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A/N: Bloody hell, it's been a while. I'm really sorry, guys, I've been busy… So I'll just get on with it now :)

However, just a few things first… 1) this is the last chapter, there won't be an epilogue or anything, I like how this ends. 2) I'm changing the rating of this from M to T because I don't think it needs the lemons, I'm sorry if any of you were waiting on those… maybe try out some of my other M rated works if you were ;) so yeah, sorry about that, but this is it, I hope you love it though!

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One year later: May 4th 2015:

"I still can't believe you, Alec. It's been like, a year since you came out and you've only been with Sebastian, whom you broke up with after four months. And now, it's time for our triple date to the fair, which is now just a double date with a fifth wheel."

Alec sighed and ran his hand through his hair.

"I know, Izzy. And I'm sorry that i messed up your plan by not having a boyfriend. But I'm just not interested in dating anyone right now."

That was a bit of a lie. He'd been very interested in being with only one person, even after a year. It was a deep rooted desire within him to see that green eyed boy again.

"Look, Alec, I'm sorry. It's just... I'm worried about you. You're so repressed. You don't really go out. It's like you're not even trying. I mean, I'm not saying you have to have a serious boyfriend, just have a little fun. I could always give you Raphael's number if you're interested, i know he thinks you're hot."

She ended with a wink and a giggle. Alec could only sigh and face-palm, moaning in exasperation as Izzy laughed.

"With all due respect and no offense to Raphael, hard pass on that one. I don't want meaningless fun, i just want... nothing."

Izzy raised her eyebrows but said nothing, just clapping him on the shoulder as she left the room, calling out to him as she did so.

"We're leaving in half an hour if you're coming with us!"

Alec looked at him reflection and sighed. He had vowed last year that he would go back and ride the Ferris wheel. And let's face it, he had nothing better to do tonight.

Pulling his Star Wars shirt over his head and tying the laces of his Batman converse, he grabbed his phone and keys and headed for the front door, calling out to his siblings to wait for him.

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As soon as he got there, he realised he was being an idiot.

What exactly was he hoping for? For that random green eyed boy to turn up and declare his undying love for him? Seriously. He needed to get over himself. He didn't even know why he cared. He didn't even know the guy's name! Yet he'd been infatuated with him for an entire year.

Alec had to let him go. Do what Izzy said, maybe he should have some fun. His dream of a relationship with the perfect boy was just that, a dream. He needed to get him out of his system and just relax.

So firstly, he took a deep breath, then he smiled. Then he bought some rainbow candyfloss and sat on a bench by the river, watching the sparkling lights of the fare dance all around him.

He put one of his earphones in, listening to Patent Pending singing about Mario. Not long after he finished his candy floss, the bench moved with weight of someone sitting down and he turned to them slowly.

"Sorry... I had to drop her somewhere, she got a little bit drunk."

Said a boy with green hair and an impish grin. Alec smiled as he looked at the almost comatose girl in his arms.

"It's ok."

Alec replied with a smile, helping the boy get the girl sat down properly. After they wrestled her clenched fist from Alec's shirt, they sat together and laughed.

"Sorry about that. I'm Ragnor, by the way. Ragnor Fell."

Alec smiled and shook Ragnors outstretched hand.

"Alec. It's a pleasure to meet you."

Ragnor smiled.

"It sure is, Blue Eyes."

Alec felt a blush rise in cheeks as the boy grinned and winked at him teasingly.

"So, Blue Eyes, you here alone or..."

He trailed off suggestively. Alec sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"No. My brother and sister are here but i didn't want to be a fifth wheel on their double date."

Ragnor nodded slowly.

"Makes sense. It's kinda nice to just sit and watch the lights. Cat, this wonderful passed out woman right here, always makes us stay for the fireworks. She likes the light."

Alec smiled and nodded.

"Me too. I love the fireworks."

They shared a smile as Ragnor broke out a bottle of coke, offering it to Alec before he took a sip.

"So you've been to this fair before then, Blue Eyes?"

Alec sighed with a smile.

"Just last year. Normally my siblings come here and i don't, but last year, i came to fight my fear."

He said reminiscently, laughing softly to himself. He looked away and didn't quite catch the spark of interest in the green haired boy's eyes.

"You came to fight a fear at a fair?"

Ragnor asked bemusedly, biting his lip in suspicion. Alec nodded.

"Yeah. I was afraid of heights. So i rode the Ferris wheel. I thought it would help me get over my fear of coming out. And it did. I guess."

Ragnor beamed internally while smiling politely at Alec.

"So, you're gay? And presumably out now? And also single, as you're here alone?"

Alec laughed, with actual humour in his voice.

"Three for three. Well done."

Ragnor smirked and Alec looked at him questioningly as the boy pulled his phone from his pocket and stood up.

"Anyway, it was a pleasure meeting you, Alec. I'm sure we'll see each other again soon. But for now, i have to get Cat home."

Alec nodded slowly, smiling as Ragnor hauled an almost unconscious Cat to her feet.

"Alright then, it was nice to meet you both. See you around, i guess."

Ragnor nodded.

"Of course. Have an awesome night, Blue Eyes. I feel sure it's about to get a hell of a lot better for you."

Alec stared at the boy in puzzlement as he winked and walked away, holding his phone to his ear and whisper-shouting in excitement.

"Magnus! You'll never guess what just happened..."

His voice trailed off and Alec turned away, staring back out over the water, watching the lights dance in the water's surface like rippling waves of a rainbow.

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The moon was high in the sly by now and Alec turned to the clock, seeing the glowing clock face read 10pm. He sighed and put his head in his hands, wondering if he made a mistake in breaking up with Sebastian or in not calling Raphael. He came to the realisation that he was an idiot for waiting and wishing just as the table moved under the weight of another person once more.

There was a moment of silence in which Alec simply ignored the person, not really in the mood to talk anymore. But, it seemed that the person was.

"Hey. Sorry for the imposition but i needed to sit down. Carrying drunk friends back to a car takes a hell of a lot of work."

Alec snorted under his breath, laughing slightly as he rested his head in hands. The person sighed a laugh and Alec could feel their eyes watching him.

"You ok over there? Something bothering you?"

The guy asked, his voice low and cautious. Alec remained unresponsive and simply took a deep breath, sighing exaggeratedly.

"Is it possibly another fear of yours to sit alone at a table by a river at night time, Four?"

Alec froze. His blood turned from ice to fire and he slowly looked up, not daring to turn around.

Was this really happening? After an entire year, the boy was back, remembering him?

Alec gasped a breath as he turned around and the world melted away. Everything vanished from his vision except a pair of shining green eyes.

Alecs breathing turned ragged as he took in those features; nothing had changed in the whole year. The makeup, the glitter, the colourful hair, the small smirk on those lips. Those lips! The feeling of them came rushing back and Alec couldn't fight the blush that rose over his heated flesh as their eyes met and the boy smiled at him.

"It's really you... Ragnor wasn't kidding."

The boy mused aloud in a voice that was like music to Alecs ears. He could only nod his head slowly, his mouth hanging agape as the boy simply stared right back. Alec smiled as the boy beamed at him and said the only thing he could think of.

"Anakin. You're really here. I hoped you'd be here."

He whispered before he could stop himself. The look on the boy's face changed as he stood up and walked around the table, stopping right in front of Alec. He took in a shaky breath as the boy looked at him with wide green eyes.

"You did? Because i hoped you'd be here too."

Alec smiled shyly as the boy took one of Alec's hands in his, the feeling was so familiar, even after a year, a touch they had yearned for.

"I said to myself that id come back here every year since last year. I wished that maybe you did too."

He spoke softly, almost like he didn't want to be heard. But the boy smiled and leaned closer, tucking a loose strand of Alec's hair behind his ear.

"I did the same thing. Since that night, i couldn't get you out of my head. For the entire year. I broke up with my boyfriend because every time i was with him, i wished he was you. Which is crazy because i barely knew you but it's true. I needed to see you again."

Alec stared, before a huge smile painted his face and he gripped the boys other hands tight, pulling him closer until he stood between Alecs knees.

"Everything you just said, is everything I've felt for the past year. I needed to see you again."

The boy sighed happily and closed his eyes, smiling as Alec drew him closer, shuffling until he perched right on the edge of the bench, the boy between his thighs, their chests together and their hands clasped tight.

"What's your name, blue eyes?"

The boy whispered as he stared into those deep blue eyes, smiling, revelling in the familiar heat of the blue eyed boy's body. Alec grinned, sighing a laugh.

"Alec. Alec Lightwood."

The boy licked his lips slowly, narrowing his eyes.

"Alec? That short for anything?"

He asked almost breathlessly. Alec smiled.

"Alexander."

The boy honest to god moaned, fucking moaned, like a proper, sexual, oh my god, kind of moan. And it made Alec blush like hell, as the boy placed his arms around Alec's shoulders, pulling him closer, his fingers tangling in Alec's messy hair.

"God. You were made to be mine. That is perfect. You're perfect."

He groaned in Alec's ear, his lips hot against his skin. Alec felt his jeans tighten and he gasped a moaning breath, placing his hands in the boy's hips, he pulled him flush against him.

"What's your name?"

The boy grinned wickedly.

"Magnus. Magnus Bane."

Alecs jaw dropped and he had to stop himself from whining like a puppy. The accent, the name, the eyes... This boy was Alecs greatest wet dream come to life. He was perfect.

His breathing quickened and he pulled the boy closer still, wrapping his legs around his waist.

"Magnus..."

H whispered roughly, as the boy's eyes slipped shut and he placed his hands on Alecs face, staring deep into his eyes.

"Alexander..."

They locked a gaze on each other so intense that they were only half sure this was real. And then Magnus watched Alec bite his lip and he was gone. With a gasping panting moan, he sealed his wanton lips over Alecs waiting ones.

It wasn't like last time. Their first kiss had been slow and experimental, tender and respectful. Not this time.

Magnus crushed Alec to him. His arms locked around his body tight, his hands sliding under the boy's shirt and jacket to claw at his bare back. Alec wrapped his legs around Magnus' hips, their groins firmly together as Magnus thrust against him with vigour. Their lips locked and their tongues tied as they kissed and licked and sucked and bit at each other's lips, devouring any space between them, getting close as physically possible. Alec's hands tugged and gripped at Magnus' hair, pulling hard whenever the boy dug his nails into Alec's bare hips. Magnus would moan deeply and lean further into Alec, deepening the kiss further until eventually they could no longer breathe.

Alec pulled back and rested their foreheads together, breathing hard as their eyes met and he laughed nervously, smiling as Magnus kissed him swiftly again.

"Damn it, Four, you taste as good as you look."

He moaned, licking a hot trail up Alecs neck, his teeth grazing Alecs Adams apple just enough to make him gasp.

Alec sighed as Magnus pulled back, holding him close, one arm around his waist, the other reaching up so he could play with the dyed rainbows strands of hair.

"So do you. I've been dreaming about this all year."

Magnus smiled and stroked Alec's cheek softly.

"Me too, baby. I missed you. I hope you don't think me too forward, but you're getting away from me this time."

Alec smiled, kissing Magnus' cheek lightly, circling his waist protectively.

"You're not being too forward. I don't want to get away from you. I want you to stay. With me. If you want to."

Alec was blushing as Magnus smiled, watching him lovingly with shining green eyes.

"I want to. Believe me. I'm gonna stay with you as long as you want me. So, Alexander, Four, baby, you wanna be my boyfriend?"

Alec bit his lip, his eyes rolling up and down Magnus' body, landing on his eyes, as he smiled widely, leaning up to kiss Magnus and whisper against his lips.

"Hell yes."

Magnus chuckled and they kissed again, not able to get enough, making up for a years' worth of missed kisses.

But eventually, as the fireworks started at the clock struck midnight, they pulled apart and Magnus whispered softly.

"I think it's safe to say you're over your fear of being out."

Alec laughed softly.

"Of course i am."

Magnus stroked his cheek and smiled.

"Then you have nothing to fear at all now. You're fearless."

Alec sighed and looked up into Magnus' eyes, holding him close and kissing his forehead before whispering his reply.

"That's not entirely true. There's one thing i fear now."

Magnus pulled back and looked at him curiously.

"What is it? Because I'll help you get over it."

Alec sighed and cupped Magnus' face in his hands, gazing into his eyes.

"You can't help with this one. Because it's about you."

Magnus' brow furrowed.

"You're afraid of me?"

Alec smiled softly, his heart fluttering at the way Magnus held him tight and looked at him like he was beautiful.

"No. Magnus, I'm not afraid of you. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm scared that you'll vanish from my life again."

He watched the relief flow through his boyfriend as he smiled and kissed Alecs nose, cuddling him gently.

"Baby, I'm not going anywhere for a very long time. You have nothing to fear about that. I promise."

Alec smiled. All his wishing and desperation and hoping and praying and longing had finally culminated into this one perfect moment. He finally had the only thing he truly wanted and they now had forever to enjoy it.

Because Magnus was right, Alec finally, for once in his life, had nothing to fear because of this boy by his side.

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A/N: So? Did you like it? Despite the lack of smut or M rated material? I hope so :) Thank you for reading! I love you, and your comments are always welcome! :)

PS: HOW FRICKING AMAZING IS SHADOWHUNTERS?! EVERY WEEK JUST GETS BETTER AND BETTER! I LOVE IT! IT'S SO GOOD! BE SURE TO TUNE IN TUESDAY NIGHT 9/8 central on FREEFORM OR LIVESTREAM ONLINE FOR EPISODE 7 – MAJOR ARCANA! WE'RE MIDWAY THROUGH THE SEASON NOW!

Anyway, much love, and Malec-ness for all :)

Love,

Anna…XXXX