Another morning with my phone waking me up.

It keeps on vibrating as I open, a bunch of notifications flooding in. I swipe them all off in a blatant attempt to just stare at one thing: him.

His photo almost blinded me but I still greeted it with a smile. Daniel with that smile that sent my heart fluttering to a million pieces, making me smile with the mere memory of it.

That's the thing though, about waking up. You feel disoriented and confused, stuck between the land of dreams and reality. And it made me wonder, what has been going on? And why am I telling you all this?

Who's to say if everything I told you was real? Who's to say it's not? Who's to say that maybe this is nothing but a dream? But who's to claim that it didn't really happen?

It's a great thing to be loved by Dan, a good feeling to be a friend of Phil, but who's to say I wasn't just making it all up to compensate for what might have been? Or what I wish to happen? I ask all of these questions as soon as I wake up. And with me telling you all this, I think it's fair to say that we are already friends... right?

So as I open this notification that reads "i tripped over on the plane and we immediately hit turbulence which i know was just a coincidence but wow bad timing for my confidence", which signals he's almost home.

To be honest, I could feel a weird sense in my stomach, the urge to throw up starts to whirl inside me out of nervousness? Excitement? Still, I'm a little bit drowsy.

I think by now you're confused. And as I said, that's how waking up works. It confuses us, confines us, makes us see a new day while we still miss the land of dreams.

With that said, I hope everything wasn't a dream. I hope I'm his, and he's mine, and my friendship with Phil isn't more than an illusion just like what I've been telling you.

And I'll find my answers soon enough.

From what I vaguely remember- or what I conditioned my mind to think - I asked him to call me as soon as they land.

But as I wait for the conclusion of this story, as for now I ask you... what do you think? :)

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