Disclaimer: I don't own anything. If I did Snowbarry would be endgame.

Also, I don't know where I am going with this.

The First Time

Barry left the house in a hurry. Iris was getting on his last nerve, and he couldn't take it no more. He told her that he was going to the bar, but that was a lie. Why go to one if he can't get drunk? Barry loves Iris, or so he thinks as days pass, and he is debating whether it is true or not. All of his life he was crushing on Iris and always after her. But now that he has her… he is beginning to question if this is what he wants? When he saw her with Eddie, to be honest it didn't bother him. Actually he was happy for the couple, but sadly he had sacrificed himself to save us from Eobard Thawne. Barry shakes his head. He doesn't want to think about the past anymore. It's hurtful to know that they have lost two people that day just to save Central City.

Before he knows it, he was in front of a certain brunette's apartment door. How long has he been walking to get here? He knew that she lived like twenty minutes from his house. All Barry could do was stare at the door. He wanted to know why was he at her place? What could she be of any help to him? As he was about to knock, the door opens to reveal the brunette in a big S.T.A.R. Labs t-shirt. He wasn't sure if she was wearing shorts under it, but from what he could see, he couldn't be 100% sure.

"Barry, what are you doing here?" She asks the nerdy speedster. All he can do is stare at her. Has he never noticed how beautiful she is without make-up. He closes his eyes, trying to think of why he was here. Truth be told, he just appeared without having a reason. He opens his eyes to see her giving him a secure smile. She steps aside, allowing Barry to come into her apartment. He steps inside, still trying to figure out what to say.

"Are you okay, Barry? You seem to be a little out of it." She questions him. Barry didn't want to give her his problems. But she was always willing to listen. He sat on the couch with the beautiful brunette to follow. He gave a sigh before he could tell her his dilemma.

"I just had a big fight with Iris. Cait, I don't know what's wrong with us? I thought that this would be what I have always wanted. But ever since Eddie died, it's like part of her died as well." He confessed to her. Caitlin scooted over to him, and gave him a hug. Barry didn't hesitate and gave it in return. He didn't know what it was but to him it felt right to have Caitlin in his arms. "Maybe we went into this too fast. It's only been six months. And if I'm honest, this fight was pointless. Maybe she compares me with Eddie." Barry continued to talk. Caitlin listened to him, but also his fast heart beating.

"I don't know what to do. This is not what I want." He whispered. That was when Caitlin looked up at the depressed man in front of her. This was not the Barry Allen she knew and loved. Yes, loved. Caitlin was in love with the speedster, but she never said anything. And when she was, well he had gotten Iris. Of course he was going to choose Iris over her. That was his crush, but hearing him now about how miserable he was in their relationship, this was her chance.

"Then what do you want?" She traced his abs with her fingertips. Barry felt her hands on his abs. They sent some sort of fire to the pit of his stomach. Caitlin, then, took off his shirt, leaving the young man shirtless. This was a sight that she will always love. Barry was in a trance. He was curious to what she was doing to him. All of his problems were fading when Caitlin's hands were roaming all over his abs and chest. Caitlin looked up at Barry, who was just staring at her with awe. Before he knew it, his lips crashed with hers. And without hesitation, Caitlin kissed back with the same force that he was using.

Barry's hands went traveling up her thighs. That's where he got his answer that she wasn't wearing shorts. Quickly, he took off her t-shirt and threw it to who knows where. That short moment when they separated, they stared at each other's eyes. They both had one thing in them, that was desire. In a flash, Barry carried Caitlin to her bedroom. He sets her down on the bed, and began to kiss her stomach, traveling up to her breasts. He unclasped the bra, and threw it without a care. He began to suck on her right breast, which made her moan. This was heaven to Caitlin. It felt good to have his mouth on her skin. She arced her back, wanting Barry to continue what he was doing. He, then, switched sides and began to do the same thing to her left breast.

After he was done, his kisses traveled upwards to her neck, where he gave her a hickey and they both knew it. He crashes his lips with hers again. This time he deepened the kiss, where Caitlin gave him access to her mouth. He felt his tongue exploring her mouth, but suddenly leaves. She opens her eyes to see that he drinks a little vodka, and drops it in her mouth. She loved the taste of vodka and Barry. It was a good combination. But Caitlin wanted something else. Her hands traveled to his pants. Barry used his super speed to take off his pants.

Of course, he was craving Caitlin. Slowly, he took off her panties, exposing her naked beauty. "You're so beautiful." Caitlin blushed as he began to kiss around her clit, teasing her. She moans and whispers his name. "And sexy…" Caitlin smiled when Barry said this. He didn't have to compliment her. They were already having sex. Barry satisfied with her, he puts one finger in her, feeling how wet she was for him. He could tell that she wanted him, just like he wanted her. He put two fingers in her, and went faster. She was panting, and that was only his fingers. He vibrated in her, where she screamed his name this time. Then, she came on his fingers. He takes them out and tastes her. Oh, she tasted sweet. He kisses her, so she could taste herself.

"… And fucking hot." But Caitlin, wanted him inside of her. She couldn't wait anymore, nor could Barry. He takes off his boxers, and without a warning, he slammed into her. She yells his name, saying that he needed to go faster and harder. Barry complied with her orders. He went faster, harder, and with a little vibration. She was at her peak, as was Barry. And as if on cue, they both came at the same time. But Barry didn't stop, and Caitlin didn't want him to stop. He felt too good inside of her. It was as if he belonged inside of her. She panted, moaned, groaned, and yelled for Barry. Barry panted, and yelled for Caitlin. After their second orgasm together, he pulls out and falls next to her.

This was the sex that they craved for. Though neither of them were expecting this to happen. Without knowing, Barry pulled Caitlin closer to him, where she laid across his chest. This was what Caitlin wanted, but she knew Barry wasn't hers. What they just did… it was a mistake, a hot, sexy mistake. Does she regret it? No, she loved Barry too much and it makes her sound selfish, but she doesn't care about Iris. Caitlin deserved to be happy, even after Jay had died. All her life, she has had a bad experience with love. This man that was beside her was taken and she knew that. But yet, she didn't once tell him to stop. She was glad that he was actually craving for her. During the sex, he had called her beautiful, sexy, and hot. He had even said that he couldn't resist anymore. He didn't know if it was sexual needs or if he really did want her, but he didn't care. He wanted her there and now, and that's what he got.

"So, what -" Barry kissed Caitlin so she wouldn't finish that sentence. He wasn't ready to go back to reality. He felt her deepen the kiss, which he gladly returned. They knew where it was heading, that night wasn't a relaxing one. It was more like heated one.