I'm sorry.

If there were ever two words that could describe my current situation, I would use those two. Nothing more, nothing less: only those two words.

...You're probably wondering why this story hasn't been updating lately, why I'm apologizing right now, or even why it takes at least a month to upload a fricking chapter.

...Well, I better start explaining.

I...have epilepsy. It's a neurological mental condition that mentally affects my brain. What results from my condition are the usual headaches, mood swings, and seizures.

...Let's just say last week hasn't been a good week for me.

I won't go into full details of what happened, but I can fully say I expressed emotions I thought I had locked away for good. Emotions that I viewed as a hindrance in my daily life.

And...I don't know why it happened. And it scares me.

Heh, it's funny, isn't it? I'm in grade 12, about to graduate to whatever university I'm going to, and I'm still scared of something...How hilarious.

Sigh...Anyways, the doctors say it's just stress related, but I don't think that's what's really happening in my mind. I don't know how to describe it, but something is affecting me. I just know it.

So...for the time being, I'm going to call a little hiatus on the writing of Regret, Rebirth, and Reclaim. Because if I continue to keep writing in the condition that I'm in right now, I know that whatever will come out of my typing will only be absolute trash.

...I know many of you will be disappointed in hearing this, and I'm truly sorry to disappoint you. I'm even disappointed in myself for not being able to keep on writing, to keep on doing what I love to do most.

But, well, I guess I am human after all. And all humans need to rest some time, right?

...

...I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry...

Please forgive me.