who writes cringey stuff and oh-so-romantic with words plus fluff imagination, finally has her own boyfriend who tolerates her hobby as a fangirl. (ps: my bf's fandom are stay and my day)

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regards, LFH.