{Don't judge me. I have kinks I need to express.}

Later that night, Nai had grown tired and decided to head to bed. Careful not to disturb Gareki, he pushed the door open slightly. Padding through the dim room, he stopped just at Gareki's bed. Nai wanted to curl up with him, make him feel better. He'd told everyone he was feeling sick. With a faint pop, Nai became a Niji. He crawled around the covers and tucked himself in next to Gareki's heart. Nai could feel the heaving of his chest with each breath, and the beating of his heart. It soothed Nai. For whatever reason, let it be animal instinct or not, he felt an undying urge to be close to this boy. Nai couldn't put a paw on it, and it confused him. Though he just let it simmer as he snuggled close to the boy.

Gareki shifted in his sleep and it knocked Nai out of the bed. Determined, he crawled back in the bed and hopped on top of Gareki's chest. Reaching a tiny paw out, he patted his nose. Nai giggled. Tail beginning to wag. With his other paw, he touched Gareki's lips. 'This is fun.' He thought. Stirring, his eyes shot open. Nai's Niji form was sitting on him. Jolting up, there was a pop and Nai smacked his head against the underside of the bunk.

"Ow." He whimpered, holding his skull.

"S-Sorry Nai." He apologized. Reluctantly patting him on the head. Nai melted into him. He felt safe. Nothing else mattered. Nai's face froze at the sudden disturbance below him. Nai didn't know what it meant, but it made him blush. Heat began to pool in his privates. Never had he felt anything like it before.

"Gareki..." He purred.

Nai's sweet, soft voice made his heart pound. The things he wanted to do to the boy. Every fiber of his image was used to hold himself back. The two of them were inexperienced, but at least Gareki knew the ins and outs of sex. He wanted to explore every inch of Nai's pale skin. Hear him mewl beneath him. With lustful eyes, he turned the boy's chin to face him. Their lips met. Nai hadn't known how to kiss, but copied Gareki's actions. Anxiety building up in the pit of his stomach. He wanted to be as close to Gareki as possible, the heat in his body building up. The older boy's tongue entering his mouth, swirling with Nai's. They parted. Chests heaving for breath.

"Yes Nai?"

Nai's face turned beet red. Gaze falling to his hands, fiddling nervously. Nai glanced up at him, eyes pure and hinting at something more.

"I-I feel weird."

Gareki's heart couldn't take how sexy he thought Nai was in the moment. He promised himself that he wouldn't go any further. Though in his mind he began to debate after seeing Nai act so cute. What would come of it? Would Nai be okay with sleeping with another guy? Gareki couldn't stand it any longer, the anticipation of being so close to the one you love, yet being unable to feel entirely satisfied. Each time Nai spoke softy, so innocently, he had to wince in the pain that was sent through his heart. Especially down to his pants. Promising himself he'd not do anything about it if Nai hadn't wanted to.

Nai moved up onto a straddling position on Gareki's lap. Knees on either side of his hips. Accidentally brushing the older boy's throbbing section. Involuntarily, Gareki clenched his teeth in a muffled moan. Oh what Nai did to him. Panicking, Nai apologized. He had never meant to hurt Gareki. The lavender tipped hair spikes behind Nai's ears twitched as his anxiety increased.

"I'm sorry Gareki!" He fretted. Voice lowering to just above a whisper. "Are you o-okay?"

Pondering over it for a while, he came to the realization that it wouldn't hurt to ask Nai. If worst came to worst, he could have just masturbated the damn erection away. Though that wouldn't be as enjoyable as getting to make love to adorably sexy little Nai. Being able to hold him as he whimpered moans into his ear. Gareki grinned at the thought.

"Hey Nai..." He began. Voice dry. "Can I do something...?"

Nai leapt at the opportunity. Anything to make Gareki happy. "Of course! Anything!"

Gareki didn't believe he was actually hearing Nai willingly give himself up. He just loved this boy with all of his heart, every ounce of his body craved his touch. Thinking of a way to make it sound less dirty and more honest.

"I-It may hurt a little." He informed.

Nai's eyes widened in curiosity, sparkling with desire. He clenched his fists together in anticipation. "It's okay... I'm tough!" He pled. Nearly tearing up."I want to do anything to make you happy Gareki... I love you. You mean so much to me."

The pain and fluttering in Gareki's chest intensified with the sweetness of Nai's begging. Nai had just confessed his love. Did he even know what it meant? His face full of shock, he couldn't contain himself. His body moved on it's own. Pushing himself forward, Nai leaned back. Falling onto the bed. Gareki above him. Faces inches apart. Nai's adorable face eager for what was to come. Their eyes met. Faces only illuminated by the moonlight streaming through the window. Gareki only had one more condition.

"Promise me you will not turn into your animal form. Okay?" He urged.

"Promise." Nai responded, barely more than a whisper.

Gareki laced his left hand with Nai's. He could feel Nai shaking slightly. Breath on his lips. At first, it was gentle. Nai could feel Gareki's chapped lips. Suddenly Gareki became more aggressive. Nai pulled his knees up. The feeling in his lower abdomen flourished, and Nai pushed into the kiss. The black haired boy attacking his mouth, fiery passion fueling his actions. Nai tasted so sweet, like sugar. Their tongues danced, swirling, fighting for entry to each other's mouth. Gareki's free hand slid down Nai's waist. Caressing the boy's frame. Ending on his thy, pulling him ever closer. They broke, gasping for air. Nai's head swirling. Lying beneath the older boy, driven mad with desire like an animal in heat.

Nai panted. Driving Gareki over the edge. Gently removing the younger boy's sweatshirt, and tossing it to the floor. Planting kisses that trailed down Nai's collarbone, to his bellybutton. The closer Gareki had ventured to his lower abdomen, the more Nai twitched. The heat building up in himself. He wanted Gareki to do something, but it seemed too embarrassing. Nai clamped his teeth down on his knuckle to keep from squealing. Shutting his eyes tight as the older boy unbuttoned his jeans, slipping them off. Nai tossed his head back as he felt Gareki's hands brush his inner thy. Whimpering a soft moan. He'd never felt such wonder before. Such intensity. It was all new to him. Gareki pulled his blue hoodie above his head and let it fall to the floor. Nai felt his face flush at the sight of the older boy's lean torso. Leaning back over the boy, their mouths met again in a heated kiss. Gareki slid his tongue down Nai's neck, swirling it around a rosy nipple. Causing him to shiver.

"Are you frightened?" He teased.

"N-No." Nai purred.

His hands explored. Places on Nai's body he'd only ever dreamed of touching. It was when he'd let a hand slip into the boy's shorts when Nai moaned, arching his back. Nai slapped a hand over his mouth in astonishment. It was that same sound he'd made earlier that day while they had been in the closet. Gareki felt himself pulsate at the cute noises of pleasure Nai made. He grinned and bit his lip at the blissful sound. Quickly he continued to pull the boy's shorts off. Throwing them into the pile they had started in the corner of the room.

Gareki, stunned with the aching he was experiencing, had to curtain his eyes with his hair. Lucky the room they shared was dark, the pain of feeling so much love brought him to sinking his teeth into his lip. Softly growling a moan. The white haired boy laying beneath him was too precious. It had been everything he'd ever wanted. The amount of arousal and lust he felt by just gazing upon the boy's naked body, made him want to come right then and there. Taking the smaller boy's erection in his hand, he lightly brushed it with his fingers. The gentleness caused buildup within Nai that he'd never experienced before. Embarrassed, he hid his eyes with an arm and bit down on the tip of his finger. Gareki was pleased when he'd gotten it to leak. He brought his lips to the fluid and tasted it. Salty and yet sweet at the same time. Nai breathed rapidly at the feeling of Gareki touching him. Sliding off his own shorts, he felt relief as the air hit his throbbing erection. He let his saliva drip onto his fingers. Let one slide over the boy's entrance, and entwined his other hand again with Nai's.

"This will probably feel weird at first... Only for a second though." He advised. Unsure of how things would play out. "C-Can I go on?"

Nai, to embarrassed and shy to speak, nodded his head. That had been Gareki's signal of acceptance. He slowly entered his index and middle fingers into him. Nai tried to muffle a moan through gritted teeth. His grasp on Gareki's hand tightened. He had waited till Nai had become adjusted, to begin sliding his fingers into him repeatedly. Nai's cute noises became more frantic and full of want. Hearing it made Gareki's body set aflame. Heart tingle. Soon Gareki determined that Nai had been stretched quite enough, and leaned over to kiss him. This time it was gentle and soft. Their foreheads touched. Nai's panting breath on his face. "Relax for me okay?"

Nai bit his lip. Sprawling his fingers out on the older boy's chest, he could feel his heart pounding inside. He could sense love and need surrounding him. Mixed with that of his own. Nai grimaced and awaited pain as he felt the older boy push into him. Gareki's hand cupped Nai's soft cheek and he snuggled into it. There was a moment, where they just stared into each other's eyes. Never speaking. Just listening. In the beginning, Gareki had hated Nai. Though over time had come to know him as a sweet, innocent and adorable boy. Realizing just before leaving for the academy, that he'd fallen in love with him. Gareki had never seen himself as ever loving anyone. Let alone another guy. Somehow the adorable Niji human hybrid had woven his way into his isolated heart.

Gareki pulled himself out to the tip, and thrust back in gently. It had been either of their first times, and he hadn't wanted to make it painful for the younger boy. Would probably have had to kill himself, or risk the total embarrassment. It was slow, but they could feel the pleasure building up. Nai instinctively wrapped his legs around the older boy's hips and clenched around his member. Gareki gasped, clutching the sheets for support. A wave of pleasure struck him as Nai tightened on him.

"Oh god." He breathed. Nai's hands covered his mouth in a panic.

"I'm sorry! Did I do something wrong?"

Gareki shook his head and chuckled. Shooting Nai a crooked smile that made his face heat four shades of red. When Nai had loosened himself, it was then Gareki had repeated the action of pushing into him. His free hand snared around the boy's thy, allowing him to reach as deep as possible. Nai arched his back as the waves intensified, tingling in his lower abdomen making his head swim. Gareki picked up speed, gradually thrusting faster. The younger boy was having trouble keeping his moans of pleasure to a low. Each time Gareki shoved into him, he couldn't help the intense electrifying sensation he had felt. Each time Gareki knew he was close, he'd pull back a few seconds. Let the intoxication of the buildup settle over them.

"G-Gareki." Nai panted. The younger boy could feel himself near the peak. Something inside him about to burst. "P-Please..."

Those words were music to his ears. Thrusting slightly faster, not bothering to slow. Nai wailed in desire. They came at the same time. The surge of intense pleasure and tingling crashing throughout their bodies. Nai threw his head back into the bed and cried out as his own fluid splattered on his stomach. Vision fogging with the exhilaration. His muscles contracted and tensed around Gareki, causing the older boy to spill himself inside of him. Curving his back over Nai, he kissed him roughly through the orgasm. He'd never felt such an amazing sensation. He wanted to melt into Nai and hold him forever. He continued to pump himself into the younger boy softly, riding out the last of the pleasure.

When they had relaxed, Gareki slid out of the younger boy. Nai felt empty, and wet. Gareki collapsed beside Nai on the bed and pulled him close. Resting his chin on the boy's head. Gareki was finally satisfied with himself. Everything seemed peaceful. Nai breathed deeply, heart pounding. He tossed the covers over them, entangling his limbs with Nai's.

"I love you so god damn much Nai." He muttered.

"G-Gareki..." Nai giggled playfully. "Can we do this again?"

In the bliss of the moment, he promised him they would try it again another time. Before long, he could hear Nai's breathing slow. His adorable pale face looked so pure as he slept. Gareki decided it was fate that brought them together some two years ago. Even though he was never one to believe in things as cliche as that. In the back of his mind, he realized loving another guy was the least of his issues. It was keeping Nai from letting it slip that they had sex, was the real problem.